Cat, yesterday I was starting to spiral a little. For a quick second. And then my inner voice was sooo loud. I haven’t heard it that loud since the bubble love phase when I was in that really high vibration! It stopped me dead in my tracts and was so stern with me! It literally said “girl, STOP! Get out of your mind. Look how much suffering your mind has caused you. Everything your mind has told you, none of it was ever true. The only reason you suffer is cause you believe your mind.” And then it hit me and I felt like a deer in head lights as I realized that was so true!
Cat is correct, this is not an easy journey. I never thought this would happen to me but I am now aware and thanking God. I became in separation from my twin 8 months ago and I went through a dark night of the soul. So much crazy spiritual stuff has occurred ever since and this is when I learned about twin flames. 🔥
This journey is too much and way too painful. Emotionally, spiritually, and physically. It feels like you are being gas lit with illusions of progress and positivity only to be knocked back into captivity and what seems to be a jail. I truly don’t blame anyone for this journey, not even DM. That is the truth. I just want off of this. This has wreaked entire havoc in my life and the trust in relationship I thought I had with source. Honest to God, I anticipate that this does not stop when physical union happens. I don’t glorify DM and have a great appreciation for the energy and the physical. But, for me, enough is enough.
I hear you. Some of us have so much programming and limitations and ideas of what we should or shouldn't have to go through. But we all have different stuff to unpack. Another way to look at it is if we don't still have issues and shadows to work through then we still wouldn't be in pain. We can neutralize and observe our reactions to the best of our abilities. But if you still have pain and conditions to work through, life will show it to you.
Shifting into Oneness. ( I call it Christ Consciousness). Satori. Starting my Soul's Purpose tomorrow! I was really into darkness for several weeks, but refused to stay there. I guess it was " the darkness before the dawn). I kept meditating, affirming, praying. I am out of the darkness. I see the light. No thoughts of DM anymore. Seeing 11:11. You are so helpful, Cat.. (I only watch you and another coach with many years in different aspects of spirituality.) So much nonsense on twin flames out there. Sending love.💕🙏
I am shining so incredibly bright 💜✨🦋 1,111 views. Kat, I am sending so much love and gratitude to you for all of your continuing support to the community and collective.
What about when I feel so confused? Like I’m divided inside? It’s so hard and so lonely at times. It’s beautiful and an honour and gut wrenching at the same time.
This journey is maddening. This is my first separation with no contact and it’s been spiraling, the pain is unbearable, I have not cried this much in my life, I am so confused- everyone says --pull the energy back to you but what does that looks like in, what does being in soul….. and what not think of them? It’s so confusing when I’m in soul I feel absolutely in love with myself AND them. What exactly are we not supposed to do?
I believe I've met my twin and we went through separations couple Times,but we never met in physical.ive heard information that the journey starts when we meet them in physical.is that true to some existants?
Also how do I KNOW it’s a twin flame and not an imposter. For real. I have been too trusting and been through so much that I’m scared to trust that twin flame is real. Is this normal part of development? I do know that since I left my unhealthy relationship and am healing I’m finding my types of people. But the twin soul resonates yet I don’t know how to confirm it. Or if it matters. Does it?