Strange enough since Wednesday evening my DM has been almost inside my being. I'm feeling, smelling and sensing him all around,even as I type this message. I had this "urge" earlier to get in touch with him, however, I made a commitment to myself a year ago to not reach our first, but for him to make contact. I must say that I'm not having a great week, emotionally. Since Sunday it felt as if I was going through a DNoS again. I couldn't even pray nor meditate. However, I'm gaining traction again. Not too sure if the planetary alignment is to be blamed for this. I found that the lunar cycles are really wreaking havoc with me. And the new moon cycle is the worst. I could never have thought that I would go through something so intensely beautiful and equally frustrating. I sometimes wish I could get hold of the Divine and just ask "hey buddy, wtfudge is going on here" 😂. Sending you all lots of love and hugs from a stormy Cape Town, South Africa.
If it's more intense early on, what keeps the DM coming back later on in the journey? I have to be honest, my TF is absolutely not my comfort blanket. She makes me feel so imbalanced and generally out of sorts and I just don’t trust her behavior so I prefer us to be apart. I’ve learned to live with the emotional waves that come with being connected to her. I’ve been at peace lately and I don’t want that to be disrupted.
Thank you so much Cat. This was so helpful. When he comes in we both feel sooooo good. I’m trying to follow your advice and focus on my healing but yes he’s triggered so much in my life. ❤
love your work and wisdom.. I'm holding my own energy and my souviegn an when I first heard from you it's the awakening of yourself I got it... yes I was looking for union it's been 2 years I have let it go but I haven't had any contact with DM.. and I OK but I do think of him... thank you cat ❤
I have my twin met a year ago and the kundalini went on and I felt like my heart was going to explode I knew I had to take my power back. the beautiful thing about the journey is that you are connected to the heart a month ago my define masceline came back, but all I felt was giving me boundaries, not pushing too hard and staying true to yourself, the musceline is now wanted, but I felt that everything unfolds at the right time, it is very important to understand the energy. in the heart you feel the unity and believe me the masceline feels it too. this is the journey to the heart this is the journey of unity it is easy no everything is touched but it is the most beautiful the chakti in her power just like maria madeglena namaste❤
Absolutely nothing and nobody else will complete us outside of ourselves, and you are very right about feeling them pull away energetically, we do feel and know it before it happens. The problem is they dont have a right to control and domiate us everytime we pull ourselves back up . He do we escape a dominator that has us hacked, stalked, and monitored!! I just want my privacy so i can fully focus on my own life and move forward.
When I feel his energy, I push his energy out because I need my peace, and I always bring my energy back to me, we are in no contact since November 2023... I just want to reorganize my life...but sometimes he makes me crazy because he come to me energetic so intense, and I don't want him back, I am with a soul mate so happy
@nanygajardo its called wearing a false mask in front of others, so people are pleasing to others and putting a show on to the world!!! Actually, we have been in contact in fact in December, and he even followed me to Egypt, lol!!! I actually believe he peacocks gmhis energy in an attempt to make me jealous when I say no to him, which is only going to push me further away because it's an insecurity within him. Personally I know I can do much better!!
@@Rachel-i2q and you know for me was so calm and happy when we meet, but he was overwhelmed, sent me a video telling I am with the most beautiful woman but I can't be with her, and he was crying, I saw the energy that is going to explode in his body and he got anxiety every time more and more and I started to get this wired attitude like needy person ...too much for us ...he was all the time nice to me, even when he got away...I almost died, for 3 months barely open my eyes to the day ...after 6 months I start to live slowly again, now after 8 months I am really great, younger and beautiful, I am another person, I left everything, I mean my hole life changed...and came to me a beautiful man, soulmate, we both talked about that we know each other from life's time before, he is helping me to heal...but my twin, he is the most important one I know but we have to heal separated....but I live him with all the cells of my body, I dont know if i am going to see him again in the 3 D but I dont care any more, in the 5 D I dont allow his energy over me because i need my space, I mean, he blocked me in the 3D, I blocked him in the 5D....is fare, does it? When he comes to me I push him away and say, come back to your woman and you life, I love you but if you don't come back 100%, don't come at all, and I am not ready yet, so go away, I say those words with love and sweet voice ...but I know is hard
Cat, I have a question and I am asking this in order to have complete clarity around this journey. Question: I get that we are 1 soul split into 2 bodies. However, does the DM feel EVERYTHING, and I mean EVERYTHING I am going through, like the emotions when I'm tearful and longing for him etc. Does he feel every single ounce of what I am feeling, too? And I must add this. I stumbled across your channel on 2022. At that time, I could not listen to you at all. It sounded as if you were speaking gibberish. Literally. Come May 2024, I "accidentally" opened one of your videos and for the first time I found someone who was feeding my soul by making sense of what I've been through and at times still go through. It was like I have a new bestie who really gets me. I don't speak with anyone here about this because spirituality is a foreign concept to my family and friends. They are all very religious and I'm literally the only one in the group that doesn't attend church, but I'm more spiritually inclined that them. I'm sorry if I'm rambling but it feels so good to actually be able to share these things with someone. I appreciate you, Cat. Thank you for all that you do for me and the collective. We need your sober voice to guide us, and hold us steady.
One of my struggles has been that once in a while, I feel him. I’m doing spiritual work-reading the books, listening to ascended masters for their wisdom. And then it’s like the world shows him to me through signs, synchronicities, you know, all that stuff! This kind of throws me off my game and makes me start wondering about him. I’m quite sure it’s his thinking of me that does this, but what are your thoughts, Cat?
