I shouldn't lie to you It wouldn't be nice to you If I wasn't being myself yeah Why I'm so scared of myself, yeah I couldn't fight the truth I wasn't gettin' over you I shouldn't run from the bad times I should just work on my bad side (don't let go) Of what's in front of me The pain in my soul Is making it hard to breathe And I should've known That I'm still the older me See my journey onward Sojourn home I didn't mean to break your trust I didn't mean to make this tough I'm scared I'm gonna pass you up I really wanna show you love And maybe who I be is enough Maybe all I need is a hug Know I never mean to fuck it up Maybe I just need to open up No more goodbye I'm scared to make you cry Can't look you in the eye I prayed for peace of mind And I shouldn't lie I'm scared this isn't right I ain't used to nice I ain't used to nice guys Don't let go Of what's in front of me The pain in my soul Is making it hard to breathe And I should've known That I'm still the older me See my journey onward Sojourn home I didn't mean to break your trust I didn't mean to make this tough I'm scared I'm gonna pass you up I really wanna show you love And maybe who I be is enough Maybe all I need is a hug Know I never mean to fuck it up Maybe I just need to open up I just need to open up Open up yeah I really wanna open up for you I really wanna open up for you
In sisters house asking myself questions in my head being non talkative with sister on couch Gets told by guides to talk about ex But how? That’s weird if I just talk about him it’s been a year In your journal ✨shadow work✨ Ugh really? Yes you’ve been putting it off and you haven’t been paying attention to how much it has affected you. You need to acknowledge in order to let go Continues to stay on couch looking at tv Tv show: it’s 1010 am Me: aww shit ok ok goes home and gets on RU-vid Umi: ✨Open up ✨ Me:👁👄👁