i am reaaaally steppin into unbotheredness when it comes to passin haterzz on tha streetz.. like u say, there are so many layers historical spiritual political why ppl b lookin @ us nasty, none of which have any hold or power over how we perceive ourselves + most importantly, the heavens perceive us 👼🏽🌤🌥⛅️😇 angelic af 😄😁 feminine strength && grace is eternally ours 🎀💗💖
I basically distance myself from drama or something I know will piss me off. It seems to make the other person uncomfortable with my quietness and non-responsiveness or cold attitude that I tend to have due to past hurt that made me more closed off. In the past, when I was in school (I just graduated and now I'm 18), I used to avoid any interaction with people and, at breaks, go upstairs where there wasn’t really anyone because the stairs there are next to the door of the rooftop. I would just listen to podcasts or stories or read because some of the conversations they had didn't really interest me. I also avoided the feeling of loneliness because I always felt like an outcast, misunderstood, and just alone.
In high school, I felt the same. I actually didn’t go to my prom because I didn’t have any friends. It broke my heart literally. And I was so bothered by that because of how lonely and anxious I was. It takes time to build that confidence. Thank you for sharing Jen!!!
