Yes it's so hard and really time is what's needed. I think this a very good description. Ik for me I just wanted to stop feeling so sad and eventually I was able to enjoy life again. It took about a year for me and I still have moments but now I try to remember all the amazing things I shared with him, his funny phrases, traditions he enjoyed and it brings me happiness thinking of those. I also talked out loud to my gram when she passed, still do sometimes. Keep taking it day by day, keep talking about how you feel and know that there are others who understand ❤
I loved how she explained this to me and wish I could have said it better, but hearing her explain this to me gave me hope that things will change over time. And that the sadness turns into happiness when we look back on memories or pictures. I’d like to hope that in a year things will be a lot different/easier. I sometimes talk to Lucas and it makes me feel a bit better in that moment. And yes, definitely taking things day by day. Thanks for your kindness and support 🩷🙏
@@lifewithleahrue1247 I have you in my prayers daily Leah. It will get easier or maybe the pain lessens is a better term. I personally know you can find joy, peace and happiness and I encourage you to accept that bc sometimes people feel like they don't deserve that or they need to mourn forever. I tell people to think what would you want for your loved ones if you pass? Ik for me I would want my loved ones to laugh hard, love hard and live to the fullest. I didn't know Luke besides his yt channel but I feel he would want those for you and his family and friends. ❤️🙏❤️
You are welcome! I almost didn’t go to this appointment because I initially thought it would be a waste of time, but somehow i decided to go. I’m so glad I did because I have this whole new perspective of grief that doesn’t feel so heavy.
I hear this. I'm So sorry for your loss. Yes, the greif will keep changing. You'll always feel what you're missing, but yes it's a process and you'll be able to smile more about that person later. I'm only a fan and it hit me hard, still can't believe it can't be undone. I really feel for you, Leah. Thank you for sharing ❤
Thank you for your condolences 🙏 I wish he knew how much support he had and how many people cared about him. I think he didn’t feel like he had many people who were there for him which wasn’t true at all. Just wish I would have told him how proud I was of him more often along with many other things. Miss him so much 😩💔
@@lifewithleahrue1247 Oh, honey.. Your feelings are normal and valid, but you did everything , he knows you love him. If we got another chance knowing what we know, we'd all do things differently I'm sure. But you're the one thing he always knew no matter what and you can see in your photos of him how she shined with you. He was failed by support systems that should have been there for him, not you, you were there. You were enough and you did enough. You'll just have to love him from a distance. I'm proud of him still and I'm proud of you, sweetheart ❤️
Hey Leah my name is Francisco and I just wanted to say that Luke was a great guy when I use to talk with him on phone he was always trying to help people and it was cool. Man I was crying tonight and grieving I have lost so many friends it hurts bad I feel your pain I lost a baby boy 10 years ago took time after the funeral but I will be praying for you in Jesus name. Much love n respect, Cisco from Oakland CA
I'm so sorry for your loss 😔 I share that pain with you 😢...I lost my Daughter 6 yrs ago n its still like yesterday ...We have our own personal angels ❤❤ Thoughts n Prayers to you 🙏 🤲 🤍🕊🤍
I’m glad you guys were able to connect! He had so much to say and so much wisdom. I miss him so much. I’m sorry to hear about your loss 😞 thanks for your support and kindness 🩷
Leah, that was explained very well. And although grieving is timelines & are different for emotions. I must say, I applaud you for keeping us informed, your channel, & for staying so strong. Like I say also, minute by minute , & reaching out. You are such a strong beautiful young lady. Sending much Love ❤️ & big hugs 🫂
Hi my Sweetheart. Why don't you reach out to Karina Franco. She was Ryan Leone's fiance and she lost him to addiction. She is so sweet and I think she could give you some advice.
@@lifewithleahrue1247 She is posting on Ryan's YT channel youtube.com/@ryanleone5805?si=ClZZ8z8DMaoi4MJ_ Maybe once you have connected, you could do a collab.
