Hi. I lived a really cool life as a Musician and a sailor . My Girlfriend of 7 years out there with me and when we moved on land because I got Cancer and she turned into a Crack addict and ran into the darkness deeply. I did everything I could do to rescue her but I finally had to walk. I think she is alive today but so damaged she is not her anymore. I am Happy now but will always love her dead or alive it really doesn't matter I had to let go to finf Love of Life again. Time goes on for us.

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Oh my God that is so f****** awesome. I was just looking into getting my peer counselor license in Washington State. I have almost a year and 3/4 off heroin and fentanyl and weaning down off the methadone to 10 mg right now. Was a heroin fentanyl addict for 20 years. Thankfully I went through 4 1/2 years intensive counseling which truly helped me the most besides my family. I just want to say I'm so so proud of you congratulations on your recent graduation your job and wanting to do this. I can think of another person that would definitely wanted to do this and probably would have been an amazing counselor have that person been able to do so. I'm so glad you have a dog my dog saved my life lived till he was 17 and 3/4 years old before we had to put him down because of cancer I got him as a rescue dog when he was eight and a half years old and he lived another 9 years and he saved my life when I lost both my brothers and my dad within a five year period. There are very few things professionally that call my heart as much as helping other people in addiction, especially the ones that are really trying to change and really want to change. You are such a sucker for punishment with all the courses you took on so quickly God bless you😂. For me through all the grief I've been through and all the people I've lost loved ones family members even after processing the grief there's still a hole there that might always be there specially if they were big in your life and you loved them deeply and dearly without abandon you just learn to keep going and keep moving forward. Glad you got plenty to look forward to and God bless Lucas's brother and future wife and family. #Grateful. The point is you rock you are f****** awesome. Keep showing up doing the work and kicking ass Leah. GOD BLESS YOU 🙏🌠. Shout out to RUE❤ so proud you made me cry, actually that's probably just some sand in my eyes 😂

I know its hard to hear but you have a full life ahead of you Leah. You have tofind a balance and move on from this. Open your heart to whatever comes next. Being stuck in the past will beat you down. We all miss luke and think of him often as well as thinking about you and hoping you will recover from your great loss. I suffered a similar situation and had to move forward from it. Loss is never good and luke would want you to be happy and to live your best life.

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Im so sorry he didn't make it. So many don't. Whoever took his phone was just covering their own ass. The charity in this world has grown so so cold. I am so unbelievably fortunate that Jesus saved me on Nov 27th, 2021. Im not worthy but forever grateful

*sending hugs* I miss mine too, everyday! But the one's I've lost I keep in my heart❤

Im so sorry you're having to go through this. Addiction is so tough

It's hard friend I know.. it will get better.

Fu*k! Another good one.

Im sorry for your loss.. you are so strong 💪 💗. Keep your head up, im rootkng for you!! Every time that little gust of wind comes and leaves a little shivver down your spine... its your loved one letting you know they are still with you!❤

Hey... i came across your page and its really weird how things like this work.. I am a recovered addict and want you to know that you are not alone!! I myself was a partier and loved people and going out .. but had to have my "DOWN" time .. i never used in my house... EVER, and the ine day i decided to ... i was lockex in my bathroom, and my partner just happened to hear me drop and had no idea i was using... it took the ambulance over 20 mins to find me ... she didnt know i was overdosing... so i was without oxygen for a long time.. .. the ambulance driver told my partner that even if they get a pulse... he wont ever be the same.. and the doctor at the hospital said the same because it was too long without breathing... but low and behold , i came through.. pulled my life together ... and now, want to help anyone who is struggling with addiction, or the loss of someone from addiction. You are not alone! There are people that are going through exactly what you are. Out of 55 of my friends.. only 2 of us are alive... all to do with the drug trade, overdose and stupidity.. Your blessed and are headed to a amazing life where your partner is by your side and sees you every second of the day! You got this! .. Im rooting for you, and if you need someone to talk... here all day!❤

It’s gunna be okay ❤️ just keep living how they’d want you to

I am so sorry for your loss god one you, I hope you feel better ❤

Bless up and stay strong! 🙏

Hey Leah Your doing so well Im grieving too, I just lost my Boy 22yr old n um also Sober nn its so hard to lose a close one 😓

hope you are doing well Leah. You are in my thoughts and prayers.. much love

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So sorry for your loss..❤😢

I remember you said he was working at a gas station or something before he passed. Was this it? Or a sentimental spot you guys frequented?

Hey you much love and respect for getting you stuff together you boy Lucas is watching everything from the other side and I’m sure he is proud of you and that you made it out into recovery. I am so sorry but stay strong and keep that head up and keep moving forward. You look great! ❤

It definitely gets better. It’ll never go away but life goes on.

Feels like forever since he’s been gone 😢. Keep your head up Dear.

Did they die?

Please do not exceed the same amount you are used to

Glad ur ok ❤️

Catching up on some of your stories I’ve missed. Oh boy though, what a story. You’ve come so far. 🫶

So proud of you! Glad you're busy though it's a bit overwhelming; I believe in you and don't worry about regular videos just keep on keeping on with school and life!

Thank you for your message 🫂

Tough quote 🕊️

Been wondering how you are 🫶

Happy heavenly birthday - sorry I’m late. Been thinking about you 🫶

And Happy Birthday to Luke! 🤍

It's so good to see you, Leah 😀 And I'm proud of you for getting your life together, because it's not easy! As I'm sure you know. But you are doing it! It may be stressful, so don't get yourself too worked up ♥️ Everything will be ok and turn up alright. Much love!

My lord this video hits hard, Godbless you both.🙏🙏❤

I think of you often and praying for you Leah. You are doing so well. Good luck with school and work ❤❤❤

Work on that stress girl! You have a lot to be thankful for remember that.

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I almost got a shout out

Gtsy Leah!!!❤

You're not alone. We all have someone we wish was still with us. Me, I can't sleep without her "Goodnight"

If you don’t mind me asking what happened

So sorry for your loss! May he fly high and rest in peace

Gorgeous as always. I'm so proud of you and you give me inspiration in dealing with my own grieving process. Thank you Leah! Looking forward to the next one... We are always here to support you.

Hey is everything ok with you.? Miss seeing you around. '

Grief is the toughest lesson in life.

So I can relate to Your extreme pain You should go slowly about Your feelings n eat as much as You like were not hungry either its an emotion thats no one can evr diagnose its losing someone 😓

Hey I would say find someone else or even Friends n Family can help way better we use each other as sounding n we’re healing n crying together I jus lost my 22yr old Baby Boy my Son to Cancer smh