Using Psilocybin Mushrooms to heal my anxiety, depression & trauma 

Psilocybin mushrooms show promise in supporting mental health.

I have been depressed for a long time, but after taking shrooms few months ago, l feel much happier and highly motivated and my ADHD gone , lost a ton of anxiousness and had a few epiphanies about how I should live my life. I decided to buy an ounce for backup, but haven’t yet felt the need to take any more since then.

I have felt depressed since 11 years old and I have CPTSD, but I had magic mushrooms 3 days ago and I’m able to feel joy and genuine optimism for the first time in my adult life! I can’t believe it. It’s changed something in me, and I just feel mentally well

You mentioned this being a ridiculous ride, reminds me of the late great comedian Bill Hicks who advocated using mushroom and use to close his sets by pointing out that this is just a ride. He had a wonderful description of a large dose that I imagine you can relate to: “I laid in a field of green grass for four hours going, My God, I love EVERYTHING! The heavens parted, God looked down and rained gifts of forgiveness onto my being healing me on every level; psychically, physically, emotionally, and I realized our true nature as spirit, not body, that we are eternal beings and God's love is unconditional and there's nothing we can ever do to change that. It is only an illusion that we are separate from God or that we are alone. In fact, the reality is that we are one with God and he loves us.” Wonderful to hear that you’re benefiting from this medicine and best of luck in your future trips

I wasn't planning to listen for an hour but this was inspiring. I've been living in dread and fear my whole life from cptsd so I needed this. I totally get the perspective on so much said. We are all from the same spark of life, every blade of grass and bird is family...even the earth it's self. Nature puts us in awe and feeds our soul but I need a reboot to lose deep self doubt. This gives me hope.

This is beautiful. I took this exact dose in 2021, 4.5g of psilocybin and I had this exact experience... the feeling that nothing can hurt me and physical existence is just a moment in eternity. I felt connected to other beings on earth, knowing that they are connected to me even though we don't really know each other "here". I also came back from the experience willing to enjoy earthly pleasures because we need a physical body to enjoy them.... I felt I am several people at the same time, I also felt the sense of never ever being alone and can relate to the feeling if willing to take other people's pain away but not being able to... the only way is by advocating for psychedelics. I am ready for another heroic dose, I also got some amanita muscaria but haven't tried it yet, waiting for the right moment. Thanks for this, it's great to know that more people are getting "IT"!

I've been feeling really drawn lately to nature, God, community and love lately. Ive never tried any mushrooms but I think these things are all so healing. I'm so greatful to realise that. I'm really trying to spend more time in nature and building relationships that truely matter. I appreciate what you spoke of as a mother. I feel I need to give up on trying to impact people and just ride this wave with them instead

"I had a hard time feeling like I belonged anywhere and I just felt awfully alone", I've only watched the very beginning of your video and I couldn't stopped crying. I am hoping psilocybin mushrooms will help me too. I am also feeling very anxious, and have been suffering from "Chronic Fatigue Syndrome" / CPTSD for many years. Chronic stress and childhood traumas are the root cause, definitely. So far, mild/ high doses didn't do much, except for this "peaceful feeling" you described, I will try again with higher doses. Your testimony is boosting me! Thank you for sharing your story ! 🌈

I'm SO happy for you and I see you soul sister. 5g was the most euphoric and transcending experience of my life. I wish you all love and joy 😊

You are the coolest person that I’ve come across in a very long time. Thanks for sharing.

Thank you for sharing your amazing journey. I have signed up for a psyllisibin trial in the USA for depression and hope I get accepted. Fingers crossed they choose me.

This was a great video and completely understand how you felt and been through very similar circumstances in life. What a game changer in my life

"that's human sh*t man" - ahaha. I"m glad I ended up staying to listen to all of this. What an awesome and enlightening experience you had. I'm so happy to hear your life shifted, too. One small piece of loving unsolicited advice; don't give up on that dream of having your plot of land. Its clearly something you're here to experience

it’s everything everywhere all at once.. this interconnectedness of everything.. how its not black and white, it’s not grey, it’s literally the rainbow… there is no labels, no identity, or attachments.. no molds or ego or limitations. I had this awakening when my soul was shattered and broken.. all the traumas came up and the pain was so debilitating but its allowed me to see the world in such a different perspective . such gratitude and love and peace understanding that this purpose in life is simply to just enjoy.. to be present and to follow that alignment of flow and the path of least resistance.. i am 19 and im still suffering in this constant state of fight or flight.. i have these spasms of bliss and connection with higher consciousness and it’s so beautiful and limitless but then my negative thoughts, trauma, narratives pull me down very low… its been hard because i have tired so much as well.. herbs, medicine, therapy, natural modalities, and i have these moments of pure bliss and understanding that there is something so much more but then it puts me into this existential crisis of then what even is the purpose of this modern life? To wash dishes, to be on the phone.. or anything it’s like for what.. but i feel a deep calling to first heal myself and then help others heal as well.. idk everything you said ur story i felt like i was listening to my own soul mirror and what i’ve experienced without even trying mushrooms yet.. but i want the full healing not just the temporary moments of it. i also read a lot of books about detachment, spirituality, exchart tolle, alan watts, and others.. im just still feeling lost in this fog of disconnection sometimes.. but with this video and everything you said it hit the nail on the head.. i now feel this calling to try mushrooms.. to rewire.. to heal.. transform..

How she was able to keep talking and making her video and not stopping to love all over that kitty, is beyond me. 😊😁

This was amazing! Thank you for sharing your experience!

I have taken psilocybin many times and all it has given me is more anxiety and harshness towards myself because I am not able to give myself the support I need. I keep beating myself up and feel more anxious than ever. I don't want to exist anymore.

one thing it taught me is ... i can i dont think ever be close enough to my mom because i cant simply tell her im going outside for a smoke

Basking in the radiance of all that is. That's it! Thank you for sharing. ❤💫🍄

Thank you for sharing your story. I havent sat with mushrooms in some years, and, 5 minutes into watching your video, my muscles started to relax and the chronic pain in my body was being alleviated. That's the power of mycelium at work. One human being talking about the beauty of their experience, sharing their light, and helping others catch that light themselves. Thank you ❤

When I went to a weekend workshop with Lynne Roberts for Shamanic Reiki, that was what I got too. Just have fun. Don't be so serious. Don't allow yourself to get stuck in the muck of despair. I try to stay connected to my inner child, but it is hard not to get sucked into the seriousness of life or how we humans view life so seriously. Life isn't meant to be taken seriously. It is literally about living and staying open and curious. I still struggle though even though I know that.

I am always surprised (but also not) about how similar these experiences are. I saw myself in your descriptions, and I think just watching this I was transported back to those moments and epiphanies. I was told once that after something like this, we now have a red chord linking us to that knowledge, to that essence and love we "discovered". And I try to remember that chord when I am not in those experiences. This video reconnected me to that chord :)

One of the most articulate descripton of the psilosybin trip I have found on the internet. Very nice. I have not tried it yet but I am planning to do it fairly soon. Thanks for sharing

Amazing Story Chanel and I can imagine this wasn't easy to talk about. I too was tossed around as a kid, in pretty much every way one can imagine. Spent 25 years drinking, doing drugs and living in anger and depression. I was on anti depressants and 2 sleep meds for years. I spent a year and half doing 2.5-4 grams of dried cubensis mushrooms every 3rd day. I would meditate, exercise, listen to music, play with my dogs, pet my cat and reflect. I would spend hours crying about everything, asking what I did to deserve all this and doing my best to forgive everyone including myself which was wonderful. I still struggle here and there but I don't take any meds. I sleep really well. I'm learning how to move forward in a new way. Leaving my old self behind is very difficult but it seems to get easier every day. Taking large doses every few days is NOT what I recommend! That's just what I felt I needed to do as I had a lot of trauma to sort out. Also, I've been doing mushrooms since I was 15 so I know how to handle feeling when they come up without freaking out. I'm not even saying mushrooms are for everyone but I know how much they love us and want to help. They won't do what you want them to do but they will do what you NEED them to do. One has to give up all expectations of what a trip should looks like. Gotta lean into what comes up and go with the flow...

Thank you for your video. I just started my journey with micro dosing. Just two times, and I already feel a change in myself. Hearing your story of a full trip helps me. Maybe sometime in the future, I will do a heroic dose. Peace from Northern California.

Thank you so much for sharing your experience. I am really enjoying listening to you & I needed this. I'm only about half way through your video right now....I was just compelled to say thank you!! I have never tried shrooms & I have battled severe depression, anxiety & PTSD most of my life. I have reached blissful, connected, divine space naturally (without substances) many times, but have not yet found a way to permanently stay in that space.....and i want to , so badly.....more than anything! I have been saying this is my last incarnation on Earth for decades, because it is just too painful & heartbreaking.....so when you said that (along with many other things) I can completely relate to you & your experience. A huge thank you!!!!

Thanks for sharing, sounds like you have a very similar situation to me. I also have this anxiousness and stress that's always turned on and I can't stop it. This leads me to having really poor sleep all the time. I've tried CBT, hypnotherapy, talking therapy and lots of techniques like mindfulness/mediatation, which help but I also feel my brain needs to be rewired. I live in the UK and I decided to pay for a guided Psilocybin therapy session in the netherlands, I leave in 2 weeks! I'm also someone who likes to stay in control, so I hope I can relax and just let it go and not fight it. Your video has given me hope that things can get better.

Honestly this video really really moved me ❤ I felt like listening g to you before u microdosed is me now and everything made sense ❤ thank you for sharing x

Thank you Chanel, that was a very open, heartfelt journey to take us through. Thanks for sharing that so deeply and giving people a wonderful insight into the experience. :-)

I love this! Thank you so much for such an in depth description of your experience! 🧡

What a great video! Thank you! I was looking for the video on your 2nd trip! 😊 I'm dying to know! 🙏🏼

Yep. I'm gonna get some as soon as I can. I know it may not go well but I'm willing to take the chance. I have severe depression, ptsd and anxiety. I think it's definitely something to try. I've tried all the things recommended like therapy and prescription drugs and meditation and even edmr.. nothings help so far.

I can so relate to EVERYTHING you said. We are ONE with EACH OTHER and with this EARTH that we reside “in”. God is such an amazing mysterious and miraculous creator! It’s difficult for one to fully wrap their head around it all. The best advice truly is to just be and to ride these waves of ups and downs, knowing that this too shall pass. Love and be loved 🥰

My mom left recently and it's been hard, but I couldn't explain how she felt closer then she felt in flesh.n how there was a spark of corky ness I developed..like I was extremely myself besides the decontrol I had for food I'm better CA se iv studied fasting and I'm now educated on the healing properties and even more educated on LIFE itself and how my mom is still alive and with me 😭, I so appreciate you for taking the time to shate this with the world it was meant and like some other comments i read u have no idea how your saving people with it .thank you thank you! Im also still going through small feels of everything u were n I want to become a small doser just not in my own home for the psych to b what they can , and I'm glad I know that much cause I've had Simi bad trips so I know how to avoid it. New subb ❤

Wow your experience sounds amazing Chanel! It sounds like it has truly helped heal you. When I hear experiences like this it always just reconfirms my beliefs on so many levels. Thank you so much for sharing this with us. Sending you tons of love always beautiful soul. 💖

Thank you so much for your wonderful, lovely, inspiring and deep healing journey story dear Chanel ❤ 💫✨ 🌈💜🍄✨💫

Thank you so much for sharing this. I have been working up to taking that dose for a while. I'm a bit nervous and having anxiety doesn't help, but hearing your experience has given me the courage to go for it. Also everything you spoke about really resonated with me and is exactly what I already felt to be true being a spiritual person. I was wondering if my two cats would freak me out a bit during the trip but now i'm excited to see how they appear to me :D Sending you love and grattitude x

I've been curious about mushrooms 🍄 & my angels sent this video to me now. Ty!! I tried some, but now i think I need to up the dose incrementally. I came to the conclusion late last year that the purpose of life was to get to the end, Make It, and that's IT. That brought some relief from my thoughts as I was anxious alot too. Learning to 'mind' my own business and some of telling others what they said was 'none of my business' too. I've felt a 'oneness' during church events/activity but not with the universe. That is what we're all working towards feeling. I have a bunch to clear from physical space and body too. I was suicidal and since the increase in energy to my body came this year, I am working on things I didn't or thought I couldn't do before I run out of energy again. As time goes on, I'm realizing that energy is unlimited and so am I😮. I am on the awareness path & learning how to operate in consciousness but it is quite challenging atm cuz there are emotional processes I missed out on. Just knowing this is hopeful for my future outlook as I figure out the damages of what I missed and how to heal✌🏾Excited cuz maybe some mushrooms will manifest for me😊

Im sorry for the loss of your grandmother❤ life is internal Ameen

What a lovely experience! Thank you for opening your heart and sharing with us. I'm considering trying it and I'm hoping to have an experience like this!

okay.. but this gave me goosebumps.... how could you remember everything even your dreams...I am not sure I would have liked that!!!!

What a crack up about what your cat said. That's so typically cat-like. Thanks so much for sharing beautiful light 😊

Wow! What an experience! This remind me so much of what Matias De Stefano talks about. He remembers all of his past lives and the way he explains life, humans, Earth, the universe, spirituality, all of it, coincides with your experience. How fascinating! Ive struggled with fear & crippling anxiety for so long. I've tried working through my past and all of the trauma. I just feel like I'm beyond repair. Its robbed me of so many years, already. I would love to give this a try. I'm curious, what type of mushies gave you such a powerful experience? I'm only part way through your video but it seems as though this was life changing. Im so happy you were able to find your way through the dark times. I hope this is a new beginning for you. 💚🌱

I am crying all the video... Thank you so much for sharing!

amazing that after all you went through it was the mushrooms that actually helped heal you! incredible story, thank you!

I am so glad you got to feel like that; I hope it continues, you are beautiful and young and should be enjoying more, but I understand I have anxiety, depression all my life, this life is hard!❤I didn't know psylocybin is available in Australia, have to look into!

Awesome video!I've had Ketamine infusions and had a small "taste" of what you described. I'm so thankful I watched this. It's very reassuring that there's hope for me. As soon as I get ahold of some mushrooms, I'm going to start my healing journey. Best of luck with yours!

It’s interesting that you described your personality disappearing but also knowing you had multiple lives with your partner. I did DMT at 19 and the dissolution of myself left me with awful trauma and panic attacks. I’ve never fully healed that wound and have been too afraid to try mushrooms. I’m 34 now and still struggling so much with my mental health. I’d really like to heal. But the idea of loosing the people I love by my personality dissolving scares the s**t out of me. Could you describe a little more how you understood this in your experience? In my experience I was so afraid of never seeing my daughter again or forgetting her that it traumatised me. I wish I could have had a better understanding of it at the time that it didn’t leave me so full of grief and terror. Thank you for sharing your experience ❤

What an amazing creature you are. Thank you for your insight . A life memory :).

I truly can’t remember my trip. 7 grams. I was in a video game on another plain Ready for a holistic approach. Thank you for sharing. 🍄🍄🍄

I’ve been microdosing since October and what you said about not jumping into fight or flight when phone rings etc is what I’ve experienced as part of my progress with the mushrooms. Or when my 24 year old gets in her anxiety stuff I used to get triggered and react myself , take it personally, and now I can say oh she’s not feeling good, and just be patient and help instead of hinder. She is also MD ing and I’m hoping she will do a guided large dose (and me too). Thanks for sharing your experience!

This was an interesting experience. I struggle with depression and anxiety. Thank you for sharing, also I love your room and want that cat pillow😅

im trying to find who i am and why i keep forgetting things. im so depressed. it doesn't make sense how people can be addicts for years and heal. i have some shrooms im gonna try because im so close to giving up. :(

This is such a beautiful story. I really appreciate you sharing your experience. You are helping alot of people with your story. Thank you and much gratitude to you.

Amazing recounting of your experience! I’m microdosing 200mg right now, wanting to try a higher dose and I appreciate your insights.

This is really helpful. I have OCD, I struggle with a benzodiazepine dependency not for physical reasons but because of tremendous fear, and have constant doubt and a terror of death ironically triggered by something a powerful, advanced healer said to me in a state of oblivion about how much her words (she's an atrocious verbal communicator) would traumatize me. Everything I've done has failed to truly uproot the deep fear that I live with every day and that controls my life like a prison. I really hope this works; I don't know what else to do anymore, after 17 fucking years of permanently being in crisis and yeah, my poor adrenals must be exhausted.

I am planning to try them for the first time in a month. Thank you for helping me to be sure of this decision❤

Very Good explanation. I love your detail. Thank you for making this.

All my life I've felt like the fish who's being commanded to climb the tree. I think it's anxiety. Whenever there's a task with any important implications I have this awful discomfort and I hesitate to no end. I really hope mushrooms can do something for me. I'm so tired of pretending to be well. Even if I accomplish something today, tomorrow is going to be the same uphill battle.

Thank you for sharing your experience sister! 🌻

Thank you for sharing your experience! It seriously gave me hope that maybe I can actually get better one day.

Hi, thanks for sharing part of your journey with us! I have been curious about this type of therapy and you answered several questions that I had. Blessings to you…❤

This an awesome video ❤ I also want to say that God is very real, in 2018 my mom passed away and a couple weeks or so me and my brother saw an angel. I was crying out to God to let me know she was going to be ok or know she was going to heaven and then he gave me that sign. The first time I tried mushrooms was in 2022 so I was not using any type of psychedelics or drugs. God bless all ❤

Thank you so so much for sharing this, I'm getting close to doing a retreat with some dosing, I've been wanting to do it for some time now, for many of the same reasons, although I'm older and my kids grown. I feel like the time is now ideal, having suffered for some time.. I will report back, many thanks again✌️❤️

Shrooms saved my life ❤ thank you for sharing your experience

From the bottom of my heart, thank you! It was like you were guiding me. I'm struggling but I know behind this veil there is a way for me in this reinkarnation too. Hugs

thank you so much for an amazing description of your experience.

Taking my first heroic dose tmrw morning🎉Thank you for sharing your beautiful experience with us

Hello Chanel, loved your video, everything you had to say and how genuine your sharing is. Wanted to suggest microdosing as a way to keep the mind at bay. Thank you for this lovely video, I think it might save some people's lives.

Love your accent and your vibe! Lovely experience you had there. I to am looking forward to moving into nature in the future.. preferably with a wonderful lady like yourself. Try daily meditation to keep your worries at bay ❤

Very informative video. Thank you for creating this! I’ve been researching a ton about mushrooms

Thank you so much for putting into words so beautifully what I have not been able to…. ❤️❤️❤️

Your video helped me a lot, thank you. I really like your t-shirt. 🌻🌼🌱🐝

I love how u went straight for a hard dose at 2g hahaha man.. i was pacing back and forth on 1 gram i was having a panic attack it was horrible.. it was my first time taking it alone, id had 1 gram and 3 grams before that with a friend and man we were laughing so hard i could barely breathe cause i kept coming up with the most random thoughts, i was a "bog slug" just laying out in the swamp in the mud n the magic mushroom man was walking around doing this goofy hillbilly laugh that kept coming out of me that id never done before lol "did you know... A pelican.. is a realbird" i remember thinking that was the funniest thing to say cause realbird was said like it was some sort of species 😂 you took it outside in the garden? man you are crazy.. you dont have bull ants and jack jumpers n stuff? I took 3 grams in a rainforest with a few friends camping a year or so ago and had leaches crawling all over me it was so hectic i was loving life till that moment, they were coming at me cause i was playing music on my bluetooth speaker n being loud talking to my friends.. not a good time.. ive taken a gram and went to a rave, freaked out on the way there it was really hard to go in but i was good once i got in for about an hour then i was cooked n had to sit down, i once tried to take 10 grams with lemon and couldnt get it all in me because it was making me want to vomit andi didnt want to throw up what i had and waste it.. got about 5 grams in and then sat at the kitchen table head in hand nautious af for hours then went to bed, couldnt sleep all night, by the time the morning came i felt the most euphoric ive ever felt i was singing and all it was amazing lol.. anyway.. i took just 10mg last week to try help me with my intense anxiety and depression and panic that ive got atm from quitting smoking and all it really did was make me feel like i was going to be stuck with an eternal need to yawn which i wasnt a fan of, i feel like every time i take mushrooms im like nah thats it im done with this stuff its no good but then i end up so desperate with my mental health that i want to hive it another chance because i wont take man made drugs cause im a naturalist probaly outof fear.. anyway i quit weed 6 months ago and tobacco 2 weeks ago, i got alopecia in my beard after i quit the weed because of the withdrawals from that plus the anxiety from smoking tobacco on its own.. ive now lost most of my beard at this point and havnt been able to leave the house for over a year, long story but i quit smoking weed and tobacco 5 years ago and went through major depressive disorder and anxiety and was bed ridden and like wailing for 9 months and ended up having to go back to just weed alone and then maybe 6 months later i quit that and was fine from memory, had 2 years of a social butterfly stage loving life going to festivals and bush doofs by myself which is crazy for me because i was addicted to amoking sinse 14 and could ever leave the house from like 21 years old and then tried to quit at 26 and thats when i went through hell the first time and decided i no longer wanted to buy land and move away from society even tho id already collected like every fruit tree in pots ready for when i did and now till this day ive got allthese exotic fruits in pots and its so overwhelming watering them everyday and feeding and weeding them and they all need up potting now but i have no room for them because i planned on having them all planted on some property by now and now that im going through depression again ive got my mum keeping everything alive cause im stuck in bed with intense panic and anxiety again because silly me got addicted again a bit over a year ago because i somehow forgot how bad addiction and quitting was, so now here i am, on youtube, with a gram in 4 capsules in front of me trying to figure out how much i need to take to hopefully stop me waking up feeling like im gonna have a heart attack from panicking about all these worries flying through my brain that i cant block out and hopefully help my mood in general so i can atleast get out of my bed ridden state and im here watching your video which i will now restart and watch all the way through but man.. i dunno if i ahould take quarter gram or whoke gram or make up some more n go for a big dose but i think condlsidering how much i felt the 10mg dose last week im not so sure if i should even take the whole 1 gram cause it hit me hard and these shrooms are a coouple years old now, i thought they would have lost potency but apparently not lol, same time i dont wanna take not enough again and waste my time in confused, life sucks.. i feel like i can feel the yawns comong on already and i havent even ingested any, maybe it got into my system while making the capsules.. yea.. i think it has lol

What an amazing video. I'm so glad that you've had such a long-lasting positive experience. I'm wondering if your connection with universal love was different from your experience of Earthly love. I get the impression that our Earthly love is a pale shadow of universal love. Sometimes I think I think we don't experience true love on Earth only an obsessive need. Do you feel the same way?

Beautiful story and very inspiring. Thank you for your light and wisdom.

they are doing studies worldwide now how amazing!

Thank you for sharing your story. This sounds amazing.

THANK YOU FOR THIS. LOG IT WAS MY FIRST TIME W MUSHROOMS YESTERDAY IM EXCITED TO FULLY HEAL

brewing in hot water will destroy the actives, thats why you didnt get much from ur 2 g dose or 3 g dose . heat destroy the actives so avoid doing that and youll see the difference . id just macerate it in orange juice if you must , but no heat !

YOUR SHIRT OMG PLS TELL ME WHERE TO GET MINE. thank you so much for sharing your story with us❤

Curious, have you went on another journey? If so, have you made another you tube video. I so loved hearing your exp. Gives me and i'm sure others hope! Ty so much for sharing

Oh wow, I needed to hear this. Bless. Will consider trying it myself. The desire for total control has held me back. I need a control alt delete system reboot!! A Factory settings reset is so appealing right now. There's just too much noise surrounding me.

Thank you so much for sharing. I know that when I experience then for myself I will be free of bondage. ❤

Very interesting my journey with shrooms was very similar and I also struggle with very similar anxieties Are you a gemini by any chance?

Pot isn’t for me either , I can relate a lot to this story , and her life . Thanks for sharing . Very well articulated

Btw your eyes/pupils are beautiful! ✌️🕯❤️~TnT

Thank you for sharing your story. I have had the same experiences.

Omg thank you. So helpful...i will try.

You’re not alone because kitty ❤!!

Thanks for sharing your journey

I've had similar issues and don't like to take anything or not feel in control. I feel like they would give me anxiety. I'm trying to figure out a good way to go about trying them.

So beautiful! Thank you for sharing😍❤️‍🔥🧚🏼‍♀️✨

I would risk my life to get this treatment. Since I was 2 I don't remember anything that felt "good". My father went from pedophile to sodomy, to full on raping me, and when that got boring he began raping my pets to death and made me clean the blood off him before going back to work. I've come so far, but this fight is pure hell. I just want some semblance of happiness while I'm still on this earth.

HI, I apprecite your story because I too share it. Thank you.

Real talk at 29 minits, when I was at my best I'm pretty sure that's the wave I was on, im so stuck in the fear in my head ATM but it's just easier said than done

I'm grateful that RU-vid recommended your inspiring story & that you shared it in the 1st place! I tried this twice & only saw the popcorn ceiling details moving & had some nausea go away after yawning. How many times did you have to try this before your breakthrough?

Are you on an antidepressant? That can make the effects less

I've had massive depression and anxiety my whole life. I want to try medicinal mushrooms. But, I dont have the ability to grow or culture them. I have no idea who to contact on finding resources. I am at the lowest I've ever been in my life.💔

What’s the long teddy with the arms outstretched? Is it a special hugging teddy?