vacations-telephones(doomer wave+slowed) 

Doomer wave is so soothing. Melancholic bliss is truly something else.

Listening to this song nonstop after the roughest break up I’ve ever been through and then coming back a month later gives me the oddest sense of closure

This song gives a vibe like you remember those memories yk that will never happen again..

It's sad not having anyone to talk to, not even on the internet, it's one of the most horrible feelings I've ever experienced. im so fucking lonely why? idk

I like the way how everyone understands each other here with no words needed

I don't want to live, I don't want to die.

This song hits different late at night :(

Its okay to mess up, its okay to be embarrased, its okay to feel sad, its okay to feel ashamed. Your not wrong of everything.

Song makes me feel like crap but now I’m good as I changed my life for the better and am free of my burdens as I learned to let go of the past

I was only 7 when my aunt died of cancer. I’m 14 now and my mums fighting stage 3 cancer. As it laughs in my face. Taunting me by the hour Edit: its been a while, i forgot about this comment to be honest but she kicked cancers ass. Things seem to be taking a turn for the better

im in class right now and this song makes me chill:)

A girl in my class laughed at me, it was in winter, she had a really red nose, she looked me straight in the eyes, and her smile was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen, she looked like the most happiest and innocent person ever I have tho think everyday about her and this picture in my head

Fortune favors the bold but death claims the reckless, remember that for when things seem difficult to continue fighting, pushing, and loving your way through life for when you lose focus you grow careless and eventually grow numb and that's when you become reckless and death will take you into the void.

I fell in love with a boy, who lost his childhood love a few years ago. We both confessed… we were really close for some time. But then, he told me that this felt like cheating. He apologized for feeling this way but… how could I blame him? I comforted him as much as I could. But then, he started distancing himself from me, more and more. And… today is the 3rd week of him being gone, I still dont know where he is but I’m still waiting. Even if he doesn’t love me back, I only want him to be okay, with or without me. I hope you’re still alive.

I don't like growing up...

I don't listen to this because I'm depressed or anything. It's just so nostalgic to me i can't comprehend it. I feel so much joy that i could live these times i did, but at the same time i know they won't come back.

This song doesn't make me sad, it makes me feel like I'm entering my redemption arc, to err is human, I have no enemies and that I will get better.

Update for you guys I got better I’ve never been more consistent in my life I am happy with who I am now however still single yall it a devious world we in but remember focusing on yourself only brings a positive don’t let certain people try to bring you down or make you feel bad for being YOU you matter I thought I didn’t but truthfully it took me to go to my absolute lowest move on then get humbled for me to realize life is life and it is what it is don’t be mad and don’t reflect on the past focus on the present and solidify the minda as also if something is toxic don’t hold onto the attachment of the past sometimes you have to let go and it is the best thing you can do for yourself no matter how hard it is

this song in the start especially reminds me of an end like and end of a series an end of a movie end of a friendship end of everything its like reminds me of 'its all gone"

talking to a girl rn, our feelings are mutual and im still scared. i don't want to have that feeling again.

Why is everyone so sad with this song? I just imagine laying on a roof and calmly looking at the stars, thining about life

After everything I've been through, after suffering and feeling better just to repeat the cycle again, I feel like everything and everyday is the same. You cry, you feel different, but it's good The days start feeling like dreams-- and then it goes to shit. All for what? Because someone decided to leave? No, I've decided to resort back to this form of loneliness because it feels normal, and with it comes now. Pain; It's not like I want to die, it's just that it's a good option at this point.

I'm sorry mom

The song for me is that personally I’m not a perfect human being I make stupid choices and I hurt the people around me this song represents my present screwups and my past ones losing friends closest to me losing everything entirely I feel nothing at this stage of my life all the bridges I burned so this song represents everything wrong with me.

very good song

I listen to this every week, it's been months but this still feeling real. (I don't deserve anything and I'm a burden for everyone in my life)

Very good yo

Nice bro

Why are we never enough for anyone

Jesus saved me.

Thanks sur.

Day 6200 alone I think

Enough with finding reasons to be sad. Lighten up guys. Life could be 100x worse but it’s not. So find the strength to cheer up🔥

Rise with the morning you call to me My thoughts are crawling you're all I see I wish I could live without you But you're a part of me wherever I go You'll always be next to me Fall into the night as I gaze into you Shine so bright it's all I do I wish I could live without you But you're a part of me wherever I go You'll always be next to me You'll always be next to me You'll always be next to me You'll always be next to me You'll always be next to me

Man i miss watching anime i love for the first time, Like Berserk 97, Hajime no Ippo, Cowboy Bebop, Evangelion and some more. They don’t have the same Magic anymore.

"Wealth, fame, power. Gold Roger the king of the pirates obtained this and everything else the World had to offer."

Real,how real listening to this at 1 am having school and crying every night from depression not only from your past,but from fake friends,relationships,family driving u past your limits next thing you know your going to school tomorrow thinking about why u never choose the path that would’ve been better for you,why you were never perfect,why everyone else had a the life u wanted.,why am I the odd one out why can’t I be happy what the fucks wrong with me man why am I such a depressed fuck with no reason to go on going off abour my trauma in random comments because no one else gets me it fucking hurts man and I’m sorry mom for not being able to be more nice with you and I’m sorry.

perfect cafe music for lonely souls

i hope all u viewers heal from whatever ur going through 👍

This also reminds me of Pearl from Steve universe

me and my bf broke up 5 days ago cause of family issues and not looking to be in a relationship. Yesterday I thought was going to be a really great day. It was worse. I kept on crying more and more and saw the playlist he made for me was changed (it still had my name but it was just sad). I'm not mad at him cause he broke up with me cause of his issues it's just kinda natural to be sad over a breakup. I know it's just highschool but it hurts a lot. He was the reason why I went to this one annual town thing after 7 years of not going, I actually hung out with him. He made me get out of my shell and motivated me to be a better person. He was my first kiss. He was everything I wanted for a boyfriend and he didn't want to break up with me but he had to because he thinks it was needed. He said he still wanted to be friends, and I still want to be friends too. (it was a 7 month relationship btw) Earlier in the middle of the night, I could barely sleep. I didn't get sleep until 5 AM. I was crying and watching youtube videos to get my mind off it. It helped though. I was crying so hard and everything kept on coming down more. My friends told me things would get better and they keep on checking up on me to see if I'm doing okay. It just hurts man.

Im Daydreaming most days Today was one of them

Everyone in the comments: i dont want to live, i want to kms Me: thanks bro, i will use this as a chill music and when im tired 😊. Edit: never worry about the bad things and focus in happiness and good things, god bless you.

do not give into nihilism my friends. you are all you have, so you must keep pushing forward. for you.

+* Is making me fall sleep after I have my dream about my childhood Memory I never forgot my old days this best place of memory if you on bed put it on headphones or AirPods just sleep thinking about your childhood of your memory is making you relax but is making you sad your thinking about your Gf/Bf broke up is sad. *+

🫀i love them 🧠take every pill in your house

jesus christ love you ✝

Everything is priced in

a part of me... you'll always be next to me

This song makes me want to receive the kisses and love I deserve.

Pov:are you lonely in your house and also in your life why there no one for me?

HELLO AGAIN

im just holding on to whatever's left of my old self. the one that didn't care too much about grades or other stuff. i know that someday. i'll let go and im sort of scared of what happens then. i don't know im just tired. but i don't want to fall asleep now. not now. im supposed to act like an adult at this point in life but i don't know why i still act like a kid. i don't know why i make funny noises and talk to myself. i don't know why i loose attention so fast i don't know why i don't care when my teacher tells me about my failing grades i don't know why i daydream most of the time i don't know why. i just don't know but why am i scared of loosing all of this? (im sure its some phase maybe edge idk) (maybe its cringe. i'll certainly think so in a few years) (there isn't much need to worry anyway. im just a stranger at his low much like the rest of you)

Just take it day by day. It’s okay if you don’t have it figured out. It’s okay if you see them succeeding faster than you. It’s okay that you don’t want to live the life everyone wants you to live. Listen to me, it’s okay…just take it day by day.

I miss the good old days when I was younger now nothing is fun or meaningful feel like I let my mom down

Listening to this masterpiece,had made a bigger picture on my mind bout all the mistakes i had done to my stupid life.I never actually understanded what i had done...I hate myself...everyone was calling me unmature...I hope noone become such a cringy asshole like i was in elemantary school and in the start of middle school.

En realidad no tuve una ruptura amorosa lo que paso fue que en el 2020 tenía al mejor amigo del mundo y una gran amiga, tenía confianza, empezé hablar con viejos amigos y tenía una gran relación con mi familia y en especial con mi hermano jugábamos juntos era increíble y más por la pandemia ya que pasábamos más tiempo con el y con mis amigos y familia. Pero la felicidad no dura para siempre al final mis amigos me dejaron de lado perdí ami mejor amigo mi hermano empezó a salir y pasar más tiempo con sus amigos y mi familia, cada uno andaba en lo suyo, todos habían vuelto a su vida social pero yo... yo no. No fui la mejor persona del mundo, pero nadie acudió a buscarme a nadie le importaba y mi mejor amigo me despreciaba quede en una profunda soledad a mi familia no les quería preocupar y fingía qué todo estaba bien, haci estuve hasta el 2022 volví a ver a mi antigua amiga (no interactue durante 2 años con ella) y volví a ser su amigo le conté todo lo que me pasó le dije como me sentía me recomendó qué adopte un gatito para no sentirte tan solo y lo hice y durante ese año no me sentía tan solo porque la tenía ella y mi gato me hacia compañía cuando estaba solo en casa(casi siempre). fuimos grandes amigos y nos hicimos algunas promesas como de ir un día de paseo a otra ciudad y hacer una capsula del tiempo en noche Buena. haciamos llamadas y todo era increíble hasta que un día, después de darle un regalo por su cumpleaños, era cortate y fría ya no era la misma y luego me dijo que le incomodaba y que no me quería cerca de ella y todas las promesas nunca se cumplieron quisé enmendar las cosas pero, Aveces insistir es molestar. Me resigne. En el regalo había una carta en donde decía que no quería perdarla, no otra vez,pero lastimosamente la perdí otra vez.... Otra vez estaba solo sin amigos ni familia ni mi hermano pase la navidad acompañado de mi gatito y año nuevo también (era mi única compañía) hasta que un día le deje salir afuera y volvió un poco mal creí que solo tenia hambre o sueño pero luego se puso peor al día siguiente estaba muy mal no podía ni caminar lo llevé al veterinario y no pudo hacer mucho dijo que era un problema cerebral por un gran golpe, le puso una vacuna para calmarlo pero vi que solo se ponía peor y que sufría no podía hacer nada y todo era mi culpa al final para que no sufra más me tuve que despedir de el, sin lágrimas ya que mi familia también estaba triste por el gato yo fingía ser fuerte y que no me afectaba tanto, apenas salieron de casa para enterrarlo no me pude contener y rompí en llanto como si parte de mi hubiera muerto junto con el había perdido mi unica compañía en este mundo. ahora estoy solo, extraño ami gato amis amigos, a mi hermano, a mi mejor amigo y a mi amiga, pero lo que más me duele es saber que ninguno de ellos volverá.

idek why i’m still alive i have no purpose

I moved to a different country to follow my dad for work i get made fun if constantly because of my skin and being a Muslim. Wish incould go back to my home where everyone loved me and i loved everyone honestly cant even smile nowadays

I can't stop beating... No matter how much it try.. My hand has a mind of its own..

I am going to murder this world little by little for having taken from me what i loved the most. My happiness

It's never been the same since her death. I want to move on as badly as I want to cling to it. Everyday I strive to be unique in character and mannerism to prove to myself that I'm overcoming it. But every night I always regress and hurt myself with dull blades and sharp words over the fact that I need to cling to it. Somedays I want to do nothing but tear my own head off just to prove "Look at me! I'm changing and growing up!" In a pathetic effort to prove to myself that I'm going forward in life. While somedays I will do absolutely nothing except grieve and write out entire daydreams of a life that could have been mine. Where we're still together and everybody is still here and everything is just like how I remember it. For I am the greatest advocate of change while still being it's greatest oppressor in this war of mine.

I miss myself

Here I go again..

real.

I feel like no one really likes me, and I shouldn't either.

o que os "casais" fazem na vdd é só suprimir uma felicidade momentânea, mas não são duradouros(preciso de ajuda).

Real

Ira a salir esto alguna vez ? 😪

man i feel like im at my lowest point everyday i wake up it just feels the same thing always been a bad day seeing my parents always not talking to each other loving each other always fighting sometimes i felt like i wanted to kill my self bc of these things they do its a bad influence to children my dad is to prideful my mom just want my dad to say sorry one word and yet he cant even say it man like one word to say and yet he cant say sorry yk what i feel if i hurt my mom i see her struggling and yet my dad is being a jerk saying that we live are lives easy but he would never understand my mom sacrifices and also mine i tried my best in school everytime i get good grades they still dont feel happy like they being sarcastic and thats when i knew they were both wrong to like we make mistakes right but for me i gotta say when parents are fighting for me i gotta say its not normal instead it makes the child traumatic and the child itself would pick a side

Konnten meine Eltern nicht einfach verhüten

My mom treats me like crap and I can’t do anything but treat her like my mom and I have no one to talk to because I don’t have a dad or any good Freinds that won’t laugh in my face when I actually tell them the truth and I’m starting to feel no need to live

real

Some times I just feel like I wanna end it all because why some times when I talk to my quote on quote friends about my dead grandma my dead dog my dead best friend so yah 😂

I want to destroy myself until I no longer exist. That’s all I deserve… I’m just tired…

😮‍💨💔

i just got the worst rejection of my life on last october, i really loved a girl with all my hearth, i couldnt stop thinking about her, her smile is still in my mind... but she rejected me and removed me. i really loved her but nothing to do now... im going to see her this summer but i am scared

I don’t really matter to anyone.

This makes me wonder if anybody will care if died

Im 1 in 7b yet i server 0 purpose so far Kinda sad how ive waffled so many of My relationships. My last relationship was The best and most heartwarming one,yet in the end i was the bafoon that caused things to spiral out of control and in less than a few hours that same day she lost feelings for me and asked to break up,of course i realized my grave error and basically forced myself to respect her wishes and let her go. She offered to stay friends,however i declined as i didn’t want to get in her way any longer and i simply wished for her to persevere and find a happier life Without having me hold her back with my waffling and rude behavior spikes(kinda vipolar-ish type thing) Honestly i fr waffled and fumbled the bag there

No necesito mucho , solo a unos padres q me amén y se sientan orgullosos......o tal vez yo soy el problema 😿😿

I hate myself fr

Can we collaborate with you?

today was my birthday and only 5 people said happy birthday when I have 138 friends

I just want to die with everyone else i love so no one i love cries

Eu não estou conseguindo aguentar mais escola é uma merda não por causas da matérias e por causas das pessoas e antes que pense que sou antisocial eu não sou mais a cada dia que passa eu ficando cada vez mais sozinho

"Death is never an apology"

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