I completely agree with your talk about feeling lonely in your car. I really think a lot of it has to due with being in your 20s and feeling like theres a lack of structure. when youre a teen you have school, an older adult has a family and ppl in thier twenties are in a weird in between.
I absolutely loved how open you are with us and we appreciate how honest you are. I’ve been a dancer for a few years now and being in the adult industry can take a huge toll on your mental health. When you over work so hard to accomplish your goals and dreams it can be mentally and physically draining. Because we’re working so hard we sleep all day work all night and because we talk to hundreds of people every night at work it’s almost like we don’t wanna communicate with anyone during the day because we’re constantly resting our minds and it does feel lonely and sometimes feel like there’s no one there. Even though we have wealth and all these beautiful things it just shows money Isn’t everything. But you are truly such a hard working woman and sometimes it takes times like this to be stronger but always remember, end of the day remember your goals and dreams and the things you want to accomplish for your future and that will motivate you even more. Sometimes it’s good to take a few days off, spend time with family and friends or stay home and watch movies to reset your mind and body. Even take a walk at the park or write in a journal how you feel and come back and read your journal and see how your feeling days later. That always helped me mentally. When I started dancing I was really young and it’s completely normal to feel like this. We’re only human and can take so much. I am extremely proud of you for being so vulnerable and real in camera. It makes people/dancers like me feel so not alone. Love you so much girl keep that pretty little head up!❤️❤️🙏🏼
I’m a dancer myself & this kind of lifestyle can definitely have a toll on our mental health & also physical health as well. Love watching her channel & fully support her❤️
Mental health is important honey. The thing I love about therapy is they don’t discuss what you talk about unless you want to do harm to yourself or someone else.. it could be a chemical imbalance or it has to do with the moon 🌙 as well..
The moon has the biggest effects of me. It's crazy, learning about the moon and being more open minded with things like that, crystals included, has seriously helped me.
Girl I literally bawled in the parking lot of my gym for this exact reason! People were looking at me like I was crazy lol. Glad it’s not just me. We’ll get through this sis!! 💕
What you are feeling is normal. You're bored with your life and not actually content. You can change these big sneaky feelings by trying to take on a higher purpose task that can help you get out of your shell and this funk. Volunteering helps. Women's shelters always need help, try soup kitchens, and or seniors home can lift your spirit. You need a sense of higher purpose. You are a good worker and have lots to offer. This is normal for young adults to go through. And you don't have to do it alone. Branch out and grow as a person in real life
@@janinesan999 it's hard being a young adult. The transition between late teen and early adult hood is friggen hard. Nobody talks about it and how it actually affects you. So with that kind of transition, it could just mean you need to find something to do that brings you a sense of purpose. Some will get married and or have babys etc and some will be focused still on finishing up college or university.... Then there are us middles. Who are not doing neither. So what do we do? We accidentally end up feeling empty, unsure if we are headed in the right direction with our lives, and feel lonely and so bored with mundane success....(because we don't particularly fit in with the masses of our age group). Just means time for growth and opportunities 🥰 Find a higher purpose and sense of self and see how your near future explodes with love and satisfaction ❤️
despite the bad feelings, you're glowing sis, especially in the car, sometimes a good cry and burst of feelings is all we need to help us move forward and strive. you can really see it shining out of you.
honestly this was refreshing, we all feel like this especially in this industry, emotionally you feel SO up and down, thank you for sharing & hope you feel better ❤️
That's called depression and everyone that suffers from depression has felt that way one time or another. You are absolutely not alone. I would constantly cancel on my friends then be sad I had no one to be there for me. I literally felt like I was losing my mind. I saw a therapist and got on meds and it changed my life.
Girl I relate 100%. I work and I’m a law student and I feel lonely after ending some friendships. I’m glad I have someone who knows how I feel. You’re not alone 💕
Girl I feel the same like you , you just feel like you’re not special people tell you are but deep inside you feel like one really cares but that’s when self love comes through baby take it one day at a time and trust me you’ll get there . It’s hard because no is with you through the process but I love you ❤️ these days matter don’t feel embarrassed
Oh shit when you cried..you just described how I'm feeling. I think it's cos your job is a lot to handle and it's draining to be around people when you're not working. You're not alone💔
I’m antisocial too and I get emotional just like u we’re, but u explained it well to where I have some clarity as to why I feel like that too. I hope you’ll be okay 👍🏽
So glad that you have been posting more often , love your content and how raw you are with your viewers ! Also , you are not alone we are here for you we love you and it’s okay to let loose and cry because it reliefs stress and anxiety , hope you feel better 💫🤍
I found your channel recently and I really love your content. I love how authentic you are with your viewers. I’m sorry you’re feeling emotionally drained. I know being alone can be really difficult but just remember that solitude builds you as a person. You’re a strong beautiful woman, keep your head up my love ✨
I literally can relate. I was a dancer for 7 years, I pulled doubles back to back and was so focused on my money, being in the club was like my life untill I had my daughter. I shut everybody out, family, friends, had relationship issues, I realized I really had nobody and my life was flying before my life and I hadn't really completed any of my goals or dreams and I felt so sad and lonely and defeated. I prayed to God and asked him to show me what to do at this point bc I was so burnt out and done. I ended up getting pregnant with my daughter from someone I was dating and honestly she saved me. I have thoughts about wanting to go back but I've been happier since I quit and I started being more responsible. Sometimes you need to take a break and go on vacation, pamper yourself. As a dancer you get so used to tending to others and being a therapist to others at the club, wearing yourself out and dealing with other peoples personal fantatsies and issues and it's like you forget about yourself. Find time for yourself, ask yourself who you are and where you wanna be 5-10 years from now. ALways make new goals and set a time to accomplish. Put yourself first. God is protecting you and guiding you and you are not alone.
Sarah I just wanna say you’re so beautiful and honest on here and I really appreciate it. You show the reality of what it’s like to be in your bag and focusing yourself.
Lol literally sameeeee 😢 when I was in college I had hella friends and I stopped and just focused on work. I have a boyfriend, few friends… but sometimes I still feel alone.
As a fellow Aquarius moon it helps for me to literally google “feelings wheel” or “list of feelings” and look at the pictures that pop up. There are big categories like “sad” or “angry” or “happy” and the in each category many many subcategories which help you name your feelings and also help really point out what it is that you’re feeling. If you’re looking at the feelings wheel, the exact opposite side of what you’re feeling is usually what you lack or have too much of in that moment. It really helped me work with my feelings a lot more so maybe that helps putting it into words and not feeling too “in shambles” anymore 💕
You are deluding yourself ... no rocks floating in space affect anyone on this planet (until the big rock hits ... and "women are most affected" again).
Watching you get emotional made me emotional. I had my first child when I was very young, I moved like 10 hours away from my family & hometown when I was 17. I got married at 21, had my 2nd child at 22 & third child at 24. We've moved several times for my husband's job so trying to have or keep friends has always been hard. I've lived a very lonely life. I mean, I've had my husband & kids (kids are all adults now) but I still felt (and still do feel) so alone at times. So you're not alone & I totally understand what you mean. I know these longer darker days of winter mess with me too. I'm ready for Spring lol. I hope you're doing ok. Hugs!!!
Sarah, feel those feelings and cry them out. Crying is healing. I think you mention you are a only child. I am too and I get those feeling ALL the time! And I’m married with 2 kids! Yet I always feel alone and we’ll, like a lone wolf! And guess what? I kind of like it lol ❤️
it sucks when you’re alone because all the people you cut out are toxic so it’s like sometimes you want them back but you know they’re bad for you. Ive been looking into hobbies to socialize myself more recently but idk where to start. it’s intimidating especially being an introvert. i’ve never made friends easily. it gets really lonely some days. sending you positivity 🤍 at the end of the day i try to tell myself I’m proud of where i am in life. my apartment. my income. my stability and big heart and I’m enough, my life is enough, for now. and it’s a daily process to improve and work on finding good friends and/or a partner to grow with.
Tbh I was iffy about your channel when I first started watching like a year ago but you're Koo af. I related to EXACTLY when you said you saw vids of people crying n thought they did it for attention. And now you know that's not always the case. I thought the same till I started being on tik tok more n seeing how true then tears can be. Like you said it's lonely at the top but you got this n don't be afraid to take breaks for your mental. I think you're doing amazing I'm rooting for you.
i feel like this sometimes, i feel like it’s apart of healing & growing , bc u want to be alone 2 be the best versions of ur self but then u have episodes of feeling lonely , don’t blame ur self, surround ur self with the people u love so u remind ur self why u still have them around❤️sending much love sara muah
I know girl exactly how ur feeling ! I'm single mom ! I Dont have anyone, I feel like I'm in my own World by myself ! its very emotional !!! Im sorry your feeling like that ! SENDING BIG HUGS 🙏💛🙏 AND PRAYERS !
Honestly it’s hard to admit but you feel this way (the feeling of not wanting anyone but also wanting people around u) because of the industry we are in. We’re constantly with people that we don’t wanna be with, high energy and we see the ugliest side of men, the only way to get out of the rut of hating people in general or wanting to be alone but then feeling lonely is quitting stripping, but obviously we ain’t gonna do that we still gotta get our bag. But this industry really does take away our appreciation of other humans, it takes away our trust and appreciation of men and also women because you can’t always trust other girls but also ur always surrounded by them 24/7 at work so why would ur mind or body want to put more energy into more relationships with people on your free time. Take a break from work for a couple months ! It will build ur appreciation for work as well and you’ll have more time to meet and want to see people
it’s totally a normal thing to feel. sometimes relationships are or have not been satisfactory enough to one’s brain so naturally it doesn’t crave for it but being a social being, it just tends to be a natural desire/requirement for having to socialise/ vent out to others. you can avoid feeling bad about it by either acquiring sm hobby like for eg gym or even yoga, (walks will do too but due to less physical strain, ppl tend to drown in their thoughts), watching kdramas, i mean anything. OR u could try to socialise with someone new, who hasn’t ever been a part of your life. anyway, take care of yourself
I'm like that, I shut people out. I've suffered from depression a few years ago. I don't know if maybe seeing a doctor and getting on antidepressants helps. It helped me. You may not have to be on them forever just maybe to help you while you need it. They also have have vitamins that helps well. Reach out to your mom or someone u feel u can talk to. Hope you feel better soon!
GIRLLL I have been feeling the exact same way. It's already been 3 months since my ex called it quits in our 3 year relationship & I was doing fine & everything but the fact that recently I have been feeling sad & just so depressed.. yea I totally understand Sending you love & lots of blessings your way💕
I feel the same way! I don’t want to talk to anyone and also don’t have a bf but I also feel lonely! So I feel your! Sending you good positive vibes mama! I think we are trying to find ourselves and part of that is loving yourself and learn to be alone! Nothing wrong with being alone! Don’t let it get to you that much! Is normal to feel like that! I see I’m not the only one! 💕 love your videos
That emptiness & void your enduring can only be filled by god. When nothing & nobody feels fulfilling, when nothing seems to satisfy you anymore. God loves you & that’s more than enough 💜
Don’t settle for less. Setting boundaries gets lonely, but I’m sure you’d rather have yourself alone than a whole bunch of people who aren’t making you happy anyways. 💜💜
You are part of the problem ... and you are ruining the futures of any other women around you. Misery loves company ... and you are sabotaging the lives of others because you are *_a crab in the bucket!_*
Sarah, you’re describing the feeling s of a lot of people. As long as you are able to share it and not shot down is a good place to be. Give yourself time to breathe and reflect. Keep on dreaming!
I know the feeling , just go with the flow. people can reach out to you if they really know you and love you for who you’re 💕 stay strong girl you’re not alone
I luv your vlogs. You’re cry an all I can see is how incredibly strong and a beautiful person you are. Keep your head up and please please please don’t stop making videos you help so much people such as myself.
Sweetheart. Go see a doctor I promise you will feel better. I struggle with severe depression and anxiety and it sucks cause watching your video brought me to tears because I know exactly how you feel. EXACTLY HOW YOU FEEL! There are days that I am okay, and days that I don’t want to go to work, talk to anyone, do anything, be around anyone, etc. I just want to eat , sleep, and cry.
your feelings matter babe you are not the only one we all get like that. I know for a fact you turn heads when you go anywhere 🥰 you're beautiful inside and out!
I feel like you should definitely reach out to a counselor! They are super helpful and help you under Yourself more and how you feel. Ive gone to one before and absolutely loved my counselor. She was super helpful and supported me through school! Best wishes! ❤️
girlll reach out to someone! it’s an evolutionary need to have close friendships and relationships. you can’t survive without them. please reach out! 💗
If you’re still taking melatonin maybe that can be a side affect, a lot of what we consume or don’t has an impact on our health and our health impacts our mental health. I’ll keep you in my prayers 🙏 You’re not alone, God is with you 💕 Side note: Where did you get the mirror for your shower? how did you hang it so it won’t fall off with the humidity of the shower?
Aww😢i know this is old but you just made me cry. I'm a Virgo also and feel so connected to the way you talk and how you are. Anytime you want to talk i'd love to just chat with you hun
Firstly, I hope you are better and that you are beginning to understand yourself and what has been going on with your feelings and emotions. Secondly, being alone doesn't have to be something negative, it can be healing. Being lonely is something different and I pray you find your tribe 💚
Babygirl, you mental health is important. Don't compare your struggle to someone else's. Just bc you have these things, doesn't mean that you don't deserve to feel the way you feel. You have EVERY right to cry.
Sometimes you need to do that . New friends maybe because old friends know all your old mistake but when make new ones you become the person you wanna be without knowing you past 💯
That mountain analogy really resonated with me. When I was just “living life and having fun” I had all these people around. Once I buckled down and seriously working on my goals, it’s like I’m all alone. Even though I have my mom and my husband and my kids. It just feels lonely. But on a positive note, going up the mountain will give us the opportunity to meet new people along the way. I hope that you find peace and resolution within yourself, and that god’s sends some new people into your life that will encourage you to have a new perspective.
Sometimes working a lot and opening yourself up to so many energies can be overwhelming and you can take on other peoples stuff that’s dumped on you in the club. It gets to be alot!!! Take time to recharge yourself and cleanse your energy ❤️
Aww just reach out to friends. You gotta take your health seriously because you see how it ends up at the end. And yes you have your internet friends but that’s what we are all here for. Even if it’s just for us to listen and just be here for you. But please just try and take time for yourself. You will be ok❤️🥰..
Awee ,i totally understand you even tho what we feel is different I've been away from home cause of college and i miss home ,and I'm going home day after tommorow i feel happy I'm Aquarius toooo ,girl you got this give yourself sometime i understand the need to be alone i totally get u ,i wish u well
I'm an Aquarius moon too! I'm emotional and can cry a lot at times but don't know how to explain why I'm crying. You'll get through this! It's ok to be vulnerable. You're not alone.
Awh babe we all go through it sometimes ❤️❤️ i feel like its our line of work sometimes because you want to protect yourself and people even family can be shady , but its okay babe to cry it out ❤️❤️ we are here for you
omg!! we are here for you! I love you and its ok to feel that way. am always antisocial lol, I have noone to talk to 0 friends STG!! but i try to distract myself cuz uk ion wanna harmm myself:((
Hi sarah i'm from peru and let me tell u i understand u a lot! In fact i see ur videos cause u remind me haha i mean i think like u sometimes and to watch u is focus on me,.achieve goals, set bounderies, personal growth and those kinda things. Girl u inspire me! Dont feel bad, we are with u, u are not alone🇵🇪♥️
She had a BBL and breast augmentation at 19, then got botched lips. then got them fixed, then rhinoplasty, then brow lift, facial fat transfer and now has fibrosis from the BBL, She has spent over $50k on plastic surgery at 22. Her life is like a train wreck in slow motion, it has that level of dark fascination. She is her own product.
I just wanna give u a hug you and believe me I feel like that a lot and I have a whole house of ppl around me but I just try to focus on the good things and be grateful for the small things on days like that love you girl your not alone and it’s ok to cry we all do
You took the first step in the right direction by talking about it. Please know that it is important to find someone to help you. Even though I don't know you, I am here if you ever need an ear. You are not alone.
Always remember happiness comes from within and definitely not from material gain...Try to focus more on inner happiness and everything else will fall into place...I'm praying for u and sending happy and positive vibes ur way...😉💞✌
Showing Ur emotions on camera isn't a bad thing, you are showing you have feelings at your life has things that affect you in in. Don't be ashamed. Too many people on the internet protray this perfect life. And no one's life is perfect. Thanks for sharing x
I’m so sorry you’ve been struggling mentally lately. To be honest a lot of people in my life have felt the same way and I think it’s also the effects of lockdown. I got really lonely late 2021 and I came to the conclusion that it was the effects of lockdown because many felt the same way. Sometimes I just have to scale things down and remind myself that it’s maybe not a big deal. Sometimes you just feel things for no reason and when you think about it not being a big deal, it’s puts less pressure on you because you realise that nothing is wrong with you. It’s just life being a pain lol. Love you babe, I hope you’re doing okay and I’m happy you’re working hard towards your goals 💖
omg yes! so true! it takes the pressure off. you articulated my feelings so well, i tell myself things aren’t so bad even when i feel they’re going terribly. but actually they really can be so much worse. that really helps me! and lockdown also messed us all up in our own ways. we all need to heal 😭
It’s okay to have a moment to yourself no matter where your at.. I’m a mom of two and a military wife and I don’t have true friend either . 🤷🏻♀️ it happens
Take vacation...very important, yoga specially breathing exercises. Make new friends cut the toxic people. Remember heal yourself..by focusing on your liking, self love. you're the most brave and intelligent girl. Enjoy every moment, God bless
Also also.. I’m in the middle of your vid that’s why I keep commenting but I saw you’re not wearing your moldavite necklace. You could be feeling this way since you took it off. I have one too & went through the same exact thing !! Since you have it I’m sure you know what it does, very powerful & it can deff change the way you feel
