VLOG | being honest with you.. current head space, galentines brunch, running update etc 

I’m so sorry I couldn’t reply to you all, I will still try to when I have some spare time but i appreciate every single message so much. This channel is such a safe space for me so thank you for being so kind! 🥺💘 For anyone else not feeling 100% just know that you aren’t alone, take things day by day & show yourself love & kindness x

i love her even more, she seems so perfect and she just feels just as empty and bored as we all doooooo. gives me so much hope that i can achive my dream life which is basically hers while still having sad or empty feeling moments. PLEASE DO MORE MENTAL HEALTH OPEN UPSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS I FEEL SO UNDERSTOOOOODD

Girl I read fourth wing 16 times and couldn’t let it go! I was obsessed and it is soooo normal ! Reading fantasy is tough especially if it’s a series! You become attached and feel every emotion the characters feel! The best way to get over it is to read a rom com easy book and just appreciate that it’s a story that you will always be apart of and can return whenever you want!

Thankyou for being so vulnerable- you definitely are not crazy, I’ve experienced similar and it’s very confusing and scary when you’re going through it. Something that’s helped me is just trying to be more present in my life.

I totally understand how you feel!! You’re emotions are 100% valid and it is okay to feel exactly as you feel. Anyone in your shoes with your life experiences would feel the exact same way as you!! We are here with you and it’s okay to feel sad or depressed as long as you need to. ❤️

I felt the same and currently I'm scared to finish throne of glass cause I know ill never find a book as good again. Sarah J Maas is just amazing, the characters, the plot, the banter, the details of the world, just everything!

and omg I get what you mean about feeling bored with reality after reading the books! I haven't heard anyone else say this s it made me feel really refreshed

Post novel depression. It’s real. I love how you have explained it though. I learned to let the big feelings just be there and knowing they would lessen every day. Then it was like eventually these big emotions would dissipate but then appear in my own real life… it’s hard to explain. But giving myself the time to just feel the feels without worrying about them and then being thankfull that I was able to learn how to feel this big and grow it in my reality in a slow beautiful way. X ps I love the long vlogs. Your such a positive vibe xxxxxx

I had full book depression as well after reading fourth wing and iron flame so your not alone on that aspect. Just have to keep reading other books but nothing compares.

I also recommend looking into teal swan to understand your emotions better. She has a video titled “emptiness” and this might help you understand how you’re feeling. She also has a video about depression which is so helpful to understanding why you feel the way you do and then how to improve your situation. Sending all my deepest love and hugs ❤️❤️

I just read about the author ✍️ she’s one of the best fantasy writers and I think you loved what captured your entire self. I just read a couple of pages and I can see that I am instantly lured, it’s very well written and captivating. Let yourself feel these moments who knows books can open your soul to new wisdom, faith and experience hence why your feeling so many emotions. Pray about it but your totally okay ❤ it’s like watching a movie that capotes your soul and your thinking about it at random times as well and when the movie finishes or the last season of something finishes you can’t help but feel the emotions and think about it. It’s okay to feel this way, have a good sleep and rest.

Omg. I'm here for another 1 hour vlog. I'm loving this. I'm an OG subscriber 😊

Yay 1 hour vlog from the gorgeous Allie 🥰 I can’t wait to watch this later 🩷 The cous cous bowl looked so nice 😍 and so did that roll.

Ahhhh girl so close to 100K subs!! I laughed so hard when you sent those pictures to the wrong person LOL thank goodness they weren't naughty!! :-)))))))))

Yay for Taylor Swift Tickets!!!!! I'm so jealous! Have the best time and please vlog for us 💖

Thank you for opening up Allie. That would be so scary, you make me feel so seen hearing how you feel ❤️

I felt the EXACT same way when I finished ACOTAR like I was depressed for a while then I read CC series by the same author and felt depressed again when that ended and now I am on the last book of the authors TOG series and I can’t finish because I don’t want to fall down the hole of being sad that its over again

Love you so much you’re my inspiration ❤

I've been following you for years and never knew that you also read fantasy romance. Girrrl there is a whole book community out there that get what you are feeling. Post book depression is a real thing! I read somewhere that the reason why we feel empty after finishing a good book is because you want to relive the feelings that you had the first time experiencing them. I was devastated for weeks after finishing The Empyrean Series, The Hating Game, and Daughter of the Pirate King. So you're not alone 💘 Have you made a goodreads account yet?

Thank you for being so real, It happens to us all we all humans, sleeping in, cooking, being with loved ones helps too and a big thank you I followed your scone recipe and enjoyed the beautiful scone. Stay beautiful :)

I die that those cameras are cool again! I legit had one years ago 😭

i totally feel you on the book thing i just finished the prequel in the hunger games and it left me feeling hollow almost even though the book was AMAZING i just didn’t wanna leave the world that was created and it made me realize that’s why i don’t finish books in the first place lolll i always start one get halfway through then start another to prolong the sadness that’ll come when i finish one!

I’m not a psychologist but I would imagine there is something deeper. Perhaps it struck a cord for adventure and you may have been playing it “too safe”. In any event super cool of you to share bc people don’t talk enough about stuff like that and I’m sure some ppl feel the same way somewhere out there

This vlog was so nice to watch ❤ps. How tall are you and what size did you get in the white Pajamas?

Where can I find that white two-piece skirt outfit? I’ve tried to Google it from Canada but that brand doesn’t show up anywhere.

Hi! You have to read Lakestone or the saga « prison healer », if you haven’t read them yet they are amazing!

Im de lu lu dont worry love you allie chin up❤

The camera was making me dizzy 🥴 it wasn’t stable

You are so cute❤ much love from Germany

I’m confused about the part where she talks about the full week cleanse and how it cleans the body of parasites? Like what are you even talking about parasites are like ring worms

Omg I felt the same way with fourth wing 😂 I legit was like I’ll join the police because that’s the closest I’ll feel to combat Hahhahaa I’m so glad you shared this Book comedowns are real 🥲

I just read Heart Bones. Colleen Hoover. It was beautiful ❤️

you’re an aquarius sun right? apparently aquas are going through it atm

🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🤍

Your camera is really shaky in this vlog, almost looks like your on a boat swaying back and forth

I think what your describing is called derealization ❤

Sending u a hug🫂❤️ allie i am exact same i am so emotional i cry all the time love ur realness 💯🫶