im here with you been looking for 3 years now over 1500 resumes sent out landed my in the hosptial from mental breakdown but after I got out I realized nothing changed only my mindset and anxiety slowly slowed down. I am doing better now and working towards building my demo reel and slowly getting back into tech. I started meditating and realized that even emoitions dont last forveer just like evey bad time in life never last forever.
