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Hello and welcome to my channel all about my journey through (Canadian) medical school!
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♡ study with me 1 (music) : • Study With Me 1 Hour (...
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♡ study with me 3 (no music): • Study With Me (with ba...
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⇨ how I take notes in lecture: • How I take lecture not...
⇨ how to study when you don't feel like it: • How to study when you ...
⇨ how I use anki: • How I use Anki | MED S...
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⇨ Ipad video here: • Ipad and Apple Pencil ...
⇨ Ipad vs Macbook in Med School: • How I use My Macbook a...
ABOUT ME
My name is Kian (22), I have a quirky sense of humour, and my favourite organ is the kidney (who makes regular appearances in my videos).
Should all things go according to plan I will be graduating with my MD come 2022! My goal with this channel is to share the RAW and REALISTIC parts of being a medical student through my personal experience to better inform people who are interested in medical school...or at least make you smile
I'm still learning how to make videos and I look forward to seeing how this channel IMPROVES and EVOLVES. Constructive feedback always welcome!
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1. Music by Chinsaku - Blossom - thmatc.co/?l=6...
Music by @chinsaku.beats - Blossom via @hellothematic
2. Music by Löwe - Escape - thmatc.co/?l=4...
Music by @lowemusicproduction - Escape via @hellothematic
3. Music by Marc Wavy - White Dress - thmatc.co/?l=E...
Music by @marcwvvy - White Dress via @hellothematic
4. Peaceful seascape by Purple Planet - www.purple-pla...
5. Memories by Bensound - www.bensound.com
6. Music by Juan Sánchez - Siempre - thmatc.co/?l=5...
Music by @beautifulandemotionalpiano - Siempre via @hellothematic
7. Music by Marc Wavy - Dopamine - thmatc.co/?l=2...
Music by @marcwvvy - Dopamine via @hellothematic
8. After thought by destiny and time - www.youtube.co...
9. Music by Jennifer Zhang - Talking Loud - thmatc.co/?l=6...
Music by @jenerationdiy - Talking Loud via @hellothematic
10. Time of your Life by Purple Planet- www.purple-pla...
11. Eighty Miles by VYEN - www.youtube.co...
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The content of this video is not intended nor implied to be a substitute for professional medical advice, diagnosis or treatment. All content, including text, graphics, images, and information, contained in this video is a shared story of what I am learning during my medical education from my perspective. This content is not intended to be scholarly, educational, nor reliable and it does not replace a consultation with your own doctor/health professional

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@sweetdia_med 4 года назад

Don’t cry Kian you’re making me sad 😔 We all know how hard you’re working and we all support you a lot. Im also having a really hard time with online med school..I also take a long time to understand. Sometimes a lecture worth an hour long actually can take me up to 4 hours ;( All the quarantine is making things more depressing, but it’s okay! this too shall pass🙏🏻 And omg I just learned acid-base imbalances too haahaha

@sunflowerbynight 4 года назад

Me too, I quit my class there a moment, it was tough. And I will continue learning about it outside class now, and comparing it with the viruses and learn in real-time. Lots are ph related to covid19. Your response helps me too. I hope you do well too in class and in this time. Good luck too!

@sweetdia_med 4 года назад

Jiska Hachmer wishing you the best🥰

@ninthusiva7546 Год назад

She believes the school should cater to her schedule. What a self-centered brat

@53-nurjawahiri19 4 года назад

I took 6 hours for 1 lecture today, not exaggerating. This whole restriction thing seems to start taking a toll on my mental stability urghh

@nurulsyazwani1882 4 года назад

Nur Jawahiri Azman sameee. I’m hoping that this will end soon 😭

@morenaazulalvezmolina7975 4 года назад

DOING MED SCHOOL FROM HOME IS THE MOST STRESSING THING I'VE EVER DONE and it probably is for every other student of every career there is out there too. Damn you 2020!

@maitelechardoy7684 4 года назад

pettyanon omg this year I’m a freshman in med school and I’m studying from home very stressful situation

@morenaazulalvezmolina7975 4 года назад

@@maitelechardoy7684 i totally get you! where are you from?

@WeiYinChan 4 года назад

I guess it's better than graduating from med school in 2020. Imaging starting your career as a doctor during a pandemic lol

@easymedicinebytmd8247 4 года назад

Motivation is hard to get during these times but hard work will always be rewarded! Keep grinding!

@Mariamhamwi 4 года назад

Easy Medicine by TMD yes! I don’t wait for motivation... self discipline is 🔑

@stefxicilicitici6592 4 года назад

I am doing horrible in this quarantine, I have completely lost my drive and even my motivation to shower. I need to change quickly, the last thing I want is to get bad grades.

@anniepannie1955 4 года назад

Bobblehead Stef oh honey

@LTRLVRIFY 3 года назад

I hope your coping better 💕💕

@crashb0mb 4 года назад

"i just did surgery on a banana"

@liviamaria535 4 года назад

that was adorable lol

@antoniavaras9065 4 года назад

we all feel that way sometimes, that we don’t deserve to be where we are, but always remember how hard you’ve worked to be we where you are and how much you have accomplished. I relate so much to all the things you said, specially these past few weeks, but we have to stay strong 💙💙💙.

@taylorjohnson8102 4 года назад

🍌 this video was so relatable with most schools now going online. Loved the positivity to wrap it all up though. Thanks for making realistic study content that doesn’t make it seem like you have to accomplish everything all the time 💕

@samanthabromley8308 4 года назад

I'm a second year vet student in the U.S. right now feeling the exact same way about how prepared I am for clinicals....and I keep telling myself that all we can do in this specific situation is trust the curriculum and the clinicians. We haven't REALLY been able to put the past two years' worth of information ALL together yet, so I guess it makes sense to feel unprepared. But once we get into clincs we have to believe that our hard work was worth it! Push through, you're not alone, YOU BELONG IN MED SCHOOL. You've gotten this far, there's nothing stopping you now!

@ellamarosvari2951 4 года назад

Ugh.. I’m finishing my undergrad this year and feeling so unmotivated since moving to online. Only one of my professors is actively trying to teach online, but my others have done little to nothing to do anything helpful. I’m super stressed just staying home. I find that I am tired all the time with no motivation to do anything productive & no motivation to workout. I’m really hoping I can kick into gear but we just found out we won’t be having a commencement ceremony so that just adds to the disappointment with how everything is going 😅

@nxtgenmd 4 года назад

I think you did a good job explaining how a lot of us are feeling right now. You're awesome though - everything's going to work out! :)

@bognamm 4 года назад

Girl you need more relax/chill time! It will really help to just have an hour or more of just watching Netflix and not doing much or reading a book 😌

@rushelsacopla2261 4 года назад

omg. i cannot believe you're going into 3RD YEAR. i literally watched ur very first video during the summer before your FIRST YEAR. time literally flies

@tiffany_lubrino 4 года назад

banana!!! I am a pre-med student right now in college, and I always look forward to your new videos. I totally understand that feeling of not being in control, especially when you had everything all planned out and all of your plans were all changed. You inspire me that in the most unexpected times, you were able to keep an open mind and be flexible with these changes, and still stayed positive. Wishing you all the best for the end of your second year!!

@Stargemini11 4 года назад

I’ve been working on a workplace wellness and mental health for my MPH program. This virus has caused a lot of stress and issues. I’ve cried so many times. My graduation was pushed farther away. My schedule wasn’t pushed back. I got laid off then called to work from home. Mentally it’s been up and down. We will overcome this virus and come out stronger than before! You go ahead and cry and we will cry with you! It’s okay to have your feelings and you will learn the material!!! You will do amazing. One step at a time. We love you 😍!

@matthewpolicarpio3399 4 года назад

I literally stop studying just to watch this.

@hayley-annjakubowski3936 4 года назад

As someone who has known Kian for 5+ years, it’s so heartbreaking to see her cry (she doesn’t cry often) 😞❤️❤️ don’t cry my sweet Kiki we love you and you’re doing the best you can. ❤️❤️

@daniellaelm5106 4 года назад

I’m so terrified of doing med school online and so anxious and panicky that I’ve still not done the week of lectures from before Easter break (we go back to normal schedule just online tmo and I’m freaking out)

@islamismail1641 4 года назад

🍌 well that was a one emotional roller-coaster! We are all in this together, Let's do our best! Sending Love dear Kian

@naina9807 4 года назад

we have teaching one day a week. other than that, learn... "stuff" yeah this is hard. feels like an extension of holidays and therefore zero study

@niageninarodriguez4263 4 года назад

What do you use APP do you use for your notes? On your ipad? I like how neat and organized your notes are!! (:

@sibongileseale1977 4 года назад

You're doing so great Kian, I have no doubt you're an exceptional med student, congrats for crossing the end of 2nd finish line!! 🍌🍌🍌

@ethellochrose6531 4 года назад

End of first year😭 🍌We're all in this together🎶 You give me hope, love your videos. Wishing you all the happiness in the world ❤

@sosti622 4 года назад

BANANA BANANA!!!!!! it felt so relatable watchin u. i was feeling so exhausted today, seeing u just made me go back to my study again. thank u and i love u. keep going girl!!!!!!

@Juganuu 4 года назад

Hey sis, I’m not in college or med school yet so I can’t say much but often times, I speak to a teacher of mine about feeling these sorts of ways. I know like our situations r completely different. But dis is imposter syndrome bb. You 100% deserve to be where u r at in medschool, I’m sure so many people r thankful for the delay in exams. D o n t worry b. Mwah

@angelinasonthuimibhutia4051 4 года назад

I've been following the schedule from last week and it's doing magic ❤️❤️thank you so much ❤️❤️

@mayarellano6848 4 года назад

🍌 thank you so much for this video! I was able to reflect too because I can relate with your situation. I'm in my pre-med and I know I still have a lot to learn, and I feel like I'm not smart enough to learn everything and survive my exams but this video motivated me to keep going! I'm trying my best to survive this slump, hoping that I'll be able to finish and learn everything before the final exams. All the best! 🍌

@KianMDvlog 4 года назад

good luck on your finals!!

@mayarellano6848 4 года назад

@@KianMDvlog aaaaaaaaaaahh omggggg thank you! 😭💕 good luck on your exams tooooo!

@kinghalo601 4 года назад

NEUROANATOMY!!!!!!

@kinghalo601 4 года назад

ALSO BANANA!!!!!

@funsize198 4 года назад

Congrats on being done with second year. #Banana

@RuthLovesJesus 4 года назад

🍌 🍌❤️ You got this girl! You have come too far to ever feel like you haven’t accomplished anything! You are a true inspiration for me as well, a fellow med student 😊

@buddikakumaranayake 4 года назад

Am a med student too.. Ur inspirational.. Nice videos Kian.. 😇🌿

@healthyauthentic7453 4 года назад

lol omg your realness and hilariousness about the coffee floating, the banana surgery, the motivation, and this crazy uncertainty of classes, the can i/am i smart enough... Its just super relatable, which i really appreciate. I am also in a weird mental place about being discipled to study, im like where did this suddenly come from? Just seeing you talk about it, i realize for you, something else mirrored in myself and other students Im sure. Girl, you wouldn't have gotten this far if you werent smart enough and couldnt do it. Ultimately its so not fair and etc ad nauseam. What can be done? I guess just Dory it. Just wanted to say thx for posting, and keep trying. Im so glad i found your channel.

@xinranliu3624 4 года назад

🍌🍌🍌 Kian!! A 1st-year med student from UofT here. Your videos have been motivating me since I was a pre-med. I feel you! We definitely lack control over many aspects of our life at this strange time! Aside from what you have done, one thing I find helpful is to connect virtually with friends more often. Maybe zoom/facetime them during dinner cooking or e-exercise together. I want to let you know that you are trying hard and you are doing everything you could, and you really should be PROUD of yourself.❤️ Just keep going and keep growing! (P.S. I really really look forward to your video uploads every week - they are amazing✨)

@mariacamitan8422 4 года назад

Kian, I feel your pain! But as a premed student with two parents who work as nurses in Manhattan where COVID-19 cases are skyrocketing, online learning and being home while dealing with this pandemic has really put things into perspective for me... it reminds me why I want to work in health care and that the inconveniences and self-doubt us students are facing are worth suffering through. Hang in there and stay healthy :)

@tylerbrooke98 4 года назад

I had a med school exam at home, and I wanted to die because I found out just how horribly my brain is operating with home study 😂

@arantxagarcia8233 4 года назад

I’m a med student in México, this is my 8th semester and I still don’t know how to study, is a lot of information

@551223 4 года назад

Congratulations on completing 2nd year :)

@emaan96 4 года назад

I was wondering if you could tell us what notebook you use (1:38) I thought the texture looked really nice and I liked that it didn't have margins and stuff. I have been searching for such notebooks for my biomedical classes and can't seem to find any good ones.

@KianMDvlog 4 года назад

they have a bunch that are the same size but with different covers, from coles/indigo/chapters bookstore! www.chapters.indigo.ca/en-ca/paper/a4-polypro-spiral-notebook-poppies/882709542438-item.html

@LauraAnne95 4 года назад

YOURE AMAZING 😭 I wiiissshhhhh I was a 1/4 smart as you ! You DO deserve to be there!! you had the grades, scored high enough on MCAT, had the resume , had the references, etc. Your mind is playing tricks on you. I don’t blame you for feeling frustrated and overwhelmed. You are so young and such an inspiration to me, even though I’m like 10 years older than you. I like watching your journey. You will be a great doctor. You just have to keep plugging along. Sending good thoughts your way ❤️

@trenyconner8527 4 года назад

Loved this ❤️❤️ the banana surgery made my day 😂😃💕 good luck with all of your online classes u got this!!😃😃

@ILikeFruits123 4 года назад

How can you get an MD by the age of 24?? :O

@JennyEqualsSinger 4 года назад

I know I'll probably get laughed at for asking this but do you schedule your social time too? Also, how long do you block off your music sessions?

@sunflowerbynight 4 года назад

Can you choose to do some of these classes, that are now too tough later on? delaying a bit with a withdrawal?I did it...I noted I needed more time on one thing, and got to the half of class and knew no, I want to be better at this and keep my GPA up. And the Corona thing was just starting and I knew this would make me end up with lower grades, and is out of my control too. So, I took the withdrawal. I did not want that, but I could plan to do this tougher class later on again, so I can learn all of it before I do the class again. I think I needed a bit more in this class anyway, and a bit more on my own with it the next months would give me a better grade. And I don't want a W on my list, but because of Corona, I am sure I would fail this class now, and not when I delay it. And I choose this when in another class I did not like the teacher's response, she did not fill in the forms they all fill in, and I complained about that easy class, with her not filling in a form and I knew my grade was not fair because she did not do it the normal way. And it was not a low grade, but it took my time away from this harder class. So, I took a withdrawal from both, to spend no more time on that one not important class, and change it for a better one, and to take time on this harder one. And it gave me peace, because now Corona goes up, and I can not work the same way during this virus. And it is also a time to use the practical side and work side of the corona. Well, for me it is. I can use the realness of the medical field, and use all subjects I did finish already, to see how it is in real-time. And work on it a bit. And will start fresh next term. I hope, and else I take a light class. I also learned lots do not know they have COVID19 or not, but if you have it, viruses work on the brain and create a lower IQ for a while. It gave me a good feeling I did not do now the toughest classes. I work around it. Especially because people can get ill and it affects the brain. I also note you are feeling a bit sad about not finishing the good projects you have, I would use the projects in any way, and later on finish it and publish it, If I could. Maybe this helps you. You do really great at this time. And med school I assume you are already a BSc. I am studying BSc. Health science, so I am not yet in Medschool, especially from that point of view, you do great. And I am sorry it is so unfair right now. And I hope you get the best out of this, the way you feel good at the end of your work. I think it is not you, but this situation. Good luck.

@326Christine 4 года назад

the surgery of Mr. Banana was great! 😂👏

@tadbeer3090 4 года назад

what I can suggest you from my experience is not to schedule every hour everyday. Try to be flexible enough so that you may go with the flow when required. These are uncertain times.

@sugariiesw33t 4 года назад

Hi Kian! I'm a Canadian that just started med school in New Zealand and it was only a month in our first semester and then this all happened :( We're in lockdown now too and it's been so stressful when you're trying to still get used to med school/studying but now everything's up in the air. All our lectures are online now too, everything in our schedule got pushed forward a week and we're still not sure how we're going to get tested. You did amazing this week though and stayed so disciplined which I can't say for myself but thank you for the study motivation

@tyrabanks8432 4 года назад

Girl!!! U’ve got this. Just know u are doing the best that u can do. I am rooting for u kian. Pls don’t cry. It actually made me sad. I felt like giving u a hug. Cos u motivate me. U re almost there. We re proud of you. 👏💯

@karlastudy9357 4 года назад

bananaaa, girl you motivate me soo much, thank you for all you're doing and just keep going strong!!

@doktorazoe 4 года назад

You’re doing well Kian! Waaaay better than most of us! You inspire me to organise my schedule and study more. I haven’t been good at keeping up with my lectures that I’ve missed during the quarantine. Stay strong! You got this!

@Jenn935 4 года назад

You are absolutely amazing. Just know that you are not alone. It takes me quite some time to understand certain materials but in the end it all works out. Stay positive and amazing, everything will be fine.😊

@n.mimido249 4 года назад

Omg ubc hoodie 😱 are you from Canada, bc?

@nonduduzomary-janentseki52 4 года назад

🍌🍌

@kw4246 4 года назад

I'm a Medical Education Coordinator - I work to assist in scheduling of rotations for 3rd and 4th year students, and in scheduling some 3rd year CBLs. I died laughing when you did surgery on the banana! I love it - what a great way to practice your suturing skills at home :)

@jehanhadjiusman1070 4 года назад

21:13 is so liiiiiiiiiiiiiittttt one of the main reasons why I wanted to pursue med is Bec of the suture hahahahahahha

@mahtab8436 4 года назад

banana! btw you are SO productive i loved your to-do list for every hour

@AnAVacays 4 года назад

banana, you made me feel so motivated to work after watching this

@carmellaandreamalimban4127 4 года назад

Hi Kian! I've been watching your vlogs for the past few months already. I'm also a medical student from the Philippines. ALL I CAN SAY IS I UNDERSTAND WHERE ALL THE STRESS IS COMING FROM. I TRULY AM. We give our very best up to the point that we exhaust ourselves. I also understand what you meant by getting enough sleep and exercise but you still feel tired. This is the sad reality for us medical students. I keep telling myself to be better and feel better but sometimes we just cannot control our emotions. It sometimes sucks you up. But nevertheless, may we never forget why we are doing and experiencing all these hardships. FIghting, Kian! Let's just do our best since our time to be doctors will come. If such pandemic occurs again (AND I'M TRULY HOPING IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN), all hardwork will pay off. We will be of great help to people who are sick and in pain.

@anniehjalmarsson9676 4 года назад

I'm totally feeling you! I do so little and still fall asleep in the middle of the day, I try and sleep, workout and eat well but its just extremely mentally draining and I really believe we need to be kinder to ourselves! We got this!

@azeezraad1150 4 года назад

That was me in med school years hold up and stay strong every one is having a tough time now, hope you a good luck in your exams

@mana948 4 года назад

🍌🍌🍌🍌 So after watching this video and reading some of the comments, I feel less lonely with my unmotivation. BUT I'm gonna go back to work : promess to myself 🤞

@yanlemosx 4 года назад

Hey there!! I was scrolling through youtube hoping to find a medicine student from somewhere in the world other than Brazil (where I go to medschool) haha and u just popped up on my feed. Just trying to share some experiences about medschool w other countries for future residency and stuff 😅

@brixlagao3380 4 года назад

I know how you feel! I feel like I've been working so hard and things seem like it's being taken away from me. Like the world is punishing me somehow. This was suppose to be my last semester of my undergrad before I graduate. My graduation has been cancelled, my motivation kind of drop so a couple of my assignments were in the 60s, I had to re-schedule my MCAT exam therefore I cannot articulate this year into med but next year in 2021, I was suppose to volunteer for Neuroscience awareness week for Let's Talk Science but that was cancelled, and overall I miss my friends at school. It's been such a discouraging change but I know that every storm has a rainbow and sunshine at the end. And I know for sure that we're just in the eye of the storm and that it will get worse before it gets better. Let's keep on striving! It will all be worth it!

@ujhamayun1297 3 года назад

honestly ur study schedules are so relatable and you still manage to stick to it without any procrastination

@hanna4934 4 года назад

OMG @0:01 you look exactly like Neslihan Atagül, the Turkish actor. You are so gorgeous. Sending you love and support during these difficult times.

@dwlbrx3256 2 месяца назад

12:04 it was because you’ve just been at home. When I’m at home I feel more tired and less motivated to study. Getting out the house really helps me to refresh my mind and energy.

@SupMitali 3 года назад

Amazing time watching this vlog🙂it's kinda funny👉🍌 😂😂

@gabymartinez7503 4 года назад

Tbh i am really glad you posted this... I’m just starting off and I feel this way too... makes me feel normal that everyone else is going through this too.. you got it// you deserve to be there.

@xnychick716x 4 года назад

I’ve pretty much only done online classes and believe me it can be difficult but if I can get threw it hence I’m not that motivated and smart you can get threw it believe me! In a sense I prefer online classes ! Works for me a bit better!

@irisdeguzman4887 4 года назад

Awww Kian i feel you! I believe in you! You got this😊 your bean team are here to support you💕

@akshararamakumar4006 4 года назад

You made me cry when you cried, I understand what u are going through! I seriously can’t see you cried. Maybe try to put motivational quotes and pleaseee don’t cry... Love you from your loving fan!

@emily-er3bp 4 года назад

🍌 hey loved your vlog. spl the part that you shared emotions regarding not able to finish up things. It happens with all of us and the way we can get over it and start next day with full energy and get going is most important. Its kind of irritating sitting in this quarantine period. This video was motivating and a breath of fresh air 🍌😊

@hazelurot5532 2 года назад

Miss your videos Kian! I visit your channel from time to time to watch recent uploads, or sometimes rewatch old ones while waiting for your new videos! Proud to be part of the bean team. 🍌

@Amelia-ys2qy 4 года назад

Hey youu! it's okay to not always stay on top of things. it's okay to not follow your schedule, your timetable to a T and miss a lecture you were supposed to complete a particular day! This is coming from a 4th year med, the feeling of not doing enough is here to stay so you gotta get comfortable with it. I've so many lectures piled up of gynae & obs and ENT and I'm trying to win this battle with my procrastination lol. All the best for u!!

@taylormcmichael2246 3 года назад

I feel like I would feel this way if I was in medical school but we conquer above all! Sending hugs girl

@kaylenmccullough4166 4 года назад

Everything you said at 11:40 is so relatable. This is a difficult transition and there’s no right way to deal with it, we’re all just trying our best, right? ❤️

@SweetAngelPinay06 4 года назад

I did a failed attempt at making the Dalgona Coffee the instant coffee I made wasn't ideal and didn't have the light and airy constancy I was hoping for. It still tasted good, but then after awhile I started to feel sick... =(

@karenfigueroa6161 4 года назад

Watched you video today and it was inspiring, I may not be in medical school but having to transition to online nursing school, is not fun. I feel your frustration with having lectures not be right or have to extra assignments. trying to keep it together but its hard to not have some self doubt. this is my first semester for nursing school and there has been many days where I just want to give up, or question why I am here. Hoping everything goes back to normal soon. Will continue too watch your videos :)

@chelle5984 4 года назад

Tried dalgona coffee as well... 👍👍👍 It's really a life changer

@traciprovins3221 4 года назад

MS3 here and it’s so frustrating that we’ve been taken off of clinical rotations while our profession is fighting the virus. How can we learn clinical stuff online? The end MS2 was probably been the worst time in med school yet. Eventually you’ll be able to apply everything in the hospital! But the further you get, the more you feel like you don’t know anything! 😭 so I feel you. Keep your head up. Isolation is really hard. But the world will need us one day 💕I tell myself to try to keep myself healthy because my time will come.