[Vocaloid] Deathly Loneliness Attacks v2 / 猛独が襲う English Cover【Aesker】 

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Illustration: 休符（@kyu_fu）
Music & original lyrics: 一二三（@Hihumi_v）mylist/55544190
Support Guitar: じゅみ （@junjun_mimi03）mylist/44807744
Vocals: Aesker
English Lyrics: Aesker
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As long as I’m human being, I’ll continue to breathe
Relying on another self, satisfying my needs
Even if your support is gone, I’ll continue to breathe,
But without your affection, I’m left crippled feeling we
Disposable connections, seems they’re such a fleeting thing
The only time they’ll come around is when I’m what they need
For once I feel like mourning, all this treatment feels so wrong
I just can’t seem to grasp at them, I feel so lost
Who was the one who's said I’ve changed,
I’m still the same me as always,
Casting my gaze towards the ground
The warmth of love, that can’t be found
Succumbed to loneliness, and cried,
I don’t know why I even try,
Please save me from this pain inside my heart
Everyone's desires, seem impossible to please
But living off of others, it’s the only choice for me
My ugly self unravels, being punished for my crimes
The constant pain inside my heart, poisoned by nonstop lies
The Loneliness spreading, as it grows it starts to change
The salvation I’m given, when a person looks my way
The stabbing pain inside my heart, when I’m here by myself
Powerlessness, and suffering, will no one help?
I don’t know what there’s left to say,
There’s just no going back, no way,
Why even care about these things, why shouldn’t I just accept fate?
Even after all of my tears,
There’s still no one able to hear,
The cracking of my heart, splitting in two
Don’t fall apart just yet. Don’t crack or else I’ll break
Even if I gave my all to protect, my strength’s too weak
Would an emotionless face crack, if force had been applied
There’s no way I wouldn’t have been completely crushed
I cried out my heart to the stars,
Holding my knees, to mask my sobs
All of the things gone bad refuse to change,
Including the chaos
The blackness of the the voided night
Is swallowing the moons bright light
Please don’t go, Please don’t go, Please don’t go
Disappearing once again
I can’t heal, I can’t speak, the voice, suppressed in me, and still I hid
Seems I'll always be alone
Hiya everyone, sorry for disappearing. Even more sorry that I was unable to finish Seven Days of September this year. I don't have many excuses. I simply lacked the ability, and allocated my improperly. I don't know know . . . I was pretty upset with myself for failing like that. The best way I decided to make up for that however was to put my heart and soul into my next covers coming up, and I've been trying my absolute all recently. I started to hate making covers, and singing, so I needed to take a step back for a bit. I can't say that I'm necessarily fine, but I can say that I still want to enjoy making videos on this channel. I've been in a really bad place recently, so I'm sorry if this sounds so gloomy. I'm sorry if this cover isn't that good either too. I need to stop apologizing. Sorry. Anyways, I'm going to try my best, in everything I guess. Regarding this cover, I really wanted to make it as good as possible, so it ended up being delayed quite a bit. It's not how I wanted it to be, but I think it's better than I give myself credit for, so hopefully you all can judge for yourselves. I covered this song a while back, and at the time, there weren't proper translations of it. I kind of just speedran it cause I really liked it and wanted to cover it ASAP. The old covers lyrics are pretty inaccurate now, and outdated, so I decided to redo some parts, and I think they still flow quite nicely. Wozwald will be coming out this month. It's my best edited video ever. I probably put all of effort from SDOS 2019 into this one video, so I hope it's worth the trade-off. Have a good day everyone, I'll try to come back soon. Ciao.

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