Honestly i have the same issue and ive been playing on and off since S3. Try to change to the mindset of each game is for personal improvement. Rewatch your own games and see what you could do better. Eventually youll get to a point where you can 1v9 in most situations. Stop caring about winning and start caring about improving
Words of wisdom my brother....and this games needs wisdom,i try to bring as much reason and wisdom in to every single game i play and trying to improve as u said...its just the fact that your team doesn't really help and i don't feel i can carry 1v9 vs xerath in the most games i play...i can carry 1v9 in 2 out of 9 matches i play as xerath...
Dunno how i ended up here, but, i had this also back then, beeing mentally ill from playing, pro tip: Turn on in settings mute team/all chat, it helps you so much with focusing on game, games like this happens, your team will just get sometimes overskilled by opponents, these games will happens, you will learn much more in these games then in games where you rekt your opponents.
I hope u enjoy it here and stay thenn. I feel we all had that... it's not mentally ill if i may correct you...its just the fact that your effort is thrown away by your teammates like it is nothing.... I remain focused on the game...i let my chat on so i can get a feeling of my teammates how they behave so i have a picture of how this is gonna go down...... The basic problem is that i get those kind of games more and more often and its pissining me off... And i only play like 2-3 ranked games per day...i cant stay for 7-8 to get the win rate going... New video in 2 days...WILL UPLOAD EVEN BIGGER THROW BY MY TEAM MATES than this
I know....i just never played against karma before on ranked and i kinda was feeling that she won't be able to kill me that easy.... Thats why i stayed...
If you had chosen the right path, you wouldn't be cursing random people over a totally silly game, or acting as a possessed person, or spending so so much time for nothing.