waves - dean lewis (slowed down) & reverb 

like without listen but it’s amazing

you're here because it hurts the most when the person who gave you the best memories, has now become a memory too. right? and same

There is a swelling storm And I'm caught up in the middle of it all And it takes control Of the person that I thought I was The boy I used to know But there, is a light In the dark, and I feel its warmth In my hands, and my heart Why can't I hold on? It comes and goes in waves It always does, it always does We watch as our young hearts fade Into the flood, into the flood The freedom, of falling A feeling I thought was set in stone It slips through, my fingers I'm trying hard to let go It comes and goes in waves It comes and goes in waves And carries us away Through the wind Down to the place we used to lay when we were kids Memories, of a stolen place Caught in the silence An echo lost in space It comes and goes in waves It always does, it always does We watch as our young hearts fade Into the flood, into the flood The freedom, of falling A feeling I thought was set in stone It slips through, my fingers I'm trying hard to let go It comes and goes in waves It comes and goes in waves And carries us away I watched my wild youth Disappear in front of my eyes Moments of magic and wonder It seems so hard to find Is it ever coming back again? Is it ever coming back again? Take me back to the feeling when Everything was left to find It comes and goes in waves It always does, oh it always does The freedom, of falling A feeling I thought was set in stone It slips through, my fingers I'm trying hard to let go It comes and goes in waves It comes and goes in waves And carries us away

I feel my heart aching everytime I listen to musics, it makes me think about him.

Dear roommates, To my best friend, Mark. You are the main reason I still go to university. I wanted to give up. I didn’t see the potential in me that you did. I will never forget the day I met you. First day of school freshman year. As I looked around the room I saw a seat next to yours and decided to give the 6 foot 4 dude with a stutter a chance at being my friend. Little did I know that was the start of something that I have never valued more in my life. Now I’m laying in my bedroom next to yours waiting for a knock telling me your back. Mark, it’s been 2 weeks and I thought I was okay with losing you at first. I searched high and low for a replacement. But no matter who I was with nothing felt more like home than when I was with you. I’m sorry that I let you down. I’m sorry I let a girl get between us. I’m sorry that I was so selfish. I know you may not ever forgive me. I may never be your friend again. This is such a hard pill to swallow. I still can taste the bitter pill that’s lodged in my throat. I can barley breath at night. My friends say I’m handling this really well, but I think I’m still in shock. So, to my best friend. I’m sorry. I’m selfish and I love you. I will never replace you or forget. But if this is goodbye, goodbye. Maddie, I will never forget when I first met you. You didn’t say much and I thought you hated me and my loud anything mouth. A week later we all went bowling together and you told me you thought there was a good chance we were going to become best friends. I don’t know how you guessed it so early in the relationship. But you were so right. You became so talkative and fun. I miss you walking into my room doodling post-it notes and placing them around my room. I miss our late night movies. I miss your dad jokes. I miss your laugh. I know I messed up. I took my own satisfaction over my best friends. You sacrificed and I took advantage of that. I lost all respect for myself after my actions. Maddie, I will never let go of the post-it notes. I will never let go of the memories even if there are no more to come. I’m sorry. But if you don’t want to be my friend anymore, do what makes you happy. Maybe I’ll learn to smile from a distance. Kenzie, Like Maddie, when I first met you, you didn’t talk much. you and me weren’t that close to begin with. This year, we started talking more now that we were roommates. Now, we do everything together. We get breakfast and watch cartoons that we both used to watch as kids while we talk about our lives before university. We banter back and forth. It’s been 2 weeks and I haven’t heard your laugh since then. Whenever I hear it my heart sinks. I didn’t always have feelings for you. They came on strong and I lost sleep over the what if’s. I wondered if you had feelings too. I won’t ever forget that night I sat on your bed hand on your shoulder and told you about my feelings and you rejected me. I told you I still wanted to be friends and you said you did too. I’m sorry I rebounded so fast. I’m sorry I tries to mask the feelings of rejection by replacing you. I’m sorry about my selfishness too. I’m sorry I didn’t consider you, maddies, and marks reaction to my actions. I didn’t know what I was looking for in a girl till I met you. Now I know so I can go out and find her. With you by my side or from a distance. Thank you for turning me down gently. They say you meet your true friends in college. I think I’m losing my true friends. Since I’ve made the most mistakes with you, I think you will be relived to hear I’m moving out so you all can move back in. Time heals all wounds but it’s too hard to see your face everyday. It’s too hard to hear your voice or laugh. Your laugh leaves my heart shattered because I know it’s no longer me who’s telling the jokes. I’m so so sorry but goodbye. It’s been great while it lasted roomies but this is goodbye... forever... Blake 1 year later… new goodbyes Ciara, I saw your face freshman year but as a stranger. Only in the same place because we knew the same people. Your eyes so blue they were the focal point for everyone in the room. Your hair dark and soft. I stood no chance. So I stayed at the surface with you not knowing that below would be a story that we share. It took a year for us to breach the surface. Inch by inch we made our way into a close friendship. We have gone through so much. You were there for me when my roommates left. We would stay up late and sneak into the kitchen to make frozen chicken with your roommates asleep. Bitting my lip in the dark trying not to laugh. We got patted down by the cops and cried our way out of it. I held your hair when you had too many. I laid on the bathroom floor with you when you couldn’t stand. Gave you a sweatshirt when you were cold. I was happy to be around you even if you were just a friend. My heart was content. I could keep you safe. I could laugh and be close with you. I’ll never forget the day I realized you liked me. You looked at me and didn’t say a word. Looking back was all I could do but we both had said enough. We loved each other as friends and then we tried a bit more. Ciara that little bit more meant a lot to me. I bit my tongue at the wrong times. So much should have been said. Our time together was coming to an end because of summer. I looked into your eyes for the last time but both of us had tears now. The distance from the summer created two new people. I saw the old you in your eyes. Felt the old feelings when I got close. But you pulled the plug. The new you loved me as a friend. The new me loved the old you. I know your begging me to stay as I beg you to be more than a friend. I messed up a lot with you but so did you. So much I should have said. All i did was stare when you called yourself stupid, ugly, and you hate yourself. You are so amazing. I love your laugh. It leaves my heart warm seeing you happy. I love your eyes. Especially when they stare into mine. I love what you have to say. I could listen for hours. If you don’t see it the way I do then I should leave. I can’t heal sitting on the spikes. if we ever cross paths I’ll smile but just be passing through. The feelings will fade but the memories will be forever. I hate to lose you but this is goodbye. A part of me will always love you but another peace of me needs someone new I love you Mark, You may have come back but this isn’t the you I remember. Time has given me insight to our past. I can’t keep making excuses for you. You lied to me over and over again. You pretended to be my friend. You are now dating Kenzie, hooked up with Maddie, and told me you had no interest in either of them. You tore our friend group apart. Maddie and Kenzie were best friends and no longer speak to each other. they used to be my friends too but we haven’t talked in a while now. You give me the silent treatment, walk right past me like I’m nothing to you. I used to consider you my best friend. I thought it was my fault for so long. I filled the holes in your story’s with self blame because I trusted you. You must think im pretty dumb. But how do you expect to bend reality with lies? The truth always unfolds eventually and it leaves a mess. A mess you can’t just walk away from without cleaning up.

this song reminds me when i was struggle to hold on.

Lyrics (in case anyone is wondering): There is a swelling storm And I'm caught up in the middle of it all And it takes control Of the person that I thought I was The boy I used to know But there is a light In the dark, and I feel its warmth In my hands and my heart Why can't I hold on? It comes and goes in waves It always does, always does We watch as our young hearts fade Into the flood, into the flood The freedom of falling A feeling I thought was set in stone It slips through my fingers I'm trying hard to let go It comes and goes in waves It comes and goes in waves And carries us away Through the wind Down to the place we used to lay when we were kids Memories of a stolen place Caught in the silence An echo lost in space It comes and goes in waves It always does, it always does We watch as our young hearts fade Into the flood, into the flood The freedom of falling A feeling I thought was set in stone It slips through my fingers I'm trying hard to let go It comes and goes in waves It comes and goes in waves And carries us away I watched my wild youth Disappear in front of my eyes Moments of magic and wonder It seems so hard to find Is it ever coming back again? Is it ever coming back again? Take me back to the feeling when Everything was left to find It comes and goes in waves It always does, oh it always does And the freedom of falling A feeling I thought was set in stone It slips through my fingers I'm trying hard to let go It comes and goes in waves It comes and goes in waves And carries us away

Listening to this while you are in a car outside the window feeling the wind hitting your face, hits really different...

My favorite song🥺❤

I clicked like faster than james charles said shoree

i’m so glad i suggested this. i’m in love with it

I'm upset cause RU-vid gave me this 2 minutes later.

This came at the right time 🥺❤️❤️

I cant this is so good it makes me cry:(🥺💕

1st, but she's still not mine

luv this ty

Dean lewis writes the best songs!!

please, this so beautiful omg-

it's like you know what I'm feeling and then you put this up

Kind voice 🥺❤️

Can you do _"Scenery"_ or _"Sweet night"_ or _"Inner child"_ Pls🥺

i love this song💜

amazing!!! 💘

oh how i love dean lewis' music

I used to listen to this song on repeat. if only I found this then lol, this is amazing

Omg, 1 hour ago, i love it❤, you made my vibe

oh my god this gives me life

This is a really gd song to vibe to xx

you my inspiration

This was recommended 🥺

There is a swelling storm and I’m caught up in the middle of it it- hit hard

I love your videos

Rlly good thx

this is perfect, what-

Luxo de música ♥️

“trying hard to let go”

amazing!! ✨ can you do “positions” by Ariana Grande next, pleasee?

I'm crying

i love this! can you do "goodbye to a world" next?

She left me for someone else. I guess I wasn't enough for her...😔

:'] Incredible voice

it hurts so bad when u know they like someone else..

YASS I FOUND THE TIKTOK VERSION!! TYSMMM!!

Love you ♥️♥️♥️

You’re not lonely ❤

Yea :')

hey how is everyone today?

You should post these songs on your Spotify account or playlist

Why does it feels like the sadness is never ending

Hi I’m hana I really love ur RU-vid channel I wish I was like u anyways bye!🦋💕

Are dirt bikes got stolen and this helped a lot thanks

i started channal because of you

Please answer🥺🥺🥺🥺 When will you start the live again?🥺😔 💕⚡

draco i miss you😥🐍

🥺❤

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me encanto la musica

My love imane ♡ . for evere .

This song reminds me of when i’m having fits of anger

Could you do Protocol and Treading water by the vamps In slow? 🥺🥺❤️

do brother by kodaline 🥺 plsss

i clicked faster than james said hi sisters

this makes me very sad right now

I think I like this song 😶

i tried clicking on a different video. best miss click ever

💔...

Sounds amazing 0.75

1:03

we both love each other but we can't make it work out.

2:19

How do you make these??

wish you would have listened, and now because of you, I’m nothing.

how do i get just the instrumentals?

Quand j’écoute cette musique j’ai l’impression que je pourrais courir jusqu’au bout du monde 🗺 😊

******. I love you so much. And it hurts knowing what you did. But it’s been a few months and I just can’t seem to get you out of my head. Either it’s the fact that I love you. Or it’s the fact that I don’t wanna let you go. But you just let go so easy it made it harder for me. Man if you would’ve gave us the chance I wanted to. We would’ve been 𝙚𝙥𝙞𝙘

Hi

Wow i liked s1 told them they rejected me and now im dying. But its good bc im as fucked up as before

I wish i could get big like u im tryinf soo hard i cant....

I lost my great grandpa this year and now one of my friends and I got into an argument that I will never be able to fix. I feel like I’m a terrible person. I don’t know what to do with my life

All I want is to live my life yet I hat living you only live it right? I cant! I'm wasting my chanc! What am i doing..

Anyone els miss her

Kos om el commets 😩😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I was closest, yet she won 😖

second relationship gone wrong... can’t stop feeling like I’m constantly making mistakes... what is wrong with me?

2 mins

when u thought he cared but when u really needed him he wasn’t there so wat should u do next? die or act like it’s not already killing u? u decide 🥀❤️

A month ago today my chapstick was finished but my dad gave me some more and I bought new ones

Zeby keber 💦😭😭😭😭😭

is slowed mean the you edite the songs to be sad?!!!

yea i clicked but im not gonna listen otherwise ill cry off my makeup 😀

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She said she liked another guy And left me

Hey there… This message is for a person named "monika" Hey Monika, Idk if u still remember me…it's been now 2 years ago that you replaced me...we meet in summer 2016 and it's a very long time ago we didn't talked much but then after 2 weeks u became my best friend🌟 We always laughed talked about others or did some stupid things I always loved the laugh of your dad or your sisters it was funny with you to do sleepovers…but then you meet Sofia…and she changed our life's forever…you replaced me with her…it hurts to see you go to your house with her not with me it even hurts to see you looking bad at me…you blocked me for no reason on WhatsApp Instagram and every social media I am really upset and it hurts…just wanted you to know that I miss you and I still love you…

I just relazied ı want my sister back :) I just want her back

I hate my life ._. No that’s not true I just hate myself and my friends. They are all fake. BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO IGNORE THEM. THEY ARE FRIENDS FROM PEOPLE I LIKE. AND THEY WILL HATE ME THEN. IM FCKING CRYING RIGHT NOW BECAUSE IDK WHAT TO DO

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he was cheating on me while i was daydreaming about him and thinking that hes happy with me um chile anyways so

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