Way down we go 

I love him.

damm not quite sad, i love it! you could name the title Matthew Poncelet & Helen Prejean - Way Down We go

Isnt that enough that i got bad sudden happens and bad luck in my life, to take my whole family history to this? I asked for my personality identity and personality. Not my familys and their history.

Im the result of a tragic sudden happens and bad luck. Why is that? Iv never got my identity full advanced. Im staying in a three years old stage. Am i an idiot? Or imbecill? Or debile? Or do i got disturbed behave.

If we human survive this Gods one of the hardest challenge, we got the bigger chance to advance to a sivilisated civilisation. When there is no racism, no underdestimating, when all living are as the others. Some like to live like plants, and some in water, some flyes, some are mammons like human. If children tease a puppie its acceptable. The child perhaps is a scientist, that stude how a puppie behave when its teased. Or just for fun. The most of Hitlers results about human mind and soul and body researschers was burned. Because some know it already. But not everybody. How poverty and dumb mind become. I dont like that we have fun with this subject. Cause iv learn that lesson. Hitler did some painful researches, like to compere what we have in mind to do to him. Why did his researching results got destroyed. As dumb question as to ask why there is violence and arbiririness.