we lost our baby 

This video actually put me to tears--i cant imagine what you two are going through. Ill keep you both in my prayers, time will heal but he will always be with you.

"We're going to be the best parents ever..." You already guys are! ❤ Take your time.

I’m late to commenting, but something I learned that I share with my friends who have unfortunately had miscarriages is: the moment you become pregnant your dna is changed forever. You may not have him physically inside you anymore but his dna is now apart of yours so you will always carry a part of him around for the rest of your life ❤️❤️

I had the same at 23 years old. Super unexpected. Baby passed away on his own at almost 15 weeks. I know your pain it’s unbelievable. A year later I can still barely function.

My heart is out to you. I lost my pregnancy this past week. Don’t ever give up, your baby boy is watching you every step of the way. Guardian angel for life. 🤍 Hugs

This video brought me to tears..the fact that you went through all this footage just to share it with the world is so strong. You and your entire family are in my prayers. I love you Sarai ❤️😭

It’s crazy to me how someone left this in a voicemail. Test results of ANY concern should be discussed, not just left on a VM. I had an irregular PAP one time, and they didn’t leave a voicemail. I’m so sorry you are having to deal with this. Sending all my love.

the little footprints.. 🥺 I’m so sorry you both went through this. I lost my baby in November at 9 weeks, it was devastating. But this baby felt your love and no pain. You have gained an angel 👼

I’m so, so sorry. When I was 20 weeks pregnant my baby was diagnosed with a fatal neural tube defect and I had to terminate my pregnancy. It was earth shattering. Praying for you guys ❤️

Being such a long time supporter, the loss of Seven aches my heart. You have always been my safe space since I was so young. I’m sixteen now and after years of looking up to you, I truly want to say I am sorry. You two don’t deserve this. I can see the love in both of your guys’ eyes every time you look at each other. It’s unconditional love. Jalen said it, you guys are going to be amazing parents one day and I know it for sure. Your passion for eachother shows that one day your next little munchkin is going to endure that same love and feel safe in y’all’s arms. I’m not religious, but I know somehow, somewhere, Seven is watching y’all. and always will be. Sarai and Jalen, you guys are so strong and I can fathom how hard this is and will be for y’all. Please, do whatever you need, and whatever you can in your power, to heal.

You’re stronger than I am. My baby girl stopped moving when I was 36 weeks. I went into labor and just held her and hated a lot of things. It’s been 2 years and I still can’t really share anything about her. I have her ashes in my room. Thank you for this video.

I can see the hurt in your eyes and hear it in your voices. I can’t imagine the emotions you guys have been going through. I’ve watched you for years and have been inspired by your strength and growth you’ve had. God will never leave you, just lean upon him and be there for each other. Sending so much love. ❤️

The part where you were in your car crying, my heart shattered and I just wanted to reach through the screen and give you the biggest hug. I am sending you and Jalen many condolences and love. Your precious boy will never been forgotten.💙

she had to go through all this footage and go thru all these emotions and my heartbreaks for them they are so strong sending love and prayers for you both

Sending you so much love. This was heartbreaking to watch but I know this will help so many future families who go through the same thing or have a scare. Love you so much he will be with you forever 🤍

You can see the pain in his eyes and how much he's been crying. I'm sorry guys. I hope the best and healing to you

The fact that I used to watch your hair routines 12 years ago and now you’re posting this..I feel like I grew up with you in a sense. I really feel for you and I am so sorry this happened. It’s hard to imagine a worse pain. We love you and support you.

You and Jalen are so strong for sharing this with the world. Love you Sarai!! ❤

this is really so heartbreaking, watching the beginning footage just made me so sad seeing how excited you and your families were. i’m sorry you’re going through this, i can’t even imagine, but i’m glad you guys have so many people in your life who are there for you and are doing their best to support and help you. big BIG hugs to both of you, take all the time and breaks you need. also seven is such a beautiful and unique name, i hope you continue to see 7s all around you so you’re reminded he’s always with you

I’m hesitant to watch this as I lost my daughter at 16.4 weeks. But it’s important that you know you’re not alone. I had a genetic test on her placenta and there were NO abnormalities. Her heart just stopped one day. I actually went into full blown labor and delivered her vaginally. It was devastating. It’s devastating knowing, it’s devastating not knowing. I am so, SO sorry for the loss of your angel baby. Sending healing thoughts❤️❤️

Sarai, it’s been so long since we last talked but I wanted to let you know I am sending you both a huge heart of love. I can’t imagine what you went through and are still going through. He will be watching over you for forever. ❤️🌈

oh sarai, i’m so sorry about this. my mom went through a miscarriage and it was so hard for her. but she got through it with time and you will too. we all love you and ur for sure in our prayers

I’m very sorry for your loss and your family’s loss. Thank you for sharing your experience on here. I feel like this video will be SO helpful for so many people going through something similar. ❤️

No one ever deserves this pain. You guys will be amazing parents one day and sevin will be looking down, loving you forever.

I can only imagine how hard it was to edit this. Please take all the time you and Jaylen need. Sending lots of love your way❤️❤️❤️

i can’t even imagine what you’re going through, but i sent you so much love and strength, you’re not alone ! and i wish you so much well

I miscarried a year ago and never told anybody but my bestfriend who passed away shorty after. I thought I felt okay and healed since then but this just hit different. I’m in tears. I’m sorry for your loss I’ve been watching u since were 16. Don’t give up!

My daughter was stillborn at 20 weeks, we have no known cause. This video had me in tears for you, no couple ever deserves this. No words I can say can help your pain, but I am sending too many prayers & good vibes. There is no greater pain then loosing a child, lean on each other❤️ we did cremation aswell, and I know the feeling of having nothing of them😭 my heart is broken for you both. Our rainbow baby came a year and a month later, she was covered in Angel kisses, I truly believe her sister did that. You are never alone😭❤️

sending you guys love, you have an angel guiding you forever 💗

growing up watching your videos it feels like you’re my close friend who i’ve known for years and watching this video just completely breaks my heart into little pieces. i’m so upset that you have to go through something as awful as this but you don’t know how incredibly strong you are. take your time, grieve, go through the whole process and i know you will come out an even stronger person who can take on anything in life. love you and jalen so much, i’m so sorry for your loss. r.i.p. seven❤️

Crying through this whole video, sending you all of my love and prayers. I can’t imagine how hard this is. There are no words.

This breaks my heart! Thank you for being so transparent and sharing your journey. Praying for peace during this difficult time.

I’m so sorry about this. I can’t believe that this happend to you guys. Sending prayers

I’m so sorry. This is honestly heartbreaking to watch, it’s making me cry😭 you guys are my favourites 🥺❤️ all my love and prayers❤️

This had me in tears. I can’t even imagine having to go through this. The Lord has a plan for y’all. He knew it was Seven’s time. Seven will always be watching y’all and he’ll always in your hearts. I will be praying for y’all and I am sending hugs. ❤️

As a labor and delivery nurse I am Thinking of you guys. I have cared for multiple women with this condition in their pregnancy. You are not alone. You are strong, and you are so strong for sharing your story with the world. It’s something not a lot of people talk about. Thinking of you through this time ♥️

sarai, i have been a follower for so many years at this point. i’ve always looked towards you as my older sister and you’ve held such a special place in my heart. i am so incredibly shocked at the news, and know there have been many tears shed for for you, jalen, and seven. i cried the whole video and continue to cry now. no one should ever have to go through this, but God knew you three would be able to handle it. like you said, you both will see seven again one day, and he will continue to love and support you both and your future children from above. i love you both more than words can express🖤 you’ve got people from all over the world thinking of you and praying for you. continue to stay strong.

So sorry for your loss. What you’re going through is unimaginable. My heart go eat out to you and your family. Stay strong, he’ll always be with you💙💙

i've been watching you since 2011. this truly breaks my heart, i couldn't stop crying. please take as much time as you need to recover we'll all be here waiting for you, i'm sending all my love to you both ❤

This video put me to tears. I can’t believe what you two are going through right now. I am so sorry for your loss, Take as much time as both of you need, and we will always be here with you guys! He will always be with us and watch over you guys! Thank you for sharing your experience on here, I know this will help a lot of family’s out there that are going through the same as you! I have watched you for a long time through all the good and bad, and I love you and support you so much! I’m sending you and your family lots of love and prayers!❤️❤️

You two are in my heart, thoughts, and prayers DAILY!!!! Sending you so much healing love and comfort!!! Please please please take all the time you need to grieve, to heal, and to process everything! Seven is with you ALWAYS and I know he is still watching over you both so proud of your strength!!!!! He is with you!! 💙💙💙💙

Been here since pizza, ranch and cherry coke and my heart breaks for you guys. My favorite people to watch by far. I’m so sorry you’re going through this pain❤️❤️

I’m so sorry! I just had my first baby and I can’t even imagine. This video literally made me cry! I wish you guys the best ahead and one day you will have a healthy baby!

This was a great dedication to the lost baby, and of how loved they were without even being here. You two are still a mom/dad despite the loss. Thanks for sharing the good and the bad of your life with us. We love y’all and you’re in my prayers.

Hey Sarai, I've been watching you since 2012. Watching you excited to tell your family, then crying in your car absolutely broke my heart and broke me out to tears alongside with you. I am so incredibly sorry for your loss... I can't even imagine the pain you and Jalen must be going through. I am sending you and your family so much love

8 weeks currently & every day I’m terrified! I’m sorry you lost your baby boy. I will be praying for your entire family.

I’m so sorry ❤️ My sister went through it a few months ago, and it’s much more common that society makes us think. Thank you for sharing this video, this topic shouldn’t be a taboo. Much love to you both and I’m sure god has a plan for you and you’ll have a healthy rainbow baby sooner than you think ❤️

I can’t imagine the pain you’re going through. I’m in tears and I just can pray for you guys. You guys are so strong. I just wish I could give you a hug so tight. God bless you and may He give you all the peace and rest you need🧡

When I tell you I was crying I mean I was bawling my eyes out the entire time. My heart hurts so bad for you guys. I’ve watched you Sarai since you were in high school and I can’t imagine what you are going through. You are such a tough cookie and inspire me every day. Nothing but love for you girl 💕💕💕💕

This was so raw and real. I’m sending you both hugs. I’m so sorry for this devastating loss ❤️

You’re so brave for sharing your story. Many women don’t speak about their loss but you’re helping a lot of us get through it just by sharing your journey. I’ve lost 4 babies and knowing I’m not alone is what got me through it.

This is absolutely heartbreaking, I'm so sorry to you both. Hold onto eachother.

You both are so unbelievably strong, I can not even imagine. My heart goes out to you and your family, and God is watching over you and protecting you. We love you Seven

From someone that struggles with infertility, thank you for using your platform to share your story. It’s not easy to open up about this topic, and I just wanted to let you know that you’re not alone. Struggling with pregnancy loss, and infertility is such an isolating experience. You are helping so many women feel less alone, and feel like they don’t have to keep their struggle to themselves. Healing is hard, and there’s no time frame to when you need to feel better. Grief comes in waves, but better days will come. Sending all the love your way!

my heart goes out to you both , i can’t imagine what you’re going through & i’m so sorry this happened. he will forever be with you and in your hearts , everything is in Gods plan 🤍

I’m so heartbroken for you, Sarai. As someone who has watched you on RU-vid for almost 10 year, I’m truly sorry.

im so sorry serai, please remember this isn’t your fault. your family is with you 100% of the way. your amazing and im so sorry for your loss of your baby. remember he or she is a rainbow baby now. they are proud of you already💕

I bawled my eyes out throughout this whole video. Im so sorry, you and Jalen are both so strong for sharing this!

Hearing your story makes me so emotional because I found out I was pregnant a day before you. November 24th. I was told a couple weeks later that I had a threatened miscarriage but there’s still a chance for my baby to survive. I bled for 3 weeks straight. It was the most stressful time of my life and I always worried that my baby would not survive. My partner was so supportive and he helped me get through it. Then when I was about 12 weeks pregnant he kicked me out of his house and disappeared out of my life. So I am currently 18 weeks pregnant and going through this journey alone. I am grateful but it’s definitely hard having someone go from being happy and supportive to just completely abandoning you and your baby. I’m very happy you guys have each other to get through this tough time. I know you’ll have a beautiful child soon just don’t give up on each other. Stay strong!❣️

I literally cried watching this video your guys are in my thoughts and prayers I can't imagine how hard this truly is. We all love you!!

This is so personal, thank you for sharing with us. Moments like this that is not immediately shared is why viewers should not ask personal questions in the comments. The content creator is going through Lord knows what and viewers are meddling posing reminder questions.

I haven’t finished watching. But thank you for sharing your story. Such a vulnerable thing to talk about, but you’re helping so many people

Seeing y’all in pain brought me to tears. I’m sending my love💙 he will always be watching over you and his siblings to come. Love you

I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. I can’t even begin to imagine what you’re going through, sending you all my love and strength 🌸

oh sarai, there are no words to heal your pain. He will ALWAYS be with you. I am so happy you have jalen by your side and an amazing family to help you through these times. You both are so strong. This is a heartbreaking video but the small clips of you excited and telling your family were beautiful, and I know seven see's it, and I know he felt how much he was loved. Your rainbow baby is coming and can't wait to meet you. Stay strong my girl. ❤

I’m so sorry about this

I’ve been a subscriber of Sarai since I was a kid. To see her grow and come into all her milestones it’s amazing. I’m truly sending all my prayers to you and Jalen. I’m in tears cause I couldn’t imagine going through this. God bless you guys 🙏🏾

I cannot imagine what you two are going through, this hurts my heart. 🥺 You guys are still considered amazing and loving parents! ❤️ You have an amazing guardian angel watching over you and your future kiddos. The next one will be your rainbow baby, and you guys will be amazing parents to them as well. 🌈 Sometimes the universe unfortunately doesn’t deal us the card we expected, and I am sending love to both of you. I am so sorry you and your families are going through this. You both are still such amazing parents for whenever the cards are dealt in your favor. Praying for you guys. ❤️

My heart goes out to your family. The pain is unexplainable and heart wrenching. I was in tears watching this as it took me back to my miscarriage. You never think it will happen to you until it does 😭 I pray the Lord provides you with comfort knowing Seven is watching over you guys. When you are ready I am sure he would love a sibling and that rainbow baby will be a blessing 💕

Bawling my eyes out and I’m only 6 min in. The amount of love and joy for the lil babe.. my heart hurts extremely for you and Jalen. He will never be forgotten. ❤️

I just wanna thank you for sharing your story with us. That couldn’t have been easy for you or your family. I pray you guys get your rainbow baby 🌈 and I pray for your health mentally and physically.

Honestly I won’t try understand what you’re going through but time heals all wounds and you guys have so many great things in store for you in the future❤️

The pain, excitement and love was so abundant in this. I can feel every single emotion through the screen. We love you guys so so much. We’re thinking of you as you navigate through this hard time.❤️❤️❤️

This video brought me to tears..the fact that you went through all this footage just to share it with the world is so strong. You and your entire family are in my prayers. I love you Sarai ❤️

I’m so sorry, I can’t even imagine what y’all are going through. I will keep both of you in my prayers♥️

I can't stop crying, this is something you shouldn't have to go through. Keeping you in my prayers ❤️❤️

This video has me on a rollercoaster of emotions. I can hardly imagine what you two are going through. Your baby boy is with you forever, and wherever you are. Always. Sending you all the love and support. He is looking out for you always.

I miscarried in October and again right after in November. Me and my husband bawled our eyes out watching this. We completely understand you guys and what you are going through. One second I want to be numb the next I want to cry the next I want to be so mad at my body. We are strong and we will have our babies one day. Sending all the positive vibes your way for the future. Loves

I found out on Dec, 5, I was 4 weeks. On my birthday Jan 18 at 10 weeks we lost our baby. I can’t explain the pain we feel and the unanswered questions we have. This video made me feel not alone.

Wow, between yalls excitement and love and your family’s pure JOY reactions you have a wonderful world of support. Baby boy will ALWAYS be with you. I’m so sorry for your loss. Best parents ever.

This tore my heart up. I cant even begin to imagine how you guys feel. I'm so sorry. 😥

Wow this was tough to watch 😪cant even imagine what you guy's are going through. This sucks . Praying for you and your families . Seven was so loved ❤️

I can’t imagine what you’re going through right now and how hard watching these clips must have been Sending you and your family all the love possible💖

I can’t imagine of what you’re going through it breaks my heart to see you like this 😢 I’m sending my love to you guys stay strong 💕

My heart breaks for you both. I could not imagine going through something so hard. Sending all of the positivity and strength to you. 💔

This was so hard to watch, but so necessary for so many mamas that have lost babies. I’m so sorry for you and Jalen’s loss 🥺💕 Sending you guys so much love, strength, healing & prayers. 👼🏻

Can’t imagine how hard this must be for you two 🤍 Sending you both all my love and prayers ❤️

You were due the day before my birthday. I can't imagine going from the extreme highs of happiness to the lows. Sending you both love

my heart is broken, i’m so sorry for your loss. don’t give up love, Gods timing. sending you love and prayers 💖

omg I can’t imagine how hard it was to edit this video for you, it was so hard for me to watch this video it really touched my heart, my love goes out to you guys 💕 stay strong god has a plan, thank you so much for sharing something so personal, ✨❤️ i love you guys sending out prayers 🙏🏻

Sending love, hugs & prayers. I am so sorry to hear that this happened. My heart breaks for you guys. May God surround you with peace and comfort during this difficult time ❤️❤️❤️

I can only imagine the emotions you guys are going threw! I am so sorry for your loss! Like you said and was told, he will always be first. Sending all my love to you and Jaylen ❤️

Sending so much love to you both. As someone who has lost 2 babies, I feel your pain. ❤️ better days are coming and he’s with you 💙

I’m so sorry for your guys’s loss. I can’t even imagine. Sending you guys all the love in the world ❤️❤️❤️❤️

I kinda grew up watching you… I’m so sorry that you’re both having to go through this. Best of wishes to you and your significant other and you’ll be in my prayers as well as many others. 💖🥺

i’m sending y’all so much love right now 🥺💗 tears were rolling down my face as soon as you told jalen ): i know y’all are going though so much right now & i’ll try to send all the positivity your way 💟🕊

I’ve followed you since I was a young teen. I’m so sorry you had to experience this, Sarai. Keeping you and your family in my prayers💛

I’m so sorry for your loss , I feel your pain. He’s looking over you from above . Stay strong sending both of you love and hugs

This breaks my heart .. I’ve been watching you since I was like 9 .. sending so many prayers . Y’all are so amazing and strong

I really know what your going through i just delivered my baby girl and she was still born i was 7 months im just as lost as u are im crying everyday just take it one day at a time all of us are here for you