Calm down! This is a hobby and nothing more, just take it easy. If you aren't stressed and if you aren't constantly trying to milk ideas just to upload something, then we will have better content and you will have a better mood.
I mean no offense by this at all!!! but you seem to be trying to be way too professional for less than 300 subscribers. Weekly uploads are for the big guys, and most of them don’t do that anyway! So don’t try holding yourself to that standard! Hopefully everyone thing works out in your favor, I wish you luck
Yeah, that's actually why I wanted to try uploading weekly. So, many of the horror creators I love upload so few and far inbetween, I wanted to upload more consistantly. But with my job it's just not feasible.