well, my birthday is in a few hours (30th!!) and so i decided to make this smol 100 talent noob lvl montage of my favorite sawano piece in the entire world, with my touch ofc :"). this compilation is an attempt at translating my psyche into a visual format when i hear this piece, and a homage to a devastating world, gleaming in it's poisonous magnificence. the scenes do stich up a story, if you can figure it out i'll be more than happy to read ;)
eren the coordinate is a piece that is so dear to me, and as i tumble around the sun one more time, i can't help but think how i used to feel that this vessel was the most limiting form i have ever been chained in.
freedom is a very dear ideal to me, but we're our own slaves, like eren. liberation, therefore, begins with us. it is a battle we wage upon ourselves from the ground up in a quest to become formidable, externalities then, are of mere consequence.
chanakya had noted that if you cannot define your goals, you cannot win. and i really think in order to be truly free, regardless of the inevitable material chains life will put us under, out of obligation or a spur of mind; we must forever stay free in our head, for that will dictate our reaction to adversity.
it is with this maxim that i operate my life from, once you are at peace with yourself, can you achieve the improbable, for you have the limitless of buddha in you as a free one.
objections of the enemy of your mind such as intrusive thoughts, second-guessing, perceived incompetence, loneliness, anger, and negativity all are schemers that wish to rob you of your emancipation and aspirations. only through the strength, persistence and discipline that rests deep in the abyss of your soul can you rally them to your side and emerge victorious, and the path to this, however treacherous, is worth it.
through the ironing of my mind, i can look at the biggest obstacles in my life, crack my knuckles, laugh, and get to quite frankly, beat it's a**, no matter how many times i lose- because i am free.
i am free, and i can achieve anything i dare dream of, no matter how risky it is, i will not go down without a fight.
we're all running till the end of the line, might as well be a bada** mf throughout it's course.
that is the lesson i have learned during my time as a wanderer in this world, and this is what snk teaches me as well, that is why i am immensely indebted to this series. i wish you to be as limitless as you can be, it would be a disservice to not live up to our truest potential.
update at 70k: once again, as this is gaining traction due to algorithm- a big FUCK you, if you don't like/shit on a simple video i made for myself as my birthday gift, stay mad because my hand slipped and deleted your comment, cry about my shitty editing somewhere else :D i enjoy reveling in my exceptional montage's mediocrity and i promise you if i were a serious editor i'd be off monetizing my content. im going to enjoy my patheticness anyways (:
6 сен 2024
