Mate, nowhere near what you went through but I can relate to a degree.. I was banging steds but not looking after myself - got a bicep injury whilst training, really swollen then I started pissing brown urine. Thought nowt of it! Drank lots of water and after 3 days it sorted itself out. Happened again a month or 3 later, this time I went to hospital just because I wanted to get a few days off work 😂 straight to ER, no waiting, rushed off to renal, my CK was 20k+, kidney failure. Mum and sister then went through my drawers at home and found all my gear. Full blown telling off and hysterics on the ward… I was lucky, a lucky moron. Changed my life around, for the better now and trying to make Mum proud daily. You have lived 10 lives in 30 years mate, hope you enjoy as much life as possible and make your loved ones proud ✝️
Wow bro what a story thanks for sharing that you sound like you got rhampnomyosis serious when not treating bro you where lucky the thing with steroids is like myself we all where putting these powerful hormones in are body with no real idea of what we doing me personally I take bit of test.about 250 a week for lots of different reasons I fucked up my own test which is a main one steroids will always be in sport and if you ain't involved in elite sports why risk. Your health you can't keep on to the muscles when you stop and you have to stop one day great point you brought up big respect Tom 👊👊👊👊
@@tatts_with_traps Yes that’s the syndrome, Rhabdomsomething in my head. The docs didn’t know why steroid use in some people can cause it but when they saw my test levels at the time they put it down to that. Who knows. Great channel and great insight for the children. Even if you can put 1 in school away from street then it’s all worth it 👍 the others will have to throw the dice like we did.
Until watching the above have always thought it was being smart leaving it to the "professionals" turns out was just being lazy. Massive thanks for sharing
@@tatts_with_traps I know it wouldn’t b you mate . It’s RU-vid n there filters get it on loads of vids. Appericate ur honesty and rawness in the vids to