Hey Elzani, loved this video. I'm hospitalized with anorexia and i wanted to let you know that you are the person who saved my life! Your video's are the highlight of my days and I want to tell you that you're perfect the way you are and what you do is wonderful. I wondered if you would like to do another fear food video? I feel that those video's even help me more with eating & trying to recover. 💞❤️
You can do it!! I believe in you. You can fight those thoughts; You are stronger than your thoughts; You can do it. Let me know if there is anything I can do to help you!! I would love to post videos that would help you with your ED.
@@sabrinabaker5339 oh wow that's so sweet from you. Well I'm so scared to eat anything 'unhealthy' like a kinder bueno because i mostly crave it when i'm feeling hungry (most of the times i just feel pain) but ones I start eating a piece, I often eat the hole thing... After eating it I try to workout (even though i must rest because of my low hart beat) and eat as good as nothing for the next week. I really don't know how to handle with these thoughts and feelings... Could you maybe help me with that? Much love and thx for you message 🥰😔❤️
@@tatyanacottry57 I understand that feeling. That is very common for people in recovery. You deserve to eat that piece of chocolate. Do you have any other fear foods? I want to make a video with some tips for hou
@@sabrinabaker5339 oow so nice, i have many fear foods.... Croissants,all pastries, maltezers, chips, french fries, burgers, spaghetti bolognaise, mac and cheese, any type of cheese, dairy milk, ice cream, biscuits, (belgium) sugar wafers, M&M's , choclate bars ex: snickers/bueno, pizza, salmon baked in butter, fishfingers, nutella and biscoff spread, chicken curry, steak, minced meat, burger buns, toast, tofu, liquid calories such as milkshakes or cola are terrifying, everything baked in oil or butter, everything fried, muesli, coco pops, sweats, CAKE, white chocolate is the devil, melon, hummus,... i can keep going but these where the most important ones. Thx for all your support!🥰💖
@@tatyanacottry57 You can get through this. I’m going to try to make a video that will help. Stay tuned for when I post it. I’ll find it this week. Do you mind if I screenshot your response to put in the video?? Like a dedication ?
I've struggled with anorexia for 12 years now, and I'm in a really bad place right now. But seeing how genuinely happy, free and in peace you are gives me hope that there really is a chance of getting on the other side, and getting my life back... so thank you Elzani for being such an incredible person, and a spark of light in all of this darkness ❤❤ You are beautiful, inside and out 🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸👑👑👑👑👑👑
Hang in there, literally when it’s hard, I have learned to take it 1 minute at a time. Do the best you can and push through for 1 more minute! You can beat anything 1 minute at a time. You can! I promise!
So great to see you looking so genuinely relaxed and happy. You have worked so hard to achieve this and been through some really hard times throughout your recovery journey but persevered and it seems to be paying off.... I'm honestly so proud of you for getting to this point and so grateful for sharing your journey to help so many others to attempt recovery too ❤️❤️❤️
Love how your Grandma always buys you Maltesers, bless her. Mine always used to buy smarties 💕 Glad you allowed yourself to eat the whole box and pushed away the guilt the anorexia tried to make you feel again...
Lying here in the hospital bed with a feeding tube and you calms me down. You make me wanna fight, I just have to keep pushing through. Thank you for being you❤️❤️❤️
I love that you don't care anymore! You're just enjoying You're life!!! I could cry, scream & hug you at the same time! 😭🙉🤗 xxx You give me SOOOO much hope!
I love watching your videos and imagining what it would be like to take a walk without a mask and not pass by loads of other humans (I live near the city so it’s stressful to take walks sometimes). It looks so relaxing where you live🥺💖
Your video cheered me up after a week of (really weird not official) gcse mock exams. I was literally about to have a mental breakdown because of the stress and then your upload instantly cheered me up! You’re such an inspiration! You have no idea how many people’s lives you’re changing for the better! Thank you Elzani!
Just stumbled across your RU-vid and Instagram 😊 it is just so awesome to see your recovery, showing so many people that recovery is possible, whatever struggles they might be facing ❤️ you are such a wonderful and strong person 😊
Of course another Incredible video by Elzani 👍😎🖤🥊🕊️ Such an amazing weekend ☺️ I really love how you just freely have food now such as different parts for breakfast and lunch even snackies...you inspire me sooo much...you have a great/better relationship with not just the food but with your family as well. It's beautiful ❤️💜💙🖤 I love your cooking, your sooo good at it, yeay I get sooo happy when you smile just about anything...the lovely walks, the interesting talks, the laughs, cuddles and playtime with Blaze, family stuff, cooking, singing, recovery stuff, chillaxing on the sofa, and much much more.... I would be sooo excited and happy to hang out with you for a day. That would be an incredible day. And yes, there is never too much especially if you have deprived yourself of such lovely healthy foods. I'm soo happy, proud and glad that you also allow yourself to try things you have tried in the past and new to give it a chance. It's inspiring. Food is not always at our liking so it's not perfect you know? So that's awesome 😎👍. All the food you try/have is amazing because it well...it just is. It's awesome and cute that you really do live in the moment now. Remember when you spent hours contemplating on breakfast, snacks, pre-planning, thoughts about the food after having it..the guilt...but now it's like the complete opposite, I loooooove it!!!! I can't wait until I feel as free as you do. I know no one it's perfect everyday or like that other person but you get what I mean...much much happier and fufilled in life. Btw, wowza with all the baked oats, I've commented on your instagram already but they are incredible, so bakey and guey. I'm soo glad you've been loving so many different things now as well. Like baked oats, guacamole (always love to hear you sing your guac song😂🥑), different sauces, bagel 🥯 combos, all the chocolates, and sweets...etc... Also, remember when you said you wanted to be as free with food as your Mum? And look at you now!!! Now she even goes along/copies you lol because your having such great foods. 😊😂👏🤸🖤 I love you sooo much Elzani, you help me every day in my life/recovery/through the tough stuff/anxiety/thoughts/body image/food...etc...you really do. I admire you soo much. You mean the world to me 😝 sooo cheesy lol. Hope you don't mine that. I love your supportive family, they say and do things that help me as well as they tell you. I always think..."if Elzani can do this, and I know she will, I can too"...tehehehe yeah... Well, I know it was an amazing weekend and there are many more to come. Hope the best for you, always 🖤🤸🥯🥑👍🥊🕊️☺️😎🍫🥄🚗💪🐾🎶🍦🥣🍰💃💜💙🛌👩🍳🧓🌄🏖️🍎🍓🍅🌶️🥒🥦🌽🌰🥜🍞🥞🥔🥚🧀🍔🥪🌯🍛🍬☕🏡🎥📺🛒🛋️🧣🧤🆓☯️☮️💭
Hi elzani!! Your videos are so amazing, awesome and wholesome Whenever you post a video it makes me smile You and your family is incredible and I hope you post more in the future⭐️⭐️
Yasssss queen this makes me so unbelievably happy🤩✨ you’re so amazing and it literally warms my heart seeing how far you’ve come - you are hands down my biggest inspiration ever💛
I found you recently, watched your first almost 2 hour long video. Commented a few times, but I’m not sure you revisit those videos, or if you should. But WOW 🤩 YOU ARE SO STRONG AND BRAVE! Life is crazy keep moving forward.
You look so healthy Elzani! So pleased for you 💖 I've watched your journey since the first video on your other chanel and just want to say how amazing you're doing xx
finallllyyy i’m able to watch this video!! i’ve just been admitted for the first time so when i saw the notification that you posted i got soooo excited💗💗💗 your such an inspiration
When you popped up about to cut the onion I lost it 😭😭😭🤣🤣🤣 thanks for yet another video that I smiled the entire way through. You’re amazing Elzani ❤️❤️
How do you do it .please help me.i gain 1kg after my first binge.and I want to give up.i feel like I don,'t want to gain weight.i am suffering from the anorexia.
Truly love your videos and your positive/happy attitude. How is your mum going? I've recently re-watched your mum cancer video. Hope she is doing well xxx
Hey elzani loved the vid as always- I've been a fan from the start ❤ I have a history of ED's and find your so inspiring.. Your recovery journal has been incredible to watch but I was just wondering.. How do you cope with weight gain and body image etc? That seems to be such a huge barrier for me.. Sorry if you or anyone else finds this triggering. Xx
It was by people who love you and want the best for you❤️ it's going to be hard but you can do it and you deserve to be healthy and happy :) sending lots of love
@@user-fs2zv2lb2i It makes me really happy to read this comment, thank you very much. Sometimes just hearing something like this from someone unknown is exactly what you need, so thank you, b. Truely.
help im recovered but am having a slip how do you try and not focus on calories and should i eat when im hungry im 14 and having growth spurts but keep sticking to my maintain mealplan im 5 ft 4 btw
Will you do the inpatient video? You said you would after the hospital video No pressure btw!! Also I was wondering how you are feeling now. About food and if you feel like you've fully recovered I'd like to see those videos ^^ But again no pressure ~ Its up to you
