I started watching you two about 3 months ago and I try to never miss a video. On April 28th I came home to find my beloved, cherished husband dead under a rolled over utv. I have been trying so hard to go on every day and your positive outlook in your videos helps me more than you know. Love and blessings from Wisconsin, USA.
Homesteading Ways oh how I hope you have community surrounding you when you need it. That's absolutely devastating. I wish for you to be engulfed in support and love and as much peace as earthly and spiritually possible.
I suffer from chronic illnesses and I do let it defeat me a lot of days. Then I see videos here and Emily is kicking butt and not taking cancer lying down. I wish for an ounce of that. Emily is still such an inspiration Even after her transition, I am Watching these and it has put a lot in perspective for me. I need to move and not fight to stay in bed,. I need do the opposite of what I am doing. Thank you for keeping this channel up for everyone. Emily is still changing lives through her story. Forever grateful. 🙏🏻💕
I fucking miss you so much. I never knew it was possible to feel this way for someone I've never met. My heart breaks for Aisha and that makes me so sad. You must've been an angel on Earth Emily. Maybe you really were too good for this shit world.
I miss this little diamond 💎 I’m grateful for these videos as they remind me what true strength and beauty are all about. Thoughts are with you still, Em & Aisha x
Emily hook up with PEEWEETOMS (TOM). He's also in the same/similar situation as yourself and he's also getting treatment at the same hospital in South Kensington (i think). Both of you are vloging your journey to overcome this on youtube. I think both of you may be sharing a lot of the subs/viewers. He comes across lovely!
Oh there is also a lovely lady in Texas, her name is Sarge I'm sure it's 24pawsncreamer or 24pawsncoffeecreamer , I think that Sarge follows PeeWeeToms. On her RU-vid thingy I mentioned Emily. Sarge is going for a palliative appt because she feels ready, she has spoken to her wife about it, an appt. was made for her and she went but it was a disaster coz it was to soon & now she is ready. She is driving her 'pacman' lol, her beloved yellow jeep wrangler as much as she can, she had chemo one time and stopped as she was so I'll, so she has had no treatment.She is only in her late 30's. xXx ☺
You crushed life all the way to the end! I so admired your strength and positivity Working out till you could give no more A very special person Fly high Em!
Coming back to your vlogs to remember you Emily. RIP ❤ seriously you were taken wayyyy too soon. I hope you are doing OK Aisha ❤ sending you lots of love and strength 💙💙
I'm happy I came across your channel Emily. Love your drive. I love watching you and your journey. Keep being strong in this life. It's a beautiful thing to be alive. I myself became a paraplegic at 18 yrs old 21 yrs ago from an auto accident/passenger. Was always strong willed before and needed that ten fold after. I've met some of the best people in my life through it. Keep pressin. ✌👊
It's very difficult to accept that this amazing girl is no longer with us, she was such an inspiration in how she lived life to the max in the face of such pain and worry. There has to be a special place where her energy and vitality continues to bloom... we have to have hope and have faith. I've been looking about and I've found great consolation in the writings of Emmanuel Swedenborg... through the Swedenborg foundation. It's worth having a look through his writings if like me you are seeking solace after a bereavement.... most of us hope that death is not the end and our loved one's have just moved to another realm. I was impressed by what I've read so far and it is my hope that if it is true Emily is there now pain and worry free .... happy and content.
This video is just one month before she passed. Look how alive she looks, sounds etc. Cancer is a fucking bastard 😡 In just 30 odd days Emily went from this to losing the quality in her speech and her body to passing away. I hate CANCER 👎😡 RIP Emily we will miss you ❤️ xx
Emily thank you for posting this video! The garden looks beautiful! Another nice video. Saw it right away and immediately clicked to watch it. Lots of love to you both! You are amazing! Take care of yourself!🙂
Emily I admire your positivity so much you are helping me deal with personal issues of my own your strength amazes me and I just want to say thank you❤️
I love watching you. Haven’t missed a video in months. You are so positive yet real. You have to be. Being stressed about it is your true feelings. I love that you can share that with us. Thank you. Hugs 💞
I love your place and the garden is really pretty! I cant say I know what youre going through because I cant imagine! You are a really strong person with a great attitude. Keep fighting!
I started watching you guys awhile ago and am truly uplifted by your positive attitude and zest for life. Your pics are beautiful and show the true love between you. Keep doing what you’re doing! ❤️ from Maryland.
Love your vlogs Emily and i also love how it puts life in perspective the shit we worry about is nothing compared to you. I love that your beautiful wife is such a kind soul and shes found a outlet for her stress with all her flowers xx
You’re amazing! Don’t think for one second you’re not being enthusiastic! You’re so inspirational and I’m just so grateful I’ve met you ( I know I haven’t personally, but in a weird way you’re like my friend) you really do put my whole life into a new perspective and for that I’ll be forever grateful ❤️
She talks about silver linings. What an inspiration to us all! I love to watch all her vidoes and as much as im sad she had a shirt life she uplifts me. My heart my spirit on dark days. Thank you Emily for what you left behind for us all xxx
Such an amazing woman, no wonder you are soo missed by soo many ppl, im glad you had the time you had,but still unfair tho 😢 rip agn beautiful Em xxoo💔
Thanks for the update. Im glad Aisha is enjoying her gardening and Im praying your Dr appt tomorrow goes well. Keeping you both in my thoughts and prayers!!! Love and light!!
Just love you girlies, been watching you for 6 months now. The wedding was just awesome. My brother has just had a terminal cancer diagnosis Emily and your blog is giving me the informal I need to help my brother through this nightmare. We need to help him to stay positive and LIVE the time he has left. Thank you Emily for sharing your journey while you battle Cancer. Love you and keep fighting you are one amazing cookie xxxxxx
Watching you two is so uplifting and inspiring! I love how you each really care about what your partner likes. Really sweet to watch!! The garden is really nice.🌺 Try not to worry to much Emily. You are very loved and supported!❤️
Love the jumper em. You could talk all day and I’d never get bored of listening. Garden looks amazing. Well done Aisha!! Good luck tomorrow at docs. Thinking of you😘
I've been following you since I saw the programme back last year. U love the fact that you are beating the odds. I reckon your positive attitude has a massive amount to do with this. Much love to you and Aisha.xx
I had horrible edema when I was ill. How you’ve managed to go along without it this far is literally amazing, love! I’m sure it’s a T&D side effect - the pain, liver, etc. Lots of love from your fellow British fan in New York! 👍🏼❤️🧡💛💚💙💜. ***Sidenote*** please always say what’s on your mind. Good, bad or ugly. We’re here to listen as we all love you heaps, mate! You give us motivation, inspiration and hope. We can give you our ears! I’m knackered so off with me!
I know I don't have much to offer in comments, but a thumbs up doesn't do justice the amount I enjoy watching you both! You are just beautiful human beings.
Its incredible how well you look and the energy you have. Lots of positive energy for you and thankyou for being such a huge inspiration. Kuddos to Ashley's garden 🌷🌸🌹🌼
Most people need to live a long time in order to live the life you have. You are showing us how to live with grace and certainly how to be more thankful for the life we do have, even if it is challenging. Bravo Emily! Continue to take each day as it comes, none of us really knows what is coming our way.
Your attitude is amazing, Emily. You are absolutely incredible. And Aisha is one of the wisest people I have ever listened to; her way of thinking and manipulating everything to the positive is just so pure and insightful. You two blow me away with your inner strength, love and positive mental attitude.
You both bring such inspiration & comfort, that the comments sometimes move me to tears. I'm hoping that a great visit with the team tomorrow is among the many rewards owed you beauts. Fingers crossed & love from Atlanta
Just want to say that you inspire me every day. I don't have cancer personally and I can't begin to imagine what it's like for you but your videos give me positivity and have made me think of life in a different way. I am in awe of how both you and Aisha are always so upbeat no matter what and live life to the fullest! Keep going and fingers crossed for the doctors! You're absolutely amazing. Lots of love Ella x
The garden looks great and those flowers are beautiful. I quite like that the vlogs are wordy as I’m sure it’s better for you to not to hold all you are thinking in. Hope all goes well at the doctors. Lots of love to you both as always 💖💖💖💖
I know that, as much as I have been through in my life, it can’t compare with what you face every day. Along with a ton of other garbage, I lost my best friend in August and just lost my other best friend, my precious mom, on April 28th.. but watching you guys live each day to the fullest, and live them with a smile.. gives me strength to keep smiling and fighting too. You inspire me beyond words ♥️ Love you guys a lot.
I adore any video you put out, whether it is you out and about doing thing, or sitting down and chatting to us. I am personally here for you and your personality, so any chance I get to enjoy it, I love it.xx
I hope everything goes okay with the Doctors! I've terminal brain cancer, and started watching your vlogs about a month after my diagnosis. I.just wanted to say you help me so much it's untrue. Your positivity and how honest and straight forward and strong you are, you give me so much hope and strength at a time where i felt i was just drowning all the time after hearing my prognosis.Thank you so much. Xx
Hey Hun, wether your vlogs are about day to day stuff, shopping, going out to eat, hospital routine or, well just anything you do, day to day, is always lovely. The music that goes through is lovely too. I love your chatty vlogs aswell. Well In fact I just love all you do. Your like a breath of fresh air hun. I hope your pain eases up real soon and the water retention buggers off too. . Love the “cankles”and “ thankles” remark lol. Good luck at the docs lovely. Loved Aisha and her gorgeous plants. Gardens going to look beautiful all summer xxx
Emily, I am a nurse and work on an oncology ward...I have never seen anyone like you! You are a tower of strength to yourself and all around you...and example of the fact that a PMA and laughter are the best medicine. Keep going!
I spotted a friend's comment on a Facebook post and had a look at her blog. She mentioned she had met you and to check out your vlogs.....I binge watched them all on Saturday morning and laughed and cried at them. ..I have had cancer twice and wish I had your amazing positivey...so pleased I have discovered your vlogs, you are both amazing, good luck with everything xx
Hoping tomorrow you receive good news from the docs Emily. One can only imagine how you must be feeling right now...Keep your fighting strength and spirit no matter what the results are. Absolutely love Aishas garden shopping. You can both enjoy the beautiful flower colours and plants throughout the Summer. Its lovely just seeing you being you, there is no order needed. Talk as you feel, it's your coping way as is your humour. You are loved for being you. Sending a big gentle hug girl. xx
Dollface, given what youre fighting I'm sure we all understand you having days where you're fed up and worried....you'd have to be a robot not to feel anything like that. You are truly a phenomenon...youre strong, beautiful, rational, lively, exciting and excitable, loving entertaining, interesting...I could go on....you have become a daily part of thousands of people's lives, based purely on your personality...and you have our love behind you wherever you go. Hope you get some answers at the doc's. Keep tearing the arse out of it kiddo....big hooj enormous green fingered love to you and Aisha 💕
You are my inspiration, you are everybodies inspiration. The only difference is, if I got the termal call, I would not do the chemo, I would live till I could not. You inspire others, that's your purpose in life, how cool is that! (Since my child died in a freak accident, she was 26, waiting for a bus with her bike, some old guy had a heart attack, transversed 4 lanes of highway to take the only person standing there out. They both died) Since then, and why I found you, is I have been knee deep in NDR's and the experience. What is the most common element is that we have a purpose, and I am guessing yours is this blog, and your wife, it's her resilience, her garden. It's awesome. Have no fear, after it's so cool!!
Emily....the garden dust around your nose was just too cute. You never cease to brighten my day even when I know you are having a bad day, you are stronger than I am on my good days. I love watching your video's and your love for Aisha. Bless you both>
Aisha you make so much sense...you do need to keep living Emily! The garden will look so lovely when the flowers and veges are in full bloom and I can’t wait to see it in a few weeks...a great investment. Im crossing my fingers and praying hard in the hopes your test results are a miracle! You are achieving so much more than they anticipated and you are beating the odds...kick this cancer in the arse!
That's what we are here foe when you need to talk and get stuff out there instead of just in your head . Aisha as always is correct enjoy what your eating, not being to strict because enjoying your favourite food is to me a tonic, not comfort eating but a lift as I sit with my half a 🍉 can't get enough love them. Good luck for tomorrow take care both xx😉
It’s people like you that makes me and so many others realize that our lives are not worth complaining about. You are amazing to do all the things you do even though you don’t feel well. Prayers coming your way. You are going to kick your cancer and brain tumors in the ass. Love 💕 you lots, you’re a beautiful amazing woman and so is Aisha. Sorry if I (sp) her name wrong.
I just feel honoured that you feel able to come on here and share your story and talk to us. It's good to talk and not bottle it up and we are, after all, your friends. Hope all goes well at the doctors. Love to you both xx
You are doing so well, Emily, don’t be concerned about us, if you are anxious and worrying that’s your truth, we are ok with it, we’re here to support and pray for you.xxx
You are such an inspiration in every way. I dont know where this will all end for you but with everthing I am I pray for that miracle. You are so much more than your cancer.. i would love to know someone like you Emily.. Karla Richardson
We live watching your videos Em - and I am very touched that you feel able to share your thoughts with us all. You & Aisha are a very brave and very generous couple - thank you for teaching me how to be brave and generous like you. I will be thinking of you both as you go for your doctor’s appointment tomorrow. Lots of love to you both XXXX
Thinking of you Emily! Sending positive thoughts for your appt on Tues! And- you and Aisha have the best attitude....you guys are such a pleasure to watch!
You are honestly such an inspiration and motivator for me, Emily. While I can't say I am battling the same things as you are, I fight my own battle with anxiety and depression on a daily basis. Watching your videos every day over the course of the last couple months, has helped me so much. Every time I feel like something is too hard, I think to myself "Well, if Emily can find the strength to do that, I can do this" and it gets me out of the ruts I find myself in. So thank you for making these videos, and for being such an amazing source of positivity. Love you and Aisha so much :) xxx
Art By Emilie i feel exactly the same.anxiety has ruled over my life for the last few years but now i have emily in my head and when i am struggling i think of her and it all falls into perspective.she has helped me so much more then she will ever even know!
Yes! That is so true. It really does put things into perspective. Like all the little things I find myself bothered by, they seem so silly in comparison. She really just makes me want to try harder and be more positive. :)
Art By Emilie you literally took the words tight out of my mouth, I feel the exact same way, although I am not going through half as much as Emily is I too have my own medical problems and mental demons. She is amazing and so strong and motivating I just love them both too. Take care xx
I was about to write exactly this! I found that L-Theanine which is just a food supplement has helped with my anxiety. It's extremely mild and didn't do anything to start with, then I discovered that taking one before I went out helped calm me down enough I could get out of the door.
You are amazing. Gardening is great therapy, so glad Aisha has found it. I agree with your wife - You should eat whatever you want... Whatever makes you happy. Anxiety sadly, is something we can't really avoid. You are doin' a fabulous job with everything. Sending you love and support.
