Peace God, all i have to say is that no matter what, when got married i could not make the same movements i did in my past to make things happen, the way i want them to. I have no idea if it's because He has me or He is just tired of masking said moves to make sure our life happens the way it would if He and i were just seeing one another.>SHRUGS
BTW we do not have kids, i had student loans to pay and my mother taught me how to not have a kid before i could afford them, ofc i was a latch key kid growing up and i understood that i would never bring someone i love into a life that they did not have both parents.
