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@madlenox 6 лет назад

Your mom is the strongest person on Earth. She is still so cheerful and smiling while dealing with your health problems and your Dad passing.

@clairewillis8502 6 лет назад

Call your oncologist. Mine gave me a pill to take for two days after treatment. I was never ill. There are so many advancements today...do not suffer! Prayers for you.

@EnigmaVortex 6 лет назад

Claire Willis everyone’s medical situations are different, I’m sure she’s looked into every option

@clairewillis8502 6 лет назад

Enigma Vortex I understand that. The pills were extremely expensive in 2002 but they were worth every penny. I was able to work four days after chemo. I had chemo; surgery; 2 positive lymph nodes; chemo; taxol infusions ad radiation. Then surgery again. I was stage three and it is still in remission all these years later. I just hate to see her suffer. Some oncologists are "rough" and expect you to be brave. It would be worth investigating. I am not trying to be adversarial...it is so hard to go through. 😊

@MJ-rt9pi 6 лет назад

Probably Zofran? Works really well for nausea and vomiting.

@Sunny-Brook-69 6 лет назад

Courtney, you have some really great comments below. Please scroll down towards the bottom. There is one person wanting to knit you anything you want, including hats, mittens, animals, etc. Several people looking for a PO Box to send you things. Also, a great number of very awesome comments. Please DO NOT second guess your treatment option, especially based on how poorly you may feel right now. One person below had a good point, instead of counting up on the number of days, count down. Count down to make the numbers less and also to give you hope seeing the end in sight. Another person said to set a reward for the end of chemo so you have something to look forward to. You have an awesome fan base and great, encouraging comments. Only a couple I wish I could delete for you but I can't, just please overlook the untimely advise. Just remember, this is just temporary and this too shall pass. You will be feeling good as new soon enough. Hugs and love.

@EnigmaVortex 6 лет назад

Rebecca Anne Wonderful advice ❤️

@eileencepeda21 6 лет назад

Thank you for this great comment to her

@lreece60 6 лет назад

Hey Sweetie, no apologies EVER!! Don’t worry about what you are wearing. Just stay strong and don’t be embarrassed. You are not going through this alone. Hang on to those moments that bring you smiles - like enjoying your TCBY, laughing with your aunt, and decorating for Christmas. Go ahead and cry. We’ll cry with you and love on you. Sending you continued love, prayers, and support!❤️

@patriciaeddins3804 6 лет назад

You can do it! Stage 3 colon cancer one year post treatment!! Trust me, I can tell you are so much stronger than I was-please believe me when I say that if I could do it, I know you will make it through this! Prayers for you and your family. You are so special to them. I love you and your family!

@mosicas6754 6 лет назад

Ugh. This video was heartbreaking for me. I can see where you get your strength. Your mom has to be the most incredible woman on this Earth. She has taught you to put one foot in front of the other even when you think you can’t. Sending positivity your way sweetheart. Please also tell your mom that she is in my thoughts too. I can not imagine the death of my husband after almost 31 years. What a hard day her anniversary must have been for her. I stand in amazement of you both. As a mom I know that your child being sick and not having the ability to fix it is the most helpless feeling in the world. That alone must be so difficult then add the loss of your dad her life partner and she has a job? I can’t begin to comprehend such loss and sadness. Bless her heart and let her know that we see her, all she has gone through and all that she does. I know this is your channel but your family is part of you- what an amazing example she sets, my heart as a wife and a mother is with you both.

@loveedonna5631 6 лет назад

Mosica S THE BEST COMMENT IN THE UNIVERSE

@Singbri 6 лет назад

Totally agree!!

@michellem-e7p 6 лет назад

I just commented something similar then I scrolled down and seen yours. I feel the same exact way!

@michellem-e7p 6 лет назад

Your Mom is an amazing strong woman. I can see where you get it from! Feel better sweetie. Your story pulls on my heart strings!

@copingwithbehcets6947 6 лет назад

I'm sure it's hard to read through every comment, but I hope you see this. Look up "Napoleon Lemon Sours" on Amazon. They were my saving grace during chemotherapy. I also made sure to get plenty of Zofran and Phenergan so I could try and stay on top of the nausea. I hope it gets better for you. Never feel bad for crying or staying in pajamas all day. Chemo is hard, but you'll get into a routine. You're doing so amazing with it! If your tastebuds change, just listen to what your body wants. I went from having a salty tooth to having a sweet tooth. Also sending hugs to your mom

@Liberalism-is-a-mental-illness 6 лет назад

Man you got me so emotional. I'm just starting with the whole brain tumor diagnosis. I admire you so much. I hope this gets better for you & you can finally be done with the treatments. And your Mom, I don't even know where to begin, I just love her. She is what everyone wishes for in a Mother. You're so very lucky to have her as your Mother. She's been through so much the last year with your dad passing away & your brain cancer diagnosis, she is SO strong it's unbelievable & such an amazing woman, she continues to care for you, get herself up everyday & go to work. You guys are both such strong, amazing & inspirational ladies. I will be praying daily, for both of you to catch a break because you both deserve it & more. Stay strong ladies 🙏🏼❤️

@karizmacharles4510 6 лет назад

Misti I will be praying for you too, sweetie!!! May the LORD BLESS you and help you get through this💖GOD is with you💝

@TrulyTara86 6 лет назад

Misti all the best to you in your treatment.

@samanthapattinson1718 6 лет назад

Misti Lovely words wish the best is ur treatment

@elizabetharanda4025 6 лет назад

What symptoms do you have? My doctor requested for me an MRI to rule out the possibility of a brain tumor. I have mixed feelings but hoping for the best,

@tanyacrumlish 6 лет назад

So many prayers & well wishes being sent your way. You've got this. 💖

@tanishafuller194 6 лет назад

I’m so sorry you have to go thru this. I’m sending you love, support and positive energy your way. You can do this and you are gonna make it thru all of this. You are amazing and so brave. Thank you for sharing your journey.

@lorim8823 6 лет назад

Tanisha Fuller xo

@wakeup_withAshley 6 лет назад

aw Court don't be hard on yourself, its okay to feel what you feel! We all understand. So please, by all means, stay in the same shirt for 4 days no one will judge you!!!! I wear the same shirt two days in a row when I'm not leaving the house...and I have NO excuse. lol! Hang in there girly 💖💖And I cried along with you, that breaks my heart. This too shall pass hun. Your doing an amazing job. Stay strong!

@kellyvalois647 6 лет назад

totally agree! i cried with you, you can do this!!! we all believe in you and love you so much!!

@sophiesmith2193 6 лет назад

You should do something to celebrate after your last day of chemo each month so you have something to look forward to. Stay strong xxx, you will make it through this :)

@TiffanyAlesha 6 лет назад

it's going to be worth it in the end girl. positive thoughts

@korynamusic 6 лет назад

I was intoxicated with a substance that is used in chemotherapy and also uranium, mercury and tin and other heavy metals. I was so sick and dying 2 years ago. I can perfectly understand you. My hair was falling like crazy, I lost more than half of my hair, and I still struggle getting my hair back. I am with you 100% Stay strong. We are praying for you. Much love. xo

@korynamusic 6 лет назад

Get a very good juicer and start juicing fresh vegetables and fruits, because vitamins and minerals contain antioxidants and help you with chemo. Also, they help you detox and that is going to strengthen your immune system and a strong immune system will fight cancer back. Cancer is the result of a week immune system. Please consider a detox. I think chemotherapy and radiotherapy are so destructive, they weaken the body even more and leave side effects years later. Love you. Praying you get well soon. xo

@amandahinton5258 6 лет назад

I couldn’t help but cry along with you, I had liver cancer as a young kid and I just remember how terrible Chemo was and how much I wished it was over every second of every single day of treatment, how much I wished everyday for everything to go back to normal and get to be with my friends and my family but my weak immune system and young age made it so I couldn’t see anyone I loved most, not without proper extensive PPE. Now here I am, 17 years later, spending 8 years in remission and now finally considered “cured”. I can say every second of all of the agonizing pain, heartache and loneliness is worth it. I now thank chemo every day of my life for letting me be able to live everyday of my life. Stay strong Courtney, we all have hope for you and have so much support for you. You’re such an incredibly strong woman and you have an equally strong woman helping you every step of the way! It’ll all be worth it soon 💞

@honeymoon.honeymoon 6 лет назад

Amanda Hinton you’re a warrior! Thank you for sharing your experience.

@AusMumma111 6 лет назад

You might not feel so strong but you are so so strong... it doesn't make you weak to show your struggle. It helps bring awareness, it helps others see what it's like for someone to go through chemo.. you are so so strong and amazing and beautiful. Thank you for showing us your journey

@Its_Faith_617 6 лет назад

I had chemo trust me try not to get to anxious your mind is very powerful if you try to think you will be ok 👌🏻 and you will get through this it sounds like you are having a panic attack if you TRY to think positive the anxiety may fade just take one day at a time and know that we are there for you

@Han.Dunigan 6 лет назад

I can’t imagine what you’re going through, praying so hard for you! Your mom is absolutely amazing, btw!

@PaperTerrace 6 лет назад

Thank you for being so brave and sharing this to the world. My mom is a breast cancer survivor. You might not realize that you are making others push through whatever obstacles they have in life; even if they don't have cancer. I struggle with infertility and people like you really help me be a little bit more brave for some of the procedures I'll need to do, to give pregnancy another shot. I know it's completely different but I want to thank you for sharing! We're here for you.

@ReineDeLaSeine14 6 лет назад

I don't know a lot about infertility, but I do know that it can be emotionally devastating and people can be mean about it. I hope your upcoming procedures help you in the way you need them to with minimal complications 💜

@jennjenn1983 6 лет назад

You’re mom is awesome by the way❤️ she is such an angel!

@Katie52764 6 лет назад

I wish you all the best. Hang in there, my dad had stage 4 liver and kidney cancer, terrible chemo, and surgery. I am so grateful to say it’s been two years, he has been healthy and still with us!! You can do it!! 💞💞💞💞

@amberhart809 6 лет назад

You are so strong Courtney. We are all here for you ❤️

@courtelizz1 6 лет назад

thank you 💜

@tia6269 6 лет назад

You. Will. Get. Through. This

@brittanylaviolette7378 6 лет назад

Thinking of you and your mom Courtney. You have gotten so far and just remember that there is an end in sight. Thank you for sharing this with us pretty!💕

@UnBroken11100 6 лет назад

I know this may be a bit controversial, but have you looked into medical marijuana? When my husband was going through chemo it was the only thing that helped his appetite and helped him sleep. You may want to speak to your doctors about whether it's an appropriate avenue for you. Good luck. You're doing great!

@Andy-rt3ll 6 лет назад

Gretchen I was thinking the exact same thing! I know people who are dealing with the horrible side effects of Chemo , marijuana really helps them as well.

@perfectlyyoubeauty 6 лет назад

There is also prescription marinol which is a derivative of marijuana prescribed for this purpose

@allywolf9182 6 лет назад

Perfectly You Beauty marinol sucks.

@allywolf9182 6 лет назад

greenleaf 2016 ok, it's legal there? She needs Rick Simpson Oil desperately, like right now!!!! It doesn't just make you feel better, it actually kills cancer cells and she needs Turkey tail mushroom also!!

@elanamccullum1479 6 лет назад

allyson Hansen YES..CANNABIS OIL IS CURING CANCERS..

@ICHope2007 6 лет назад

I don't even know you and I want to hug you through this screen. I pray you feel the love & support surrounding you, cheering you on as you continue to battle through this like the super woman that you are. Much love sweetheart, don't ever feel like your tears make you seem weak, I too struggle with this, and my grandmother tells me to remember that my tears are a reminder that I'm alive and a way to cleanse my body of all the worries I've been holding onto.

@martharodriguez2963 6 лет назад

I know how your feeling, my son is a Leukemia survivor and it it was horrible seen him go through it, but have lots of faith, it will get better🙏🏼 I’ll be praying for you girl, be strong and kick that cancers butt💪🏼

@randa9113 6 лет назад

Honestly.. I have never known someone as strong as you! Please keep up my love you are amazing amd WE ALL LOVE U more than words can say! We stand behind u 💖

@stacyb72 6 лет назад

Court, the nausea is outrageous. I got my chemo last Friday and I wish I could stop throwing up. You gotta eat girl. Toast, something small. Eating gives you energy, I feel the exact same way you do. Let's fight it together!!!! You have this!!! We will beat this cancer, this crap sucks so bad!

@SassyQ87 6 лет назад

Stacy B will pray for you too !

@stacyb72 6 лет назад

Thank you so much SassyQ87!

@JybelEspinalMT 6 лет назад

You are so strong girl , sending prayers to your way ❤️👑

@CarrieRay 6 лет назад

You are brave and strong to document what the chemo is really like. God bless you and I️ pray for relief for the side effects of chemo.

@musicqueen1517 6 лет назад

You are such a beautiful girl Courtney, stay strong. We are here for you 💗

@courtelizz1 6 лет назад

Thank you so much 💟

@angiemorris3464 3 года назад

Music Queen I got stage 3 breast cancer,,per diabetes. I get chemo

@blueoceancmcc 6 лет назад

You and your mum are just adorable!

@roserandomde 6 лет назад

Christine Mccaffrey Very true!!!

@MGDFCandJustinB 6 лет назад

Okay this ls so realistic...like this right here is life as sucky as it may be but Lord is she strong! She wakes up every morning for this week knowing itll get worse and worse and still manages to smile throughout the day..she still enjoys her food and her mom...id want to die. Courtney, this video made me cry a lot because i cannot beging to imagine the pain and the anxiety and i Pray to God he'll get you through this. May the Lord hold your and your moms hand and walk along with you. May he give you peace at night so that your body can rest and get better. You will get though this and you are so strong. Not only all of us are proud of you, imagine your students how strong you may be to them...maybe a friend of them or a relative are going tru chemo and you are helping us, who are blessed yet not worthy of health, to understand cancer and chemo treatment so we can be understanding and caring for all of them who are going tru this. I love you sosososo muchhhh

@ReineDeLaSeine14 6 лет назад

I don't have cancer, but several serious issues, some which require chemo at lower doses. Yes, I've felt like I wanted to die, but it's either you die, which is also hard...or you find some reason to live, even if it's a little thing. It's easy to say you'd want to die until you're thrust into a situation during which you had to make that choice...which might surprise you. Luckily, Court most likely will be able to end chemo in several months and I hope she never has to do it ever again!

@cynthiaramos3996 6 лет назад

I'm going through the same thing and it's horrible knowing that tomorrow I might feel worst then today. I love watching your videos. We both have loving mom's who sees us suffer every day, but they are our biggest support. We are blessed to have such great and strong women's next to us. We are strong and there's no pain bigger then us. We could do this!!!!!

@vorotnikovajelena 6 лет назад

Cynthia Ramos ouch... Sorry to hear that. Best of luck with your treatment and hope you'll get all clear soon xxx

@sloanwilson1085 6 лет назад

Have you considered medical cannabis? It's so painful just to watch your agony, I would really think it could help make your experience just a little bit more bearable. Please consider it, and look up the benefits of cannabis use with chemo!

@jessicawoodmus9048 6 лет назад

I am truly sorry that you're going through what you're going through I can't say I know what it feels like but I'm here for you you will beat this you're strong motivated woman and I really hope you feel better seeing you like this bring tears to my eyes I'll just keep continuing to say many prayers for you you're in my thoughts and in my heart hold your head up.... and I made a shirt to support cancer... ☹💙🎗🥊

@rosaramahi1651 6 лет назад

I just wanted to go through he screen and give you the biggest hug! You’re being so brave and strong girl. The raw emotion in this video is so real. Thank you for showing this. We all love you and here for you!

@hayleymorris6294 6 лет назад

Rosa Ramahi a

@angiedibkey2029 6 лет назад

On a positive note, your hair is growing back in so nice.

@mandey415 6 лет назад

My step mom had metastatic breast cancer and she fought hard for 9 years before her body couldn't take anymore treatments. When we would visit, she would always go and do what we did. She never complained. I always knew she was a strong woman but, until seeing what you are going through, I never realized how hard it must have been for her to put on a front for us. I never knew how bad chemo was. Thanks to you i know more than ever what an amazing and strong woman she was. You will get through this. You are doing a great job. I can't imagine the struggle.

@tarverkim 6 лет назад

This video made me cry so much. The chemo, the anniversary, the sweet aunt, your mom of course, even the ice cream made me cry. Your mom is basically my hero. Love and prayers. 🙏🏼❤️😢

@NacoocheeLakeArt 6 лет назад

You and your mom are such an inspiration. The hope you give us - that we too, can get through seemingly rock-bottom events in life - is immeasurable and priceless. And you do it with laughter and love! I love that you sound like your mom when you laugh. :) And I love that you were there for your mom on her 31st Anniversary. Please hug and kiss her for me. XO

@mackenziewalter3065 6 лет назад

I'm so sorry that you're having to go through all of this. Keep being strong. Don't be afraid to cry or feel. You are stronger than you know. Love you girl. I pray for you everyday.

@kaylarussell2506 6 лет назад

I know so many people going through this must find a lot of comfort in these videos. You are so brave for sharing this part of your life with us!❤️❤️❤️

@laurenf06 6 лет назад

Keep staying hydrated! Dizziness, nausea, and headache can be side effects of chemo, but ALSO dehydration! I am rooting for you so much! You are so strong!!!!!! You are my hero!!!

@michellep2285 6 лет назад

It’s so sweet that your mom still celebrates her anniversary with your dad. Love you Courtney, stay strong❤️

@annashally9661 6 лет назад

Ohhh girl, stay strong we all with you!

@courtelizz1 6 лет назад

Thanks babe 💜

@mreyna6842 6 лет назад

I’m so sorry your going through all this, Life is so unfair sometimes 😢..I wish there was something I could do for you, when you were alone waiting for your mom I was thinking I wish I could go and just keep you company ☹️...sending you a rain of blessings and hugs to fill your soul , I will continue to pray for you every night ...you have a friend in Houston 🙂

@mreyna6842 6 лет назад

And also hugs and strength for your mommy...I can only imagine how she must feel , I’m a mom myself & this broke my heart...Love you both , don’t give up...if you feel anger, use that anger to pull through ..

@patriciaerickson8478 6 лет назад

I am so sorry this has happened to you. You are so incredibly brave. Look at all the friends you’ve made that are cheering you on! You are doing this! Try to remember if you can, that next week will be better.

@morganmaylor3616 6 лет назад

Keep pushing through! You’re over halfway! You are so strong Courtney. Sending love and prayers from Tennessee.

@lilypedelty 6 лет назад

Poor girl, you are the STRONGEST person I’ve ever seen. When you come through in the end it will be so worth it. Stay strong and NEVER EVER give up. You are so loved and we all believe in you. 💗

@pinkmosaic143 6 лет назад

Your mom is the best mom ever. You’re blessed to have her. Think about it this way, once you’re done with chemo you won’t have to worry about it ever again. Focus on the end result. Good vibes.

@purplefox1979 6 лет назад

Ohhh...sweet angel 😇😇😇 continuously in my prayers. And I cried with you. Lots of love from me to you. Just wanted you to know that I WAS a heavy smoker, I believe due to my stress and anxiety. I smoked a pack of cigarettes a day. You, yes because of you and my children and the fact that my mom has COPD (she's not smoked in 5yrs) you all have given me the strength to quit! I'm working on it day by day and it's getting easier. I've not had a cigerette in 3weeks! I'll continue to pray for you and I. God bless you...😊😙

@Liberalism-is-a-mental-illness 6 лет назад

Heidi Ho CONGRATULATIONS! I'm trying so hard to quit. I admire you for being so strong willed & able to quit. I know it's not easy. Good luck!

@claudiachristina1870 6 лет назад

I wish every one of us could take a bit of your pain and sorrow! :(

@mreyna6842 6 лет назад

Claudia Christina so so sweet, I thought the same exact thing..that I would be willing to carry some of it so she wouldn’t feel this way ❤️

@ABeautyAddict 6 лет назад

I was thinking the same thing.

@MrBatesford 6 лет назад

Claudia Christina yes this is the sweetest thought

@empawprint 6 лет назад

I really would not like to have her pain and sorrow because I'm already struggling with sickness and other issues for 11 years...why wish her pain on everyone else? Take it if you want.

@FannyMMOs 6 лет назад

Eva Mlynski I'm sorry for you having to suffer, but it really takes some bad intentions to turn the original comment into a negative one. Just assume it meant "everyone who could and is willing to", it's very unfortunately not possible anyways.

@lisag.7983 6 лет назад

Courtney, This is very heart wrenching to watch, but it helps us to see what you are going through and what you need to go through to beat this illness. Luckily you have your mom there to help. If you can't do anymore videos, that's OK. I wish you could just sleep through until you have to take then next set of pills, but of course you have to eat. Have Lola come and sleep next to you and try to rest.❤❤❤🌸🌸🐨🐶❄

@danielleconstantine3210 6 лет назад

It is crazy how you can feel so sick and horrible yet look so beautiful and be so strong.

@drazzrg573 6 лет назад

I love your aunt and your mom! You are so lucky to have supportive, strong, and caring women in your life. It’s hard to see you going through this. We love you so much, Courtney. You got this, babe!

@tequilamockingbird5852 6 лет назад

I️ am so sorry you are going through this. The chemo is getting rid of all those bad cells in your body. You’re almost at the halfway mark. Don’t ever worry about crying. You are allowed to cry. You have a lot of support and love here. We will always be here for you. You got this! 💕 And btw, your hair growth is really noticeable. 😃

@ICHope2007 6 лет назад

I have lupus so I take chemo weekly and will have to for the rest of my life unless there's a cure. I take methotrexate injections once a week & i feel rough all week, so I have anti nausea meds as well as comfort foods that don't bother my tummy. I know chemo sucks but you can do this, you've done the hard part so show these tiny little pills whose boss. Sending prayers sweetheart you're not alone

@kdenton3853 6 лет назад

Wishing you well ❤

@Cwtchaholic 6 лет назад

I take it for my autoimmune disease too, but in tablets. Not nice to take at all but I’m thankful to have found something that works! Hope it works for you too ❤️

@blue6roses6blue 6 лет назад

my dad takes methotrxate injections too horrible stuff xxx

@alyshasloan4846 6 лет назад

Have you ever looked into CBD? Please look I to it! Even if you dont try it just look up all the amazing benefits from this natural plant! It has changed many many lives even my grandmothers!!

@ReineDeLaSeine14 6 лет назад

Weekly MTX since 2011 and Rituxan 4x a year since 2016... it's not easy for sure. I've done the injections of MTX since 2013 and I prefer them over the pills. Just getting over a flare that required prednisone. It sucks, but flares and permanent damage suck too 💜

@tabithakelley 6 лет назад

This is so hard to watch. I can't imagine living it. I pray for you. I want to meet you. I live in Grand Rapids Mich

@gingerkirby8208 6 лет назад

You poor thing. Seriously, I just hate that you are going through this. You're such a radiant beauty and such a sweet spirit, I hate to see this treatment affecting you so badly. I hope you feel better so soon, and hope your chemo doesn't last much longer. Best possible wishes for you.

@apple8727 6 лет назад

You are so incredibly strong. For not only going through what you’re going through, but documenting your journey. We love you

@lorym.3938 6 лет назад

Ugh it hurts my heart knowing that so many people go through this! So sorry!

@eseodia7105 6 лет назад

You are so strong Courtney! You’re almost done with chemo! You have made so much improvement over the past few months. Stay Strong!❤️

@chenellebrown9839 6 лет назад

I know your day sucked, but girl your speech is so great! You were so fluent and I am so proud of you!!! You are awesome and you can do this!

@MikalaNicole95 6 лет назад

I SO hate that you're having to go through this! It is so courageous of you to share this journey with others who may be going through the same thing or to simply educate the public on the effects of chemo! You're so strong! Sending lots of positive thoughts your way!

@Helen-hq8vu 6 лет назад

I don't care if you are sobbing or smiling I love you and you are an amazing inspiration for anyone that watches your vlogs. Also I love that even though you were not feeling good you still vlog for you viewers and subscribers. And that is what makes you even more beautiful.

@ericahaak9152 6 лет назад

God bless you Courtney. I can’t even imagine what it’s like to go through all of that. You are very lucky to have such an amazing mother to be by your side the whole time. You’re very lucky to have Lola also 😊. I can tell she brings happiness and comfort to you. I will be praying for you.

@EbuteUoy07 6 лет назад

this is difficult to watch but i always do because we are all in this together

@smilemore5653 6 лет назад

So sorry to hear you feel so horrible sweetheart, you are going to get through this xx

@repoocau 6 лет назад

Oh honey, I wish you didn't have to go through this. My heart breaks for you. Thank you for being so open about how the chemo makes you feel, both physically and emotionally. Sending love and hugs.

@conniegreenamoyer6229 6 лет назад

Stay strong! You've got this! I'm also a cancer survivor and went through six weeks straight of chemo, so short compared to what most people have to do. I admire your strength and courage to share your story!

@denisacooper 6 лет назад

Nobody should ever have to go through this, stay strong lovely ❤️

@Sophie95ive 6 лет назад

Courtney you can do this, you are incredibly strong and you already made it through day 3! Thats an accomplishment! Think about the things you could do in a week when you feel better again.. I'll think of you and your mum as well, it must have been an emotional day missing your dad. Lots of love from the Netherlands xx

@Alex-gi3vu 6 лет назад

Courtney! We love you so much and are so proud of you! I love to crochet and I would be HONORED to crochet you a few things! Scarfs? Hats? Stuffed animals?! You name it love! I want to cheer you up the way your radiance (despite everything you’re going through) cheers me up! You’re my favorite and I’m cheering you on love!

@Sunny-Brook-69 6 лет назад

This was such a sweet comment. I just wanted to say something to you because you should have hundreds of thumbs up so she sees it. She loves those hats that she wears. I bet one that is soft pink and cream colored would be pretty or maybe a dark rose color. I wish I could send you the yarn but I wouldn't know the first thing about what to buy. Anyway, you are amazing!

@poisonXbuXmusic 6 лет назад

This is SO sweet

@Alex-gi3vu 6 лет назад

Rebecca Anne omg those colors would look so cute on her!!!! I hope she sees this so I can whip her up some cute accessories 😊 her and her family are just so wholesome, I look up to them!

@cc6789 6 лет назад

I️ hope she sees this, this is so sweet!!

@TheEm0panda 6 лет назад

You are such a strong lady not only for what you are going through but also for opening up and showing us your most private and vulnerable moments. Wishing you nothing but the best❤

@juliyaberzin1875 6 лет назад

I sometimes complain and complain about little things but life is a journey and when ur sick you dont want anything but to get better. You look back and you start appreciating life and the little things. Your beautiful and ur stronger then you think. Your amaZing and appreciate you putting your hard times for us to see. Thank you.

@NatalieJoanne 6 лет назад

I hate seeing you upset, we are all here for you

@courtelizz1 6 лет назад

💟💟

@sallll27 6 лет назад

Try Sea-Bands for nausea. I use them for my morning sickness. They work! They are bracelets that you wear and they press down on a pressure point. It helps 💕

@kamillegaste1053 6 лет назад

oh Courtney you are so brave! Keep fighting 💓💓💓

@enHANCED100 6 лет назад

Stay strong. You’re so brave for showing the world your journey. Wishing you nothing but positivity and healing .

@StephRosebud 6 лет назад

You are amazing. Thanks so much for including us in your journey. I'm so glad you have a supportive family to be there with you... Sending BIG HUGS to you and also to your mama and aunt. ♥♥♥

@gamom1 6 лет назад

So proud of you for sharing something so personal! Lots of love

@kaseynoel3949 6 лет назад

you are gorgeous & so strong.. you will get through this. things will get better & you will come out on top. i truly admire you & look up to you with how strong you are & how dedicated you are with youtube. keep fighting doll, you can do this💓

@courtelizz1 6 лет назад

thank you so much Kasey💜

@kariwoodley4423 6 лет назад

Dear Lord I come to you uplifting Courtney. I pray for continued strength and to keep fighting and to never give up. Courtney is truly inspiring,loving,caring,and truly precious. Lord I ask that when she goes to the dr that the drs and nurses and specialists ho above and beyond their call of duty to comfort,ease,listen,and understand the preciousness Courtney portrays,as well as the feelings and such she is feeling. You Lord say that nothing is impossible for you and thank you for creating Courtney in Jesus name Amen

@gracekale11 6 лет назад

Kari Woodley Amen 🙏

@helenjayne83 6 лет назад

No offense, but I don’t think this helps. Prays clearly do nothing for this world.

@treatmenice1564 6 лет назад

Amen

@purplefox1979 6 лет назад

Kari Woodley Yes! IN JESUS PRECIOUS NAME, AMEN. Beautiful prayer. God bless you 😇👼🙏❤🕊🌻🌼🌷⛪💒

@THELOVEOFMYLIFE89 6 лет назад

Kari Woodley in agreement amen!

@XLeslieDiazX 6 лет назад

Sending you the biggest hug. This makes me open up my eyes to how many people are suffering out there and how appreciative I should be.

@LauraDike-qv9rl 6 лет назад

I am so sad that you have to go through this. It is such a blessing that your mom is able to be there for you. You are hanging in there and you are such an inspiration to everyone that suffers. Thank you for sharing your experiences. You have such courage! God bless you.

@anahywho3943 6 лет назад

Sweet, sweet girl, we are all pulling for you. Screw cancer!

@silversurfer8818 6 лет назад

I brought some hugs for you, from me and a few of my animal friends - 🐻 a bear hug, very powerful. 🐼 panda, the longest hugs, they almost lasts forever. 🐵 dont forget this one or 🐇 the rabbit hug brings a lot of fortune and luck. 🐁 the mouse might be small but they bring the mightiest of hugs. 🐙 the octupus, their hugs carries the weight of 4 normal hugs, the amount of arms is multiplicative. 🐱the cat purrs while hugging, very soothing. 🐮🐸🐷🐗🐪 🐫 🐘🐎 🐖 🐐 🐏 🐑 🐕 🐩 🐈 🐓

@gillianlorimer5513 6 лет назад

Silversurfer I love your replie.😁

@ballerinaaub 6 лет назад

You are so strong girl. I am crying with you. And I think/thought I have bad health and I watch RU-vid for this reason because there are others who have it worse than me. Yes I've been through hell and back but it could be worse. Keep fighting love and stay strong

@Laura-jo6sy 6 лет назад

i always find it hard to decide wether to like or dislike these videos. your pain devastates me and i hate to see such a beautiful soul like yourself so upset, but your strength inspires me so much. i always end up liking. sending you endless love and prayers stay strong x

@migstar1 6 лет назад

My heart goes out to you girl! My mum just finished chemo therapy after being diagnosed with Lymphoma and it was so hard seeing her go through it. She is finished now and feeling like herself again finally. No one can truly understand how hard it is unless they go through it themselves. But you can get through this, faith over fear always ❤️

@karenlee4164 6 лет назад

Please continue to stay strong your going to make it.

@tiffanyjaynehiggins 6 лет назад

Courtney! I promise you’re going to be okay. The stuff you were describing is a panic attack. I know the chemo pills will be contributing to making you feel poopy but I promise you’re okay. I wish I was there with you and I could calm you down and watch films with you & hug you. You’re so unbelievably strong and one day you’re going to be rewarded for your strength. You are amazing, you are amazing. Please open a PO BOX so that we can send you our love. Take care & take deep breaths. Xxxxxxxxxxxx

@Sunny-Brook-69 6 лет назад

Your comment was really sweet! I am trying to make sure that everyone who posted a really nice comment gets a thumbs up. I am really happy that you posted yours asking about the PO Box. I am surprised she doesn't have one.

@brynnrenee123 6 лет назад

Can you take Zofran for the nausea? I had to take that when I was pregnant because I had hyperemesis gravidarum and it helped quite a bit. If you take it, be sure to take a stool softener! They didn’t tell me that and, well, let’s just say I was a pro pusher by the time I had my baby 🙃

@brookelowe3859 6 лет назад

Brynn Roemer I hope this can give her a laugh because it did me 😉

@HouseofLilac 6 лет назад

This was difficult to watch without shedding tears. Your story has brought me to my knees in prayer and I pray God strengthens you. You are half way there Court - just 4 more days. We may not be there with you physically, but we're here cheering you on and uplifting you with our words of encouragement and prayers.

@jackiemonagle1966 6 лет назад

You are so brave to be showing this to the world. You should be so proud of yourself for having the courage to be completely vulnerable in probably the hardest time you will go through in your life. Thankyou for sharing this. You have made me appreciate life so much more, I am grateful to be healthy. My dad passed away from cancer when I was three and was told he had 6 months to live, but he turned that into 6 years. He went through chemo for a lot of those 6 years and he put on the same brave face you are right now. Don't give up and keep on fighting. You can do this!! ✊️ Sending you lots of well wishes and virtual hugs from Australia. We are all here for you ❤️❤️❤️

@mimicrono 6 лет назад

Beautiful, brave girl you are almost in the middle, and doing it with a lot of strength. Probably it sounds crazy, but I am really proud of you and your mom. Love to you both. Your nights seem to bear the burden of the treatment, and you need to rest then. We also hate to see you suffer this way. We are only viewers, but it sucks, but every day that goes by means another kick to the monster. You will defeat it.

@avismurphy5410 6 лет назад

When you’re extremely nauseous, please call your oncologist, Sweetie. There’s no reason you have to put up with or suffer through nausea. When I went through chemo, it took 5 different anti-emetics by the 3rd round to control my nausea to doable levels.

@audgester 6 лет назад

Hang in there, Courtney. Thank you for sharing all, the good and the bad. Your mom and aunt both seem wonderful. I wish you comfort and hope you are feeling better soon.

@loch6301 6 лет назад

Why in world are there “dislikes” on this video?? You are HONEST and REAL and MORE BRAVE THAN A LOT OF PEOPLE I KNOW! Hang in there and know so many people are thinking and praying for you! ❤️🙏🏼 Also, you have the best mom ever!