Where Have I Been | Rare Pregnancy Rash | Labor & Delivery | Postpartum 

I am so sorry you went through such a tough time. I am proud of you for being strong enough to even come on camera, you are stronger than you know. ❤❤❤❤ much love and blessings to you and your family.

Welcome back Sabrina!! I have been waiting for a baby update video for a long time. I found out I was pregnant one month after you announced your pregnancy, so I was hella excited. Let me just say that I am so sorry that your pregnancy and labor/delivery was horrible. I was finishing my last semester of grad school during my first and second trimester (from around January to May). Being a music grad student, that was the most tired I’ve ever been. I was at school all day every single day of the week, while being nauseous and exhausted on top of that. I somehow made it through. My baby was due September 14th, but she decided to come on the 20th. I was scheduled to be induced the night of the 20th, but my water broke that same morning. I was in the most painful labor 5 days before my water broke. Surprisingly, my delivery was fine. But when we got home, all hell broke loose. I didn’t make enough milk for breastfeeding so she essentially wasn’t eating for a few days, so we had to supplement. I just switched to formula all together. She also had an irritation under her arm which made her fussy. Once we solved all of that, We thought we were doing everything right, until her doctors appointment last week. She is still underfed and not gaining weight, and now she has to take medicine for her acid reflux. She only slept on my chest for the first month which is dangerous due to SIDS if I fall asleep (she’s much better now at 6 weeks) I guess I’m writing all this to say that this shit is hard, but it’s hella worth it! I’m so excited to see all of your nursery and general decorating videos because I’m in a decorating slump😂 Sending you and your family lots of love🤎

Oh sweetheart I am so sorry you went through that. It's amazing what we women go through we really are superheroes. I never heard of this condition before so I learned something. My kids are almost 16 and 19 and I can recall going through bloating and swelling , morning sickness that lasted all day for almost entire pregnancy depression etc. and feeling unpretty during pregnancy and so I can resonate with those feelings. At the end of the day you have a healthy baby and that's what matters and make sure you take care of yourself. Welcome back to RU-vid and take your time. Sending love and prayers 🙏🙏🙏💜💜💜

Welcome back! ❤ What a season you’ve been through. I’m so sorry for all the struggles, pain, and heartache, and grateful for your resilience, patience, and determination. I’m glad you took the time you needed for yourself and your family. Take your time, and give yourself grace. I like said in your last video, we’ll be here supporting you when you’re ready! ❤❤❤

Sabrina, I want to give you the biggest hug 💛 i am so happy you are doing better and your baby is healthy. Im also a new momma who creates content and I CAN RELATE SO MUCH to you! Take the time you need. Postpartum is a whole topic I could write a novel on lol I am excited for your upcoming videos-even more so-I’m just happy you’re in a better space and you’re finding “you” again momma. Thank you for your vulnerability! 💛

Wow. My daughter went through the exact same skin condition in her pregnancy at the end in the last 2 months. It was exactly as you described too. We were very concerned about the baby’s health and hers at that point. She made it through and delivered my healthy glambaby 🎉I’m so glad you made it through your pregnancy and delivery successfully! I was wondering where you’d gone away to because I’m just now getting into your similar aesthetics in home decor and smart home technology-I was like wait a minute, I follow a RU-vidr who has the same style! Glad you’re well and congratulations on your new baby. Take your time and definitely take good care of yourself in this process 🫶🏽

Glad to see you and glad to know that you’ve overcame all that you’ve been dealt. Looking forward to seeing all of the videos that you have in line for us! Congratulations on the arrival of your son!

Sabrina, I am so sorry to hear all that you went through. However, I am happy to see that you are doing well enough to be on camera. Take it one day at a time. Things will get better. I completely relate to the surprise of an emergency C-section. The mental gymnastics that a mother goes through finding out the birthing experience is not what you had in mind is traumatic in and of itself. Delivering a happy, healthy baby is a blessing, but it doesn't take away those feelings of disappointment. You have been missed. I pray that you take care of yourself and put yourself and your family first. We love seeing your videos, however, take all the time you need to make sure you're giving yourself the best care and grace you can. Thank you for the update. Blessings to you and your family!

Ive been rewatching ur old videos for the past few months. So good to have you back and to know baby’s good and loved. You are such a strong momma. Even if you didnt feel beautiful, I cant imagine how much more beautifully your husband sees you after persevering through all of that. The epitome of a woman❤

Congrats on your bundle of joy! The colic is not joke, it literally drove me crazy, you feel bad, the baby feels bad and the postpartum especially when healing from a C-section just the worse. My heart is with you, things will definitely get better. If you haven't, try gripe water before he sleeps it may help. I used that and teething tabs and helped a lot! Welcome to motherhood, I'm sure it's now that you imagine, but definitely a blessing!

Praying for you and i'm happy to see you are doing better

I am so happy to see your face. You look amazing despite of what you’ve been through. Congratulations because there is nothing like being a mom. Although you weren’t able to enjoy your pregnancy, I am sure motherhood will fill your heart with all the things❤. I’m ready for all the things, tech, baby, decor etc…

Welcome back!! 🎉 I am sorry to hear about your experience while you were away. I’m grateful that you shared and that you and your family are doing well. You were missed!

Oh Sabrina, I am so, so sorry that you've experienced so much. I feel guilty for even being as selfish to wonder when a video would be posted. Take the time that you need! Glad to see you resurfacing!

You are queen and you are strong. And to share this story is true strength. Congratulations on all 🎉

So happy to have seen you post a video - thank you for sharing your experience though it was a tough one! Very glad your baby is here and healthy and wishing you nothing but positive experiences from here!

I am grateful for the physical health of you and your son! You have really been through trials and turmoil which will lead to a magnificent testimony! Continued blessings to you and yours ! It is wonderful seeing you again!

Congratulations! Please take your time RU-vid can wait. Don't feel pressure to post, us mothers get it. Take care of your mental state first. xoxo

Congrats to the new space and on your son! I would like to see a house tour and of course decorating and tech for the new apartment.

Welcome back!!!! Glad things are better for you now that is a very tough experience!!! YOU ARE STRONG! having a baby and going through what your went through is tough. I went back to work about a week later after I had my daughter but my line of work wasn't an all day thing etc. but congrats!!!!

I have a three month old and we’ve also had a very tough experience. My own postpartum recovery was difficult (I had to be hospitalized for 9 days due to postpartum preeclampsia) and my son struggles with gas and reflux. I definitely relate and you’re not alone ❤️

I'm so happy that you're back! And that baby is doing ok.

I’m so sorry you went through all of that. I’m glad that things are starting to look up for you. So glad to have you back ♥️

Finally! the goat! has come BACK. to youtube!

Wow! You have been *through* it, girl! I'm so sorry all of that happened to you but I'm glad things seem to be on the upswing for you. It's just so lovely to see your smiling face again. Congratulations on your new baby boy!

Hey there! Happy to see you back. Sorry you had a rough pregnancy. Grateful that you got through it ♥️ congratulations on your son and your new place. Excited to see all of your new content.

Congratulations Love! And I am sorry for all you, the baby, and family have been through. I’m sending energy of healing, peace, and love! I’m looking forward to the Packing, Glowforge, Amazon, and Empty Apartment videos most. Take your time.❤

I’m glad you’re back. You are an inspiration and I will be your loyal fan❤❤❤ sending lots of love

First, sending you loads of ❤❤❤and a big hug. Sorry you had to go through all of that. I had to do an emergency C-section also, the whole thing was not easy. And I didn't have family or friends near me, so it was just me and God. I'm really proud of you and sooo happy happy happy to have you back. Love you ❤️❤️❤️❤️

First off, I’m thankful that you are ok now and have a beautiful baby after that experience. Second, I’m glad that you took your time for yourself and gave yourself the opportunity to go through that experience without worrying about posting videos…at the end of the day you owe us nothing. With that said I am happy to see your face and that you are back. Congratulations on your new bundle of joy and welcome back!

Happy to see you back on RU-vid! You were definitely missed but I'm glad you took time for you. Thank you for sharing your story and your truth because it will help others know it's okay to feel and have emotions. Many blessings to you, your healing, and your family. I look forward to the upcoming videos in your time in your beautiful way!

Welcome back Sabrina !! Thank you for sharing your journey with us ! I am excited to see the videos to come ! ❤

So happy to see you back. I’ve been following on ig. Congrats on all the new changes!

Girl I was just looking for your video yesterday! Glad to see you back! Praying for you and your family. 🫶🏽

Awe!!!! Welcome back Sabrina! Congrats on your bundle of joy. :)❤

I just want to hug you❤ I am so glad to hear (given all you've gone through) that you have a healthy baby boy! Anything you put out will be well received, your video quality is incredible! Wishing you all the best!

So good to see you girl! You're so strong! Sending nothing but good vibes your way~

I’m so glad you are back and you and baby boy are well. You have been through a lot and I commend you for your strength and perseverance and for sharing your experience. I am so excited for ALL of the videos you are planning on making and then some. You make the best videos. ❤

Congratulations Sabrina and welcome back. So sorry you’ve been having such a hard time but I’m sure you’re an amazing mom. All the best💜

It’s such a beautiful surprise to learn that you were pregnant and had a whole baby! I’m soooo sorry for the pain you went through!! I’m glad to see you’re feeling better and your son is feeling better. I can’t wait for your new content!!!

Congratulations 🎊🎈🎉 on your baby boy Sabrina! So glad to see you back. I’ve missed watching your videos. I am sorry you went through such a difficult time during your pregnancy however, so happy you had a safe delivery. I cannot wait to see what you upload next and going forward! 🎉🎉🎉

Welcome back and congrats.

Yay-Sabrina is back!!👏👏 You were certainly missed😊

Video ideas:apartment tour, move vlog, nursery!😊

Wow, I had *just* searched earlier this week to see if you had anything recent that I missed! Glad to see you back (you look amazing). I’m also glad to see you recovering well from your pregnancy experience. I’m looking forward to your future content! Continue to move at a pace that works well for you (and your new circumstances).

So good to see you! I’m glad you’re able to talk about your experience. A typical pregnancy is hard, I can’t imagine how you felt. I’m glad you guys are getting into your routine. Wishing you the best, remember to take care of yourself as well ✨ can’t wait to see more of you 😊

So sorry to hear you went through so much during your pregnancy. I’m glad to hear your baby boy is healthy and it’s good to see you back!

I am so happy you shared your experience. So glad you are back and that your precious gift has arrived safe. Blessings!!

Congratulations on the birth of you son and the new place. So sorry you had to go through so much during such a Beautiful time in your life. We’re happy you are back & in great spirits. 🙏🏾🙏🏾💜💜

I cried with you. You are so strong. 🙏🏼So glad you’re back! I’ve been wondering! 🙌🏼

to hear you had a healthy baby despite the fact that your pregnancy was not the best experience. I chuckled a little when you talked about getting an epidural while having contractions because I was adamant about not getting an epidural for fear of getting paralyzed. So I didn't (this was years ago). But whenever someone asked about my son's delivery and I said I had him naturally. They would be shocked. What's crazy is I am 5'7" and was 110 lbs when I got pregnant. I was told I was underweight and high risk. So I was doing everything i could to gsin weight. Long story short. My body wasn't built for the 40lbs I gained, which left me with long-term back pain despite losing the weight. It would be debilitating where I couldn't even walk. Once I couldn't even get out of my car at work, and when a co-worker tried to help me out, I passed out and woke up in the emergency room. Now I have to get epidural steroid shots once every one or two years when the pain gets bad and before it's debilitating. SMH

Welcome back Sabrina! I've missed you. You're such an inspiration, you're strong, brilliant and even more beautiful. Your son is a cutie! So sorry about the rough time. You have brilliant smart gadget ideas. I hope to see them in future videos.

Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry you went through all of that. It all definitely sounds very, very traumatic. The pitocin was definitely not needed that soon. I'm just so, so very sorry. I'm angry for you as well. Sending peace, love, and huge hugs to you and your family ❤❤❤.

Great to see that you’re doing okay after a tough pregnancy. Thanks for sharing your journey. Congratulations on having a healthy baby boy.

Thank you soooo much for sharing and being vulnerable with us! Your story matters!! I also gave birth last year and it was not a happy "glow-up" type pregnancy!! I am happy you are better and that your baby is healthy!! I cannot wait to get the inspo nursery tour and new apartment tour etc. On the journey together!! :)

Hi Sabrina! You were truly missed. I’m sorry to hear your pregnancy was a difficult one. Your testimony was so informative. Congratulations and thank God your bundle of joy is here and healthy ❤

Congratulations on your baby boy 🙏🏾 I’m also a new first time mama and I appreciate you sharing your experience and struggles, so sorry you went through all of that! I pray that things get better from now on! Thankful that your son is healthy through it all 🥰

Welcome back. I missed you. 🙏🏽🙏🏽. Peace and blessings

Thank you for sharing, and welcome back!!! Looking forward to all the new content.

Congratulations and welcome back ❤ All the videos...looking forward to all of them 😊

Blessings to you. Welcome back. Glad you and baby are well! Sharing a packing tip that I find helpful but is tedious - number your boxes and make a list of its contents. The list can be short not helps with unpacking and keeping track of things. Also helpful, keep items on hangers and punch hole in plastic bag and use if as a garment bag. When unpacking you can just place on rod and rip bag off! Happy moving!

Welcome back and Congratulations on the birth of your son❤❤❤

I’m so glad you’re back! I just posted on one of your videos just 2 days ago that I’d wish you came back to RU-vid! So glad you and you’re family are doing well!

Thank you for sharing your story-from pregnancy to labor and delivery. Praise God you have a beautiful son and praying that he makes your path forward easier from here. ❤

Happy to see you Back and so sorry for your tough time you are such a strong person❤

So happy to see you back with us! I am sorry your pregnancy wasn't the joy that many mothers talk about, but so glad you and baby are well.❤

Wow!! Sorry for all the struggles😢 So happy your back🎉🎉

Good to see you back !! You stayed strong for your baby , you look gorgeous!

Happy to see you. Glad you and the baby is well. Excited to see what's to come.

Nice to see you back....

Warm welcome back Sabrina!!! Thank God for bringing you through that traumatic experience with a healthy baby!

❤❤❤❤Congratulations on your baby boy!! Thank you for sharing ❤

First off I’m so glad you’re back. Secondly im so sorry for the complications during your pregnancy! I too had a horrible pregnancy experience and tbh from that alone i would never have a baby again just too much to put myself through again. It’s so crazy as black women the extent we have to go through just to get the basic help we need

❤so glad to see you again congratulations to you and your family ❤

Missed you!!! Congrats!!!

That sounds rough, and I really feel for you. But congratulations and well-done on what an amazing journey you have been through!

OMG! so sorry u went through that honey! I'm tearing up as u speak! but I'm glad thats all over & I'm glad to have u back. :)

Congratulations! Glad you're back❤

Congratulations on your baby and the new apartment! Happy you’re back and healthy.

I have missed you!! I am so sorry you had such a tough pregnancy. I’m an OB nurse so I completely understand all that you went through and my heart breaks for you. But praise the Lord for your healthy, precious little baby boy. Looking forward to more videos to come!

Sabrina IS BACK!!!!!! I know you went through it and I’m glad you overcame! You’re perspective and creativity are so needed and valued. Now you filmed this Sept 1 so I’m expecting something by next week miss mommy ! 😅 Can’t wait 😊

You are going to be an even stronger human after all that. God bless you and your family!

Love to see you back on here! I miss you on my screen. Also, I am sorry you had a traumatic pregnancy journey. Sending you 🤗! Here's my list of things I'm most interested in seeing. 1. Everything lol, I love the order you listed out the videos; the flow makes sense & I think you should film & release them all. 2. Would love to see an updated Modern Christmas, especially with the new edition to the team. Sidenote: I've learned a lot from watching your videos. Of you need any reason to keep on going 😊

Everything.. Your videos be relaxing to see

Welcome back. I’m sorry you had such a traumatic experience. I hope you can find ways to support yourself and heal from this. Therapy can be very helpful in the healing process to help you process all of this and grieve.

WELCOME BACK!!! THE STORM BEFORE THE CALM... PRAYING FOR BLESSINGS ON YOUR NEW LIFE. CAN'T WAIT FOR YOUR UPCOMING VIDS! ;o)

Do it, girl! It’s not easy but you are doing it! Praying God’s strength and wisdom as you do all the important things- mom, fiancé, RU-vidr- you❣️ I’d love to see the videos chronologically- I want to experience the journey

I had two colicky babies both had dairy sensitivity. As soon as we changed them to a different formula they were fine. So sorry you had a hard time. ❤

I don’t know if you believe but I was praying for you and your baby. To hear this is heartbreaking.

Aww thank you for letting us know what’s been going on! I’m a mommy also. I work from home and I’m trying to figure out how to have a functional baby friendly work space! I’m also in a one bedroom with a 22 month old and husband!

Welcome back And Congratulations 🎉❤

It's okay, thank for sharing

Oh Sabrina! I am soo sorry you went through all of that. Pregnancy is so so different for everyone. This is definitely something new, I've never heard of anything like this. I'm so happy to see you here though in better spirits. You were missed 🤎

My pregnancy wasn’t nearly as traumatic but I had 1 child 15 years and that was enough for me. I always said if I did another it would be through surrogacy I use to feel bad for saying that but my pregnancy was not a great experience. Motherhood on the other hand has been the absolute best. Even with a crazy teenager.

Congrats on the baby and to new beginnings! Video wise … I’d like to see one of you resetting evrythung to its original state and a different one for the packing I think both are 2 strong topics in its self that’s deserves their own air time 😂 . Hope you see this ! ❤

My heart goes out to you and your family❤. It’s important that you share this story as one Black woman to other Black women. We must share our stories because they are overlooked. Take care of yourself.

I'm so sorry you had to go through this, I wouldn't wish this on anyone.

Ooooh Sabrina😥 I'm so sorry 🫂

Oh my! How traumatic 😢 happy to see you & looking better than before, guess the glow up came after lol, can’t wait for more videos 🤩

Wow! I literally thought about you yesterday and was wondering if you were okay. So sorry you had to go through all that. Yes, I'm excited to see you back on but if you need periodic breaks, please take them. 😩 That said, I love your home decor videos so [if you have the energy], keep them coming. Sending loads of love and sunshine from Ghana ❤