You literally just explained me perfectly. This is why I'm a loner now. I don't fit in this society & people think something is wrong with me but I think something is wrong with them. The only way I can find peace is to be alone
No, part of being chosen is committing to being joyful. Yes, it's hard a lot. We can use our power and connection with God to call in our true companions.
Absolutely the truth! it's only with PPL on earth we hav issues with not with animals or the eco sysytem itself !!! Those all always hav supported us in miraculous ways and shook head to be our friends except the species on earth.For sometime i used to think I was that species not fitting earth- since childhood had ths feeling hav told me siblings nd friends too not realising how weird they would hv felt of me...But it's true that's the only feeling and it's just been painful mostly ! Thanks for the video to hv brought in clarity and confirmation on certain things .Want to know what's the best way to get over this path easier and not as this ??? Pls reply !!!
Me too. People don't understand me. They are constantly surprised by me. I don’t fit in. I don't trust people. I just get hurt and rejected for knowing the truth even though I don't say a thing. It's so hard. I try and keep watching. I think they are sleep walking zombies.
I say all the time, I wish I didn't know better. But I really don't wish that. I'm grateful, God definitely blessed me with discernment, but it's just hard sometimes
For 51 years I was stuck and never fit in and constantly being abused by narcissists...Then on June 7, 2018, Jesus came for me and changed it all! Hallelujah!
@@TheElectOfGod_ Can you please tell something more about it? I have been without Jesus for 20 years and it is very bad, can not wait for much longer on Jesus, I just want to follow him
@@lindavandervalk5308 After I escaped my abuser, I screamed out to Jesus and He came to me. He told me I didn’t choose Him, but rather He chose me, that was over 4 years ago and I am still no contact with all the narcissists and Jesus turned my ashes into beauty. Just seek Him and you will find Him. He loves you more than anyone ever will and He will NEVER leave you nor forsake you.
Perfect timing. I was literally fired yesterday for unjust reasons. The only thing that keeps me saint is having a higher knowledge. Knowing not to be attached to the physical and material realm. Sucks and hurts me but I have to remind myself of my faith.
I'm sorry that happened to you. I don't like calling myself a chosen one because it makes me feel arrogant. But I'm starting to realize "chosen" ones have been attacked pretty much their whole life by family, friends, & the work place. It's rough
I just keep holding space for love. I have been knocked down many times. But I still rise. I have to keep faith and know all works come together for the higher good. It's dark times for sure. But the reality is that God has victory and this is all part of the victory unfolding. It may look scary and feel unjust. I'm growing and learning from many different point of views. I feel for those who have wrongfully accused me. I couldn't imagine the disconnect and heavy burden it is to create hate or havoc in someone else life. That is a lot to carry. I hope they find healing as the end result. Not that I'm perfect or dont make mistakes I just dont have it in my heart to hurt anyone including those who hurt me. I am given a clear vision of their pain and illusion. I pray for the highest outcome. I'll find another job. One thing I become good at is starting over. My heart is with anyone who is going through hard times. Just remember our lives have purpose even of it feels like the opposite.
You wasn't fired, They just were NOT good Enough for you & God's plan. Most places that got rid of me or fired me are Now out of business or struggling in one way or another(we don't wish bad, but judgement does come).
I'd encourage everyone to get out there and remember that no matter how ridiculous this place is, there is still beauty here. Nature. Kids. Innocence. The sun on your face. Laughter. All of that is always out there.Take what you can enjoy and reject the rest.
This video made me cry. This video answered so many questions I have been asking lately. Everything you speak is my exact story. My entire family is narcissistic, my state is dark and grey 6 months out of the year. Sometimes I feel so weary. Finding channels like yours has given me hope more than ever. I know there are others like me. I literally cry at the state of the world and people but then I will see the sun, birds flying, nature and I start to think about God’s mercy and grace and I remember Him and his power to create such a beautiful place. I really pray for all of us who are truly chosen. God chose us for a reason. Thank you for your videos and safe place to share our thoughts. God bless y’all.
I know exactly how you feel! Being chosen is beautiful,but very hard! No one understands us or is ever really there for us. We must stay prayed up and we must stand strong in the LORD! I love you all and GOD bless ❤🙏🏽
Think, you probably didn’t think lately, but have been thinking about it since you were a child. I put all the pieces together since I had my awakening I began thinking that about my childhood. My family isn’t narcissistic but they always say I’m different from all of them and has treated me as that different one, making me feel not welcomed. My grandparents were different with me, always treated me with love amd so my aunt. One of my aunts few years before she died (she died a month ago) said one day to the rest of the family you all talk bad about her, but she has been the only one that never bother us and even during her darkness she dealt with it without asking the family for help. She said that because my honesty bothered them that’s why they treated me like that all the time.
So True! Spent my whole life feeling shocked because I was always expecting people around me to do the right thing at the right time. Found out just how much Evil is here. Creation is Awesome however the unsaved follow evil ways and continually destroy everything good. I have come to believe that God has allowed this so that we, his chosen don't get attached to "people" and "this world"... otherwise we might just become complacent and miss our purpose of why we are here.
My life exactly. I cry sometimes and talk to the Lord and ask Him how much longer till I can come home. I’m so tired and worn out. When I was first born my mom has a picture of me as a baby with what looks like 4 lights around me that are different colors. She and my grandma used to say they were angels. Then when I was two I was given the nickname “poker face” and my mom used to say that I must be going to have a rough life and that I must know it already because I was always very serious. She didn’t know how right she was. It’s been a rough one, but I’m here as long as the Lord needs me to be. I know that I help people. I’m a nurse and people are drawn to me everywhere I go. They don’t know that they literally wear me out. I stay home a lot for this reason and now I work nights with just one patient in home care because I can no longer handle more than that. I’m so glad to see that I’m not alone 🙏
Amen !. You nailed it once again. I’m 61 years old and have been amazed how many “dark” people have been drawn to me over my lifetime. Keep up the great messages.
I've been feeling like this most of my life. I'm 61 and at this point I just want this wicked world over. Towards the end I started laughing because I can't count the times I've said that I wish I didn't know what I know. 😅 I'd still rather know though, no matter how hard it may be at times!
This life imo...has been a lonely, solitary one...even tho there's ppl all around as A Chosen One you feel totally as if you're on the outside looking in.😐😔😕
This is a big one for me ! I come from a higher plane and use my intelligence to make the world a better place ! What about the truth why do people not speak the truth ! Yes I see through it !
Another great video! You are on point. Thank you for sharing your wisdom and insight. The world does not make any sense at times and seems backwards. Night is day, and day is night.
So many people follow the crowd.. we don't. We always expected life to be fair because we are Fair. The best quote that describes all of this is.. we are in the world but not of it.
We are all so connected and you explain all of us to a "T". I'm truly amazed and relieved b/c you bring clarity to what we go through. Thank you. Continue to hide under the shadow of the Almighty.
Seriously, EVERY VIDEO, you breeze through it like you're telling my own personal story, thank god for you. Makes me feel a bit less alone. You're amazing and I am so so happy and grateful that you're here, your channel exists and I look forward to your upload the most. Bless you brother ❤️
Hey guys, I’m realizing I’m being treated differently then form the majority of “regular” people. I feel like I’m invisible to everyone unless if I make the first move. Also my parents criticize everything I do. They treat me as if I’m immature & don’t know what I’m doing when I’m 18 years old. & if someone else did the exact same thing they wouldn’t give a shit. Like an example just now. We’re having a family reunion with my moms family which is like 10 siblings with her. & we’re staying at a garage next to the church. & so I walked in, & left the door open because the other family where on their way to come in. Then my mom is like “you have to shut the door”. It’s not like I’m oblivious to everything. I told them I want to be treated like an adult I am. Not like a child. They said “sure” but they still criticize everything I do, so I feel like they continue to do it because they love to control me. But us chosen ones are not willing to be put up with that. We are hard headed people. Meaning we are not easily to be messed with.
Older People always thing young people are dumb but they are hypocrites. Heres a verse you will like. 1 Timothy 4:12 "Let no one look down on your youthfulness, but rather in speech, conduct, love, faith and purity, show yourself an example of those who believe"
It is tough. I'm old though and I made it this far. My advice? Whatever you're going through is not forever. When they treat you like that, try to understand it's not them. Try to meet it with kindness and understanding. You will win every time. Remember that your parents won't always be there. Take what you can learn from them and try to approach their criticisms that way - it's just a learning opportunity. You'll get through this and have the chance to show them how amazing you are. Be prepared to never get an apology and be able to forgive anyway. Look into the teachings of stoicism. When bad things happen, be grateful. You will survive and learn from them. They are an opportunity. God bless you. Be strong.
Yeah,no joke! I like to dress stylishly when I go out.And I get some sarcastic remarks because of it. Just recently the supermarket checker randomly said 'Oh,we're all just fine,now that you're here.'🙄 I said , I'll take that as a compliment.' She just rolled her eyes.
Amen. The world was created perfectly, but it's been corrupted by sin. I'm only here as a pilgrim on a mission from God, so nothing can happen to me outside of His will. I'm only here as long as God has assigned me. I'm not trying to stay any longer or cut off the precious time I have to accomplish as much as I can. I just want God to fortify me and make me exactly what He needs for me to be where I am at any given moment for as long as He purposed here on earth.
On life Bro I always knew when I was younger I was destined for greatness and Chosen just didn't know how real it was gone be when I turned like maybe the age of 25 I totally resonate with this Family.!!! ✝️
Oh wow!! 😲 You literally just explained my very thoughts and feelings I have had my whole life!! 🥺 Being chosen is a challenging journey. A couple of times over the past few years, when I would feel stuck and down and just tired of it all, I would ask God if He would just take me on to be with Him. In my spirit, I would hear His answer back.."no I want you to live. There's more you need to do." And you just explained why that is so perfectly...to shine our light. Thank you so much for this video, and all your videos. I love this channel. You are a blessing!! 🙏 ❤❤
Loving your channel... Good Content and you provide a safe Gathering place for the Elect to share their thoughts & struggles. Thank you to All for taking the time to comment... Your comments bring Light and Love into my life... I feel that our Father has Blessed this place for our Gathering ... Michele 💕💕😊
Your ministry is HIGHLY Anointed, may the Lord continually Bless you. This just happened to me yesterday, again and many other times(I keep trying, though I know It's God's Plan). It's like watching a Bad movie that you are in, trying to teach some that the things they are involved could hurt them & you want them to be on a higher place in the Lord because you "SEE" some of the plans of the literal enemy in their life. And they just look down on you and say "NOPE." At the end I just say"Please pray about it", they nod yes(I hope so) The evil surrounding you is so intense at times that you have to run(at least in my case & others that can relate. Oh and the Never giving credit with EVIL or Mad Looks(that is so previlent) beyond belief. I thought that I was the only person going through this, so THANK YOU for letting the Lord use you to shed light on this. This 54 year old lady, right when I think that I've seen it all, God keeps shows me the illusion that others are highly in(not saying I'm 💯% perfect but it can be exhausting and the evil that I feel in places makes me literally run out of that space at time,(But Not before doing what I believe the Lord wants me to do.) I just remember Romans 8:18 For I reckon that the suffering of this present tim are NOT worthy to be compared with the Glory which SHALL be revealed in US. Fitting in?, Some think I'm weird, but I call it SAVED.
@@TheElectOfGod_ Our enemy is talking: ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-Gl80tdlPacU.html Do you truly want to go where he is going? - into hell and into the lake of fire? Why we, humans from clay, should worship you - the old devil - Lucifer - just an angels, who once were glorified, but fell, because of pride. You, oh old and ancient devil - you are blinded by pride, broken, full of envy for all who dwells in heaven and on earth. Why should we bow down before you? - when you can´t even stand. You had your fun with us/mankind, you deceived us good and sadly many will you take. But do not be blinded again, few will be saved - going back to home, in heaven - where you once dwelled. The glorious place you once had - will be forgotten. You`ll never be an Angel again, but and old prideful, full of envy - blinded by hate - deaf from lies - and old fallen angel you`ll only be. That's from a Soul - who you once tried to deceive.
This is why I left NYC asap. I was born and raised there but that city is full of darkness. It was literally hell for me. I live in rural areas now. Being in nature is so healing
I have made a huge mistake thinking that there's good in others! The world is a strange place to me. I have made mistakes and repented. People have turned there backs on me for something that was not my fault! The longer I live, the more I look forward to heaven!
I can't believe this is so on point! Thank you! Feeling beyond stuck right now. YES you answered right... like I don't want to die..but I question sometimes.... my jaw dropped when you said that. It is a PAINFUL world out there... I have suffered with my health and still do. I am also "stuck" in many ways where I am. I am in a town where I need to leave where a lot of tragedy happened. These people are truly evil. Anyone who avidly wants someone to suffer is not a good person. I have been praying I find my way to a comfortable place in humanity, but I know it might never be comfortable. Thank you for this incredible content. Too bad you don't do consultations!
Omggg I can totally relate to that part about sometimes wishing that I was ignorant and shallow like those around me, coz they're the ones who got all the success in life (money, career, spouse, house with picket fence, etc.) while I'm the one who's struggling. But try as I might, I can never be like them. Thanks for the clarity! ❤🙂
Another good point. I have had high expectations, always wanting to give people and things the benefit of the doubt. But they always let me down. I a just not designed for this place. I know He put me here for a reason, but I feel my mission is complete. I've seen enough. I could have dies when I was 18 when I was diagnosed with a brain tumor. But it was benign. The Lord wanted me here. Hopefully it's over... Praying that His time HAS come... NOW! 1 John 2:15-18
Hello Beautiful Soul 👋 My spiritual journey taught me alot in why the world is the way it is. This fear based society has us living backwards. With all this beautiful energy that has been rising on our planet I feel optimistic it woke me up. I'm living in a whole new world of Love, Peace, Joy, Beauty, and Happiness and this fills my heart with gratitude. At this point I will continue to learn grow and better myself to shine my light on others.😇🌟 This world is beautiful and I love it. Appreciate you sending you and all the beautiful souls out there lots of Love, Blessings, and Beautiful Energy. 💛🧡💜🙏🙌💥💫🌠
I'm currently living with my parents and they are all unsaved. My parents and siblings. I discovered that there are many generational curses in my bloodline. I can relate to everything you say. I have been following all your videos lately and can relate to all of them. Like you're analysing my life. 😆 I am stuck since 2015 and waiting for a door to open so I could flee. My mom is very toxic and narcissistic. It has been hard living with her. Thk you so much for your videos. When you speak it's like your soul was going to fly to heaven. Indeed because you spoke in the spirit. To God be the glory brother. 🙏🏽😊
I have always been going through cycles of financial losses ever since I left university 23 years ago. Never had a constant enjoyment of my efforts. So true, so right what you are saying. My desire is that the Lord God Almighty this time around break this curse in my life once and for all so that I enjoy my life while I also afford being a blessing to others! God bless you mightily.
Spot on! I’ve felt so alone my entire life but I feel like in the last year or so God is bringing these chosen ones together. I’ve been amongst more chosen ones this last year than ever. We are finding each other and I love it!!
Thank you for explaining this so well. I always felt no belonging to this world. I could never understand why I was put here . I always questioned why most people are so mean to each other instead of helping and supporting. I remember saying to my brother as a kid . I’m in this world . But I’m not of it . I was always searching for love. I’ve come to realise that love was always there right beside me along . His name is Jesus. The one I put my whole trust and faith in . God bless you
Yes, I had these written on my wall when I was in my late teen. I dont know where it came from... I wrote "HAVE NO EXPECTATION" And yet my whole life I expect goodness. Even till now. I am 62. I am still learning how to deal with it
Omg. This is so correct. This touches my soul because This is so true man. You definitely went in and I'm so teary eyed from this truth. I've been stuck for so long.
Thankyou Ciziano for bieng so righteous and always letting the Almightys light shine though you and its always a healing and peaceful feeling you give , and saying much I always wanted to hear but none ever said ,keep bieng a awesome beacon of light ❤️💎❤️🌟🥰 I send prayers to help your journey go smoothly and the rightous shall privail in the trust of THE ALMIGHTY AND JESUS !! ❤️❤️❤️
And...you could never explain this if you did not experience it....That goes for all your sharings on here, brother! Blessings and Abba Father cover and protect you!
This is so much my life … I get so much comfort here because this is exactly how I’ve felt … since I was a child . Be blessed …I draw a lot of people who are stuck in traps and it is often very draining
I INNERSTAND every single word you spoke. Your channel found me like 2 days ago. It's nice to be in the company of others who feel the same as I do. I've always known I was different from other kids at the tender age of 4. I never played with toys... I preferred things like wood carving kits, chemistry sets, painting, and soaking up esoteric knowledge (pre-internet). I was blessed to have a mother who was an astrologer & sort of prepped me for what I'd go through as an adult. My true friends were souls like myself. Sadly, damn near all of us ended up as heroin addicts, I'm the last one standing out of our small circle. I'm an Empath and often Psychic. I see spirits everywhere I go, and I feel like I was trickled somehow into being in this prison planet. At 41 I still don't feel right in my own skin, but have learned some great coping skills that keep me going from ppl like myself who go through these same feelings and emotions. Thanks for your videos, they make me feel not so alone here. Love & Light...
Dude! You were able to explain and articulate the way I've felt my entire life but I've never been able to put it to words. I needed this acknowledgement. Thank you for making me feel seen after a lifetime of feeling like a total stranger in my own land. First time watching you. Can't justify NOT subscribing after this 🤯🤯🤯
Thank you for this video. I have honestly struggled with this feeling of being stuck and not fitting in my whole life. I could never understand why as I try to be kind to others and to he a good person. I would often get so upset that I would just cry. Your video helps bring a lot of clarity. I’ve also struggled a lot with, “Why am I here?” In a worldly, material sense I’ve spent decades always being there for and helping others. I still really have a difficult time “going into the world” as I have worked hard all my life, but never really achieved much of what the world considers to be success - power, materialism, etc. I am going through a very challenging time right now, and all of these questions have resurfaced. Throughout my day, I have felt much gratitude for your kindness
Ciziano. Don't ever question whether or not you're speaking from the Spirit. From one Chosen One to another ... You average 250 Chosen Ones in full agreement with your vision. Your work is just full on enlightening and ... amazing. Thank you so much. Good d Bless you and yours. 🤠
How is it that your videos speak exactly what runs through my mind on a daily basis. I always say I'm stuck in this world, and didn't ask to be born. I have thoughts of suicide, but don't want to ever go through with it because of my son. Your words literally sound like they were snatched right out of my brain. I know I am meant to hear this today. Thank you for being obedient and making these videos! I typed that before I heard the next part.... where you talk about how you may be stuck in a state and don't want to be there, you want to move. That is LITERALLY what is going on for the past few years. I feel like my husband and I can never move out of this corrupt state of Illinois and go somewhere like Tennessee. I feel like it's never going to happen because just when things are looking good to move, our money just disappears (taxes, or unexpected bills, or family issues). I feel like Jesus is literally answering my prayers of me needing to hear from him clearly by speaking through you. God bless you
I feel you so much…we all think this way, in this video you explained what being chosen really feels like so well (good job for this).. it’s so isolating because you want people in your life so bad but they’re low level and it can be so draining for us just having a relationship but I feel that we chosen people will be just fine we just have to know our position..stay low key because we can intimidate people and stand out to much..but it’s okay we can still enjoy life and people..just have boundaries, love yourself and just try to find the beauty of this world
When you said “you’re not suicidal but you don’t feel fulfilled by the world” you were sooo speaking to me. Like so often I ask why am I here? I didn’t ask to be here. But for some reason Jesus created me and I’m thankful heaven is my eternal home.
Electgod,I do feel stuck & alone in this world,& feeling as if no one understands me , returns my calls, text messages, people I used to resonate with, I feel like their slowly falling away from my life,slowly!
Yes, you called it exactly right! I used to really put myself out there to try and bring (or drag) haha, people to Christ, but I got burned out from dealing with wicked, narcissistic people. I now live like a hermit and focus on the birds and squirrels that I feed in my backyard, and on my Chiweenie dog. Haha! We are here to plant seeds of righteousness in the world. I just worry I’ve lost my saltiness. Matthew 5:13 (KJV) Ye are the salt of the earth: but if the salt have lost his savour, wherewith shall it be salted? it is thenceforth good for nothing, but to be cast out, and to be trodden under foot of men.
Rapture Yes... in trying to be a witness for Christ, I attracted evil Narcissistic people... who will NEVER change... they don't want God. Why was I so driven? And why did I spend so much time and energy on them? I feel like it was wasted time. Now, those lessons learned, my intention is to witness only to those who "Ask". And even then, I am very careful not to fall into the devil's schemes to wear me down. It seems that I have always tried to help the wrong "people". 💕 Michele
@@teshuvahemmet3036 I agree... we should hate sin but not the sinner. When it comes to forgiveness I have learned this... Forgiveness does not always Equal Reconciliation. Also Jesus did not hang with those who had no respect for him and his teaching... he taught and he knew who would listen. He never begged or pleaded for them to change their evil ways. I am talking about these who are deep into the devil's world and even possibly demon possessed. Full of envy, strife, liars, deceivers and the like. If you have ever been in a relationship with a Narcissist you will understand the toxic demonic behavior. The bible says, have nothing to do with these. Michele 💕💕💕
I began my life trying to kill myself because of the overwhelming evil surrounding me. Tried for many years to die. I believe I lived through it so I can put the good in this world. Its rough a lot of times but I now accept it with open arms.
This video really hit home with every point mentioned. Breaking curses is so crucial especially if you have offspring . It's difficult to feel free or appreciated let alone actually connected when so many seem fake and unvarifiable developing trust is perpetually out of reach. My natural incline is to be free with the my spirit but with so many narcs and abusers being guarded is a must. I have a long time friend/brother we're both sigma Scorpio infj empaths, we've been getting a lot of positive affirmations from your videos. I don't know that I'd like to refer to myself as a chosen one, it feels a bit immodest.
Think about this flip. For the evil, this world is the closest thing to Heaven they will ever see. But for the Elect, that exact same world is the closest thing to hell....they will ever see or experience. Quite something to contend with. "Beloved think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened to you." 1st Peter 4/12
I have been trying my while life to get away from generational curses... I am aware and am trying. This channel is an inspiration. I believe one of those lights in the darkness..I have been so weary. I have lived as of tomorrow will be the end of the world... God bless everyone out there watching
You just described my entire childhood emotions. From a very young age I was asking (myself) so many questions. Deep questions that kids my own age weren't inquiring to find out or even have an awareness of, political process, psychology of human behavior including my own but one struggled with the most that had me questioning my own parents discernment was the question into why they took everything in the news as guaranteed facts. They never questioned ANYTHING the media told them where I at 9yrs old remember a definng moment that had me giving a quizzical look at my parents like they had sprouted four heads and and 28 limbs hailing from Mars to be stupid enough to believe the craziest nonsense from a NASA scientist JUST BECAUSE he claims to be a scientist. As if to tell me that no scientist in the world would ever lie to the public about his projects and plans etc. Given the multitude of deceit and cover up from every government funded organization today, but somehow I was the one made to feel foolish for questioning the validity of what I was being fed through the tv? And I constantly felt out of place my entire life. After a diagnosis of severe depression at 18 I remember yelling out to my empty room without realizing what I was saying I cried "I JUST WANT TO GO HOME! PLEASE SEND ME BACK. I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE ANYMORE!" As soon as these words left my lips I had no idea where theyl came from, why I was begging for this, what Iit meant. Because I was technically standing in my own room in my own home. I wasn't having some split personality episode. It took some time, approximately 2-3 years before I would figure out exactly what the meaning was to my words. After a bit of self discovery I had my aha! monent and realized in that very moment in all my mental pain and anguish my higher self, my soul knew I had come from a heavenly place, pun intended. And wanting that pain to stop I cried out to my savior tolet me come back to my REAL home. Through the journey of finding out such a profound truth eased my pain in knowing I was meant to be here. My pain had purpose. I didn't know at the time what itt was but my cries were heard and God sent me on a journey for the answer which I found. Amen
Yep aha aha, same lol it's like I'm 4x4ing and get my tires stuck in the mud and spend the rest of the time driving in the ditches instead of the highway with clear sailing.. lol spirit just showed me as I go ditch to ditch plucking people out of the mud and throwing them in the box of the truck lol I like it. I like when you say we are extracting the evil out of them. Sounds noble but reality is facing fear and growing in courage and faith. My pray is always for the Lord to open doors he wants me to take and close those he doesn't. And now more than ever I am so happy to not be like others, to be who God has made me to be. We are meant to stick out. Let's keep shining :) lol heard him just say ,ya you can still smile while your stuck in the mud lol building muscle 💪 enjoy your weekend 🙂
You know, I’m happy being the light in dark spaces. If that is what my Father has called me to do, then so be it. But I really want and need the finances man. Really!
I sometimes long to leave earth and go home to the Heavenly Father. I want to fulfill my destiny, but want to be around love and peace all day everyday. That will only happen when we get to Heaven.
