Girl I have a mare who is great idk why but when I go to get on I just feel anxious and dreadfull absolutely no excitement and love of riding anymore. Nothing happened no accident. I gained weight gained depression and a bad back. Horses don't dream of shows and training ect so as long as I can give her good care and a safe home she will stay with me. I hate tho that ppl wonder why I don't ride her. Lots of just chilling with them sitting in pasture and stalls reading with them learning all kinds of fun braids ecr...liberty these are things I'm trying to do to find my joy with horses again. But it just sucks ur not alone!
