Why I no longer stan Nicki Minaj (it's wild, man.) 

Sorry I didn't have the premier up before now; I wanted to give everyone more of a heads up than this. I'd love to act like I have a reasonable excuse, but really, I just laid down to take a nap and slept a solid day. New video up on my side channel: ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-kjXoffcYQVI.html&ab_channel=CryfortheDevilAudiobook

It’s so disgusting that the barbs are saying “that happened years ago, move on”

People be holding nicki accountable and talking about what she did wrong and people be like stay mad. Like what the fuck???? Do these people see nothing wrong with her behaviour or are they just turning 2 blind eyes bc they Stan her.

She talked about stabbing a girl as if it was some cringy story like "Oh yeah, me and my friends got in trouble for a food fight 🤪" or "I shaved my eyebrows and dyed them orange"

For me her personality and behavior is way too self absorbed and borderline narcissistic for me to even stan her. She's an incredibly talented rapper and has every right to be proud of her career but you can tell she views herself far above everyone and her fans follow suit.

Nicki was the first black female Pop/ Rep artist with an alternative style that I saw as a kid. She was iconic to little old me but you are who you associated with and I can’t support sh*ty people.

I stopped following Nicki a while back with all the Little Mix drama but I didn't realize how bad of a person she is I honestly don't feel like she's gonna be changing any time soon if she does than good for you but I couldn't bring myself to support her again it's just wouldn't feel right knowing all of this I defended her time and time again hoping she would change but it probably won't happen which is really sad because she's one of the most talented woman in the game rn.

I know virtually nothing about Nicki's controversy's, but I grew up listening to her Pink Friday era. I stopped following her around anaconda, and then I joined Gay Twitter™ therefore I stanned Nicki in an ironic sense. I did have a stan era that while not quite as strong as yours... I stanned Jarjar Spackle, so I definitely get the hyperfixation on bad figures. I feel like Nicki's impact on pop culture is larger than her, and that she may or may not have peaked. I dropped Jafar Stingray before the true storm (Shane Dawson gate) but it took the blm movement and the pandemic to shake me out of my 15 year old stupor.

This is exactly what I’m saying her fanbase is so delusional and toxic that they want to hold every other celebrity accountable for any mistakes that they do. But they wanna go and judge other celebrities like their fav is the most cleanest person in the world. After 2017 her music has definitely not been up to par. She’s just a nasty troll on social media who attacks other women or other people in general who just doesn’t agree with her logic in life. She just needs to step back and take accountability for the nasty shit that she’s done. And make music for fun again

I’ll forever love nickis music but I’ve accepted that she’s actually not a good person. She’s messy,bitter,arrogant and doesn’t like anyone being better than her. Cardi coming into the industry really revealed nickis character big time

Please stay away from the comments crow man. I’m already seeing delulu’s. I hate stan culture it’s so scary.

I never cared about Nikki Minaj or her music, I never liked her music and was very indifferent to her. But when I heard about her supporting and helping her brother after the molestation case, I felt so disgusted and couldn't think of her in the same way.

I idolized Nicki Minaj for YEARS, and that comment that's highlighted at 19:14 - which I distinctly remember seeing, within days of her making it - felt like a slap in the face at the time. The fact that she didn't even deny that it happened, just offered their ages and them supposedly having been in a relationship as... An argument that he didn't r*pe her. I'm a survivor of DV and sexual abuse, including r*pe, by my ex partner. The idea that r*pe can't happen in a relationship is what kept me from understanding how wrong I was being treated for YEARS, and so much of the victim-blaming and straight-up dismissal of my trauma that I experienced afterwards was centered around the fact that I had been in a relationship with my r*pist. Seeing Nicki not only defending him (because like you, I was trying to give her the benefit of the doubt of "maybe she really doesn't believe he did it"), but using (false) claims about their ages and relationship status to defend what he did, was sickening to me. I remember reading that comment and immediately going upstairs to my room to tear down the poster of her I'd had on my wall for at least 6 years. Thank you for making this video. It needs to be talked about.

Oh my god poor Jennifer I really hope she'll be able to find peace :(

We stan our Crow. Thank you for another video. I love how informative they always are.

Their relationship is so weird to me since allegedly there is a history of female violence in her family to i love her music but her actions are getting annoying

The comments from the Nicki stans are making me laugh Just accept the person who you are stanning is not a good person

I once saw a TiKToK of someone saying everyone should be held responsible for their actions except Nicki Minaj

The fact that people even brought up the fact that he's younger than her just hit way too close to home for me. I was 14 when I was assaulted by a girl who was 2 years younger than me and it always disgusts me when I think about it and I blamed myself over that fact for so many years. It's just..... disgusting.

God, the Nicky stans are already coming in and one already threatened to report the video🤦‍♀️

Again, it’s ok to like her music but not Nicki as a person. It doesn’t make you a bad person just because you like her music

I’m so glad my Nicki phase was short-lived. I used to love her music around the same time as you did (except I was like 9 LMAO). Last year I made a playlist of all her older songs that I listened to but my perception of her as a person has totally changed.

Nicki really risked it all for a man who got that "if you dont let me play with you I'll tell the teacher" look lmao

What I hate about this is the feu between Cardi B and Nicki Minaj was petty from both parties but I hate it when Barb’s try to bring Cardi down by saying her past was nasty because she was a stripper and she used to drug men and rob from them, I’ve seen that woman tell her stories about her past and she looks sad and shows she had a hard time meanwhile here’s Nikki tweeting about this with LOL and laughing about it I think that’s a key difference between the both of them

Interesting video! I've never really gotten deep into Nicki's music, but this is still unfortunate. Even if I didn't listen to her, I could still see the "girlboss" persona that you saw in her, so I had respect for her. I don't understand how people could do stuff like this!! Lowkey regret voting for this video though, the barbs can be absolutely brutal! I wish you luck and hopefully you come out unscathed. Hehe, maybe don't check comments for a while!

Yes I’ve been waiting for this video, nicki’s music has kept me entertained and inspired me for so long it’s so hard to let her go but it’s for the better

As much as I love Nicki Minaj, I can’t defend her with being Kenneth Petty.

I really liked Doja Cat when she first started, but learned that she associates with Nicki so I really don't know how to feel about her anymore. ( When I say I was a fan of Doja I'm talking about pre fame Doja before she was known for MOO! Or any other known scandals)

As a lesbian woman (Not qr bec thats a slur that triggers me lmfao whatever) it’s disgusting to pretend to be lgbt just for personal gain like what.

Wow this was a great first video to see. Thank you for making this. I've always enjoyed her music and the new album was so good in my opinion. Albeit weird how heavy on the AI art. Still...the behavior around her husband makes me realize not only is she on the side of wrong, she is no doubt right now personally in danger and in denial at least outwardly. The reason she may not want to leave because she knows a war will ensue. I hope she gets out and soon. subscribed and thank you.

I'm so glad I'm not the only one who thinks this. The amount of tolerance and defending she has and does for the gross people is nauseating. Edit: 9:24 yeah no, intermission. It's not a fucking "mistake" when you do ALL OF THAT STUFF, as a grown ass adult who, as you mentioned, is marginalised in many ways herself, yet gets off scott free when she's mysoginistic to other women and profiting off queer people. That shit is enough to drop a person and people should have Edit 2: imo, if you still listen to her, you're still helping her and supporting her. You can argue that you can just pirate the music or something like that, but does it still feel good to listen to a person who has this big of a bad track record? Idk

Both Nicki and Cardi have done some really bad stuff, with Cardi there was also sending some guys to beat up the girl her husband was with and with Nicki it's well everything mentioned in the video. Both should not be seen as role model.

Alert : angry Nicky stans below xD

stopped caring about her when she defended tucker carlson

I didn’t realize how serious this all ways. My heart breaks. I don’t understand how Nicki can support him knowing what he’s done. I 100% stand by Jennifer.. I had no idea. I hope justice is served somehow. This is such a huge injustice to assault survivors and Nicki knows she’s wrong.

I’ve never liked Nicki for apparently no reason, but now I have a reason to. Thanks for the information, by the way!

imo I think part of it has to do with her fans. She thinks she's better than everyone and the barbs keep gassing her up and defending her with their life. Ever since cardi has came into the industry her true colors have rlly been showing.

I knew she always rubbed me the wrong way, but never actually looked into it. Yikes. I hope things are well with her husband. I wouldn't want to see her abused. Pretty sure she has a baby now too, so...

That inspirational moment when you try to kill a woman in cold blood (actually though what the fuck)

Imagine ever stanning Nikki Minaj

OMG! Literally perfect timing! I saw a post of reddit about this just yesterday and it had me thinking about it all day!

Don't stand Nicki stan daddy crow instead!!

I see where you are coming from. This why I do not stan no one. No one perfect. She will always be my favorite rapper, but I too do not agree with everything she has done. I didn't like the roll out on her album queen. I didnt like her telling fans to drag someone that disagreed with her, sliding into people's dms and saying some harsh stuff. Her rocking for women but will tear them to shreds if she doesn't like them. Claiming to be this hood queen, but will work with people like 69. My love for this woman is eternal but im not a blind stand that's gonna just forget all stuff she did wrong. This video was well done. You kept your argument respectful.

Why is it when someone with great talent…Is horribly shitty 😭😭😭

Oh I guess if you're in a relationship then you can't get SA'd at knife point! Thanks Nicki!

It's enlightening to hear you speak on Nicki from the perspective of a former Barb. Thank you for being detailed in Nicki's horrific harassment against Jennifer and for also bringing up her behavior for the past 5 years, it seems like she's spiraling and she has no one in her corner or shes too far gone to come to a Jesus moment and have her make amends with the people she hurt and ask for forgiveness

THANK YOU FORPOSTING SO MUCH MORE CONTENT I LOVE IT OMGG

I thought you totally were drawing Daniel Radcliffe and was so confused why that is lol. But yes. I was a total barb as well and now I learned my lesson to never idolize any celebrity. It sucks. But reality is very much a reminder that celebrities are people and nobody is perfect.

i feel partially glad i never liked nikki as a person knowing all this

i like your art and your commentary no matter what its about and ill always be in the 1% of people who watch your videos that dont perform as well. i know this is unrelated but i just want you to know your work is good and entertaining. i wish you didnt have to torture yourself with drama to keep yourself alive because i truly adore when you interprate music you like or do witchy shit

also her collabing with with that creep 6ix9ine

I stood for Nicki so hard, partly because she was always the underdog of women in hip hop. Seeing all this shit coming out about her overtime really did hurt (I ain't even know about her stabbing a girl). I really hope she wakes TF up and gets away from Kenneth, but I've had to distance myself from her too.

I don’t think Lady Gaga should be excused for working with R-Kelly just because it was years ago. R-Kelly was exposed for peeing on kids way before Gaga was ever famous she knew what she was doing to. Everyone needs to be held to the same standard. That being said what Nicki is now doing is much much worse. I believe Nicki is herself a victim of abuse that has now become an abuser due to her wealth and power. She became a pick me for predatory men so she could feel above other female victims. It’s sad because she was one of my favorite artist but I will never listen to her music again because of what she’s done to victims. None of these people should be idolized by anyone.

It's crazy how the barbs are so quick to judge other people and celebrities for not showing love Nicki Minaj but when actual Barb or someone does their research and Analysis everything Nikki has done wrong they want to bash that person but really if you don't agree with Nicki Minaj you her enemy and she's right about that cuz that is true cuz I used to be a Bard myself and I quit that shit because so Nicki Minaj isn't different from any other insecure woman she is not a God she is a human being people need to understand that there's between God and Immortal that's trying to be God

I agree with almost all of your criticism of Nicki Minaj tho Nicki saying ‘stay in school’ (probably talking to high schoolers) and your highly specific response to that being ‘well I did that, got an art degree, and got tonnes of debt!!!’ is so funny

This is off topic, but I really appreciate how honest you are, I just really like the vibe you present if that makes sense. Anyways, wish you the best, really like your content, man!

can we also talk abt she literally named her alter ego after a r*pist (roman polanski) ...

I used to be a huge huge huge fan of Nicki but as soon as I read about her marrying and supporting that man to remove his name as a s offender and defending him, I dropped her. Something just don't feel right looking at it from every angle, it just fucked up... I can't look at her the same. Her stans keep saying Jennifer is doing that for money but even if that was the case, Nicki is still not looking so innocent in the situation.

after 2017 nicki rlly went downhill with her music had behavior, its very sad to see. In her 2009 to 2013 eras she was a very good artist and had a iconic style, but then she dropped it for no good reason lykeeee

More people need to see this video. I didn't know all of these 😮

The one thing I’ve always thought about this is that niki herself grew up rough and it’s hard not to believe the guy isn’t manipulating niki too. I have always felt that when they do *divorce* it’s gonna be bad

Great video, thank you for the honesty and the real commentary. Have a blessed night stay safe, loved the video❤❤

I love your vids, your voice is so comforting! Even if the topic isn’t lol, thanks for the awesome content!

Thank you for sharing this video!

the nicki fans are alreay in the comment sections! i dont understand why they still support her? like, yall are confusing.

never commented when it came out on patreon so imma comment nice vid !! dont have much else to say just doin it for the quirky algorithm

I had NO idea abt the stabbing and the alleged attempted murder.... wtf??!? and the anti-cardi barbz have the audacity to point out cardis robbing when nicki has done that?? she literally recalled her violently assaulting someone fondly and found it funny.... that's straight up sociopath behavior. and if the attempted murder is true how is nicki not cancelled by now? cancelled would be generous, PRISON is the fairer option. like WTF

oh wow i just remembered ur channel i havent seen ur videos in like 2 years, i hope ur doing well now + great video!! ^^

Who else here after big foot

Yeah and of nicki wanted to talk to Jennifer she should had done it in private. Don't use your platform to get all her fans to harrass her even more. That's really messed up. Jennifer was dealing with that for 30 years and moving on. Wow!

Damn that shits fucked up

I also use firealpaca and i always use your videos to help and inspire me so thank you your art is great

Less about nicki and more about her fanbase especially her non-black stans. The barbs love putting black women against each other. Each time a a black female rapper gets an achievement, they come to put them down

Omg thought it was just me, I just don't like how nicki has an ego, she be saying shes the queen of rap but doing 20 second singing in other peoples songs which rarely get any fucking views, queen of rap is either cardi or doja. be mad if you are, nicki died out ages ago.

New microphone? It sounds nice.

When I was a kid I fell in love with Nikki she was my gay awakening. Idk where I first saw her but I was obsessed with her Harajuku fashion and I liked her music in the Pink Friday era. I miss the simpler times... anyway I was, not like a hardcore stan but when I got older and some of my friends were telling me she's problematic I didn't want to believe them, but this video really cleared things up for me and now I understand. She's a pretty horrible person for all this stuff and I don't respect her anymore. But I hope she learns and grows and becomes a better person.

Hey! Fellow Former Barbz myself. Well, not quite accurate- Barbz Appreciator and Former Nicki fan. I’m 44 now, I was too old to be a Barbz lol. But I love music and I loved her music and I loved seeing the younger generations absolutely devour her energy and what she was doing. You did a rly good job covering this, I think. Especially considering this is a subject no one will touch w a 10 foot pole, straightforward. Thank you for that. It’s horrifying when you kno what this woman Jennifer has been put thru- she has had to live separately from her children for their safety! Dude!- and then to see Nicki’s behavior around these accusations. It’s a dam shame for all those Barbz who are still defending her because she meant so much to them, they will protect her at any cost. Nicki is actively harassing stalking and threatening to have this woman killed,on behalf of the man that raped her. Or was- I didn’t kno Jennifer dropped the case, I guess they’ll stop now. I think in Cali registered sex offender’s can’t live in the house w the baby, and that’s why this all started. You did an awesome job actually, you talked about the only thing that matters pertaining to Nicki Minaj today. It’s rly fxkcing upsetting to hear that they’ve prevailed in getting Jennifer to drop her case, she put up such a fight. But hopefully she and her family can have some peace and be left alone by them now. And yea, hopefully *WHEN* isht hits the fan between Nicki and this dude she’s gets out w her baby without too much harm. If yr familiar w FD Signifier, he just did a video essay on Nicki and it was rly good, but it was a retrospective and he def didn’t get into this with the detail or accuracy I feel it deserves- but I think he was scared of the Barbz. He kept talking to them 😅. Thanks again for making this video. Idk why it seems everyone is afraid to talk about this.

No cardi fan should be under this video throwing hate . Hold cardi accountable if you guys want to hold nicki accountable as well for these r*pe allegations

i love nicki minajs music, and i love her aesthetic, but i dont like the things shes done. i wont be able to stop listen to her music but i know that as people most rappers/celebs arent role models so ill never look up to them

"honeyyyy..... you stabbed a girl" LOL

oml ur art is so perfect

i never liked Nicki but now I dislike her

watch the nicki stans report her yt an cancel for speaking facts.

i just wanna say as a trinidadian ........we really dont like her here ...her own family blocked her........i mean

"Slim shaddy" predicted half of this with his song "stan" Which detailed that acc of someone becoming so attached to someone or something that they'll harm themselves or others around them. Imo I think only weak minded ppl stan anything and anyone that's not themselves idk if you believe in the Bible (Adam and Eve) or if you believe we're here from the right circumstances (The big bang) we've developed so much that there's a reason we're considered the apex predators and part of that was that thing that's called (free will and independence) we have something that nothing else in the universe has and that is the ability to think for ourselves and act on said free will...there isn't one master we're diverse and have different cultures and we didn't achieve that by mindlessly follow each other around we broke off and established our owns ways and traditions...recognize what we have b4 its to late Id hate to die knowing that a majority of my choices were guided and influenced by someone....someone THAT I'VE NEVER MEET BEFORE at that. But you know what they say "the mind is truly something amazing and yet terrifying"

Cupcakke is the queen of rap 😍✨

I'm glad we can agree she's beautiful, I'm tired of seeing people act like she's some hideous beast lol

Crow man is back, my fellow genderfluid, how are you?

Nicki Minaj and i are both Sagittarius, and also I like her music, I don’t condone her actions and I don’t stand her but I do like her music… my heart goes out to Jennifer hough… and also I love your art…

We miss you bro. We luv ur video essays.

I only like her mixtape eras, pf, and pfrr. After that she became toxic. The queen era was truly the end for her. She became a whole different person and her fans got worse than ever

Holy shit I found you again, hi. I was from your melanie martinez video but lost your channel, mightve been name change of some sort. I stanned nicki when I was like 16, but really stopped liking her after I learned everything that truly was going on.

I used to be a huge fan until her beef with Remy in 2017. I grew up listening to her. She raised me. Initially I was on her side and didn't care to know Remy's side. She couldn't do no wrong in my eyes. I thought everyone was ganging on her. And then Cardi B emerged. I stanned both religiously. Then I joined stan Twitter, learnt what she did to Lil Kim, and that's when I started unstanning. (Before stan Twitter I really thought she was the FIRST female rapper on earth, I didn't know anybody else 😂). Then I started seeing how she treated Cardi B and how she lies and always plays the victim, how she bullies others but doesn't want anybody to say anything bad about her, how she contradicts herself for her own convenience, ect. And SHE'S A PATHOLOGICAL LIAR. That woman lies even when there's no reason to. Then her history with pedophiles/rapists. I was shocked. And I've stopped being a fan ever since then. Right now she's constantly throwing shade at other female rappers on Twitter, making up excuses whenever her songs do bad, and I sit and wonder if this is really the woman I once was a huge fan of.

I started listening and supporting Nicki since I was 10, and only recently as of 2021 decided I could no longer support her. I was 20, she seems like a fun person in interviews and seems sweet but, her actions and who she defends speak louder than anything. I was never on twitter but gradually seeing how she treats and talks about other black women is so disgusting to me and I can never support that. Even the way she attacked Leigh-Ann, a half black woman, while defending a white woman who black fishes, like *genuinely* that was fucking disgusting. I will never support that woman again, EVER. She is not for black women, she is not for abuse survivors, she is not for vaccines, SHE IS NOT FOR ANY WOMEN period. She just seems fake to me now that I know everything I know now. It's sad but it is the end of an era, a nearly decade long era of me being a barb, a part of me is sad to see it go, but I won't miss it when it leaves.

I'm sorry I know it's not funny but the first 5 minutes made me laugh 😭 just the idea of a goth kid doing a complete 180 and worshipping Nicki is so funny to me, as a goth kid who also loved nicki.

As a Barb, I agree that she is out of line A LOT. I believe in letting people grow and evolve, I just hope Nicki can do the same.

Self-care is not watching this video cause ignorance is bliss. Unfortunately I am a masochist

I can't bring myself to listen to Nicki's new music. ever since queen came out Nicki has just become meh to me. It's probably because there are more options to compare her to. When pink Friday and pink Friday roman reloaded came out she didn't have much competition and still doesn't because no one could do pop and rap like Nicki could, and when pinkprint came out her more emotional music was one of the main reasons why i still listened to that album, but when Queen came out it was just bad (in my opinion) because the songs felt incredibly self-centered (i know that has been a common theme in Nicki's music, but this one just felt different like she was being serious) and just boring. All the songs sounded the same and it felt like it was all about the drama because there was finally competition and i feel like the album was rushed to beat out the others and it failed. Pink Friday 2 feels like it was made FOR Tiktok. It feels like they squeezed as many samples to make it sound fast enough for tiktok. Nicki wants to be put into the hall of fame like beyonce and Taylor swift, but she can't because she is bitter and salty, and beyonce and Taylor swift outstretch their hand to help bring artists onto the scene, which Nicki also does, but the moment they become competition they become enemy #1 and she disses them, and when they fight back she plays victim and starts talking shit in an interview, and Nicki's ability to not give a shit about people is wild, Her brother is a predatory incestuous rapist her husband is a rapist as well, and she collabed with 6ix9ine possibly one of the shittiest people in the rap industry. PS the only reason nicki minaj is acting childish is because she knows her husband likes it.

Not surprised. Explains why I can't date a Nicki Stan. I like her music, but never liked her as a person. This video TRULY hits home. I have been assaulted 3× all by folks my age, basically. The first and hardest was when I was 19 and he was 18, a freshman at a local college. Fast forward to now, and he's being running for city council in one of my home state's largest cuties, reaping the benefits of being from a wealthy southern light skinned family... and me, dark and adopted as an infant into a relentlessly homophobic family. It's always about power. I'm done choosing the abusive people. My home life was awful and I as preyed on by other guys who were far more in the know. I stand with all survivors of sexual assault. I'm 35 now....

i hope it doesn't disappear cos it's really cool