everytime I think Im getting ahead in my emotional growth.. I have days like today where Im just overhwlmingly sad.. this life feels pointless and I dont want to kill myself but Im screaming to the universe from my soul to bring me back. this isnt a place I want to be anymore.
Hi Caroline, this is normal, it happens until you can get where you are wanting to be. Its universal as well, the sun comes up, the sun goes down, just like many things, including the weather. Its ok to feel sad, because its showing you that there is a deep sadness in life everywhere. You are picking up on the message. Another thing when you are growing in consciousness and awareness, you will pick up on energy. For instance, you may feel very sad, but ring round a few of your mates and family just to check in and see, if its coming from some one close to you. Do this before you take it all personally. T
I also feel like i keep going back but u are actually moving forward we will always have events that make us depressed or sad but realize it is part of life and as we move forward we can deal with these situations in a different light! I love u!! U are loved!!💖💖
@@muntahayacoub7724 I’m sorry ☹️ life is just so crazy and sometimes its so hard to piece together any kind of reasoning that makes sense for all of this madness. The ONLY thing that keeps me going when I feel down like that is the fact that I am not immortal and I KNOW this isn’t forever for me.. so I just keep waking up and playing along and trying to create me own little world that i can live in until its over. Keep your head up 💕
These talks were like oxygen to me in 2017 when I was in an 18 month depression/anxiety situation. Seeing depression as a state of painful (unchosen) transformation, shedding the illusion and the ponderous weight of the past, has helped me immensely, and there is remarkable magic in the process. Trevor - your work, publishing your wisdom, is both comforting and inspiring. Gratitude!!
Fuuuuuck this was some gorgeous, divine, necessary TRUTH. Thank you Trevor!!!! So inspiring and life-changing. Your videos are speaking to me directly and galvanizing me.
I'm 56 years old and I think that my whole life has been a dark night of the soul. And I feel like it's never going to end. I hope that watching your channel helps because I am so alone that I feel like I can't take it much longer. Everyone who was in my life is gone and we are in the middle of this damn pandemic. I just want out.
You’re gonna look back on this time and be thankful that you never gave up. Powerful transformation is underway and what’s coming is so beautiful.. trust the process
THANK YOU!! 🙏 You and this message is a godsend. I just hit one of the lowest times of my life last night... and woke up this morning with the same painful feelings. I can’t deny that I am amazed that you showed up when you did... I haven’t been online looking up anything much lately, so the sophisticated algorithms and everything can’t be used to explain this. Whatever the case, I am extremely thankful. 💖💖💖🦋
Hello trevor I am a person who awakened during the time you made this channel . And today in 2020 I remember how I was a caterpillar love u my awakened friend.
I've only gotten through about an hour of your work, and it's already GOLD. I stumbled upon this 'coincidentally' after I recently realized that I running from it wasn't the way out (didnt even realize that's what I was even doing) ...it simply didn't work after years of giving it all I got. Only in deciding to understand it and listen to it, did I finally make some progress. I was wanting a little more guidance with it and then you showed up. THANKS. ♥
I have been in the cocoon stage for about 11 years now. Life has been a struggle for sure during this time. This explains everything. My "old self" wants to fight what you say, deny it is true. I keep telling myself that I want to go back to the way I was before, the way things use to be but that feeling completely dissolved when you stated, "Why do you want to go back to your old self when it was your old self who put you in this position in the first place?" I am paraphrasing but it's close to what you said. And I laughed out loud at your statement, not because it was a funny thing for you to say, but how asinine it is for me to want to go back to my former self. THAT'S CRAZY!!! No wonder I am feeling depressed. Talking about an "Ah Ha" moment. Anyway, thanks again for your amazing video's, they are helping me break out of this cocoon I have been in for 11 years.
I had the very same Ah-Ha ! You're sad because you are stuck and your Soul wants you to move forward. It's waiting,Life is waiting. God it seems so clear when it hits ya. Thank you for this video Trevor.
I cannot thank you enough for generously creating and sharing this. It's so eloquently put and also so comprehensive. It's very soothing to hear this perspective that resonates deeply with me. Also your voice is so soothing and feels like a good friend talking to you. My gratitude to you, Trevor. :)
Hi Kristine. Thank you for your beautiful comment. Let me share this with you. For years I wondered about what was the gift and did I have one. After many years when I lost everything, I thought, what have I got left. The answer came, it was the gift of voice. We all have this gift, it's a gift not many have recognized. It's an instrument that only we have control over. I decided to know how to use this gift, this I feel is the key to communication. If you can find your voice and use it in the way that it teaches you to know who you are, then you will know how to speak with your inner self. T.
Thanks for sharing that, Trevor. I'm at the point where 10 times back, I thought I'd lost everything and turns out there was a whole lot more to lose. The frustrating thing I'm finding is that I have no problem giving up my money, my career, identities and therefore much ego, but I've also lost my health in what appears to be an irreversible way. So I've been bedridden for 3.5 years and declining faster than I can keep up with to creatively find ways I can contribute/find a reason to be alive. Is a number of serious but apparently mysterious illnesses so I'm at the end of the road as to having any hope for improving. It's upsetting to have learned SO MUCH during 7 years of Dark Night of Soul, to then be so sick that you're not going to get to USE it to help and give back and become that butterfly. After logging so many years of Dark Night suffering, it's hard to accept that it just end here. I want fly dammit! I want to put what I've learned to use and give back and feel how good that feels. So...a really long way of saying that it's hard to feel like none of the things I read or listen to apply to me like they would for most people because naturally they are geared towards people who actually HAVE a future. I figure all I can do is try my hardest up until the very end to make some little difference somewhere and I guess find a way to be satisfied with that. No need to respond...I'm just venting. ;) It's an especially lonely place to be because come to find out, long hopeless-seeming health struggles make family and friends too uncomfortable and the very people you thought you could lean on if such a situation were to arise, can only handle whatever they can handle. A couple new friends have appeared though. The "human beings" show what they are (or aren't) made of and you ARE left with a couple special "BeMe-ings", so there's a little silver lining. I'm trying to become/get back to being a BeMe being, so thanks so much for your help in that regard! It's made me feel less alone. :)
Hi kristine wells I hear you. As for you don't have a future, you do, but not in the way you would love to. I believe so much in the after life, which means, you sure do have a future. You have between here and now, and then. Still a future, until the psychical leaves. This for sure will happen to all of us. I would love to know what is this mysterious illness that's kept you in bed. T.
+kristine wells Hey Kristine do you remember a time when you were really happy? I'm sure you do! when you remember those happy times feel the joy and run with it as long as you can! leave your head and feel the joy in your heart of whatever happy moments that makes you smile in the present and those mysterious illnesses are a product of your thoughts so.Please leave the head and ascend to Your Heart! love and light to all of Us and that means You Too CHRISTINE
I am so pleased to hear this Pastrami Salami. I have so much more to give, and the dark night identity is only the beginning. Once i know where people are, my teachings will all be about leading people out of the dark night, as my soul got me through. I went through my 17 years ago, and throughout all this time, i kept on writing a formula that took me from a life of unconsciousness into a life of many possibilities of amazing healing abilities. Once you understand this process, you will see that your first part of life was actually quite boring, with no meaning and purpose. There is so much to who we are. My soul brought to me, Bemeism, a new identity to who we are as a species. It will be very interesting to discover what is lurking inside the awakening birthing healers that are going through the dark night. Bemeism will help unlock what is inside you. I cant wait to hear the stories of a new bread of humans as they pull away from the herd of slavery and control. T
One of my major ailments i was feeling was the lack of direction, the lack of people who thought on the same frequency as me. Often times going out of their way to belittle me for breaking out of my programming. Life for me has been so out of whack like so many others. Over time i almost gave up on searching for inner peace with the perception of "maybe its just a phase" Or "maybe its just time to grow up and accept our reality for what it is" My only true friend was my teacher of sorts when i first started awaking a few years ago after highschool. I noticed the rat race in human society and how sick and twisted the whole system is. How somebody would kill someone else for money/do igregious acts upon humanity. how we're all enslaved to a piece of paper that is worthless, So many people think working nine to five for a piece of paper their whole functioning life is somehow human. My friend broke down the system and taught me a great deal on meditation/clearing your mind but there was still so much left to learn,He had a mental breakdown at his house breaking windows/tv's anything of value, he was institutionalized for three months and now takes lithium carbonate and some other kind of anti depressant. He is now no longer the person i used to love so dearly. Seeing him spiral downwards coupled with other traumatic instances in my life really sent me to a dark place. Everyone around me just keeps reiterating the need to take anti depressants to balance out my brain if you will. Recently broke up with a girlfriend i have had for five years since i was seventeen who'm i had no spiritual connection with.My dog passed away and right after i broke two toes on my foot jumping over a fence. For no other reason then i had nothing left to lose i started to meditate again. After my breakdown the meditation process would hurt me so deeply, having to face the pain i never wanted to feel again,that I stopped all together for a year and half maybe more. Then im scrolling through the comments on one of the meditation video's and i saw someone mention dark night of the soul. Something told me to look it up, and i found you. I couldn't be more grateful either. Listening to someone who can enunciate the pain of a hurt soul brought much ease to me almost instantly.You're a true teacher, you're a true messenger. My only goal at this moment is to heal myself enough to help heal others .To one day spread this wonderful knowledge that could potentially save someone else and the story goes... I look forward to learning everything you have to offer. From the bottom of my heart, Thank You
I have so much burning and churning pain in my body (chest, stomach, rectum) ... no one knows what it is. It is triggered worse when I'm angry or nervous. It has dominated my experience for four years. Ouch. Yes, suicidal thoughts. Lonely. Divorce. Custody battle. Grew up Christian. Have moved back towards that culture because of comfort and fears of hell. I'm battling. 🙏🏻❤️️😇
It seems these ailments are due to the fact you are scared Ryan Swain. Also I think love has been difficult and I also think to many people have kicked you up the arse for what ever reason. I'm guessing your trust levels also don't exist. Your first 4 chakra points are blocked. Seems like you have had a time time right from the beginning. T
Trevor Ilesley I would say you are most likely right on the money in your assessment. Tons of anxiety in my body. Was shoved into a very small emotional box from birth and exploded out at 35 years old. Awakening has been fast and furious and led to divorce and custody battle and an intense spiritual crisis that has me existing in tons of blocked energy/pain/grief. Not sure what to do but this pain is killing me. Hard to be fully present with my kids and friends. Lonely lonely lonely. No one gets it. I welcome any and all input/help/insight.
Also I was numb until I awakened and had what seemed like a great and happy and successful life until the awakening spiraled me down into this dark night. Ouch. Ouch. I resonate with your videos very much. Very much feel like in a cocoon. Scared of hell and Being separated from God. I see the thoughts. I know they aren't me but I live in them.
Ryan Swain I can truly relate to you. I am also going through hell. I feel so unhappy and worthless. I am also depressed and suicidal. I hope things get better for you.
sacred truths my friend, well done. I wish you ALL peace, contentment and most of all, self-love on ur path. Indeed, the dark night is transformative if we allow it to be and trust that the divine feminine of earth wants us to be well and happy. Aho.
Hey Trevor, I just wanna thank you. Right now I really feel a deep inner sadness. Part of me wants to avoid going into it. Unfortunately the only way out is through, right? But I feel so grateful, that I am not alone in this process. Patience is also a important teacher in all of this....
i would love to share the knowledge i have as you resonate with the things i have discovered and found on my journey but that is not my path but this is your path and thank you for the honest and if more people thought like you then we could all heal each other,,, you need to get out there and start public speeches as start a workshop as i am sure there would be many that would listen and follow your advice as you help people to think for themselves and not your way,,, that is what i like as you give the truth and honest opinion and we all have our journey in life but many are being distracted by material things and learned behaiviour and brainwashed by media,,, it is time we all woke up to our true nature and this is a daily fight for your soul,,,
If I ever get the chance or enough people interested, I would love to do a seminar in holland. I would love to share my message, and teach others my formula. Let's lut the thoughts out there. T.
Oh my God! This is exasperating! I’ve been isolating for months! I had months ago a thought meanwhile doing psychoanalysis: ‘ you have to make the passage through the GREAT river of the 1000 waterfalls ‘ Then : “ the big night is coming ‘ This came from somewhere not my own thoughts. I spend my days alone.. some days I see a friend , like once a week.. but I have no energy. I cry so much , every day. I feel I don’t understand anymore. I don’t know how to act. Everything seems fake! Culture feels nonsense! All this nonsense culture! Human behavior seems histrionic! I just want silence and peace, nature ( i live in the city ). People seem so unconcerned. Everything feels fake. My thoughts make no sense searching for an answer or making any sense. No sense at all. I don’t find myself. I am grieving my painful childhood. Loosing all my family as a kid. The 2 people left I can not have a relationship by the moment , I just can’t! I tried. I’m tired. im confused with my own behavior. I feel so alone and sick. How did I arrive here? How did I end here? I don’t recognize myself. Despair and emptiness. I have a public persona which I hate. I became addicted to money and comfort. I’m scared to leave that and trying pathetically to hold onto that knowing it makes me not happy. I’m scared of intimacy and real love as I did not meet it as a child. I crave it and I’m terrified by it. I don’t want to be here and then I feel we all chose our life’s before coming here. I feel like a warrior and a sensitive little girl . I’m 32 and some days I feel I’m 40/80/60.. depends. I feel I don’t belong and I know too much for my age. And now I feel I know nothing and that’s for sure, we know nothing. This is madness. Fear everywhere you right
Wow you give me Enlightenment of knowing where I'm at and where I'm going thank you that you can read deep into my soul I know now that I am in the right track and listening to you I have been turning journaling my life story to now
I lost my dream life from a wrong decision. It was in my hand and I lost everything. 3 years of depression and I woke up in 2019-in 2021 started abusing drugs and was incarcerated for 3 months but in 2024 from boredom I abused worse drugs and lost everything AGAIN and was incarcerated 6 months this time. I am depressed again and craving drugs again now out of jail. No interest in anything and just stay in bed. This world sucks
Thank you s....o much🙏, for the s....o beautiful explanatoins💕🙏, i was passing by the dark night of the soul 🙏, trying to live it the way it comes, knowing and feeling, that it would make me bett....er person ✌, and you helped me understand that it's a period that everyone can experience 🙋♀️.
Fabulous😋✨ 👌✌🙏👏🙌 a post which sums of awakening journey at it best with whole lot of positivity. Because without a positive message it is utterly miserable to walk in the deadly journey. RU-vid is the only place where I see hope otherwise my daily living is like existing in an stranded island with no escape. Life a death sentence a severe punishment.
Oh god no molly clock. Darkness, is your own darkness. There's no such thing as Satan. Satan comes from the planet Saturn. People use to worship Saturn. Many still do. Hell was first created by a man named Zoroaster who created the first religion. Lucifer which we have been taught is the devil, or fallen angel, when in fact lucifer morning star is the planet Venus. Lucifer is Latin for the bright star Venus, hence the morning star, which is the first star to be seen at night. The word Satan was used to control people. Dark spirit is an un healed spirit. Many people today are dark spirits because of their lives. Darkness as I speak of, reminds you to heal, if not, you will feel darkness all your life. It's not until you really find your light of being, that you then realize many have lived their lives in darkness. What does the word lucifer mean? It’s a Latin word derived from the roots lux (light) and ferre (to carry). It means “light bearer” or “light bringer,” and it was not originally used in connection with the devil. Instead, it could be used multiple ways. For example, anybody carrying a torch at night was a lucifer (light bringer).
I've never heard this guy before never been here before but I found myself the other day talking just like this but only in my head. I want to say its strange but nothing is strange anymore.......nothing.
Had depression n suicidal thoughts just last week, then 3rd of this month I had a massive rush of energy in my whole body ... But could not move.... A lot of high frequencies in my ears for ages n still going through it. Still going through wat I need to do
I lost what mattered to me most. I threw it away to please someone else. It broke my heart and things got worse and worse from there. I don't want to live and I really really wanted to before this happened.
❤️-❤️-❤️ Go deep into your sadness and close your eyes. Allow yourself to be taken to a memory or an experience that affected you and just love it & understand it & forgive. Then remove it later by layer including a fear. Communication with your fears. Talk to yourself and your fears for your respective needs. Learn from all darkness in your life and then thrive. Heal them, understand and become friends with them & love your fears. It just wands to be loved. Pay attention to your dreams. It communicates with you through the messages in your dreams. Communicate with your anger, your frustrations and your anxiety. Be yourself. Be natural. True love is with the self. Write down everything. Whatever you felt. Everything and then contemplate. Become great friends with yourself and your soul. Know thyself.
Yes there is power in fear. The world runs on fear. The political system is based in fear. People fear, why, because they don't know real love. What people don't understand is love is more powerful then fear. Why do you think they killed Jesus, because he brought love. And to many people, love is actually a fear for many beings. Beings fear loving because they fear they will be hurt. Just like most have. Everything on the news, news papers is fear. Adverts work on people's fear. It's a well known fact that fear sells. Look at Hollywood films, all based on fear. People feel fear within themselves everyday. People then become their own darkness, and never truly find themselves because most beings walk in anger, weather they know it or not.
Hi Trevor thanks for the video I understand alot of what you are saying...I was on deaths door several years ago and over a period of a year or so I detoxed from all medications and started learning how to heal myself. to me I couldn't have made it without that soul connection..the dark night of the soul brought me back to the light. it was in darkness that I felt most connected to God and started writing and keeping journals of everything which helped me tremendously. do you have a facebook page?
Yeah it was exactly anywhere between 10 to 15 years ago that I started my journey and it's a lot like what you're talking about here about the wave going to the planet and I didn't realize it was that long but it's the beginning and it was just a precursor because the last three actually four and a half years have been really really hard so yeah I've been at the Darkness thing for a while I have finally come to the conclusion like you're talking about that it did happen for a reason there's so many outside influences that make no sense and things that happen when I replay a lot of the events and it's clear to me that there was another guiding force and like I said in some of my other comments there's no possible way I would have never let go of the people practices beliefs lifestyle that was actually hindering my growth it was time it was the tower that was struck by lightning it's amazing looking back and when I talk to people some of them have such a hard time listening to what I have to say that they started me at Lee going into panic and trying to figure out how to figure out what they think is an issue and that is how to save me and they can't accept the fact that I'm still in a position where I'm not able to live in a way that they believe I should but I explain to them that my life is not meant to be like theirs it just isn't
Me: sitting there w/ someone. Memory of a conversation I remember having pops up in my head that includes that person. Me: realizes it was a dream and not a real Convo. Then I forget what the topic of the Convo was but not that I had a dream about a convo
Everything starts in the mind. Learn about your mind, what is the mind telling you. Meditation is to hear what your mind is saying. The mind is running lose and needs to be controlled.
This has little to do with the subject of this video, if anything. But, I SERIOUSLY NEED TO KNOW ; When did it become a thing to pronounce the 'ing' of a word with a hard G?
Try 44 years off being pissed off ! Never ever wanted to be here I said ohhh noooo I'm not here again seen demons and Angels all my life and other people have seen them round me too, feel like I keep getting sent back till I learn ...think I'm actually learning this time around ,got sick off trying to top meself I'd just wake up feeling as fresh as a Daisy so I've decided to just get on with it. Demons don't scare me any more people tend to be worse just as paying the monthly bills are worse than being threatened with death, same thing really life work bills work bills bla !bla !bla !at least I'm not human that's a relief;) it must be sooo boring! I'm glad I've suffered and learned so much at least it hasn't been boring :)
Greetings Brother My question is I had Dark Nights of the Soul started Many years ago - 20 , are Still happening I have the gift of Healing Touch Creating Safe Space with Multiple Certifications yet still battling with my self. I have been holding back the gift/message one fear of rejection/humiliation/ living in a location where they say all chiefs no Indians meaning plenty of Supply of healers not enough Demand for Healers. Funny thing I've had the door slammed in my face for my only source of income many times and 9 out 10 customers replaced me. And I do Excellent work! What do ya say just go for it? Not in a position to travel. Much Love Dana
It time all will be revealed even more to you. Healers have been the missing pieces of the puzzle for humanity. We are the beginning we are the push of light that's needed for the future generations to come Dana Biondo
Trevor, I have been married for 10 years, with my partner for a total of 20. I recently initiated our separation after almost 15 years of not feeling right in the relationship. I was always very depressed and just felt numb half the time. I went along with life basically but something always was eating away at me. Now I feel like I have a lease on a new life. Do you think I have already gone through the dark night of the soul? Is it possible that I am going through a second one now? After I left my husband I was then faced with new questions and more insights. Another spiritual awakening (I say another because my first one was in 2006 when I became a Reiki Master and it changed my life) but this time around it's more about going within and I am discovering so much about myself and my relationships, even looking at family members differently. I feel good about my decision to leave my marriage. Good man my husband but I just could not ignore the fact that I could not evolve with him in my life for some reason. His energy was not good for me and I felt that our story together had served it's purpose and it was over.
Dear Trevor, thank you for your videos. I haven't watched them all yet, but I am wondering what's your take on antidepressants, exercising to feel better, etc. Is this in conflict with bowing down to the darkness? I'm in the dark night myself at the moment and just would like to hear from an expert like yourself what you think is adviceable. Hope to hear from you asap, thank you in advance!
Bas Feldbrugge I have listened to 100s of people on antidepressants, they have been in them for years, and still depressed. I would say do your home work so you discover the truth for yourself. Hopefully you will be as shocked as I was. For me, never taken anything. The reason most things don't work on people is because they are still barking up the wrong tree. Most people with the dark night will go to the doctors, only to find nothing wrong with them. But what doctors may do is still prescribe you with something, just so the patient can feel they left with something. In one year here in the U.K. 30 million prescriptions were prescribed. Turn that into money, and you see a big business.
Dear Trevor, thank you for your answer. I understand your answer, however I met people who really were being helped by antidepressants....I know they are not the answer, but they may give you the push to be active and work on yourself, can't they? And what's your take on exercising, I mean, should one just let the dark night be for what it is, or are ther some proactive steps to take to make life more manageable and easier on oneself? Looking forward to your reply.
I say it like this Bas Feldbrugge you can't get out of bed. Do you really think you can go to the gym. I never exercised at all. Didn't have the energy. But if you can, then only you will know if it works on not. Put it this way, did you exercise when you felt ok. T.
my question would be Bas, antidepressants, helped them with what, if they did, then they had mild depression, nothing to do with the drk night then. so yes I guess people can say they helped, but it was an answer. they accepted the condition, and a tablet became their cure.
Bas Feldbrugge I am in it as well. I dropped the anti-depressants after about 10-12 weeks on them. I now meditate at least an hour everyday. I listen to subliminals and am about to start journaling more.
Trevor, Timothy...How can you find the knowledge needed to ascend, ask Father, or Yeshua aka Jesus or God's soul "The HOLY Spirit" ... beginning of wisdom is to fear God 🤔.. understand who and what He , God Father Mother One Source and ALL including I AM says you are and have been since your creation many many eon's ago... Who you are, what you are , and where you are knowings greatly needed...a great many here currently on this prison planet Earth...are this ... Either one of the 2/3 that didn't fall, but chose under contract with father to incarnate here to help extract humanity with the real truth or as much of it as we can handle, equipt with our callings and annointing (s) ..to get the task done and to see things through to the End..as warriors of Love in the most hateful place in this region of the Stars... this is college..we are all on different levels of insight .. Jacobs ladder 12 steps of knowledge.. this matrix is like a video game.. only it's no game ...we were all warned by Father before we came... you can loose your soul going down there...we all promised to make it back home gloriously .. and victorious in His Name...in training to be Kings and Lord's to rule and rein ... Understanding that.. We are to be CHRIST consciousness like minded One in CHRIST Love and light and forgiveness... understanding that Jesus said that He and the Father are ONE, and that we are HE ... Jees he's us...Yesh u are... As you've done it unto them you've done it unto me Jesus said.. kingdom of God is within... The task of the Christian in this video game..was to steer humanity away from God and Jesus... thinking they are doing good and doing God a favor, yet working for Satan misquoting the Bible following a book within the book ..which God uses but does not defend because of where we are.. the book now changes they call it Mandela effect..I say witchcraft.. Highly recommend that one acknowledge God and his Son.. Jesus.. Yeshua...but you should honor our other brothers and sisters in Christ who had the same message of love and forgiveness and knowledge.. before and after my King ... There are 4 groups of people in the equation Sent contractually ... Son's and Daughters of God .. ........ The 1/3.... Who fell .......... The Son's and Daughters of Satan ................. The fodder ....the dead eyed mass of humanity... Bible says created to be burned like firewood...the pawns in the game... casualties of war...only spiritual by nature.. ........ This world and the things and beings in it ..are being prepared for departure, on a soul level...on a mass level.. those who cannot leave... those who have not been studying to show themselves approved... and will not be found worthy by Father to escape the hour to come over the entire Earth, because we all know that every prophecy from every angle from most of the religions Hopi including states that the Fire 🔥 of purification comes to cleanse claim and consecrate ...on the level of existence...
Life ON!( I really don't care for the word " DEAD") but how is it that you can ALWAYS be just that? Is this a manifestation of my own conscious or a manifesting of a collective conscious? You speak of the " B ME" but those of us who are ascending know that there is NO "ME", ONLY " US & WE", as ONE ALL OF ALL, a smaller version of the higher us'ses( pretty sure not a real word), but the jist is passed on just the same...please explain?
B*me is the spirit, that showed me to be me. its the me without the physical self. The B*me is the I, which makes up the all, because all beings are B*me beings in the eyes of god. God says
I've seen and been to the bare bones of truth.. I can see and feel both sides rising up against one another, and was told to get off the fence, but I'm not convinced what side the light is really only at this point, there's so much DECEPTION going on to either free us or make us our own captors of enslavement.
Does one actually overcome all of this? I'm kinda over it.... the only lesson learned is that "darkness" is real and exists. Other then that I haven't learned anything in my personal life.
Glo Andra Sorry to hear that. I say that to say i was in your frame of mind once. I got tired of being tired, stopped focusing on the problems and work on solutions. Go to a bible based church, read your bible. Join a support group. God bless you and i hope you find your answers. His message is right on time.
I already have been awakened listening to Eckhart Tolle, but listening to this have enhanced my awareness so much that I am sitting here crying of joy with love and peace in my heart that I just want to share with everyone.I AM. Thank you for this.
I’m battling with getting off medication and drugs.. It’s so Brutal. Anyone that comes across this message : never take any type of addictive medicine. I have been numb for my entire 20’s and currently am. But i am starting to feel like I’m almost out of this dark phase. I can literally feel the end of this. I just want to be able to be enough for myself for once. But also, if I never got into drugs I honestly don’t think I would be as wise as I am now. I have to keel going no matter how bad I want to give up. It’s hard to be positive when I’m alone and with no friends. I have family but I would like a real friend.
Your voice is so soothing. Thank you for sharing I'm currently going through the dark night of the soul..,, so tough my head is so heavy and my soul so sad
Went through this transition in 2011 including one night of terror. People laugh when I tell them. It was a battle of good and evil with sound, exhaustion and then total peace.
