It's good to discuss this kinda Taboo topics with candidness and tact. It's true that a lot of substance abuse is gatewayed by a parents or guardians. I've been a stage 3 terminally wakey baker for 5 years of my prime brain development. I was enjoying a good night out and was included in several smoke circles and great live stoner music, when I realized something. Quit while I'm ahead. I would like to drive my uncles motorcycle and dont want to worry my mother about being stoned while driving. Sure it would've been great for someone to have sat me down and really hashed out what I wanted from life when I was just a kid and I tried to quit for others before. This time though I'm living alone, working full time, and doing it for myself. Also I discovered Shrooms which literally cured my depression and i'm only intoxicated for like 5 hrs a month.
I'm surprised shrooms aren't legal yet. Haven't done any psychedelics yet but my meditation journey is stagnant and I'm fiending for psychic powers, so I'll probably either do that or drop DMT.
Don't worry Boat, as you grow you make many mistakes and it's best not to dwell on that which you can not change. I def did worse things than steal weed, but we can always grow. Keep up the great content, love hearing you tell stories.
I stopped smoking after i got drunk and high and woke up in a middle of a field with my bike around 16 hours away from the nearest city. I miss it sometimes but im glad i quit it
@@himbalodzodenever I'm impressed you could locate some place 16 hours from any city in most parts of the world. Unless you are living somewhere very remote.
I never understood where anyone got drugs from in school. I get that people had stoner friends, or connections to gangs, and had parents who paid comically small amounts of attention to their activities, or no parents at all, but I never understood HOW people got drugs. They're not cheap, unless shit was being cut with fiberglass and parsley, and not enough people were dying for that to be the case. Was I just too autistic to get peer-pressured and find out for myself?
I didn't start smoking until I was 18, I never felt a need to do it in highschool but I always knew one day I would. So after I graduated and got Into the work force is when I first started and continued smoking. I was diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder at 11-12 and have struggled my entire life with it, it made school very hard to focus on or care about. I didn't have to do anything to pass so I didn't, 1.9 gpa I think was what I had because I just didn't care. I also moved out at 18 due to family issues and moved to my mother's who I barely got to see(part of the issue). Turns out she was also a massive pothead so I just got smoking when I got there. I have no idea where my life will go or what I'll be, I want to get into the trades and start making real money but it's not exactly something you can just instantly be good at or like the job. Some people don't get their life figured out till 40 then live happily till 80, I got time because I'm still young so I hope the future is brighter.
same brother, i started until i was 18 and though i dont wanna say it has helped me, it has certainly made things easier to deal with and i've never gotten too stupid with it. My two brothers started younger and did it more and they became absolute idiots when high, one became clumsy and paranoid and the other became asocial and irrational. Both have stopped smoking because of that while i still hit it.
I understand you. I've lived two years in smoke weed every day all day regime. Same story with weed stealing and all day binging. Now it's 2 years since I don't smoke! What helped me was to move out of place where I had smoking circle. I can still smoke it once 2-3 month but it still gives me anxiety, reminds of addiction times. Liked your ss14 videos, didn't expect to see that here.
shit, you just described my life as a stoner at college. same with being broke, lazy, spoiled and everyday stoned. fuck i even stole small amounts of weed from my rommate aswell. really a sad moment in my life. i failed my law degree. (germany its kinda free to study) yet i got my life together afterwards and still got a lower degree in law and work for the state now. i still smoke (1-2 hits a week) but holy shit was i at a bad spot in my life. Oh and i tried like every drug i could get my hands on with my roommates and our friends. at least i stuck with weed and beer. but with getting 24 years old shit got much calmer.
I should add that I appreciate your video. It’s a very honest and human representation of drug use. Weed typically won’t ruin someone’s life, but it easily becomes an annoying and expensive habit that’s difficult to shake.
Dang man, the editing is fantastic and funny. But at the same time its kind of a heavy vid. Not sure what to think in the end. Lot on my mind after watching this one. Okay I laughed hard at the English kid remark about "what are you doing here." I was unfortunately drinking at that moment.
I have to, man. Arthritis and TMJ at 24 is making me wish I'd never been born and the funny grass is the only thing that makes it tolerable. Vicodin is so much worse and doesn't even give me nearly as much relief..
This is like, strangely inspiring me to cut back on drinking. I don't really do stupid shit when I drink but that shit makes me paranoid I'm gonna smell like alcohol at work. Hm..
Smoked so much weed in space station 13 one time that my lungs flew out of my body. Not sure if it was admin based or what. I was doing this master roshi build in botany and a clown borg burnt my supply I had set up in front of botany and after smashing him with a bat I made I took what I had left and body guarded the cargo quartermaster while he ordered guns. We got stopped by two borg mechs, those orange ones, they had guns, but the leader said let them go as we dragged the cargo to the escape shuttle because I picked his brain off the ground and put him back in the mech instead of stealing it on him an hour earlier. Next thing I know I was in the escape shuttle monkey greenery smoking my lungs out, literally. Luckily I made it to cent come seconds before running out of air, netting up a W. Lesson? Don't smoke weed an entire 2 hours on space station thirteen. Your lungs might try to escape before you get to cent com.
At least you're trying to do better and that's the moral here I'm glad you're trying to do better boat bomber you're not the only one here I bet people in the chat have their own struggles.
Hey boat occasional indulger here glad to hear your experience. The way I view weed these days is the way I view cigars, on occasion I indulge and due to my current living situation its hard to find a place to smoke so my deterrence has mainly been I am too much of a lazy bastard at home at night to get high 😂
I too was mean on Playstation home. I wasn't high or anything, that was all just me. But good on you for finishing school. I also had to fill my scheduled with extra classes to get the credit I needed to graduate. I was just bad at math and sick a lot.
My parents never smoked with me, or encouraged me directly, but they smoked around me so much, that i feel practically autistic anyway. Seeked out that green devil as soon as i was in middle school. Actually i still keep relapsing, but everyone is like "t's not a drugh itz just grass!".
It's been months since I last smoked and I was a fiend, so I believe in you homie. I quit out of pure self hatred of everything about me which made it easier tbh.
replace with chocolate milk or something. i found that things i was used to doing while high felt wrong when not high, but it only takes doing several times when not high to became normal again
if perchance weed effects you the same way it does me (vibrant colors, ability to focus (but not... really... lol)) put a bag of green tea (flavored green tea if you want, to make it not taste like shit; mint is pretty good) into a mug of coffee and imbibe the concoction after its cooled to drinkable levels of hot it's cheaper and technically even good for you because. like. green tea. (...unless you have a heart condition because. caffeine.) anyway an active chemical in the green tea combined with caffeine, while it doesn't produce an effect similar to a weed high, does produce an effect similar to adhd amphetamines, albeit to a Much lesser effect. it might help take your mind off of it by replacing the craving to be stoned with being absolutely wired? also it induces a similar 'wow the world looks more colorful' in my experience but your mileage may vary, obvs
what i do is i buy a stash that'll last me for a month or two. then when i run out, i just stop smoking for maybe 2-3+ months then i repeat the cycle. i think it lowers my tolerance but only slightly
for what it's worth, the opposite route of straight-laced teetotalism lead me to anxiety and the big sad - equal amounts of time wasted, potential lost, just different poison. Once you get goals, and work towards 'em, that's personally when it got better. Just like a round of all-time classic Spess Station 13!!!!1!1
Hey, Boat Bomber, Mark is here. I am not usually commenting your vids but I have a question this time, even two questions. This carpet on 2:00, how do you get this picture? Did yoy google it? What you wrote to find this? I have the same, it is very old and was with me all my life (the pic in the vid is a bid desaturated though). Is this some kind of a common pattern for a carpet on this planet? The second. Do you like eatin' grapes? Thank you. Best regards
Those are Oriental rugs, or Persian rugs. My grandparents had a number of very similar ones to the one shown in the video, including one in my bedroom there with the same colour and border pattern as the one shown.
for the best, your not missing much, and anyone who tells you otherwise is full of shit, if your terrified of the effects of smoking weed, unless you do it with a bunch of close friends, your going to have a shit time and be an anxious mess, and truth be told, even if you do smoke with friends it will make you paranoid and anxious
Moved out of my rents place and just stopped smoking a ton. I bought a small sack like 3 months ago and still havnt smoked it all. Back in the day that shit would have been gone in 2 weeks flat. Wake n bake, every other hour keeping the high topped off. Shit all stopped when I had my own place. Still smoke some from time to time but damn I have slowed that ass down.
Well, it's definitely a million times better than drinking alcohol. Personally I know I will never quit, weed should be legal everywhere because there's zero downsides that outweight how bad alcohol is for your health, moreover it's pretty much non-dangerous especially when you don't smoke it but intake it another way. People with mental health problems shouldn't smoke though that's for sure but otherwise I think it's one drug that has no reaon to be illegal when alcohol is legal
As someone else who grew up in Kentucky, smoking weed is one of the few things there is to do around here once you hit your teen years. That and or stealing booze from your dad's fridge in the basement when you think he won't notice.
