When I hear this, I think of another planet that’s light years away. A beautiful near sunset shining down on a pinkish-orange desert with a green-blue forest behind the view. Slowly the sun sets down with a cool light breeze with small clouds passing by as night eases in.
@@Blue_Ocean720 Tired of hope, tired of wishing, tired of dreaming, and failing. That is why I came here but music resonates with all of us differently. But for this tune, I come here to dissolve in the regrets that I wish I never made.
"Fatigas Del Querer" is spanish for means "Tired of Wanting" Tired of wanting something, possibly for a long time, and never ever being able to reach that want. Fitting title for the song, and Im glad that I encountered this song years ago during the 2020 pandemic...
Its almost as if, im in the same room as him, hearing every intrument played, feeling each and every one of his emotions conveyed. It's beautiful, it's art, and it transcends anything that i can convey in words. Whether you still read these comments years later. I love this song. Even now, my mind is a mess processing this song. Its..... just... beautiful. Thank you, wixel. And voiced out, really!
me too. listening to these songs makes me want to disappear or makes me want to fly somewhere far away, head to the clouds where everything is so light and where no one can see you, or where the most lonely place on earth is, the sky, the most peaceful thing ever
peoppe are resistant to changing their way of thinking because they get used to their specific outlook on life. Although we are inclined to think that our past determines our future, change is always a possibility.. From the courage to be disliked book
Bao L I feel a void I cannot fill, only feel it’s edges and peer into its empty space. I can only feel like theirs something missing. Can’t help but to think that I may be missing the love of God or some sorta spiritual fulfillment.
I hope you started. I've been trying too, but never really went into it. I hope even if you didn't start, you start today, and just let the pencil hit the paper, letting the strokes fall where they may.
@@meh3083 Thanks a lot for the encouragement. It's been hard to start for me with work and everything. But you're right, I need to get a pencil and let myself flow on the paper. Thanks again for reminding me. Hope you're drawing beautiful pages in your life as well.
How easily labours of love get mistranslated. Hours sliding into each other like tectonic plates, walls clambering over themselves, breaths and footsteps and cupboard creaks knocking knees, deja vu piling onto jamais vu, arrhythmia, saltwater, a stricken sun spilling albumin through the windows. Shelves stretch themselves into sinuous nothing, arguments trip into desirous sex into breakfast into names into the unsure footing of rekindling. Yesterday is a mirage on the horizon, and tomorrow is sand. They call this cabin fever. Fatigues of desire.
In a lonely yet beautifully mystical place, i found myself. My feet touching the soft blueish grass, i looked up to see the end of the sky full of stars, appearing despite the light. It wasn't day nor night. It was a place with no notion of time. I walked forward to seek the end of this place, yet I didn't want to leave. What was driving me? I suddenly have seen a tree , leaves made of mirror. There, i have seen a lot of colors... The colors of my soul. And then i woke up.
You fight death. Why? Are you afraid? Yes. Afraid of leaving? No. Leaving is human. We all leave, eventually. Then why are you afraid? I don't want to miss anything important.
Maybe a bit too late, but hearing this, I'm thinking of that special little constellation that no one else sees but me: As I listen to that music with the brightest star of them all, I think: It was worth it... Even if i'm the only one here that recognizes his gleam.
From an old and forgotten notebook that i have found at my family house The thoughts and texts of Timo 1993 Oh sweet moon, your sky stands out in the dull heavens, your size is as much as you are perceptible in any form, it is you who moves the sea and the star's shine, you are life and you are death, and when you fade away, the glows of the dead return to float, so distant but so noticeable, a light so vivid in a universe so dim. Tim- Done on: 11/28/1993
i deeply connect to this life has been more than great to me after all the suffering i've had to endure but somehow something still feels missing perhaps a selfish desire to satisfy a selfish fantasy either way i'm never gonna get what I truly want and I think it's okay I'll have to grow up and face reality, accept that nothing will ever come my way, endure the equal amount of suffering I had to endure. it's been real tiresome for me, it's slowly breaking me apart like the way I had to endure the past but it's okay. I'm in a better place now is what i'd like to think.
In October of 2021, my account on Discord was hacked and I had lost my server of 3 years as a result of it. It took a month of me having lost contact with most of my online friends before I could get anything back. As silly as it is, that time in my life really shook me, I felt cut off from all the people I really cared about, and even worse, I could have been responsible for the same happening to someone else as someone was using my account. I listened to this song everyday to help fight that feeling of loneliness and intense dread of the situation. Saying it outloud it seems like such a minor and dumb situation to care about so much, but that time really reminded me how much value my friends, and how lost I could be without them. This song embodies that feeling of sadness but also thankfulness, and I'll always carry it with me.
Ive experienced/Feel similar things,i Used to play alot of roblox back then and Ive lost around 2-6 accounts over the years,some of those accounts i Had really nice friends,most of the ppl that i Meet in rblx that end up becoming my friend usually dwindle off to move on,as someone that has been playing alot of games and the same set of games i Rlly feel sad,i Stook to so much games and Yet didnt even make my time worth it.5-4 years later I Feel so bored now,knowing how bad the state of the game actually is...Which is why I Wish you luck on that.
I guess finding truth about life is finding about yourself and enduring the pain, also seeing the harsh reality as it is, into a beautiful scenery u know, find the right perspective of things, "waking up", face the problems head on, and having the courage to break through any challenge, i guess thats life..
. Con el debido respeto pero a mí me conmueve Hasta las lágrimas esta madre 🥺🥺😥😥😢😢😢😢😢😭😭😭😭😭😓😩 . No es por exagerar Pero esto sin duda es absolutamente hermoso
@@hel3254 . Pues yo llevo dos años escuchando esta maravilla . La escucho desde que mi tía me metió tremendo susto . Por poquito y se me muere mi tía . En las primeras horas del jueves 21 de octubre 2021 . Bueno originalmente estoy ciscado desde que se me murió una tía . Era una prima hermana de mi mamá . Se podría decir que voy para dos años que escucho esto . Cuándo en verdad me siento frustrado es cuando me desahogo y lloró con esta belleza . La tía que me metió el susto . Es una hermana de mi mamá . Mi tía Alejandra . Es 7 años menor que mi mamá . Tengo miedo que mi madre vuelva a pasar por otra desgracia pues Hace 4 años a mi padre lo mataron por resistirse a un asalto . El asalto fue frustrado pero desgraciadamente a mi padre lo mataron . Eso fue el 10 de Abril del 2019 por la mañana . Hace 4 años sucedió esa desgracia . Luego el domingo 14 de febrero de El 2021 se me muere mi tía Claudia . Y la tercer semana de octubre del año 2021 fue cuando mi tía Alejandra me dejó espantado . Gracias a Dios mi tía sigue con vida Pero de todos modos me lleno de pavor tan solo de pensar que algo le pueda pasar
Today marks a dark day for me. A series of personal mistakes ultimately ending up hurting someone I cared for. Cared for as a person, but not how they wanted cared for me, something more. I hope to apologize to this person months or even years down the line. But for now, I will find it hard to forgive myself for everything I've done to this person. I grieve for what could've been, even if it wasn't the best outcome. I'm so sorry, T. I hope to find the strength down the line to apologize for what I've done to your golden heart.
been there. was in the state of limbo for many years post breakup and i thought for sure she hated my guts and never wanted to reach out to me..dk if it was for closure but she ended up reaching out to me saying she forgave me for what I've done and only till then was it possible for me to forgive myself and move on with my life. knowing that they're doing great without me was the sign. it was what i needed. self forgiveness is a good start. hope you've been doing good
And I’m here again to say that it does get better. I’ve reflected when I could and do still struggle from time to time, but ultimately recognized that I’m happy that it happened and tan its course. I don’t think I’ll ever stop caring.
Hear me out: a movie about artificial intelligence. This song plays during an experiment where they are showing the robot the human emotions through visuals. Happiness, grief/loss, anger, and love. He sees a women holding her hand out to him in one of the visuals and he tries to grab it. They stop the experiment and the plot of the movie is one of the scientists secretly showing the robot how to be human.
Or plot twist robots were made by creating artificial human minds isn't of artificial intelligence and that this practice has been happening for a long time like something similar to servitors in 40k universe but it's a secret
It's a shame that something old as this may get removed as they are aged, if alot of people did not talk about the effects of removing accounts inactive from 2 years like this one (as of 06.25.2023) it could of eliminated the possibility to listen to something like this
It's not much of a concern now, it was a google thing that was going to occur, in which they would of have removed accounts not active through a certain ammount of years@@Ozzy-worsttaste
@@The_Last_Selenowell, anyway this channel still upload new song 🤣🤣 not dead yet...about me, i'm still collects the music and bring it to my place (channel). You can come to my place if you want to find something fit with you
A short poem of mine: We stare into eachother's eyes Looking past all our lies Only true love can be defined For an encounter like this is not a crime Looking deep into eachother's soul Finding ways to keep one another whole Nothing but true love in sight Yet how did our love still die
She looks at me, as if she were waiting for me to say something... Se lowers her head, and grabs on to my arm, seeking protection, seeking a place to call home... She starts to cry, but doesn't want me to see, grabbing even tighter to my arm... It's late, yet, it feels as if time has stopped... No one can save her, she thinks while wiping her tears... I have completely given myself to you, yet you don't see it, you don't feel it... It hurts, but it would hurt even more to confess everything, because we both lack the courage to get rejected, we don't want to feel relief, we preffer to suffer love, than not to love at all...
could be translated as: being exhausted that you want or being exhausted that you love, it's a little confusing if you try to translate literally, and it's a little confusing to me write in english I hope this help you.
Razuu "Fatigues of loving", i think. The meaning that Sakura said is the correct. (being exhausted that you love) I'm spanish, hope I help you. PD: The acoustic guitar is so... *sigh* Sounds great! :D
Hey you still there? I don't use Dropbox but we can share our songs in spotify I would really love to have someone as a friend who listens to three kinds of songs with me.
