Just Imagine..,you Are driving in a car with your parents while listening to this song.Than you have an accident but your parents are okay. You are the only one which is so much hurt so you can’t breath..,your patents are calling the ambulance and speak with you to keep you alive. When the ambulance is there, they get you out of the car and you got connected with machines. You’re closing your eyes Slowly and peacefull and you know that in the next second your heard will stop and you just die.Now everything what sucks and make you cry stops in one second there is just you and emptiness. You don’t have to feel guilty bc you died..I mean it was not suicide...just a car accident with a terrible ending.
Brother how you saying you want to kill yourself when kids are literally fighting to stay alive in Gaza. Worship God Eat healthy go gym and work hard. Find something you like and do that so you have something to do
To anyone who’s sad: how you saying you want to kill yourself when kids are literally fighting to stay alive in Gaza. Worship God Eat healthy go gym and work hard. Find something you like and do that so you have something to do
@@user-jw3vc8dx3pdude, this guy is struggling why you hating. Everyone gets it, people always will have it worse then one person. But that person is still human and needs a friend. Be there for him don't lecture him about "god" people need help.
Don’t give up yet, there’s always light at the end of the tunnel. Damn who the hell am I saying this shit and I’ve already given up. Don’t be like me, sometimes you have to fail in order to succeed.🙂
@@Hisokai hang in there too buddy... I know u will get thru this I believe u...thanks a lot for your positive words... And u are gonna be okay.. No matter how hard it gets.. ❤
ik what your feeling. every day and night I would contemplate why I'm here. why my bitter soul was the one to have grown out of the womb and live in this world just to die and be forgotten. everything seemed to just be in vain. tried finding happiness in many things and hobbies. It's like we got a hole inside us that we cant fill. it took my bsf to die for me to find truth in God and to seek God instead of death. He is that happiness you tried finding in your life, all our lives we try and get happy through shoes, girls, sports and all these materialistic and worldly things. But the truth is that the hole inside us is an eternal hole, so we could never fill it with any amount of things. But God is eternal, he can fill that hole. I'm not here to preach fire and brimstone I'm here to tell you that He loves you and your not alone he is loyal, honest, reliable, beautiful and perfect and he loves you more than we love him. he literally died the most agonizing death by getting his skin torn off beaten spit on and was finally nailed to a cross all for you to be with him. that's true love man. we don't need to be living in this world. though our flesh is here when you talk to god your spirit is escaping this gruelling world. he's with you wherever whenever. listen you don't need to go to a priest or any of that religious junk. you just talk to Jesus and tell him all your struggles, worries, fears and he will comfort you. you just gotta be loyal to him by obeying him. I love you and i, want to see you enjoying life , and jesus loves you more than you could ever imagine. lemme know if you wanna talk God bless you!
@@rafhmto6746 thanks a lot... Ur words have really inspired me.... U r such a pure soul.. Because of people like u there is still humanity present... I'm really great full how u took your time to support me... And I hope u r well too... Wishing u the best...may god be with u always Amen. I really appreciate your help.. Thank you again for the kind words.
So... This is the feeling you have when everything is over. You close your eyes one last time, you catch your last breath and give your last smile while you hear a song at the distance slowly playing, you start feeling empty, but full at the same time, your best and worse memories flashes in front of your eyes, your mother, your father, brothers, sisters, friends, people you don't even know, you never knew, your pets, teachers, every person. You remember all of them. But you start to forget them too. You know you are forgetting, but you don't know anymore what are you forgetting. Or who. What were you doing there? You don't know. How did you get there? You don't know. What's next? You don't know. You ask yourself one last question: "Huh... So this is how it feels?" while you hear everywhere eternaly: I spoke to the devil in Miami. He said everything... Would be fine.
There is certain time when some will have to take that call. For past years dreamed about eating a bullet, no other method seems safe enough if safety is a thing in that case. Years pass and we just let our souls downgrade into less and less astral beings.
@@whocares6302 try to find something that will fill up that void , there will be a time when u just accept the darkness as it is , i for example learned to draw inspiration from the depression for art. Art is pain
@@pearlj9440 Yup my friends got me to a point where I felt like Jesus if everything was good they didn't pray but when things got worse for them they came praying .
@@spinuion220 that will teach them a lesson and that's karma. Also I'm so sorry that you have to go through the same think as well and I hope it's gets better for you. Trust me you'll find way better friends then they ever where and treat you way better than they ever did. I believe in you and I know you can do it.
@@pearlj9440 Bro I love people like you I hope all your problems go away and that everything works out for you , and I just wanted to let you know I've found another friend and I think he the real one . So its true things do get better . Peace
i hope everyone is having an amazing day and if no one told you,i love and appreciate you for who you are and no matter what keep your head up remember you are worth way more than you think
I'm going to die. This is the last song I listen to before I end to my days I'm sorry I couldn't overcome this fucking depression. I'm sorry for the pain I'm going to leave behind but I can't take it anymore I am sorry. Goodbye.
@@xxxtentacionscellmate3144 sorry this is late cuz I didnt think you were responding to my comment, I'm good, today I basiclly did nothing other than exhaust myself and go to a few meetings, wby?
atp i'm debating if i even want to live anymore. I keep rethinking things. My bsf has another friend, My ex which i did so much for is talking to plenty of girls, My cousins keep like picking at me, I don't want to do school anymore, i don't talk to anyone literally. everyone only comes to me when they need help. ive been done wrong so many times, i just want to give up tbh. i don't think i have a purpose. i feel like maybe the after life would be a better and maybe happier place anyway. i apologize to my younger self cause i didn't think it was ever going to be like this. music is my only get-a-way. only thing keeping me alive. i didn't mean to rant. sorry.
I feel you I’m just a crappy artist and music maker I gave up my Talent to try and make music but nothing is working, I have to put on a fake smile and a fake laugh so people think I’m same person I was before but I’m not I’m just a punching bad for people to dump there problems on to me and now I try to do the thing I gave up everything for but it turns out just as bad as my mental state,I am a young kid thinking of tying a rope around my neck. All around me there are people telling me to be a person I’m not No one understands my mind,my thoughts, the reason I carry on I’m not thinking if dying and making everyone who told me to shut up to regret everything For some reason I torture myself by reminding me that the boy of my dreams is dead and forcing myself to cry Nothing I do or anyone dose helps it just numbs me and makes the pain feel even worse when I get it back One of my best friends thinks of me as an aqaintence I wish it could all end
I know no one wants to hear this but yesterday I I was thinking to myself as it rained outside, why I'm alive and why my mom had to die when I was 2,why did it have to be my mom.I really considered leaving this place but when I went to the toilet as I was thinking and feeling sorry for myself I saw this little bird all alone and wet outside in the rain.I rushed outside to see what was happening and this little guy was barely moving and he looked like he was going to die...I brought him/her in and dried it up and fed him.My point is we are all on the same journey to survive as long as we can and along the way we will find one another at a "dead end" but if we help each other we intern feel better about it and start to see life in a different perspective. "Don't let your body define your soul but let your soul define your body" RIP Jah😭🐐
@@ots-_-fayked2985 yeah please bro like how does it feel? , I barely remember how she looks and what she likes.its quite a touchy subject for my dad too
Man my grandma died a couple of weeks ago and this makes me more depressed every day I get more sad and I can’t sleep caz my grandma was my everything bro it’s sad to se someone go like that bro at lest there’s something to cheer me up so I can fell better
Hope everyone is giving themselves the time they need to heal. At the end of the day your only responsibility is to live and let live. We all make it to that place where we are better off, eventually.
If your going through anything right now I'm so sorry that you have to go through that. I promise anything that your going will get better soon you just have trust that process. Trust I've been through a lot before and I felt the same but please keep your head up I believe in you and I love you. And trust me you didn't do anything wrong it's not your fault.
something about x just made me think, was he satanic? did he actually talk to the devil? did he sell his soul? who knows. the world is a confusing place and no one really knows what’s in it. the stuff he talked about was very deep. he always talked personally like he doesn’t care who knows every detail about him. when he was younger, his home life wasn’t very good, i think one time he was with old friends, doing rituals and he actually had something happened to him and he became satanic. he hired 2 hit men to kill him- but did they actually kill him? there was no bullet holes in x, no blood, no nothing. he had a stunt double so he could get out of where he was and continue being satanic and talk to the devil. weird how i know all this right?
He said he say things just to fuck with the minds not to be taken literal but to show how easily humans can be Manipulated and mislead how easy it is to paint pictures in someone minds with false ego or false personality for example I tell a religious person I’m the son of the devil and they lose there shii and tell me I should go burn in hell and wish all this negative things on me but in reality I’m just a normal guy with a mom and dad sisters and brothers what’s so bad about me
honestly same I was gonna rewatch attack on titan while waiting for the final season but I got caught here and started thinking about how life feels so.....meaningless and empty. Well you see I’m just the “typical depressed 13 year old” nobody believes it because everybody is saying they’re depressed. I’ve been trying to hide it and suppress it but when it comes time to let it out 2:00 to 6:00 am im left staring out into the cloudy sky to think about everything and nothing at the same time. Anyways I don’t think you wanna hear me talking about how much of a mess my life is right now but I hope your having a great morning or evening wherever you are...🙂
@@Hisokai i think we are in a same position 🙂 i wish you that it will get better... im stuck in Anime life, Gaming, and some depression i feel kinda lonely but its all right..... Time will get better... I hope so... ☺️
@@blogtime5476 well bro I hope it gets better for you. I just know that some days you might feel really down, but dont give up keep pushing through. I’m sure that one day it’ll get better.
Here let me tell you a quick story one day a girl came to my house she got feeling for me and i got felling for her and wen I was about to ask her if she wanted to be my girlfriend a text come in and the text said the same thing that I was gonna say but she type yes and than the girl said o don’t like men for how the looked I like them cuz the way the treat me and I have seen him and he is not that good with her and I treated her really good and she never have to ask for help cuz I was there to help her and I was really nice to her mom I always help them all and one day she stopped texting me and I say fuck it if is this they way is going to end I rather stop asking her how’s your day going and being the good guy that I am and I remember x song we’re there for me( I am Italian so wen I tell you is a quick story is not)
I see more rainy days lost touch of the sun I feel more of the pain I need harder drugs I did more then a thing more then it was I need more then a drink more then a buzz they say life’s what you make it can’t make it up but I feel like I’m stuck all in because I just never got sleep just needed love what’s an angel to a demon with some slugs
I'm fuckin' done I don't even wanna do this anymore every single year I say life will get better and better but I'm fuckin' done of this shit I just turned 19 and fuck it I'm really tired of everything I don't even know if I'm gonna kill myself or not IDK if there's still hope or not ever since I was young I just wanted to fit in and make friends but I failed and got bullied instead I wanted to have a good relationship and good time with my family but every time we end up fighting and screaming literally everybody fuckin' hated and treated me like shit for no reason and nobody gave a single fuck I don't know myself anymore
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