You are not alone, you are not alone. I'm with you. We are with you. ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-GYe-aevHS2M.html - 10 HOURS VERSION
Take a second a think about you and what we have been through and how were still all here enjoying life as it is. As death approaches us as every second goes by. We don't and shouldn't think about the bad thoughts and things, we should just enjoy like as it is. You reading this I hope you come to this message and think more about your surrounding and whats actually happening in life. keep enjoying your life because it could end at any second! Life is not to be wasted its to be lived! Were all just a stranger to everyone else. You don't know me I don't know you but I might of helped you out...💖
This song is the literal void. Nothingness. Just sitting in my dark room, in my own head. My own pain, my own thoughts. This is what death would feel like I would imagine. This life is pure misery, hope y’all stay safe.
I have similar feelings about this song. It seems that this song sounds somewhere far away in the darkness, penetrating every atom in this dark universe with its every note. I want to believe that after death I will listen to this melody forever in empty darkness
I seen a quote on another video and it said “the devil doesn’t come to you with his horns and tail, he comes disguised as everything you’ve ever wanted.” And… it hurt..
@@obito7807 you are not who you think you are. Actually Nobody is. We all have characters we play as when we’re around friends and family. But for some reason I seem to find my real self when I’m alone and it scary. But talk to god and ask for forgiveness everyday, you have no idea bro
I remember having once a real real love , It started 7 years from now, but it stopped somthing like 2 months ago. I started to force myself to move on cause that person never felt the same way as I did.. 7 long years and never loved another one, it’s damn long and I’ve been through so much hard times. It’s been 4 years since I never saw one more time that women and the craziest fact is that I still loved her so much, I think it was a once-in a time love. But you know, I got to move on, start a new life but it’s hard cause all my life, all my actions, all my decisions made just to build the perfect man for her but it never did the work so, hear me up lil queens and lil kings : there’s so much peoples around here, the world, so don’t be a second “me” and always try new things, never stop yourself to love another person. There’s no reasons especially if you’re the only one in your confort zone called the “I’m in love with someone but that person don’t even feel the same so I stay here in my sadness cause it feels great” , hope you’ll do better one day !
you won’t see them often for wherever the crowd is they are not those odd ones not many but from them come the few good paintings the few good symphonies the few good books and other works and from the best of the strange ones perhaps nothing ~Charles Bukowski~
1300km away from my home and the funny thing is I never been this happy before. Only thing i miss is my family but I dont want to go back. This song is perfect for me rn
I want to share my experience. Turn on this melody (10 hour version, available on the channel, link in the comments)) on your phone, set the minimum brightness on the phone, turn on airplane mode and put the phone with the music on under the pillow. If possible, if you have, use Ear Plugs (1 or 2) for your ears, then the sound from the pillow will patronize your head and go "right to the head". This is a very amazing feeling while sleeping, just try it
I kinda grown used to pain, as it is constantly there. I always get set back by things out of my control when I'm finally on the up. I'm constantly in this state of dull-pain which, doesn't seem to go away. I've spent all my life living up to each other's expectations, and now I lost sight of what I want to achieve. I was blessed with a lot of things, like a family, middle class household, a good education, yet I still feel pain and hollow. I trooper through the pain alone because I don't wanna make myself a burden to others; And I also believe I don't deserve help for some of the things I have done and how lucky I am to have what I have...
I once pondered my existence by asking myself: "Even with all the money in the world would I be happy would my existence along with the money I have make me anymore positive of this life" the answer was no
yeah a massive tip is watching motivational tiktoks or vid and try playing sports like football it changes ur mood make sure to put a goal or a target to achieve or else ur never going to move on
@@yassinfayedd Well I can tell you this, it's different for every person, I'm not looking for beef all I'm saying everyone gets affected differently, if it helped you it doesn't mean it will help most other people 👍
"Your abdomen burns, you are in the middle of the corridor of your school seeing the great row of blue lockers, and the white floor that you played so many times to jump without touching the lines or else you "lost", something stupid but, nostalgic. Everything seems It's going by so slowly, but you see people running and you're just standing still. It's getting dark, and it's cold...I don't see grandpa here. I don't want to be here"
I hate myself so much, I’m sick of pretending like I don’t. I hate watching everyone live their lives while I suffer. I hope I die soon then people will atleast act like they care.
The only way to stop yourself from hating yourself is to practice gratitude, it sounds stupid but you are always atleast grateful for something, write it somewhere, meditate, learn how to take care of your mental health, I wanted death as well only several months ago but since January Ive been keeping myself in check, best wishes and good luck
this js a random song that started playing when i was playing a game, i was boutta change it til i saw the comments :( pls talk to someone who can help you, don’t let all the emotions build up over time🙌 im here if anyone want’s to talk but pls seek help
pov: you’re walking past city streets as the world keeps moving yours is frozen you look at the lit up penthouses in the mountains then glance down a nearby alleyway where families are struggling to find food
this song shatters my soul every single damn time and i wish i could die i aint joking about this because i have 100s of thoughts and im scared for my life but i also wanna die but i dont wanna leave my girlfriend behind because she needs me i need her she saved me from a life i would regret. if any of u see this comment the year is 2023 October 5th and the time is 11:47 AM canada if u never see this comment edited then i am dead please look after everyone i know you will understand one day please...save my soul i dont wanna lose it early. [rest in peace X] a little bit of a story to tell POV: ur sitting in your room crying with a knife in ur hand and then u see a light you think its God but its the devil he came to make u a deal: ur soul for everything u wanted in ur life: there's a catch: if you do it everyone you know will die IN front of you in pain and agony and will never forgive ur actions and NEVER EVER leave u alone as they haunt you forever. you accept the deal: you hear screaming downstairs as you hear the devils blade scratch the ground down stairs and hear blade through bone and flesh. your family is dead everyone you know is dead but you got everything you ever asked for in life and never regretted it but you made a mistake you are the devils slave now and will never be missed as your dragged into the under world. moral of this story? dont make deals with the devil unlike X did [you will be missed]
I will express what comes out of this little head without real meaning. Sometimes I get lost in myself, I think about this superficial life that I live, I think and I try to interpret the things that happen to me, that I try to translate without result. Then I say to myself that it is fate or a simple chance. This world is hard, we are influenced by the smallest thing, we try to imitate someone or to appear as what we are not. I feel hypocritical towards myself, I wonder if my faults and qualities are legitimate. Sometimes I think of things that question my place in this world... and I tell myself that a single action (☠) on a whim could free me from all this weight that weighs me down. And yet! And yet, when I see others, my problems and thoughts seem non-existent.... I feel like I have no right to complain about my lot. So I've been thinking and I've never found an answer to any question, maybe because in the end there is none. But I can tell you one thing I am 100% sure of, that your life is not useless, it has only one purpose, to serve you and no one else, your life is a wandering soul in a body rotten to the core. But it is there! And it is not by chance. So please don't waste it for so little. Even if you become cold and corrupt, don't regret anything... Because anyway you have only one way out... that is Death... and life will decide when and where.
My life is a fucking joke I’m not in school or work I have no friends all I do is sit in my garage all day and do nothing I can’t do anything right it feels like everyone else is better than me at everything and I’m not good enough for anyone I’ll always be at the bottom as a person because no one will give me a chance all I would want is a chance out of someone nothing ever seems to get better
real bro, keep going, life will never be easy, it will always have good times and bad times, get what you want, do what you want, give your best and strive
