Feels like x had two personalities. The one who used to street fight and do illegal things and the depressed one. Thats what depression does to human. He really tried to change and be better person before he died.
this song always makes me sad, and i always come back to it. maybe it helps me release my emotions that are bottled up but i love this song since i heard it years ago
I hope ur happy whereever you are. Just look at the sky and think that somethings went wrong but u can do anything if you want to do that thing. Ik its hard sometimes and if ur feeling weak for something and then wait for this. We'll be happy i swear but idk when.
I think this thing has ran its corse, it’s been a good run. Made some memories on earth... the pain has made everything else seem irrelevant though... I’m sorry to anyone who was effected bye this. I just need to zone out for a while
This is the most beautiful edit, and sound I’ve heard in a while. It helps me feel in tune with parts of myself I used to avoid feeling, but I’m comfortable feeling the sad and empty, the nostalgia too. thank you for this 💜
Pain doesn’t end when you’re gone it gets transferred to your loved ones and the people who truly care about you. Please don’t give up . You’re a light in this dark world, someone needs your presence to still be here this world still needs someone like you. You may not see it or feel like your worth it but you are. You are to me idk who you are but I love you. I know pain I may not know yours but pain shows us we are still alive we can still feel something. We are not numb. I want to hear your story and I want to tell you mine so please stay. ❤️
So numb from the pain for so long. The numbness went away and the pain is still here. But this song, makes that pain go away. Peace and love to the soul☝️
I’m not truly happy.. went through a depressive phase in my life for like 2 years.. I’m better now because earlier that year I managed to get out that dark place but, I’m still not happy. I still feel empty, traumatized, lonely.. I don’t feel happy.. I feel like I’ve been through so much emotional trauma that I’m numb now. What is happiness anymore?
It’s hard especially for guys in their 20s. Feels like you have to be pressured into finding a high paying job but also competing with other guys for women. Having depression on top of that is just..rough.
To me I can say that happiness is a state of being that can come from your perspective. In life when there's so much adversity it is something we can create by ourselves, with others.
Idk how many people will see this but i can’t find any reason to keep living every day is a struggle nothing ever gets better it’s either the same terrible day over n over or it just gets worse it’s been happening for years I have no friends, not a single family member that cares for me, there was actually only one person that ever actually loved me and made me feel like someone actually at least appreciated and cared about my existence and that was my mom but she passed away when I was 4. and I literally hate everything about myself, it’s 10x easier to name dozens of things that I don’t like about myself then naming something that I love about myself, all I do is distract myself in my room trying to avoid reality I’m gonna keep pushing until 9/21/23 if I can’t change my life around by then ima just end it theres seriously no reason to keep going it just feels like theres no point in my existence, it feels like I’m literally nothing to anyone, been lonely for years and I’m tired of it, I’ve even looked up reasons on why I should keep living and all of them just help me find out how much more I don’t have,I’ve been scared of death for years but now I find it more peaceful and I’m accepting death now we’re all gonna die someday anyway . My head hurts and my eyes burn so fucking much from all the crying and mental break downs every night man .
@@Nerullam I’m not one to do so so I’m not sure I can answer the question, but usually when people cheat it’s either because they lost interest, or they’re comparing your attractiveness (whether it may be personality or looks) to others, and anyone who does so doesn’t deserve to date at all. You don’t deserve *anyone* like that, please don’t lose hope *
My bf broke up with me I'm so heartbroken rn I'm so tired of being fucked over I'm tired of always giving my all into relationships I rlly thought he was gonna stay like he said he would he promised me he would help me with my depression and he was my happiness my everything but ig I wasn't good enough 😭😩💔
How are you doing currently? I'm feeling the same too right now, I wanna end it all, she left me and I don't know what to do, it feels horrible bevause I ruined everything
