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you end up being a villain because of your lover [dark academia playlist] 

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Step into the melancholic world of lost love and bittersweet nostalgia with our curated Dark Academia playlist. Each haunting melody and poignant lyric takes you on a journey through the depths of introspection, capturing the essence of that pivotal moment when you realize it was the last time with someone you held dear. From ethereal piano compositions to soul-stirring ballads, immerse yourself in the haunting beauty of longing and reflection. Whether you're seeking solace in solitude or simply yearning to explore the complexities of the human heart, let our playlist be your companion on this evocative journey through the corridors of memory and emotion. Join us as we delve into the captivating allure of Dark Academia and discover the transformative power of music to heal and inspire.
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Tracklist:
00:00 Brock Hewitt (Stories In Sound) - A Simple Life
04:38 Arend - A Voyage
06:17 Arend - Caravan
09:20 Dominique Charpentier - Derniere Chance
12:03 Arend - Ember
15:23 Sonder House (Mattia Vlad Morleo) - In Those Dancing Shapes
17:56 Brock Hewitt (Stories In Sound) - Inward Voice
21:17 Arend - Lament
24:37 Galera - Nostalgia
26:43 Monument Music - Notes From The Past
28:13 Dominique Charpentier - Petit Volcan
30:37 Brock Hewitt (Stories In Sound) - Rainstorm
33:13 Brock Hewitt (Stories In Sound) - Sanctify
36:10 Ilya Kuznetsov - Sight
39:35 StudioKolomna - The Old Man's Reflection
41:42 Brock Hewitt (Stories In Sound) - These Moments
44:50 Theo Gerard - Wistful Waltz
47:03 [repeat...]

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@Homie-jp1ll
@Homie-jp1ll Месяц назад
Hey guys, I never thought I can have so much support like this. I truly appreciate all of you ❤ Btw part 2 of this video will be released soon, stay tuned ❤
@phoebe-wk4uu
@phoebe-wk4uu Месяц назад
Are you on Spotify??
@nix55132
@nix55132 Месяц назад
❤❤❤❤
@Homie-jp1ll
@Homie-jp1ll 26 дней назад
Umm sadly i'm not currently on Spotify. You can check out my channel for more videos 🤍
@brunosalgado5579
@brunosalgado5579 3 дня назад
Thank you for these gifts. Regards
@libraryclassicalplalist
@libraryclassicalplalist Месяц назад
To anybody reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind may clarity replace confusion. may peace and calmness fill your life.
@Homie-jp1ll
@Homie-jp1ll Месяц назад
A great reminder indeed ❤
@Talidaga
@Talidaga Месяц назад
I needed this comment
@peggycarter8163
@peggycarter8163 Месяц назад
Mmm. Kk j
@RioghinaPichan
@RioghinaPichan 27 дней назад
I'm from Italy, sorry if my english it's bad. I saw this comment and I want to tell you... Thank you. My condition of anxiety and depression are very bad, but i smiled reading this
@Ka1tlyn77
@Ka1tlyn77 25 дней назад
Thanks for raising my hope for humanity. Have the best life possible, I wish you all you wish for in life
@bibliophile_evonne7789
@bibliophile_evonne7789 Месяц назад
That’s the thing I love about villains though. When they do have someone they hold so close to their heart, without hesitation they can make the choice to sacrifice the world for their beloved. Living in a world that will forever hate and ostracize their kind, why not prioritize themselves, their love, and their happiness? When villains are well written with complexity and the same gentle human emotions such as love, they become so much more entertaining. Villains, many of them are simply people who the world refused to accept for a difference of some sort. So while they are villains in the hero’s story, it makes perfect sense for them to finally become their own saviors. Villains need love to. Now I want to consume media with a well-written villain in love hehe. Beautiful playlist.
@jonathanbutler6467
@jonathanbutler6467 Месяц назад
Indeed
@MadamDrip
@MadamDrip Месяц назад
This is beautifully written .
@jaz6402
@jaz6402 Месяц назад
Reminds of vampire hunter D bloodlust ! Check it out if you haven’t seen it!
@Pongopaces_
@Pongopaces_ Месяц назад
I've got a wip graphic novel I've been writng, and one of the main villains is the way he is for these exact reasons. Except, he doesn't know where his wife is or if she's okay, let alone their unborn child! He's going insane trying to find them :)
@fltyneurolink
@fltyneurolink Месяц назад
brought that quote back from my minds abyss
@-soapybread-3521
@-soapybread-3521 Месяц назад
A hero will always be required to save the world before they save you, but a villain? A villain would watch the world burn to warm your heart.
@KL-zg7lu
@KL-zg7lu Месяц назад
Let people think whatever they are going to. You'll end up being a villain in many people's story, simply because they couldn't see it from more than one view point. Someone's story changes drastically when you understand how things connected, and their personal tragedy, or tragedies in many peoples case. You're fortunate if you grew up in a way that never made you question if you were cared for, had supportive parents. Not everyone can turn to those people. Anyone who grew up with abusers knows that the facade of kindness crumbles really quickly, when you are no longer making them look good, or suiting their needs.
@MsWhite022
@MsWhite022 Месяц назад
He caught me off guard as one of his hands wrapped around my throat, meanwhile the other held me in place by my waist. In that moment, fear surged within me, but oddly, it also ignited a sense of aliveness I hadn't felt in a long time. Though his grip tightened slightly, I sensed he didn't intend to cause real harm, even if I secretly craved it. Such thoughts only fueled my determination to accomplish what I came for. "When I release my grip, I suggest you run," he warned with a whisper against my ear. I held his gaze unwaveringly, not out of defiance, but because an inexplicable force compelled me to maintain the connection. "Why should I?" I asked. His response was swift. "Because nothing would please me more than to pursue you." A wattpad story.
@boyswithflowers
@boyswithflowers Месяц назад
Do you remember the title name?
@MsWhite022
@MsWhite022 Месяц назад
@@boyswithflowers Blurred Line by AQueenOfWands. It’s new and not finished yet.
@blackheartgaming6121
@blackheartgaming6121 Месяц назад
Sometimes When people wear the mask they are not really protecting themselves but the ones they love
@teacher_jilu
@teacher_jilu Месяц назад
when you defeat them and become *their* villain after years of forced chaos -- you reclaim your soul and become a dark angel
@mikl12354
@mikl12354 Месяц назад
Idk who NEEDS to see this but.... JOKER AND HARLEY IS NOT AN IDEAL LOVE! Hell its only a sided unrequited love. Joker does NOT love nor has ever loved harley. Maybe in at most 1 timeline but thats it. He only sees her as a tool against Batman and thats it. So please stop saying you want a Joker and Harley kind of love. Instead look for a Flash and iris, or superman and louis. hell Harley and ivy is better than joker and harley. Please stop thinking you deserve toxicity and start loving yourself as much as you want to love someone else.
@feifei_1480
@feifei_1480 Месяц назад
POV: 3 months back he wouldn't even have acknowledged my existence. I have been looking at him ever since I was 15 and already back then, I knew, what others didn't. The facade he put, the fake smiles, the fake acts of kindness, the fake him, simply. He would gladly help teachers with work, grandmas with their groceries, classmates with homework. But who cared for him? Not many did. People didn't even pretend to. They would always just take, never give. But neither did I. I never even asked for his help, I didn't want it. It's him I wanted. But I wanted the real him. The one that suffered deeply, I wanted him like he was at home. All alone with no one to rely on. I liked seeing him suffer, because I knew what he would do right after being hlt and ab*sed. He would go out after receiving his daily b€@-ting, he would walk calmly around the neighbourhood, wear his white mask, under which lied his true face grinning, his fists clenched and would go to a different house each day. He would pick a new v!-ctim every day. Someone he's helped before, whether it be a young woman or an old man. He had no limits. People knew they had to lock their doors and windows. It was a routine. No one knew who it was, they just knew they better not know because if they did, it was too late. He would graciously take his revenge, little by little, it was like an orchestra. Always a plan in mind, lead to perfection. And I would always follow him but I always kept a distance between us. I have always been told people don't hear me coming. I was as discreet as a feline and I knew how to take advantage of it as well. Until that day. Where he stopped, for the first time, laughed under his mask and slowly looked back. I was hiding a few meters away, enough for me to see him, but not enough for him to see more than a silhouette. He looked straight into my eyes and then pretended to look for the source of the sound he just heard. Or the shadow he just sensed. He muttered something under his breath then said "I know you've been following me for the past few years, I like feeling your gaze on me. It's what keeps me from doing the things I truly want to do. Whenever you're ready, know that I'll be waiting for you. Enjoy tonight's show, Panther." I felt a rush of heat travel my body and down my spine. My heart started beating faster and my lungs felt heavy in my chest. I felt my life be in danger, but he spared it, he made that decision because if he wanted, he could ruin me to a point of no return. In fact, that's what he did. He changed his mind and walked in my direction. I was so petrified I couldn't move a muscle in my body. But I loved it and I knew he did as well. I liked him unhinged. And he knew I was as crazy as him. "The fact that you followed me all this time just shows how much de@-th doesn't scare you. I like that, little one. Let's not hold back tonight." First POV so I hope you liked it :$
@brahma1717
@brahma1717 Месяц назад
And where to find the next povs?
@feifei_1480
@feifei_1480 Месяц назад
@@brahma1717 glad you liked it ! I could try writing a part 2 in the next couple days ^^
@brahma1717
@brahma1717 Месяц назад
@@feifei_1480 yup you should
@Alice34443
@Alice34443 Месяц назад
that was so good!!!!😀😀
@feifei_1480
@feifei_1480 Месяц назад
@@Alice34443 thank you 🥹
@blackheartgaming6121
@blackheartgaming6121 Месяц назад
Lights may shine brightest in the dark but the truest test is what will we do when the candle's light finally gets snuffed out what will we think how will we feel what will we say and what most importantly of all will we think and do
@ML-HS
@ML-HS Месяц назад
I used to love these type of stories where villain will sacrifice anyone and anything for the one they love. Used to find those heroines so lucky and wished that I might find the same - only for later on in life through my own and friends experience come to a realization such loves are not exactly healthy and nothing good can come out of love where you would destroy the world and people. Especially if they are dear to your love, but you have to have them only for yourself. Beautiful playlist regardless.
@KL-zg7lu
@KL-zg7lu 14 дней назад
The acts of violence against people who were not actually hurting anyone, are inexcusable.
@Grimthekeeper
@Grimthekeeper Месяц назад
"ive done so much, so many times ive done evil things, ive done horrible things, but for you, ide do them all over again"
@StudyTD159
@StudyTD159 Месяц назад
To the person reading this, Good Luck! Don't stress, everything will be fine. No matter what difficulty you are facing right now, you can overcome it! You are strong and brave.
@youknowwhat6873
@youknowwhat6873 Месяц назад
I am actually stressing really bad right now so thanks !
@ElMatador-ws3in
@ElMatador-ws3in Месяц назад
Thank you for your kind words.. I’m just a Villain of someone’s story, waiting for my beloved to come back to me…. If she asked me, I would burn down the heavens… she is my guide, my Star, my soul.. the one who understands me… the monster on the hill… I miss you CPG..🌹
@Fede_Riccahh
@Fede_Riccahh Месяц назад
im in love with this, this is probably one of the most beautiful playlist i've ever heard here on youtube, probably the best one. it's original and so well done, i literally have chills.
@Homie-jp1ll
@Homie-jp1ll Месяц назад
Thank you so much for the support ❤ I hope you will have chills in my other videos as well ❤
@afvp9586
@afvp9586 8 дней назад
This is so Will Graham coded and I'm here for it!
@sagestark7444
@sagestark7444 Месяц назад
omw to write a book now about a character who was forced into a villain role with their lover and at the very end, is the one who gives everything up and they can redeem themselves and by who they truly are and not this forced evil role they were created into all because they loved someone. (loving someone shouldn’t change the entire trajectory of who you are)
@Homie-jp1ll
@Homie-jp1ll Месяц назад
Im so waiting for your book 🌹
@ray19garcia
@ray19garcia Месяц назад
The crazy part is that in my story I died at the end
@sunshinemonlight9148
@sunshinemonlight9148 Месяц назад
Villain minds are pure, straight forward and a little corrupt but only a little. While a hero is twisted by things he was told and the way he should be and things he should’ve done. The world treats hero’s like villains when all there trying to do is good but they are perceived as bad because people don’t see what lies behind the curtains, what hero’s sacrifice.
@angelicamosley3301
@angelicamosley3301 28 дней назад
Currently reading the tethered series to this and it’s the perfect ambience
@lydiemoom
@lydiemoom Месяц назад
This is my heaven. I am rich, full, complete. Most beautiful on earth is music. When you play with your soul. We feel, imagine, dream,create, love. Music Connects Human Hearts, Animals, Universe. We become one. Our humanness ......❤ We are unique !
@Music-qv8zo
@Music-qv8zo Месяц назад
-POV- "A thief such as yourself should be caged." Those words roll off my tongue stoically as the man whom i've began to cherish held my hand close. He pulled me in a sprint, and I willingly let him. The knowledge of the future were divine abilities I was not endowed with. He said it would be a surprise..the foreign feeling of wonder welled up in me. "My my, I didn't know stealing ones heart was such a horrendous crime." His tone was one of mirth. He pulled me into the depths of the village he liked to call home. I regard him as arrogant, awfully cheeky, and proficient in the act of intentionally annoying me. Yet all I could think about in this moment was how he glowed so brightly. How perfect he was. How I was madly bewitched with this mortal. "For how long will you hold my hand and pull me to who knows where?" "Simply forever, my dearest." How I scoffed at that remark. In all honesty, I wished this moment would last forever. Just the warmth of his hand made me melt. He didn't know, or perhaps he did, but he was driving me crazy. I yearned for him to be mine. Every talent, imperfection, every nook and cranny of him should be mine. I had thought of how far i'd go to keep him to myself. If committing an atrocious act was the key to him staying by my side, i'd do it. "We are here." He said. We had stopped on an old wooden bridge. The view we faced casted a red and orange glow over the calm water below. The sunset was a sight to adore, but I could only think of him. I leaned against the railing and looked at the man beside me. In my eyes, he is perfect..how can a human with so much flaws be so perfect? His green eyes met mine, his lips curving up into a grin. "Ah, I wonder..are you enjoying the view I took you to see or are you solely focused on on another view beside you," He gestured to himself. A goddess should not love a mortal like this, but I can only defy that custom now. Perhaps i'm the one that should be locked in a cage. I analyze his expression before leaning in closer to him. I cannot go back now, It's impossible for me to be the same. I draw in closer to him, knowing that when this mortal is no longer by my side, I will go mad.
@user-rb5sc8lx7k
@user-rb5sc8lx7k Месяц назад
That’s make me sad
@NakaharaChuuyaIAmHuman
@NakaharaChuuyaIAmHuman Месяц назад
A few seconds in and it's already pulling at my heartstrings... ♥
@alexepic9199
@alexepic9199 Месяц назад
A good Villain needs a Story. A Villain that is just evil for the sake of being evil is just boring. He needs a readon for what He is doing, something that seems right for himself and not evil. He Fights for the right Thing in his mind just like the hero.
@anVbIIs
@anVbIIs 11 дней назад
I don't remember when was the last time music hit me so deeply... I'm infinitely thankful for that experience.
@blackheartgaming6121
@blackheartgaming6121 Месяц назад
I absolutely love this picture and the ambience of the music
@EntitledGod
@EntitledGod 28 дней назад
ah the vibe...
@bahamutzet0ify
@bahamutzet0ify Месяц назад
i really am enjoying this, thank you, am listening to this as i'm hearing the thunderstorm in the back ground, and my leds light up my room
@biti46
@biti46 Месяц назад
Great playlist to walk around outside and pretend to go on adventure.
@Homie-jp1ll
@Homie-jp1ll Месяц назад
Then it will surely be a great adventure
@thays20
@thays20 26 дней назад
one of the best instrumental compilations that i've heard!!
@ray19garcia
@ray19garcia Месяц назад
I get it maybe I have to finally accept that I am a villain also
@rino1065
@rino1065 Месяц назад
Hermosas todas las canciones! Siempre ponía música clásica triste pero esta era la que quería!! Gracias
@GabiO-te4dc
@GabiO-te4dc Месяц назад
Thw play list.is lovely thanks for makeing it ❤
@Homie-jp1ll
@Homie-jp1ll Месяц назад
I'm so glad you liked it ❤
@smallplayground
@smallplayground 17 дней назад
This is what I call quality.
@Homie-jp1ll
@Homie-jp1ll 17 дней назад
I'm so glad you liked it. I hope you will enjoy my other videos too
@irisbertels5877
@irisbertels5877 Месяц назад
This music is honestly so beautiful and it's perfect for studying. Thank you so much for making this playlist!
@Homie-jp1ll
@Homie-jp1ll Месяц назад
I hope you studied well with this playlist 🌹 There are many more wonderful playlist as well on my channel, you should check them out if you ever have the time ❤
@ladygreenlife
@ladygreenlife 3 дня назад
I love this selection! Great job!
@Homie-jp1ll
@Homie-jp1ll 3 дня назад
Thank you
@LadyMystic87
@LadyMystic87 Месяц назад
I love listening to this while I read
@Homie-jp1ll
@Homie-jp1ll Месяц назад
Thank you ❤ I hope you will listen to my videos in your everyday tasks as well ❤
@AicimounLight
@AicimounLight Месяц назад
❤😭❤❤❤❤this muuusic!!!! Soooo emotional 😢❤❤❤❤
@AntonioCasoriaComposer
@AntonioCasoriaComposer Месяц назад
Beautiful. Super like 🙂🌷🌷💫💫💫💫
@Homie-jp1ll
@Homie-jp1ll Месяц назад
Thank you💫
@elishaa_c
@elishaa_c Месяц назад
Lovely playlist! Where is the image from? It is beautiful 😍
@Homie-jp1ll
@Homie-jp1ll Месяц назад
Thank you for your support 🌹 I hope you will support me more in the upcoming videos 🌹
@simaratorres6108
@simaratorres6108 Месяц назад
eu tenho um amor, um amor que a cada dia aumenta em meu ser... porém, o que eu devo fazer? seu silêncio inerte, me consome, me tira a paz, sinto falta de teus lábios, de teus olhos, do teu sorriso, tão lindo sorriso, dos traços do teu rosto, de cada parte do teu corpo. E o que dizer da tua voz? voz que ecoa em minha alma, trazendo me a calma, preenchendo o eco que habitava em mim, do vazio que se instalou ali. Ah meu amado, meu tão querido Pablo, como eu queria mergulhar em você, tirar todo o peso do seu ser, queria que compartilhasse comigo, tudo o que lhe agrada e desagrada, para assim te acompanhar nessa longa jornada... Espero ansiosamente que voltes pra mim, que ainda me queira em tua vida, todos os dias eu anseio por ti, minha alma busca intensamente pela sua, que saudade meu amor, infinita saudade.
@josphinechepkurui8598
@josphinechepkurui8598 5 дней назад
i hope one day you will rember me and come back for me
@Homie-jp1ll
@Homie-jp1ll 5 дней назад
I hope your wish will come true
@saitamaisbored3968
@saitamaisbored3968 Месяц назад
57:00
@Brilliant450
@Brilliant450 Месяц назад
Anybody else sees Nesta on that picture?
@KL-zg7lu
@KL-zg7lu 6 дней назад
Accurate.
@SmilingArcticFox-hv3ex
@SmilingArcticFox-hv3ex 28 дней назад
The one that got away
@KL-zg7lu
@KL-zg7lu День назад
No one welcomes cruelty. I see Mr cruel is attempting to post through various outlets again.
@virkalux3772
@virkalux3772 Месяц назад
I looove this, are you on Spotify, please?🥺🙏
@Homie-jp1ll
@Homie-jp1ll Месяц назад
Hey, sorry I don't have a Spotify account for this RU-vid channel. You can find other videos I made here ❤
@p_nk7279
@p_nk7279 9 дней назад
In darkness we reign
@Homie-jp1ll
@Homie-jp1ll 9 дней назад
And in the darkness we find ourselves
@user-uy6np5uq2g
@user-uy6np5uq2g Месяц назад
Ах, сколько нежности ,любви и сил таких не знала я с отрочества,Сударь мой и нет моей вини ,ни слабости в моих признаньях,прошу прощенья я у женщин ,окружени они не зная,что то кольцо Ти вибросил давно в колодец нелюбви,брехни ,ссор и ненужних притезаний,люблю
@TheMarqMKT
@TheMarqMKT 6 дней назад
How was the background music synchronized with the video scenes?
@joycehawie6865
@joycehawie6865 Месяц назад
One thing I noticed about villains is they don't try to be good like the heroes but they try to be realistic humans with all their flaws knowing that they are a beautiful mess in the process of becoming better. ❤
@fallenphoenix7023
@fallenphoenix7023 Месяц назад
thank you for your video; how can i download the picture?
@varunrana3032
@varunrana3032 Месяц назад
I am a nice person still being villan for a lott
@tombatten8908
@tombatten8908 Месяц назад
cool
@boyswithflowers
@boyswithflowers Месяц назад
Anybody have a book recommendation that suits this playlist?
@grandadmiralthrawn9421
@grandadmiralthrawn9421 Месяц назад
If it's her and the world, why not her?
@zuzu7308
@zuzu7308 Месяц назад
"i can fix him" xD
@12OunceProphet
@12OunceProphet Месяц назад
Where did you find the pic to this video that you used , i am curious ! ?
@alliesoops
@alliesoops 25 дней назад
I need to know where I can find Arend on streaming services, Caravan is so beautiful I want to be able to listen to it on the go
@Homie-jp1ll
@Homie-jp1ll 25 дней назад
It seems like he does not post it on any platform for streaming music like Spotify or so, how about i create a loop video with just that song for you guys who want to listen, would that be better? ❤
@alliesoops
@alliesoops 25 дней назад
@@Homie-jp1ll That would be awesome! Or a video that is just Arend songs specifically on a loop!
@Homie-jp1ll
@Homie-jp1ll 23 дня назад
@@alliesoops Well then i will inform you later when i finish that playlist. Please wait a little bit more ❤
@Homie-jp1ll
@Homie-jp1ll 15 дней назад
@alliesoops Hey, I wanna tell you that I've just published a new video yesterday with a full playlist of Arend. I can't wait to have some feedback from you ❤️
@alliesoops
@alliesoops 15 дней назад
@@Homie-jp1ll I'll listen now! I'm so excited, thank you!
@Puppy_Brat
@Puppy_Brat Месяц назад
There were about 5-6 advertisements in a *row.* Wtf???
@Homie-jp1ll
@Homie-jp1ll Месяц назад
Hey, I'm trying to control the ads for you guys to have the best experience on enjoying the videos, but it seems it doesn't work. I will try my best. Thank you for your feedback 💜
@Puppy_Brat
@Puppy_Brat Месяц назад
@@Homie-jp1ll Ayy, you're all good. I've just personally never had that happen before and was shocked/confused because they just *kept going* lmao
@redtoxic8701
@redtoxic8701 Месяц назад
I need to know where the art is from
@user-pz1kg8ny7g
@user-pz1kg8ny7g 21 день назад
❤❤ Hare Krišna 💓🎉🫀❤️‍🔥🎉🦚🪷
@VioletVLAWYER
@VioletVLAWYER Месяц назад
❤❤
@amandafiction
@amandafiction Месяц назад
Anakin Skywalker
@yasminjammal8595
@yasminjammal8595 3 дня назад
hi can u please do a Spotify or soundcloud playlist?
@Homie-jp1ll
@Homie-jp1ll 2 дня назад
I'm currently creating some playlist on Spotify, I will inform soon when i finish ❤️
@florgames4554
@florgames4554 24 дня назад
I can't find this: Galera - Nostalgia ToT
@florgames4554
@florgames4554 24 дня назад
Can you give me the link, please?
@Homie-jp1ll
@Homie-jp1ll 24 дня назад
I'm afraid they do not post it on any music streaming platform. You can check their music on Uppbeat. I hope you can find the best songs ❤️
@tbigdogaum5640
@tbigdogaum5640 Месяц назад
This is a true history, sadly. Five years ago, I met a girl, let's call her "C." She was always smiling, supporting everyone we knew, and within our social circle, I was obviously the leader-I always had been. However, she was my right hand. Contrary to what many thought, she and I never had a relationship, at least not a "normal" one. We were like an older brother and younger sister. I took care of her, and she took care of me, though I always wore a social mask, so to speak. She, in turn, wore one as well... Time passed, and our friendship grew stronger and more frequent. People came and went in our lives, but we remained in each other's lives. One night, like any other, C called me, saying she wanted company to talk, which was normal. Honestly, this happened often, so I went... But there's a catch: that night, we stayed together until the early hours of the morning, physically together, lying down and just staring at the ceiling, exchanging silly words and topics. Then I felt something I hadn't felt before, a shiver... Followed by the statement: C: "I want to bite you...." Me: "No way, you don't go easy." C: "Bite your lips..." Honestly, at that moment, I felt something that had been trapped in my chest explode. I truly couldn't distinguish what it was, as I had never felt this for her before, and probably, neither had she for me. And well... The biggest mistake of our lives was made that night, a mistake that involved her taking off my shirt, me marking her body, and... A strange passion being born. Little did I know, this was the beginning of the end, but since you're listening to this playlist, you can probably guess, right? Over the months, C managed to tear away every part of my "mask," and I tore away hers. We truly saw what each of us was. She saw a tired, overwhelmed man, exhausted of his happiness, and I saw a sad, lonely woman who won over others' hearts with false smiles... Two years passed, and last week we had our final conversation, a farewell. I feel like I ruined that woman's life, and she feels like she corrupted mine. But honestly? I don't think we should have made that "bite" a reality. I lost not just a friend, but a true sister that day. We turned into something strange, a relationship doomed to end, where we lived knowing that tomorrow, one of us would hurt the other. Well... The end, I guess.
@coco_1002
@coco_1002 24 дня назад
Sadly, I can highly relate to this. Well, not when it comes to the details, but rather the fact that this one step, this one action, eventually led to the end of our relationship, in all kinds. We started off as friends and soon enough became best friends. In my case, he was even the only friend I had. He was like a brother to me. We could talk about everything, even things you´d normally keep to yourself. He brought a side out of me that I didn´t even know existed. When I was with him, I felt felt happy. Even though we connected emotionally quite deeply, on a physical level I felt nothing. But, apparently, it wasn´t the same for him. He wanted more, but deep inside of me, I knew this was wrong. I couldn´t put my finger on it, but my gut feeling warned me that this wouldn´t end well. But instead of listening to my instincts, I naively put on a pair of red glasses, hoping for a bright future for us. Well, little did I know, this was just the beginning of the end. It took only the word "yes" to step on the road of never-going-back to the way it used to be. From that moment on, slowly but steadily, our relationship went downhill. It got to the point, we felt completely drained, both emotionally and physically. And eventually, we parted ways. Thankfully peacefully, without any sort of argument, but left with the bitter-sweet longing for what we had and what could have been.
@tbigdogaum5640
@tbigdogaum5640 24 дня назад
@@coco_1002 Well... Hope you get better, Coco, I really hope so. But it still hurts, right? In my case it does, a lot.
@coco_1002
@coco_1002 23 дня назад
@@tbigdogaum5640 Well, it is definitely not easy. Especially considering the fact, that he was the only person that I was close with apart from my family. But it happened already over a year ago, so I feel much better now. In your case the wound is still very fresh, since you parted ways just last week. Take your time to heal. It helps a lot to talk it out with someone trustworthy. I personally got busy with work and studies. Maybe not the best coping mechanism, but it helped me to distract myself. I hope you´ll get better soon :)
@strawberryfox8819
@strawberryfox8819 Месяц назад
I ain't choosing to do crime for love. No man/woman is worth that and if it was actually love, they'd work harder to lead a good, legal life. Nu uh, I ain't sacrificing all I've worked for for some mofo's ego.
@nix55132
@nix55132 Месяц назад
❤❤😊❤
@aaru5699
@aaru5699 Месяц назад
P.O.V ____________________ The air crackled with the energy of a thousand dying stars as the Shadow King, clad in obsidian armor, loomed over me. My heart hammered against my ribs, a frantic drumbeat against the silence of the battlefield. My hero, the Crimson Knight, stood before me, his face etched with pain and resolve. ''I'm sorry,Clary,''he whispered, his voice barely audible over the roar of the storm the Shadow King had unleashed. 'This is the only way.' He thrust me forward, his eyes locking with the Shadow King's for a moment, a silent exchange of power and despair. The King's gaze then turned to me, a flicker of something strange in his eyes, something that wasn't malice or hatred. I was a sacrifice, a bargaining chip for the world's salvation. But the King didn't strike. Instead, he reached out with a skeletal hand and gently lifted me from the ground. The touch was surprisingly warm, almost comforting. ''I will not harm you, little bird.'' he spoke, his voice a low rumble that resonated through my bones. ''You are a gift, a precious offering. I will cherish you.'' His words were unsettling, yet there was a sincerity in his tone that calmed my racing heart. He carried me away to his horse and sit me on it before climbed behind me taking me away from the battlefield, through the swirling storm, to a hidden fortress carved from obsidian. Inside, it was surprisingly warm and welcoming, filled with the scent of woodsmoke and the hum of magical energies. The King, who introduced himself as Kael, treated me with the utmost care. He provided me with luxurious clothes, delicious food, and a room filled with books and treasures. He spoke to me, not as a prisoner, but as an equal, sharing stories of his past and his hopes for the future. His love for me grew with each passing day, a love that was both passionate and protective. He showered me with gifts, whispered sweet nothings in my ear, and held me close each night, his touch a source of comfort and security. I found myself drawn to him, captivated by his strength and the vulnerability he showed only to me. He was a monster, yes, but a monster with a heart, a monster who loved me with a fierce, almost desperate intensity. Kael never forced me to love him back, but he didn't need to. His love was a gentle tide, washing over me, eroding the fear and prejudice I had once harbored. I fell in love with him, not despite his darkness, but because of it. The world believed I was a sacrifice, a pawn in a game of power. But I was something more. I was Kael's salvation, the one who brought light to his darkness, the one who made him feel alive. And in the end, it was not the Crimson Knight, but the Shadow King, who saved the world. He did it not by power, but by love, the love he found in the most unexpected of places, in the heart of a sacrifice named Clary.
@vitoriafavero5398
@vitoriafavero5398 Месяц назад
books like these indications, pliss?
@Homie-jp1ll
@Homie-jp1ll Месяц назад
I'm also waiting for them ❤
@mentallydisturbedllama473
@mentallydisturbedllama473 Месяц назад
🥹
@joannadziedzic7315
@joannadziedzic7315 17 дней назад
Who is the author of this artwork?
@Homie-jp1ll
@Homie-jp1ll 17 дней назад
It's in the style of Ron Hicks, but for the artworks, I have to say they're AI generated
@joannadziedzic7315
@joannadziedzic7315 17 дней назад
I understand. Thank you :)
@alyssag5705
@alyssag5705 22 дня назад
Ugh. 🎉
@Homie-jp1ll
@Homie-jp1ll 22 дня назад
@jean-pascallacasse8340
@jean-pascallacasse8340 Месяц назад
Ugh… so many adds it breaks the mood.
@Homie-jp1ll
@Homie-jp1ll Месяц назад
My sincere apology, but it seems I can't control the ads
@AndyRoidEU
@AndyRoidEU 18 дней назад
Buy RU-vid premium.
@jean-pascallacasse8340
@jean-pascallacasse8340 18 дней назад
Buy me RU-vid premium. Kthx
@FroztyFlame
@FroztyFlame Месяц назад
The dream of spending the life with her remained a dream
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