You should be ashamed of these lyrics: There's something wrong with me but I don't know what to say Trying my best to ignore it until it goes away So many years of wasted inaction All because I'm scared of a little interaction I'm stuck here and I don't know what to do It's gonna kill me It's gonna kill you It's gonna kill you Mom and dad please forget what I said Just get it out of your head Can't stand what you must think of me Now that you know that I'm a freak Next time I'll keep it all inside And try to move on with my life I should have known to never tell Now I’m screwed god dammit what the fuck Why are you looking at me that way Please ignore all the things I do and what I say I'll shave my my head And grow a beard I'm sick and tired Of being so weird You've heard it once But I've really had it I'm just so done With being such a faggot Why can't I be Like everyone else I think that I Should fucking kill myself That's what I'll do If things don't change When I turn 30 a funeral will have to be arranged I think I'm gonna choke to death I think I'm gonna choke to death I know I'm gonna choke to death I know I'm gonna choke to death I think I'm gonna choke to death I think I'm gonna choke to death Oh my God, I'm choking to death I never want to eat again I never want to eat again I'm never gonna eat again I'm never gonna eat again I never want to eat again I never want to eat again I wanna look just like John Lennon DEAD When I think about it I can barely breathe Brain goes numb and functions cease There’s nothing I could do that would even help I know I’m stuck living this hell It’s probably best to throw all away That’s better than living another day But now I’m stuck here and I don’t know what to do It’s gonna kill me before it kills you But at this point you already know I'm not just putting on that kinda show It's for the best that I know my place You're not funny you're not cute In fact you make me want to puke Why don't you just fuck off and die And stop living your life as a lie Even strangers seem to know Your life can't be a bigger low Disgusting freak don't know how to dress Everything you do is a mess Living this way's such a bore When you've run out of things to say You can't take it anymore Living on borrowed days Stretching out this worthless time You think life's a fucking game Everything won't turn out fine You should be ashamed
Thank you for the lyrics. Also Magnum Opus, though I hoped for some uplifting at the end like "so fix your goddamn life", but then I remembered the name of the song.
I feel like am in a good spot in my life rn and it seems i cant relate to these type of songs as well as i use to but ill never stop listening to your music because you really are making some good stuff here.
The lull by 4:45 after the burst of energy that preceeded it is very good, especially when it just picks back up. The new prog rock-ish direction seems promising, if you want to keep pursuing it.
