My older cousin pointed out my hip dips that I wasn't even aware of when I was a preteen and was like "why you built like that" so after I always tied a sweater around my waist when I wore pants or a fitted skirt when I was younger to cover them :/
I remember how I had to take care of my mom when she was alcoholic and depressed, she did a suicide attempt when I was 10, I wasn’t allowed to call an ambulance so I called one of the guy she brought home, I had to keep her alive all night long, hiding the meds and bootles, making her throw up, my innocent self would bring her orange juice because I heard that vitamins made you healthier. Her boyfriend only came a morning after and told me to walk to school on my own and that I wasn’t allowed to talk about this ever again…I dissociated for the first time that night, I spent most of my teenage years locked in the psych ward.
Dear Doll, I just want to say that I'm so sorry beyond what words can express that this happened to you. You didn't deserve it, not at all. I'm so, S O proud that you kept on going even after all this happened. No matter what mental state you are in, or where your life is right now, I am proud of you. You don't need to reply or like this reply at all, please don't be pressured to because it was brave of you just to tell strangers on the internet.
u are so brave and i hope that you know that. you were a very good kid taking care of ur mom like that. wherever u are in life i hope u are very succesful and if u are going through a rough patch i hope you get over it. i am VERY proud of u for doing that. also if u need to talk i am just saying i am here for u. love u ❤🙏😘
When I was 7 years old I made a promise to myself to not live past 16 because there would be no point of continuing life after the glory days of being a teenager without work would be over. I felt like such a burden on my family and I just wanted to start my life over so my parents could have a chance at having a better child. I’m now 16 and there’s two months left until my 17th birthday.
I can relate. When everybody was asking me'' how did u see yourself in 5 years'', i wasn't able to answer bc i didnt see myself in the future. Just killing myself ahah.
We realize but for men it’s usually less common. Like Black Lives Matter versus Asian Lives Matter versus White Lives Matter. It’s systematic for us. 1 in 9 under 13.
@@koichan33 that doesn’t mean shit. Men get r@ped sometimes too. Just because it’s not as common doesn’t mean it doesn’t matter, because it sure as shit does matter
I was sexually assaulted and R@ped at the age of 8. I’m 12 now. I told the principal and she said it was okay because he was autistic. Autism is not excuse to r@pe someone on the school playground. Teachers watched me lay there and cry while he R@ped me.. that was not a mistake. R@pe is no mistake. They do it for fun or pleasure, pleasure of r@pist NOT the victim. I’ve been told that I’m to young to care or I’m only 12 and I shouldn’t be saying anything but, there’s no age for anyone to stay silent. If you’re a man, woman, non-binary, gay, black,white,Mexican, adult, young adult, teenager, or child . You have a voice and you deserve to be heard
I fcking hate incompetent adults so much, that sounded so horrifying. But at least you're okay now, bc you're never what happened to you back then. And as a person with autism, he didn't do it "because of his autism", he was just a rapist with adults who backed him up with dumb excuses smdh. He CHOSE to do one of the most vile conceivable things a person can do to another human being with FEELINGS. And autism, nor any other mental disorder will EVER excuse that shit.
My best friend locked me in a bedroom, s*xually assaulted me and then threatened to tell everyone about what she’d just done. Oh and it gets worse. She did it to my other friend too. *We were only seven.*
i think the person meant that he felt self-conscious about his body but was still ''forced'' to be shirtless in music videos. idk that's how i understood it
@@Hbdjk552 yeah I think I'm good. I always believed anywhere people go after they die must be better than their life before because they deserve a better one. I do miss them very much. How are you? :)
At this point, what’s the point of having beauty standards? Being skinny, they call you sticks and bones, flat. Being fat, you get called a whale, fat, and apparently the person eats too much. Just yesterday I was ranting about this to my bestie. You just can’t win in life when it comes to size 😭
@@hihihello1943 No, it's not being lucky, would you like them to always tell you that you are anorexic, that you have to eat or that you look like a skeleton? They tell me and it doesn't feel good at all, I don't care what they tell me but other people do and it affects them
Same fam I was an only child for 10 years and although I wasn't a saint my mom would yell and/or hit me but I don't think it's justified even if I did something wrong especially since I used to be afraid of her.
@Camille 27Beckemeyer asian moms beat their children daily. not for fun but just because they talked back. y’all are kinda making a big deal about it or, i’m just desensitized to it lmao
This trend makes me so sad, it always reminds me so much of my middle school. I tried to run away, I tried committing multiple times, my parents always fighting. It was the absolute worst.
When you realise what a vile, disgusting world we live in where people are forced through trauma and told: It’s not a big deal. News flash!! Abuse, rape and sexual assault is a big deal!!! (Sorry, I needed to vent :) Always tell someone if something happens. Trust me, it feels like the whole fucking world is being lifted off your shoulders when you share and stop blaming yourself!! Xx
I was sexually assaulted at the age of 8. I'm turning ten soon and because of what happened to me I can't remember anything but what happened to me and me being depressed over it and thinking I was so stupid because it could've been so much more worse. I never thought it was my fault but I regret falling for my brother who mind you was 16 or 17 at the time's kind act. Everyone reading this, please know it is never too early or late to speak out. And no matter what events happened in your experience, sexual assault is exactly what it sounds like. Tried to report my case to the police but they have no female officers which would make me way more comfortable and the cop I spoke with was digging in a completely unrelated instance where I was 7 talking to a ten year old. Needless to say we told him to leave because I started to shake because I have anxiety and I will get hot from being anxious and shaking a bunch. Just because it's like this here, doesn't mean you will be treated bad where you are. Speak out when you're ready, but its never too late to say something.
SA and harassment young makes us mature quickly. I remember doing the same thing (posting about it) when I was your age, and everyone was astounded with my writing and just maturity. You are incredibly mature as well. I hope things are better
Im so sorry you had to go through something like that! You are so brave for speaking out, it is such a hard thing to do but im so glad you were able to! I was SA’d also around your age and I wish I had spoken out sooner so seeing someone as strong as you makes me incredibly glad! You are so well spoken and I really appreciate that you are using your voice and story to reach out to others who may struggle with coming forward about their abuse! I wish you the best and that you get the justice you deserve
6:40 that used to be me too but I was always "skinny" (like I have big bone but still) , and I basically conviced myself I was fat starting 5th grade :D
The childhood that involved my mom making me shave my legs, wear dresses and skirts, not have an online friend (I knew they weren’t a kidnapper I’ve heard their voice), be Christian, and still be so blind she couldn’t see what my uncle was doing behind her back. The last time I felt love for her was when I was 10 and she made my bed. This all happened at 10.
"it doesn't bother me anymore. I shouldn't have went to his house wearing that anyways, and besides, I didn't exactly say no" "...you were only 9" Edit: to that one person who replied, I appreciate it but I'm actually a boy
Im proud of you continuing to have the courage to see another day. It was never your fault and dont ever think so. I hope you're doing well and stay safe. You are an amazing human being that deserves the best in life ✌
I remember staying up until 1 talking a friend of mine out of suicide. I was able to, but I can’t handle situations like that anymore, and I had to cut her loose. I know get angry and have irrational reactions whenever I feel a situation is getting too stressful. That problem is also caused by extreme depression I got from the quartile months, as well as trying to run away from my family to Canada. I’m slowly trying to get better talking about my problems. I know mine aren’t as bad as their (and your) problems, but I hope my problems help you realize that it’s okay for you to get help too. I’m getting help for small problems, and your problems are bigger than mine. It’s okay to get help. No one who is anyone will care. If they do, then they should burn.
man how do u cut ppl off like that. I have two friends who are severely depressed and I talked to one of them twice out of suicde. I realised their depression talk is draining and stressing me out even more especially rn since I’m focusing on my senior year at school while they’re still a year behind me
i remember in first grade i was told by one of my classmates that i was fat. i didn’t really think much of it, with me being 7. i went home, and my grandma calls me fat. from first to fifth grade i sucked in my stomach or covered it. until i learned that sucking in your stomach isn’t a good thing to do. it makes kind of like a second stomach with your skin. if anyone out there has a similar story, feel free to reply with it. and for all you people out there who relate to these stories (i do) i love you. you’re great 💗
💕during the start of covid, i was very self conscious and hated my body, due to covid, all the classes were doing swaps so older kids would be in different classes, i was in the class one year younger than me. skip time to recess, i had the healthiest lunchbox ever (because then again, i was super self conscious) and was eating banana bread. a guy around two years older than me (i think) was sitting across from me, he loudly said “fatty” straight to my face. the teacher didn’t even notice. fast forward TWO YEARS, and it was our schools swimming lessons, surprise surprise, we’re in the same level. the whole week of swimming lessons i sucked in my stomach. a year later i’m still self conscious, but a good weight for my age.
@@kimble-w5t sorry for the late reply, but that’s great! i’m still kind of insecure, but i’m getting better. don’t let anyone bring your day down by making negative comments. you’re beautiful. 💗💗💗
thinking about the time i cried in the bathroom in my community center because of a really toxic guy that i liked… *you were only 11.* btw you’d need more context to realize how horrible he was lmao
1:41 .. yep. Just i was 11 .. you know what is interesting? How we all all of a sudden switched from normal kids to shit like this. Out of the blue. Just like that.
It has gotten to the point where we normalise abuse and mental health issues, make jokes on rape and sexual harassment and learn to live with these traumatising situations from such a young age!!! WTF
1:32 omg I did that too! I was so embarrassed about having bigger thighs when I sat since all the other girls had thin ones and I thought it was because I was super fat or something
Brings back the time where i had a mental breakdown was crying and playing lines(sh) on my wrists and thighs and ankles the scars from my ankles are not visible anymore like 4 or 5 of the scars from my wrists are a little visible but a bit from my thighs are visible and that is something i can never get rid of and at this point we've all normalised abuse,trauma,sh,sa,literally everything and to make it even worse its literally like majority of 7-30 yr olds(not saying all or that it cant be older that 30 yrs old) that have accepted that this is what is harmful not the older generations that blame it on kids or mame up an excuse or say we want attention literally my friend opened up to her therapist about it bc she has a therapist for anger issues and she said that she has been sa by her uncle and sh bc she thought it was her fault and a way to cope and the therapist who was like 42 said "oh sweety you just want attention thats alright but u dont need to lie about it" like wtf i just think that people need to realize and recognize that the world that we live in today is not the same as it was 10,20,30 yrs ago itts much much different and there will be some changes for the better and some for the worse.
All of this is soooooo sad . I wish we could change this . Also thanks for adding the clip of Niall . People often leave celebrities out . But they are normal people too
I have one! Me: emotionally numb, detached and wanting to end it all but doesn’t do anything because it would make me a bigger burden to my family and I didn’t wanna explain myself to them if it failed “you were only 12…”
⚠️!!!MAJOR TW!!!⚠️ 6:39 I used to have these kinds of thoughts ALL the time when I was younger,I've gotten a little better now but I'm still not TOTALLY better yet. And I hope you're not but if anyone is going through something like that or anything at all I want to let you know that you're STRONG,VALID,WORTHY,BEAUTIFUL,HANDSOME,and most importantly NEEDED!! Idk if anyone has told you this but I'm PROUD of you💕
I was s3xu@lly a$$lured at the age of 6, I’m 12 now. It happens to a lot of people and no matter what your going through always tell someone I just recently told my parents and now I’m able to go to therapy and recover, it’s still something I will never forget and will still have trauma from but just remember people are here for you. 💞
(Warning: Vent!) 0:43 is something I can relate to, when I was 11 I had two friends that I had to talk out of killing themselves. My old friends were so much older than me and they had both faked their depression and put me under pressure so many times because they were thinking about killing themselves Please don't vent to a child that your going to kill yourself, I had nightmares of my old friends dead because of this and I used to wake up thinking it was my fault.
At the age of 8 years old, my parents got into a terrible fight. My father “accidentally” became physical with my mother. I cried with my mom lying on my lap, scared that my father might leave us forever.
I’m really sorry this happened to you, it happened to me as well when I was younger except both of my parents started getting physical, there was a lot of blood and I couldn’t sleep at all because of that night, my father even tried to leave and I stopped him. The worst thing was that they were fighting over my brother and I
I have some: When I was younger, I always felt quite confident in my body and stuff because I was really skinny. It didn't bother me when my parents would tell me to eat more, because I just didn't care. The truth was that despite me being so confident, I only was so because I starved my self ever since I was 8. When I was 11, I passed out from alcohol. It had been a suicide attempt. I had been drinking because my mom told my brother than he shouldn't drink until he's an adult because child bodies can't handle alcohol, they would throw up the fluids. I thought that if I drank, I would throw up my fat or something. I didn't know much about anything yet, and I was stupid at the time. After my parents found out, they seemed pretty chill about it and were actually trying to help me. That was when I was in the hospital. When I got out of the hospital, they literally started beating me because of what I had done. I lived like this until I was 13, and my dad and mother had divorced. After they had divorced, I lived with my dad. I noticed that my dad actually wasn't really a bad person. He seemed more calm without my mom, and things were fine for a few months. While living a normal life finally, I encountered other issues. I had a crush on this 10th grader. I wasn't constantly trying to impress him, but I did try a few times. My friend knew that I liked someone, but didn't know who. I was the one who told her, but I was kind of scared to tell her specific details because I had been terrified she would disown me. There wouldn't really be a problem with my friend knowing who my crush was, seen as she had liked a ton of older men, but we were different in ways. My friend was a cis gendered female at the moment who was also straight. She knew about the LGBTQIA+ community, and never really spoke bad about it. At the time, I was struggling with my sexuality. I felt attracted to men, but I forced myself to pretend to like women. I learned more about myself throughout the years, but continued to like the weird 10th grader. (Keep him in mind!) Time jump to a year later (I was 14). For some odd reason, my dad thought it was okay for me to go to my mom's house, though she was the one who'd mainly abuse me. I honestly didn't care because I thought that because my dad changed, my mom must've changed also, right? I don't remember specific details for this part, but it's quite important. When I arrived, my mom seemed suspiciously calm. Too calm, almost. I was just there on my phone for hours, until some weird men came to her house. They looked quite young. I would say about 24 at oldest. I was genuinely confused, but I ignored them. One literally got so close to me that I could feel him breathing. They were constantly glancing at me, as if I hadn't noticed. After them staring at me, one started touching my leg with his leg, pushing mine aside a bit. I also noticed him attempting to touch my thigh. I was so uncomfortable. I'm not going into detail with what happened after. You probably can tell already. (My mom sort of disappeared at the time.) After that happened, my mom came back hours later. I couldn't even find my clothes, I was just crying and so scared. After I did, I basically pretended nothing happened, and so did the men. By the time my mom came back, I wasn't crying anymore and around my eyes weren't puffy anymore. It was quiet for the rest of the night, and the next day I got picked up by my dad. I wanted to tell him so bad what had just happened to me, but I didn't want him to get angry at me for not doing anything. I just started crying when we were in the car. He really did try to pry the truth out of me, but gave up eventually. When we got home, I immediately went to my room to cry. I don't remember anything important so I won't tell. All that happened was we ate dinner after and slept. The next day, I tried to keep my head low at school because I didn't want to talk to anyone. Eventually, I told my friend after school. She didn't know what to do and tried to help me in all ways possible. She tried to comfort me, but it only made me even more sad to know someone cared. I don't know why. I kept talking to my crush, but tried to be more quiet generally towards him and everyone around me. Nothing important happened after this. Again, after a year, I was 15, almost 16. I was able to talk to my dad and my crush about my experience in getting r*ped. It still did make me upset to think about, but I was okay with it. My mom got confronted for the men and their wrong doings, but my dad decided to not get the police involved and stuff, so it's now kind of more-so a personal thing between our family and my friend. (Not anymore if anyone reads this) Now, to more of the current time, I was finally able to come out to my friend as bisexual with a preference of males (I had a phase of weirdly liking specific types of women and I'm not over it-). And now finally, my crush is now my boyfriend who snores really loud and who likes screaming at 4AM in his sleep- Also just in case, my brother is okay and he may be addicted to carrots but I still love him- I also just want to say, yes, I am a male. Men get r*ped by other men or by women too. Just because a man being a victim of SA is less likely than a woman doesn't mean its less important or should be overlooked. All gender's go through different things, and honestly it's terrible how awful people can be sometimes.
@@user-ft4ve5mn3s of course! Niall Horan was in one direction and their management was super toxic for example; a “fan” of niall threw a phone at him during a concert and it hit him on his leg that needed treated (his management would not let him get it done) and I suspect it was on purpose. There is a lot of other things that I just can’t think of at the moment but if I think of anymore I will reply to your comment again! :)
I remember when I was 10 years old by body was more mature than others, my body was bigger in size too, I was very insucre about that and felt like everyone was insulting me and judging me everytime I went out of my classroom, the classroom was my safe spot bc I trusted all my classmates and they trusted me, though I'm 14 now and I'll turn 15 in October and I learnt how to accept my body and my looks I'm thankful for my friends and family for helping me understand that I should be happy with my body no matter what, if anyone's going through anything right now I hope you'll become better soon
SAME LOL My parents only fight like once every few months and are the best ever so don't worry, I WISH I COULD GIVE THEM TO YALL AND I BET THEY WOULD TOO. YOU GUYS DESERVE THE WORLD.
I was 7 years old watching my best friend slowly become more and more quiet then she told her big brother r@ped her and she wanted to die I had to beg her not to hurt herself cause if she died I would have no one and I that I loved her so much and needed her nearly 6years later we are still best friends and we are both so happy. She helped me through getting groomed, SAed by an older friend, being bullied and suicidal thoughts and attempts she truly is the best
it’s the fact that I have to take care of all my 5 siblings with barely to no help at all while my grandma who is able to at least help just sits down in her room watching tv all day knowing that my parents are always at work just to make sure they can feed 6 kids,4 adults and themselves my auntie and uncle stay with us and my auntie does help sometimes but it’s still hard to take care of all 5 of my siblings. (I’m 11)
6:14 at this age, i relized how fat i was, that i didnt look like the other kids (fat) and now i am insecure about my size, trying to lose weight but i cannot for some reason, puberty making my weight gain more and me losing weight even harder and not to top it off but my adhd is giving me no motivation. tbh i am insecure about the number not my body
I guess I have a somewhat similar experience. I hated the way I looked in shirts and dresses because of how thick I looked (fat). My stomach would stick out, like roundish. My parents couldn’t understand how insecure I was so they’d always yell at me and beat me to wear whatever they wanted (ngl cried a lot cuz African parents rlly don’t care). That shit ruined my self esteem for years til quarantine came around.
The fact that I can relate to the weight ones... I've told myself that if I get over 255 pounds, I'll start starving myself. I'm so obsessed with my weight and how I look. I know I need to work out but I want results NOW and working out is a slow process that takes months, even years, to finally reach the goal. Especially since my goal is 128 and I'm currently at 253 pounds. That's 125 that I have to get rid of before I'm happy with my body again. I don't think I can be so consistent for so long...
I remember starting figure skating at 10 and loving every second of it, I was much skinnier and it felt like I could accomplish so much when I was lighter. My coach shamed me for being too skinny, and when puberty hit I became depressed, binged and gained a significant amount of weight. It spilled over into my relationships and I didn’t care about hanging out with people or even myself. Figure skating hit a backslide cuz of my change of weight, making it harder for me to have better height on my jumps. It’s always felt like no matter what I did I disappointed everyone, coaches, teachers, peers, parents. It’s just so hard growing up and I wish that adults could understand that and think back to when they were growing up. And the guys don’t make it any easier, especially when they make fun of you for being too girly, or liking something, or when you don’t brush ur hair one day, or you have a deeper voice, or they think ur dumb, or they make fun of ur acne. It’s like no matter what you do you’ll never be good enough during these years. I used to really long for being a teen when I was younger and now all I want is to escape it.
I find it very worrying that I decided to create one of these in my head and uh, this is it Me: wanting to end it all, emotionally numb, and detached You were only 12
My "you were only 7-" story was that I have had sewer slidal thoughts ever since I was 7. It has only ever gotten worse. There have been times where I was so fucking close to making an attempt, I sl*ce my arms, wrists, and thighs whenever I can, even during class when anyone could see (and I still don't tell my therapist about any of this stuff)
“Me in 7 grade laying on the bathroom floor in tears wanting to end it all bc of a couple girls” that’s me right now (but im not gonna end it I still have a life and I am almost a teen
2:37 this is how i feel whenever i go swimming or even wear a normal top around my friends who have a good figure. im turning 13 and it's normal to gain a bit more weight but i still feel insecure
I was raped at the age of 5 by my brother because I was the only one that he was touching that lived with him he touched several of my cousins back then he was my cousin now he’s my brother hard to explain but my life wasn’t good from the start I got adopted by my dads sister his mom when I was 7 i didn’t understand what really happened to me but when I was 10 I started to understand and I just started to break into pieces I realized your parents should love each other and actually love you I realized that parents shouldn’t fight around you and that they shouldn’t hurt each other or you I learned what he did was wrong and I started to break i thankfully have my girlfriend who stopped my second attempt of suicide without even realizing it we help each other she went through a lot of what I went through these things shouldn’t happen to anyone the world shouldn’t be this way I’m only 13 and I know what shouldn’t be happening I know not to hurt people I know how to treat people right and u know this world that we live in is corrupted and that people need to stop acting like this Im talking about everyone not just our governments Im talking about the whole world we need all of this to stop it’s just all so messed up
Looking at all these tiktoks made me realise how messed up the world is. I have also been touched inappropriately, but it is not as serious as the ones in this compilation. I'm 12yrs old now, but when this happened, I remember I was only 4 yrs old. Me and my parents went to my grandmas friend's house, I refer to my granny's friend as auntie. So whenever I went to aunties house, I used to really enjoy playing with her driver. Once when my parents and aunty were busy taking, I went to play with her driver upstairs on the second floor. There we stared playing and running around. Later when I was tired, he told me to come sit on his lap, and I refused because my mom had always told me to never sit on someone's lap. So I sat beside him, he then picked me up and pulled me on to his lap and put his hand inside my shirt and started to stroke my bare back. I immediately identified it as "bad touch" pushed him and ran away. I'm so fortunate that my mom taught me about "good touch" and "bad touch" at the mere age of 4. Thank you mom, ilysm ❤. To whoever reading this, it's still not too late to learn about sexual harassment, assault, good touch etc. Be brave and don't be afraid to talk about it, ik it can be tough. But if u keep the fact that "it's not my fault" in mind, it'll be okay....
I was attempting suicide for a few years every night starting when I was in second grade cuz I thought I was a burden to everyone... I am so glad I'm past that now. Please don't take your life. I can't say it gets better, but try and stay until it does. Please. I love you and I know it can be tough, but don't take your life. It might just be worth it later. I know it was for me and I want you to know you are not a burden to anyone, and if you are, that is THEIR problem, don't make it yours. I am begging you. Try, it is really really hard I know, and it might not feel like it right now, but I promise you I love you, and you being here reading this is making so happy right now, so just keep at it pleaseeeeee... Even if it feels like its not worth it, but you only get one life, don't take it away from yourself so soon. Its just one that you get and then who knows what happens after its over, please don't take the risk and try and work through it, it might just be worth it in the end. I hope you have a great day/night, and please don't make it your last. Thank you so so much for taking the time to read this, and please listen to this comment. And again, even if some people you know might not, I love you. So much. Don't take your only life away. Its not worth it. Its not worth not existing. Neither are any bulliess, don't give them your power. Don't give them what they want. Do not become your own murderer. I am begging you.
Hey I want you to know that any trauma you have gone through is valid. Whether it could be homophobia, racism, SH, ED, SA. Anything that wasn’t supposed to happen is trauma. I know things may not be happening how you want them to but they will with time and patience to heal. I love you and wish you the best ❤️🤟🏻🌸!
I am bullied,laughed at,called crazy,called mad,stalked ,all because i am full of love and want and need a girl and yes some xxx that most people do. Many.many girls really hurt my feelings by calling me ugly in the past and playing with me as well. I am not perfect,but i am honest,good and fair, i want fair-play and justice for me and others who are bullied and stalked etc. My looks is not my fault! Ok?
@@haristhebosniaklion8584 yeah I know how that feels. I was bullied for looking how I look (I have a chipped tooth and chubby cheeks) and I was also bullied for like females (as a female myself) I do want you to know that they are most likely doing that because they are jealous and want to take it out on you. I bet you look amazing and I bet you have a kind personality! Love you a lot ❤️🌸
I am an avid #MentalHealthAwareness advocate and spoken word performer, and I love this so much. I travel the country trying to bring that awareness on stages, in classrooms, hospitals, and on my RU-vid channel, so I get excited when I see other advocates. 💙❤
when i was 11, i threw up all my food, not for like a health reason but so i wouldn't get fat. it ended up with me having to go to a mental hospital and fainting nearly 30% of the time :/
Me about to sl!t my throat because i couldn't handle all the stress and getting called a monster at school, getting bullied at school for no reason, and having a bunch of toxic friends who made me think all of this stuff was my fault: *you were only 7*
8 year old me just wanting to end it all because of the violent fights between the older ones in my family + my ex best friend bullying me. "You were only seven-"
Okay so like when I was 9 my mom said that the girls in our family have to watch what we eat because everything goes to our legs (thus starting my anorexic journey) but now here I am eating more because I want thunder thighs
me stumbling across inappropriate things on the internet while looking for harry potter fanfiction because there were no child proof settings when i was a kid. *you were only 8*
@@ryanmonaghan436 ok so this might sound very weird but if you don't mind can you say what you did after seeing those inappropriate things? I mean did you keep seeing it or stopped? was it only just for one time or did you keep looking for it ? Ik it's very weird sorry :(
@@supertuna6894 to be honest, i kept looking at it. i don't know why. i regret it now but it didn't know any better. the guilt bothered me for a long time and still does
@@ryanmonaghan436 well same..... and I'm so ashamed and guilty too :( It might be weird but i have some questions - How long have you been watching it? Did you stop? If so how and when? And how old are you now? ( if you don't want to tell, it's okiee )
me, VOWING to myself i would never love, let myself be loved, or confide and burden anyone with my problems ever again for as long as I lived. i was 12.
I've got one: thinking I was fat and useless, getting SH multiple times starting from 7, going through emotional, verbal, and physical abus3 from my family, choking myself, and nearly doing it multiple times and telling my parents that I was depressed and su!s!dal and them not believing me... 𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗼𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝟭𝟭...
It’s ironic because I find lighter skinned girls looking up how to get darker skin, and darker skinned girls looking up how to get lighter skin. Everyone thinks everyone else looks so much better then themselves but if that’s what everyone thinks then there’s no point of being insecure, and even if it wasn’t like that then there still would be no point on hating on yourself because your a beautiful human.
Sometimes when I see this and people are like 7 or smth I feel super weird abt my own stuff. From 11-now everything has been going downhill and it makes me feel like I’m too old to have experienced these things if that makes sense
