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He's not a sick bastard.

@@thedesensitizedsympathizer5307what is he then?

@@thedesensitizedsympathizer5307 he is, and so are you for defending him. you prolly like kids too..

@@thedesensitizedsympathizer5307 what…

@@thedesensitizedsympathizer5307Ah yes, because being attracted to a child and then killing them because you know you could get in trouble doesn’t make you a sick bastard. You’re just as sick for thinking he isn’t

that is scary.

And those poor people just going about their lives getting horrifically killed. If there's a God or fate or karma, they're all nonsensical and cruel, and not worth devoting any thought, worship or time to.

*Don't translate... भवतः हृदयस्य धड़कनं कतिपयेषु घण्टेषु स्थगयिष्यति, अस्य शापस्य मुक्तिं प्राप्तुं एकमात्रं मार्गं मम चैनलस्य सदस्यतां कुर्वन्तु* .

​@@mattjindrak although i agree,, that came out of no where. Are you doing okay?

How to stop anxiety from happening ? i have problem with feeling anxious all the time and hard to speak. want to go back to normal.

the other inmates are just as bad

Most child abusers in jail get fucked up by the murderers, the guards just watch. Some even put them with the big guys on purpose

@@saulbuenrostro4914 W guards.

@@kiddopain4164 you missed the point so fucking hard it's sad.

@@McStuda please keep your mouth quiet. The other inmates don't care unless u do s$xual things with a child otherwise they're worse or having everyday fight for their own lives

During my psychotic episode i had seconds of clearness before "going under" again, its like a profound moment of realization best described as the most intense for of post nut clearity ever. But the time spent in the clear is so short and confusing you cant really react to it.

That is an absolutely terrifying fact.

24:11

He most likely needed a legit high priest, he was possessed. He was way past skitz or any mental health illness, he was fighting full blown possession of who knows what.

Yeah, that poor murderer. He's the REAL victim.

The way she flinched is so so sad. It makes me sick

She knew what he was doing was wrong :(

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im sure thats the reason she started recording. it was her only form of protection 💔

@@ville__your content is trash

She clearly knew something was iffy because she told him about the livestreaming and to be careful. Otherwise she would have just not said anything and it would have been exposed.

@@Roadent1241 Her warning him of the livestream is honestly part of the reason I think she was being groomed. One would think she would want her abuser to be outed but she stopped him from incriminating himself on camera

I think with child abuse the child often can become a "co-conspirator" with their abuser in order to keep on their good side and also out of their own feelings of guilt about "allowing" it to happen.

She was most definitely groomed. She was supposedly incredibly close to him. I can't imagine that happening in a scenario where she wasn't groomed.

​@@Roadent1241no that's not it he's groomed her she genuinely tthinks she believes they have something really special and other's won't understand their love because that's what hes told her over and over it has to be kept secret this is how child predators work it's all part of the grooming process its basically brain washing I was 13 when the same thing happened to me I really believed my abuser loved and cared for me what we had was special I looked forward to those moments even though I knew somehow this wasn't normal what he was doing when it came out for a long time I never told people that I thought I wanted it because society thinks children instantly hate what is happening and although yes that is very much the case especially in the beginning the longer the abuser has to keep abusing the more he's able to brain wash the child for years I thought I wasn't normal added to the feeling of guilt and that I deserved it one day I was talking to a couple of survivors of long term child abuse and one said they had the same feelings suddenly I knew I wasn't alone through extensive counselling I've learnt I was a child he was the adult he manipulated me into thinking that way and I shouldn't feel shame for thinking those thoughts I was a child he put those thoughts in my head he made me think we had something special just to satisfy his sick kink that's exactly what is happening here with this child as someone who went through that I knew exactly what she thought she was doing was protecting their special relationship 😢

Please, some people are just pure evil

I imagine people do these things to kids because they're vulnerable. Doing horrible things to kids makes the abusers feel powerful. Of course, that power goes away when they're in a cell with their pissed off cellmate.

Some people...

Good ol' capitalism. Can't upset the advertisers or else you get demonetized or blacklisted from recommended.

I can’t even begin to tell you how many comments I wrote that have been shadow banned or deleted by yooo tooob It’s infuriating

It's the advertisers, not RU-vid. The advertisers won't allow some words, i.e., is doing the censoring.

@@electroluxia So when you watch u tube dont buy from the advertisers and tell others not to also.

@@elonever.2.071 Yes.

Yeah, the That Chapter video on the case (among others) is a lot more comprehensive than this one.

Damn!

Mr. Ballen does an amazing job with this story imo. The perspectives, the mind set, everything. Genuinely one of the best ways I've seen a story like that be told.

never knew of a horse or dog that runs into other people with his 2 foots and stabs/butchers them with a knife.

@@user-td3hb9nn4twow it’s almost like he might not have been of sound mind lmao

The way he rubs his fingers together walking up…. My heart 😔💔 absolutely vile

​@@TwinsBigLikeTiaRight. You can only see a part of him in that video but even that part of him you can see is enough to make me sick. Disgusting that people like this exist. I just watched a documentary made by a far leftist political group where they tried to make ped******s into victims of mental illness. Trying to claim that society should see them with empathy in the way we see people with schizophrenia or bipolar or depression. Makes me feel nauseated that there are people who don't recognize how evil these predators are.

As soon as that video started, I thought I don't like where this is going, which made me sick to stomach

The mother who let that happen makes me sick and should be behind bars.

@@HooLeePhucingSheet I agree. Choosing men over your children is sick

I thought the light he was seeing was him running into a moving car or truck. I was SHOKED.

@@xtccbabyy It should have been and those poor victims would still be living.

​@@jayeskool318you want Austin to die? He was suffering from hallucinations and mental health problems, it wouldve been better if there was no light and he cops catch him and gave him therapy

Another horrifying thing. He reportedly screamed to the officers “Help me, I’m eating people!” during the psychosis

@@jayeskool318why did you want a mentally unstable man to die before he killed anybody

I thought I was trippin bro

well fuck you anyway have some fire and rescue

As soon as they get a call. The computer shows exactly where the call came from.

I think in America the fire department is often the same as the ambulance service. Which sounds super weird. But if you need police and medical, they'll go for medical first as they need the most detailed info and will dispatch police on the side.

​@@megaangelicthey don't dispatch police as secondaries with medics. The police just show up on their own to prove there's no situation so bad that they can't make it worse. Man has a seizure, wife calls for paramedics, cops show up first and end up tasing him for behaving violently and arresting him for resisting officers. While having a seizure. Seriously. When you're a hammer, everything you see is a nail. Some cops are so dumb it makes one wonder how they survived to adulthood.

i like your pfp

Not sure if any words could describe this sob properly, those words haven’t been invented/discovered yet…

*Don't translate... भवतः हृदयस्य धड़कनं कतिपयेषु घण्टेषु स्थगयिष्यति, अस्य शापस्य मुक्तिं प्राप्तुं एकमात्रं मार्गं मम चैनलस्य सदस्यतां कुर्वन्तु

@@ville__yeah ok. How dumb. 😂

@@thequirkychristian bro spamming that shit on every comment he stuck in 2016 curses

Yeah I can't handle how sad it is. She was obviously so much more than the life she was given

For real, that actually touched me too and I thought I was quite strong on these topics but I almost cried seeing that little face omg I hope she's in peace now

She looked like me, and acted like me as a kid its uncanny

It's so goddamn sad she was never able to grow up, grow out of the abuse and become her own person just because her abuser was a coward and scared of his own actions

She was fat so she doesnt matter

Old enough had nothing to do with it. And she could have easily done something about it if she chose to. It's obvious that she was groomed from a young age to see his behavior as normal and probably came to see it as affection in some f-ed up way while at the same time being aware of the legal realities of such "affection.". These perverts are quite adept at keeping their victims from speaking out.

Nick forgot to mention Cheyenne’s school already suspected sexual abuse.. it was her step dad who was delaying a CAC interview. And when cheyenes best friend was interview by the police she just said “she’s dead”. And also cheyennes grandma lived next door, literally and her grandma knew about the abuse

This story gave me chills as my best friend was in that situation. Luckily, she and her mother were able to leave. This poor girl. :(

It’s so awful, I can’t even imagine! I don’t often cry at videos like this cause I can usually turn my emotions off but I did when her case came along and he showed that video.. Just thinking about how many kids go through this and have no one to help them, my heart breaks for them. I was around her age when this happened, she really seems like such a fun sweet kid that I’d love to have been friends with. I remember even making goofy videos similar to hers around that time so I’m sure we would’ve gotten along well.. RIP dear Chyenne ❤ I hope the guilt is eating away at him and other prisoners hear what he did so they can give him what he deserves!

@@LisetteCalata omg.. poor Chy. 😢

my house looks worse than it idk i can hardly maintain my room because I have to share it

I actually thought it was a train coming right at him, honestly, that would have been even better than what it turned out to be...

I thought it was a light that guide him to jesus christ

@@YorgosL1 instead, it guided him to a situation that makes you want to say "Jesus fucking Christ"

i was reading ur guys comments before i watched it. i didnt expect it AT ALL

that's what I thought too lol

I can totally see why people would see Austin as a "healthy individual" just by looking at his physical appearance but people never know just how people feel mentally because thats not visible.

“MuH sTiGmA, mUh ShAmE!” You ever consider there’s reasons why certain conditions are stigmatized? Dude literally murdered people. I’m pretty sure his victims had every right to fear for their lives. Stigmatizing conditions like depression are uncalled for. But stigmatizing conditions that can and have been the root of violent acts is just human nature. It’s ignorant, and frankly stupid, to say some people shouldn’t be shamed into treatment. Yes, the fucking should. If not for their sake, then for those around them. You say they couldn’t judge how sick he was. Yes they fucking could. Schizophrenia was common in his family and he had been acting strange leading up to his murders. That’s a giant red flag they shouldn’t have ignored

​@@bsgfan1 You're one of the few grounded people in this comment section.

I like these types of jabs.. I don’t like the types of insults Dreading inputs into his videos.

Why does educating people on mental health have to be reduced to stigmatizing the illnesses? That's one of the most stupid things I've ever read. You're advocating for education, which I agree with, but you want to do it in the most heinous and cruel way. Why? You do not need to shame someone in order to convince them to get treatment.@@bsgfan1

Ikr…kind of a weird place to put a sponsorship😅

@@ooompadoompa Kind of weird content to monetize...

@@isaiahrowley9830 exactly….

its America. This is everyday life

Lol right

And of course RU-vid would have just deleted the video and given Cheyenne a strike for uploading it in the first place, instead of reporting the video to the authorities

^ this. Lol they only care about censoring. They'll never step up to stop a crime. Yt are a bunch of losers

They only care about censoring. They'll never stop it. Just like they keep deleting my comments

Delete it again. I've said nothing wrong

3 comments calling them out and they auto delete my comments.

too many orants in this world,,,

I agree, many family channels are dark and usually involves abuse

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That’s not true

​@@ville__grown adult

The world is hell

It seems like people never want to face their own psychotic delusions, I guess. I have so much burnout from this alone, but also cptsd shock spasms here and there from relieving old wounds on the daily, and I've veen misdiagnosed with this thing called schizophrnia, which I barely even understand what the symptoms are supposed to be in order to keep myself alright. How am I supposed to win and dothe right thing when you only ever treat me wrong and say that's the wrong answer or it's bad, right?

of course. "insanity" is not contagious, so why even care

​@@LassetUnsSpielenwhat?

right? *rolls eyes*

It is important but all too many times THEY are convinced we are the crazy ones! They won't do their meds. Ive seen it!

The idea that someone could just snap like that is terrifying, yeah. To me though, the fact that he knew what was happening and didn't want to be doing it, but couldn't control himself.. That's 1000x more terrifying, because sudden-onset violent schizophrenia like that... no one is safe from it. It could happen to you or me tomorrow. And then I'd be the one who spends the rest of my life thinking about that time I ate a dude for no reason.

@@TheOtherGuys2 yeah it was most likely schizophrenia, or baltsalts.

@@TheOtherGuys2 Schizophrenia usually starts showing in your late teens/early 20s, once you're past that, it's super rare for it to show up.

@@lainiwakura1776 Sure, the odds are low, very low. But never zero.

⁠@@lainiwakura1776 it's rare, but it can happen. my mom developed schizophrenia when she was in her mid 30s

that's very sad and incredibly possible, i feel so bad for her

She was 14. If he'd been doing that to her since she was younger, of course to her it's going to be "normal". She grew up with it.

​@@cinderellacomplex7it's still sad regardless, whether if she knew or not

It seems like he has been grooming her since she was a little girl.... She was used to it, she thought it was normal.... As a victim of SA as a child I can tell you that that's how my mind worked as well. I thought how I grew up was completely normal because a lot of people around me told me so, until I told that to my therapist and she told me that I was SA'd

To be honest, unless I missed something... I don't think it was grooming. You groom someone for something you are going to do, I think it has already been done. Multiple times.

@@ronibaron271 so it didnt hurt? u didnt feel pain or hurt? u didnt feel weird being a child and hving sex w adults? im sorry i dont understand

@@VexNovaYT legal system says otherwise (at least in the case of insanity)

⁠@@VexNovaYTyou act like he’s relaxing in a spa rn. Where he is isn’t any better than a prison. If he were in a prison he would be a danger to himself and others. He did not get off without jail time. He practically is serving that. You don just lock up clearly insane people in prison for personal justice

@@VexNovaYT That guy won't ever see the light of day again. He is most likely in a psychiatric prison, which trust me, can be worse than a normal prison.

@@VexNovaYTtrust me the illness takes over in some cases, usually has to be external factors id say personally for it to be so

⁠@@VexNovaYT so you’re saying, even if you have 0 control of your actions, you should still be locked away without psychiatric help for the things you did? You understand how that makes 0 sense. You can see how tired he is during his sentencing, the guilt he feels is probably crushing, he killed two people, he probably even remembers doing it, but he didn’t have control over his own mind in those moments. If you want someone to blame then blame his parents, who saw a change in his personality and actions and did nothing.

Ugh, I can't imagine what you had to go through. I'm sorry you had to experience any of that that's horrible. I'm glad you aren't in that situation anymore though. It truly is sad how mental health issues are 'ignored' by so so many people, either their family being in denial or pretending it doesn't exist because they don't want to/know how to deal with it. Educate. Educate. Educate. I can't stress this enough.

I hope you are doing better now

This channel is the definition of morbid curiosity.

@blockfish7137 same

Same

Minus the careless errors. In the Roman Pirozek Jr story, the year is 2013, not 2003. In the Austin Harrouff story, the year is 2016, not 2006. How does this happen twice in the same video? 🙄

Laziness, copying others work. A.I. script writing, mainly all laziness ​@@jasonvargas7564

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@@TuriGamer you don’t even know what virtue signaling means lol, showing sympathy is not the same. log off

@@TuriGamerwhat do you advise we do about it?

@@bunaynayslay showing sympathy with empty platitudes on social media is the EXACTLY what virtue signaling is my dude hahaha

@@ville__you must actually have some problems leaving something like this on a video like this

I hope you're living a happy life now x

Not everyone thinks that’s sad

@@JoeRogansForehead how can you not find that sad

@@JoeRogansForehead what a cornball

​@@JoeRogansForeheadstop commenting

​@@UrbanUnicornIgnore him, most likely a troll or/and total edgelord

Right. I just thought he was going to run into that light he saw and get crushed by an 18 wheeler or something.

​@@Mysterious_Butterfly98exactly !! I was expecting something bad but not something like that

Yeah same. I thought he was gonna run into a a vehicle or something

Just the reveal that he was actually EATING the mutilated, but still very much alive (at the time), body of one of his victims, all the while being completely out of it is so deeply awful on so many levels. I've seen a lot of dark stuff perusing the true crime side of YT but this is the first case in a long while where I'm left completely and wholeheartedly shocked by the result.

​@@Mysterious_Butterfly98If only that's what actually happened...

Bc they’re literally “too good” for this world. This world is a cold and dangerous place especially for a light heart.

Uh he presented quite normal

It's real demonoc entities, look into jerry marzinski

@@Henry-yf2np People who knew him personally noticed a drastic personality change, and the comparison between the several videos of him hint at that. Apparently he was also hallucinating, to the point where he wasn't sleeping at night. Wouldn't really consider all these events as presenting normal.

Yeah, his sister even started locking her bedroom door at night because of how drastic his behavior changed. He was also aware to some degree that things were not right with his mental health and he performed multiple internet searches on signs of schizophrenia and symptoms of psychosis. His parents were fully aware of everything going on, and they 100% failed this young man. The deaths of those poor people are heart wrenching. Their family was so angry with Austin's parents because jail phone recordings released show that Austin's father was absolutely heartless, he blamed the victims, he was extremely callous. Austin's father appears to have ignored all signs that Austin was deteriorating for months, and it's been suggested that because he is an affluent man in the community, he was far more concerned with the optics of a son with mental illness than he was about getting his son any help. There is so much more to this than any of us know, I'm sure. It's such a tragedy in so many ways. It didn't have to happen.

Lol you have sympathy for a cannibal? no matter what the past may be it still happened and two lives are lost. you can only go so far to blaming ones mental illness, that boy has no prison time and will be released when "safe" which is utterly disgusting

Gotta love when mental health is nowhere near the top of society’s hierarchy. They’d rather ignore what’s going on and then acting surprised when this type shit happens . Disgusting

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Yeah his story makes me so mad his parents trying to act like they did everything they could for him when jt was obvious they didn't.

Nah he was 100% possesed just the way he acted, his movement and talking behaviour, him seeing shadow figures(probably demons) in his room and not being able to sleep, the incident night chugging a bottle of oil and seeing one more figure staring at him from distance screaming and asking for help and than proceed to beat up a woman till she is a flat surface and than eating a man alive covered in blood with superhuman strength. Tell me one mental issue that would cause that I do not care about a "psychotic episode" it deffo wasn't.

There's actually a clip not shown here, with him and his father in the garage. His father is telling him to take his meds (or something of that nature). But Austin didn't want to be on meds, as he mentions in the 4 days before the went berserk. He had medications prescribed to him . His family tried to help him.

Yeah, he should get out soon and he can eat someone else. Poor guy.

I wish Schizophrenia was taken more seriously and treated more effectively. Instead of just brushing them aside as crazy people, they did more to help people suffering from schizophrenia. So many of the schizophrenic episodes and deaths could be avoided if people actually gave a fuck. But you know, people only care for themselves these days no empathy for others.

@@SonOfABithactually it could be avoided if schizos would actually take their meds. Obviously not all of them have that luxury but there’s a lot of them that refuse to take the help they’re given. Let’s not victimize the people that refuse the help

his family ignored alot of signs.

​@@SonOfABithwhat are you even talking about? You realize schizophrenics dont takr their meds (like austin)? It is an incredibly complex disease with multiple ways of manifesting. Anything more than we do now would require them to just all be in a psych ward so they can be watched 24/7 which would be effectively locking people up for being sick even without a danger.

​@@fukhyu3330 Schizophrenic people are not a singularity. Way to stigmatize this terrible illness. Yes some don't take their meds because they're not of sound mind obviously. People with schizophrenia and others who experience psychosis need caretakers. Not to mention there is no cure for schizophrenia, meds only work go supress some symptoms and work better for some than others. Also, anyone can experience psychosis. Even you.

*Don't translate... भवतः हृदयस्य धड़कनं कतिपयेषु घण्टेषु स्थगयिष्यति, अस्य शापस्य मुक्तिं प्राप्तुं एकमात्रं मार्गं मम चैनलस्य सदस्यतां कुर्वन्तु

​@@ville__ trash person 😠

My mother was schizophrenic. Most her life never knew it. Not even us her family. She was a wonderful, gentle, depressed soul. Rip Loretta. My mom. Lost at 43 from Cancer 2 weeks before Christmas. I was 16. I am 62 now.🙋🏻‍♀️🇨🇦🥺

​@@i_H8m0neeTokI'm so sorry, may her soul rest:(

I lost my aunt with schizophrenia due to suicide when I was 12 ☹️

It happened to my ex-husband. He didn't seem to have horrible mental issues at first, then he started wanting to go to church. That didn't seem unusual because his grandfather was a pastor. He soon started talking about wanting to live in a more Christ-like manner and convincing me to say prayers before bed every night, still not so bad. Then he wanted church music on when we had sex... I told.him that made me feel uncomfortable but then he said that didn't make sense, since it was all love songs about him anyway... I was like, what? And he started talking about how he was the reincarnation of Jesus Christ. I tried to end the encounter then and there but he str*ngled me and made me finish. After that he told me he would only eat fish and bread, and drink wine and water, and tried to tell me to csll all of our friends over to "spread the word". He eventually came out of that delusional but I wish I had ended it then.... because he got so much worse over time until eventually he ended up st*bbing me 11 times for not having the money to buy cigarettes. I regret being with him so much.

Yeah, poor, poor Austin.

Im sorry :( hope ur doing better and living well!

I’m so sorry. I’m very glad, at least, that the monster who hurt her was caught, and hope that it gave you some kind of closure.

I’m not too familiar with abuse victims but she seemed like okay if that makes sense. She wasn’t shaking or anything, it’s almost as if she was trying to hide the fact that her stepdad has abusing her or there was something between them. I also don’t get how the stepdad and the boyfriend of the mother lived together. I truly believe Chyanne was being neglected by her parents and guardians.

😂😂😂😂😂😂☝️

@@vandalsavage6743tf is so funny

and also shame on his friends. they could've also helped in some way.

Yeah, people suck. Welcome to the world.😂

a lot of people dont believe mental illness is real simply because they cant see it

I can't imagine not immediately taking my kid to therapy for mental hallucinations, what if it's tumor!?

@@schmoopie3149shut the hell up

And I've seen this mentality before from some hardcore bodybuilders, they think any kind of medication is bad but fail to remember that not everyone's brain works correctly, some of us literally NEED medication to be able to function. It's not as simple as just "staying clean" - that's not universally good for everyone.

​@@sunna8476Mixing medications and drugs is bad, those supposed bodybuilders you are talking about are correct. There is not a single bodybuilder that is going to say taking medication for diagnosed schizophrenia, cancer, any other disease is wrong or bad.

@@johnnymo4000 If he really wanted to stay off drugs and was doing so, then what was his excuse for avoiding simple meds? And believe me, there are some very uninformed folks out there regardless of their profession.

he was supposed to be on subscribed medication, but he didn't click the bell icon

Most likely fried his brains with some substance... Steroids-hormones-chemical-drugs are a serious thing. And just stopping won't cancel out the damage done.

And I think the most chilling part to me is that even after she told him she was on live, he only had the minimum amount of restraint to "only" grab her by the neck before stopping I could only imagine what he was like *off* camera...

For me, there was also something about the way she grabbed his wrist. I can't quite put my finger on what. But it stands out.

Too bad her mom needed a boyfriend so bad

I went to the same school as her she was a few grades ahead of me but from what I remember she was very kind and caring may she rest in peace

​@@mariebelladonna437 yes that's what stuck out to me. Definitely very wrong

Wow, great research done by Nick.

@@erc3338Seems like a typo

Someone’s getting fired 😂

Yeah thanks, I didn't think they had RC helicopters so readily available like that to that experience level in 2003... Back then that would have been like a $50k remote control helicopter that like three people own, and 10 years later you can probably find it for ~$500..!

Funny. The only thing that I thought might be off was around 27:44 he talks about Austin H. running to his mother's house, which was empty. But I thought that his mother when questioned by police, told them that she was there, saw him drink cooking oil and told him to stop it... I could be wrong though.

The grabbing his arms to protect him as well…that poor baby

I cannot concieve of posessing a greater hate than I have for C abusers like that man.

Sorry to hear that best luck to you 👍

Did you find christ?

@@learnedeldersofteemo8917 another made up thing to believe in?

@@learnedeldersofteemo8917shut.

@@learnedeldersofteemo8917 youre the kind of person that makes people hate christians :/

what the

one adblocker later

@@noxxyy i didnt askied kid. Move on

​@@scoper7897 and i didn't reply to you, and you didn't use an apostrophe. i think you're the kid here, silly. go get an adblocker and save yourself the time of watching ads, removing malware obtained from said ads, and other unnecessary things that pages cram in where it isn't needed, instead of wasting even more time replying to comments not targeted towards you to begin with

​@@noxxyyyou humbled that mf fr LOL

It happens. 🙁

Easy meat

as you grow older, you realize there are people in your life that will use you at a moments notice. Please watch your back

Parents need to be more careful about the people they date .. sad that she called him dad

single mothers

@@big_slurp4603she wasn’t single. She was married and with a boyfriend. Yeah biological dad wasn’t there but don’t blame her.

Everyone must have known with how small that house is

I doubt the mom knew. The guy probably did when she wasn’t around and threaten to kill her if she said something. She might of felt something off but I doubt she did.

@@bewareofsasquatch this part makes no sense. Why did Terry allow his wife to have a boyfriend? This is literally the “my wife’s boyfriend” meme in real life lmao

The worst part is when you think about it,she probably started a yt channel to avoid getting Abµs£d.

@@TheManBehindTheTaco so fucking sad. im glad the creep that hurt her got caught but it was far too late. she seemed so sweet and loving despite her environment. strong people are the ones who keep their hearts open even after they’ve been hurt.

@@heardemsayySame bro may she rest in peace.

A mind blowing experience for everyone, hope they enjoyed it 😂

@@asdfg1346onwhy are you so miserable, you gonna log into your other account and agree with yourself again loser😂

​@@asdfg1346onyou are trying way too hard bro

​@@asdfg1346on hopefully you get to enjoy it too

​@@asdfg1346on What?

*Don't translate... भवतः हृदयस्य धड़कनं कतिपयेषु घण्टेषु स्थगयिष्यति, अस्य शापस्य मुक्तिं प्राप्तुं एकमात्रं मार्गं मम चैनलस्य सदस्यतां कुर्वन्तु* .

@@ville__ok i wont translate

@@ville__Balam Industries sponsored field trip.

@@ville__Thank you so much for this blessing

​@@ville__do you actually think anyone believes this lmao

there's so so many examples of this. here in louisville there was a shooting in a bank, and in the months leading up to it there were multiple people in the community begging authorities to step in and get him help. and they never did anything until it was way, way too late

It's so sickening to me that people are so afraid of therapy and mental health help that they'll ignore the pleas for help from loved ones.

exactly! mrballen did a more detailed story of this

ngl you upped your glaze w/ that one@@stopkook

Austin also took many illegal substances that made his condition much worse

Yeah, imagine waking up from what you think was a strange and horrible nightmare, then the real nightmare starts when you realize you gruesomely killed two people. I know I’d have a hard time trusting myself ever again.

Looking at the whole case, there were a ton of signs of his poor mental state that the people around him (his family) ignored because their reputation may be tarnished

From what I gather, there were a lot of signs. I think the issue is that there is still a lot of stigma surrounding mental health, sadly. Its extremely evident when the topic of discussion is about 'legal insanity'. Even the families of the victims, who should know most about the case, cannot wrap their minds around what it means to be legally insane. They see Austin as a "rich white boy"; they view the verdict of not guilty by reason of insanity and his possible release as "white privilege" EVEN THOUGH legal insanity is almost impossible to prove because of how strict the law is. Only 1% of people use insanity as a defense and way less people than that are successful in proving it. It only ever works when you are actually insane. I doubt he will ever be released anyway because his psychosis was so severe. Regardless, id rather go to prison than a psych ward. Some people just don't want to face the facts about mental health or are incapable because their minds are clouded by emotions and judgement.

At the same time TikTok is filled to the brim with disturbed vlogs. You can't "help", or sanction all the crazy acting teens. Some of this nonsense is actually called normal nowadays, and pointing to a disorder might get the pointer cancelled

@@magnuskallas While I see your point, I think it’s important to keep an open mind and not jump to conclusions on what person has what disorder you deem fitting. It’s a slippery slope that the people who actually know said person should be addressing, not folks on the internet who see very few parts of these peoples lives. We don’t know what they could be going through. But again, maybe a bit of a push in the right direction might make someone actually take themselves more seriously. I’m unsure what the right course of action would be in all honesty, but I think it’s a good discussion to have. And from what I’ve seen, I don’t think anyone is finding disorders “normal”, what I see is destigmatization of such things. Open discussions of illness which in turn might’ve made people like our main focus here feel less embarrassed to ask for help. In turn avoiding such tragedies. Of course, there are exceptions and you could be seeing something I’m not, though.

she looks and acts like one of my long distance friends it's really making me uncomfortable:(

animals. really? animals dont kill or abuse for pleasure.

I'm really glad you got the help you needed, and I hope things will only continue to get better for you ❤

I can relate. I have 5 mental disorders. One of them is some for of Schizophrenia which makes me quite paranoid. And i have ADHD, i have suffered from panic anxiety attacks previously and i also have had 5 Psychotic episodes over a 3 year span, and i have Posttraumatic stress. I hate all the stigma against mental illness. Like you say, mental illness is no joke and never something anyone should ever make jokes about. Much love.

@@P4ND3R550N when I was younger, I had no idea what I was going through and at 13, I was scared. I started hearing things, then seeing things, paranoid out of my mind. I've come a long way. I'm very blessed to have what I have now. Life gets hard but don't give up. If you feel like you are a risk to you or others, don't be afraid to get help.

Thank God you're doing ok now, I have severe anxiety and panic disorder along with bipolar depression. You're in my thoughts and prayers ❤

What medication worked best for you?

That's really odd. The moment it was said that he "saw" demons or creatures at night who kept him awake, it was clear that he had some kind of mental problem, probably schizophrenia. Also: long time periods of very bad or no sleep most likely lead to hallucinations. How could his environment just ignore this?

@@Hitsugix Ignorance of the danger "OOh he is just being funny!" Being unwilling to accept that there son was "crazy" because a lot of boomers view mental illness as some moral failing. There was also a case of a guy who killed his children. He had talked openly about hearing voices and joined a church that not only didn't help him but actively played into the delusions, telling him it was the voice of god. So when those voices told him his wife was a lizard person who had tainted his children... American is f'd

@@Hitsugix I think it's evident what kind of environment he was in when after doing many crazy and odd things including the drinking vegetable oil, he asked his parents to pay for therapy for him and they said that they would love it out. Like after all his crazy actions, speaking about hallucinations of demons, and pleas for help, you don't do anything. And when he runs away after that confrontation, they wait 4 hours until they call the police for him.

​@@HitsugixI have no idea if this is the case for him but I have known people with delusions and the people around them basically encouraged them to believe they were real because they were either very religious or really into "the supernatural" so they believed in demons and told these people that they believed them when they said they saw demons

​@@DSDalythe pinned comment is a therapist and they explained that Austin probably did have schizophrenia, along with other illnesses (Insomnia?) They have explained it much better in the original comment so I suggest you check it out

this

Even if he stopped abusing her, she could’ve still spilled the beans online (like she almost did), or years later. And he didn’t want that. It’s sad that she didn’t make it to adulthood, or even given the opportunity to leave that house/ town as a whole to put all of this behind her. I sincerely thought she ran away.. I wouldn’t have blamed her for it. Being stuck with your abuser (especially if it’s a parental figure) is so claustrophobic, you’re never safe and you’re always on edge. It’s so depressing. As a survivor of csa I always dreamt of doing it (running away), but was too scared to. I’m grateful I had friends I could confide in at the time, school was my escape from the hell that awaited me at home. Maybe that’s why Chyenne loved making videos as she didn’t have friends of her own to lean on and used it as a coping mechanism.

Child victims of SA often feel it was their fault, so she probably felt guilty af.

“what she was doing with him”?? i think you mean what he was doing TO her

@@lainiwakura1776 well her stepdad was supposed to be committed to her mother too. i imagine he told her that she was taking her mom’s husband, when in reality she was being abused. horrible.

I hope u are living a happy life! I'm sorry you had to go thru that! Much love & blessings for a healthy future!❤

That is absolutely horrible. Im so sorry you went through that. I hope you are living well and safe now. ❤

Hope that you're surrounded by much much better people now!

Why do people like you always have to come in here and make it about yourselves? Nobody cares.

agreed

it happens to boys as well, but yes it's awful and im sorry you went through that

It breaks my heart how common this is.

@@fox_in_michigan8716 I am 100% an advocate for male victims and I apologize if I came off insensitive to that. I was just speaking based off of the the story Nick covered. It’s horrible that children are abused sexually, period.

​@@Thiccc_PikaYou're fine. It didn't come off insensitive. You were writing based on the context you previously mentioned

Well said, RIP Chyenne

Nah, fat means uninportant

And every abused child, including me. We deserved better.

​@@asdfg1346onthat's you to a tee

​@@asdfg1346onsuch a sad life you have

She would have eventually used her channel as an outlet, he was afraid she was going to tell

Maybe it's why she started doing live streams as a form of protection from him while he was around 😢

@@hempyweeds5745yea

That would make sense. He’s seen working at what I’m assuming is the family computer, or his own computer , where she most likely had access to her RU-vid account from. She may have left it signed in at some point, giving him the opportunity to mess with it

My thoughts exactly

right? the way hes invading her space, hes intimidatingly too close, their hands touched like that.. vomit inducing.

And it doesn't look as if he even knocked before entering, which is also a major red flag.

I knew when she was talking about him staying out of the vid prior to that. He was assaulting her continuously. It's sickening. You can tell she had taken to being kind and acting like she wanted it so likely wouldn't be so rough with her. I forget what it's called.

is what you are thinking of called Stockholm syndrome? @@J.C...

Right. She said “Dad look around. I don’t want you getting caught in the camera.”2:38 that’s the biggest red flag. Actually more like a confession.

Man you are not the only one!!! I also saw it and it's so just… i can't! May he rest in peace😢

What???

I don't think I could bring myself to watch the full thing. The clip alone sent shivers down my spine. Poor girl, she really needed a protector. Her mother will probably suffer with overwhelming guilt for the rest of her life for bringing that monster into their lives and not paying close enough attention to her child

@@diplamatikjuan3595 Her mother doesn't give a rats ass about Cheyenne. She has her husband and boyfriend living in the same house. And the house stunk. She doesn't have the self awareness to think about anything beside her own sechual desires,

she even joked "warning, this man might kill you !" :(

The worst part is when she "jokingly" says "see what I have to go through every day?" :( Poor baby.

I just did too after I read your comment and I totally agree. You can just tell something was off by the way her stepdad started acting playfully in an awkward way after she mentioned she was live. Even toward the end where she mentioned her Michael Jackson shirt and either her dad or brother mentioned, “Ya, she’s into child m0l3sters.” 😳 That poor sweet girl. I can’t imagine what she went through. 😢💔

I thought the same - grew up in a small plane pilot environment, and stories like this one (even limb loss) were commonplace. I respect any and all rotating devices.

I knew it was coming once i saw how big they were

What in the world was he even thinking flying that dangerous toy so close?? He was way too confident..

@@anakatana777the hubris that comes with youth can be so dangerous. it’s devastating. i couldn’t imagine what his father must STILL be feeling

@@anakatana777 That's not a toy. it's an aerial death machine. What happened is tragic, i'm just glad he didn't end up crashing that thing into a random family or some kids watching the spectacle

In the UK now and I believe it's been for a while anyone can do a background check with the police to see if a new partner has any convictions for violent or sexual crimes against women & children.Too many beasts about so imo it a step in the right direction.

Some care more for having a man in their life than their actual children, sadly.

>"I wish women with kids were more careful about who they bring into their homes." Finally, someone said it, and a woman at that, thank you.

I would rather the onus be on men to be better in general than the onus being placed on the women to pick out the good men.

Both things are good. And sadly, humans are and always will be flawed and certain of them prone to heinous acts whether it's culturally accepted or not.@@IntelegentFool

Agree; though In Cheyenne’s case, it captured her step fathers questionable behaviour.