this hit different when you’re supposed to be asleep but you’re mom called you a pig before you went to bed for eating a second once cream bar and now you’re just crying because you want parents to love you..
I love you so much! You’re beautiful inside and out and I have a feeling that you are going to have a big future. If you need ANYTHING respond back and I’ll give you my snap, it’s alright❤️
@@laynajones1767 thank you so much its so nice to see that some people care about how im doing and this means so much that you care,and im doing a little better now that im away from all the people that hurt me thank you so much for caring
hey baby i know you’re hurting i know you’re struggling life has changed so much covid, online school, quarantine, maybe you lost someone a friend, family, even yourself but hunny you have to keep fighting i know it hurts baby I know but you have to keep going for me there’s so much the world has to offer even though it feels like it’s turning on us late night walks on train tracks summer nights with friends eating ice cream or going to the fair meeting your soulmate graduating school/college it breaks my heart to see you like this the amount of pain you’ve endured baby you’re so strong so if u don’t have a reason to live live for me, live for yourself remember one thing for me okay? no matter what life throws at you to the point where your at your bottom you still have so much to live for that vision of a perfect life in your head that voice telling you that it will subside, listen to that voice keep holding on for me please baby you belong here you’re loved you’re cared for you’re strong, so strong you’ve gone through so much but remember I love you keep living for me okay? do you promise, pinkie promise? okay baby wipe those tears close your eyes get some rest tomorrow a new day okay? we’ll meet again soon ~ jeremy
Lyrics: You don’t have to speak Don’t need to talk to me Baby, I already know The shadows is your head They’ve got you down again Got you feeling low But it’s time to rest now Let it all melt now Wipe your tears The suns already set now Won’t you go to sleep now? I’ll see you in your dreams ‘Cause I’m right here Darling, I’m right here Close your pretty eyes, my butterfly Baby, have no fear The future looking bleak Your will to live is weak But honey, hold on for me I know that your an angel But it’s not your time to fly now We need you here in earth Stay right here I’ll stay with you, my dear Look up to the sky, angel I am still alive Because you want me to be Remember, my dear You’re strong You’re loved You’re beautiful, so beautiful And you belong here on earth 💖
The thing is, you don't want to sleep, but you don't want to be awake. You don't want to eat, but you don't want to be hungry. You don't want to be around people, but you don't want to be alone. You don't want to do anything, but you don't want to do nothing. What you really want to do is to stop existing, but you can't do that without dying, and you don't really want to do that either.
@@notme1673 sister I said I just wanna see how everyone would react sis your ass is pity rn sis sit down and reply to someone else and everyone would move on? what do you want me to do abt it? Change your disgusting attitude
If you're reading just know I love you all, I hope you sleep well, get something to eat, drink water, and wear your mask. You're worth it and you belong here. I love you..❤
This hitting different when you're sad because your mom recently pass away and you feel like those lyrics would be something that she would say to you if she could talk after death...
Its currently 11:01 actually. And today was pretty great. My grades are mostly B's so im very proud of myself. I wish my parents would stop fighting, but my sister makes up for it, today we went skating around town. She's literally my everything, I dont know what it is. But id do unimaginable things for her. This song reminds me of her :)
i have this thing where i rarely tell people if i’m feeling sad because i know future me is gonna regret it. that’s how every night i pile my thoughts and hope for the best, of course, it goes away every morning until it hits 10pm again. the thoughts come back. like sirens they sway in my head. i’m not okay and i think i just hit a new low.
No one has ever told me they feel the same holy sh*t this hit me so hard, I would LOVE to tell someone everything in my head but it goes away and then I feel dumb or stupid for sharing it because I got over it then a few days later it comes back but what can you do when there is no one who cares that you can talk to.
I remember when this song blew up on tiktok and the creator of the song finished writting it she's so amazing I don't remember her name though but it's such a beautiful song
@@israelleskinner8819 You shouldn't be insecure about how you look, you are beautiful in your own way and you should upload that video be proud of yourself, know that you are pretty and tell people that you are pretty.
Hi everyone, I don't know you, but I hope you know that you are loved, you are needed, you are wonderful, even if you don't believe it. It's okay to feel these things but never forget that others are always there to help. Remember to take care of yourself. That's all I have to say and I hope you have a wonderful day.
this song is so beautiful but i just can’t help but cry. every lyric reminds me of any form of a affection or care my mother has shown me throughout my life, but the reason I cry is because I fear if I come out, I’ll never experience that love and affection again for the rest of my life.
Hey I know this comment was a long time ago but listen to me. Your sexuality is nobody’s business but your own. You don’t need to tell her whatsoever and being in the closet isnt always a bad truth. You just gotta learn how to accept what it is and try to live your best life. I’m in the closet and I’m still living my truth and know who I am while living with a Christian family. But ive learned that it’s okay. You don’t need to tell anyone. You just need to learn to love yourself and who you are because when everything’s said and done you only have yourself. You can come out but if you decide not to, please try to let go of that fear and just learn to accept yourself and know that who you like, who you are attracted to, and who you are is what you are entitled to and nobody else. This is probably really messy and doesn’t make much sense. If I was telling you this in real life you could probably understand clearer but I hope this helps.
@@rehtric3681 Hey dude i really appreciate this. I too live in a Christian family and I am a Christian myself. I actually did end up coming out to her a little while ago because she already had it figured out. Her best friend is bisexual, (still hasn’t told my mom) and she told me about my mom from her perspective. That was really eye opening to me and since she already knew, I wanted to tell her myself instead of dealing with the tension forever. She’s not supportive, but at least she isn’t disrespectful about it. She’ll still love me no matter what, but not the same way as before. It’s disappointing but I’m adapting to it. Thank you.
@@livjacinta Of course. And since you are Christian I want to let you know, being gay in it self ISNT a sin, but it becomes different when you sleep with someone of the same sex continuously knowing it’s wrong. But God will always forgive you if you fell into temptation and truly feel sorry about it. My mom is the same, she still thinks it’s wrong but she doesn’t hate anyone for it and says they should live their life to the fullest and do whatever they want. Remember, the most important thing is your relationship with God. If nobody else loves you the way they should, love yourself and find comfort in being alone. It took me a long time to do it but I got there and it’s amazing. I love you so much and you’ll be okay. 🤍
I've been on antidepressants for a month now and to anyone who doesn't know, they tend to make you unable to cry for a while. That was the case with me till I heard this song. And what amazes me most is that I'm not the type of person who cries to songs, but this song, it made me cry without even realizing It. I was actually thinking about skipping it halfway through but then she said "I know you're an angel but it's not your time to fly now" and I literally felt tears dripping down my cheeks. I'm crying, but not because I'm sad. I'm crying because I'm happy. I'm happy I chose to stay. My time to fly will come whenever it has to, but until then, I'll walk some more :) stay strong, angels.
Antidepressants do act on the part of the brain where the emotions live. When my scrip for sertraline ran out, I did not go to the docs to renew it because of covid concerns. When the last of it drained from my body, I felt like the self I once was and enjoyed and cherished. I laugh and cry again, yes, both and at songs and scenes and books and poetry. I have regained a full emotional life. If the lyrics touch you in such a way reaching into your heart or your hurt and you want to cry, do; oh so do. Your tears will cleanse you. Choose to live because you have only one chance to as you are now. I don't know how low you fell in your depression. I have held the handle on suicide's door more than once and decided to stay on this side of it enduring the pain, accepting the punishing thoughts, and rising to an acceptable level of normality with my body and mind and emotions intact. There is a lyric "it's alright to cry; crying gets the sad out of you". Simple, but I believe it. Crying is normal. Hating yourself, berating yourself isn't healthy. Killing yourself is definitely not. Seek help if you need it. Believe in yourself. You are beautiful. I'm tearing up now.
I’m really happy for you! But If they start to make you feel emotionally numb you should take a break from them for awhile. Everyone is different but 9 times out of 10 people will start resorting to unhealthy ways to just feel something after they start to feel emotionally numb. It’s difficult to describe the feeling but it’s almost like feeling bored, lonely, and hopeless. You won’t be bothered by things you hate but you won’t enjoy things you like either. Just pay close attention to how you feel
i almost took an overdose 2 years ago and one of my classmates helped me through it and he made me feel good about being gay. i will never forget you. rest in peace
Hey whoever is reading this right now, I want to say I'm glad you woke up today, I'm proud you're still here and breathing, I'm proud of you, so fucking proud. I love you please don't forget that, so many other people love you too so please stay, don't listen to anyone saying you're not good enough don't you fucking dare listen to them, because you are good enough. I know I don't know you but I love you and am proud of you. Please realize that the hard part you're going through is just for now, it gets better. No matter how hard everything is you will get better I promise it will. I got better so that means you can too. So please don't give up please, I'm begging you not to. I fucking love you and am proud of you. please have a great day and life. You deserve all the good in the world. I love you
my dog of 9 years had to be put down last month. she got so sick out of nowhere. when i usually gave her baths, i’d play upbeat music as i washed her. when i gave her her last bath, i played my softer music and this song specifically came up and she seemed so calm and genuinely relaxed. she i kept it playing on loop for some time. the day we had to put her down, i decided to play this song for her. she seemed so at peace when she heard it. she went away seeming so calm too. i’m glad she was able to go with such a beautiful song. i’ll forever miss you lola and i’m glad i got 9 years with you.
i'm so sorry.. i know how hard it can be to lose someone you care about so so much. i hope you're doing okay.. sending hugs your way if you're okay with it. ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ💜
update: so in february, we got a puppy! her name is maple, she’s a small, chaotic, little yorkie. she has a lot of qualities like lola, and is a lot like a dog i once had who passed when i was 8. she’s already such an energetic little puppy and i love her with all my heart
When the lyric “darling I’m right here” came up tears started flooding my eyes I started ugly crying because that’s the one text I used to always get from my best friend. Only if he didn’t die I would be seeing his smile to this day. We had really good times I miss him so much.
Anyone else just looking at there ceiling wishing everything was over and then that one line comes “we need you here on earth” and you just close ur eyes and u feel calm and smile
My grandmother called me her butterfly. If there’s one thing i regret, it’s not spending more time with her. This song makes me feel like she’s taking to me, and telling me to stay strong. It never fails to make me feel completely comforted. ❤️
Just so everyone knows, you are amazing. I know things seem worthless probably but just know that it will be okay. I have a lot going on in my life feeling scared to lose people I deeply love and care about, and in hopes I won't disappoint them. Just focus on yourself do what you can and people will see that and love you for you, never be afraid just try to look at the positives in life. I have school going on soon and well the guy I like is going to be in my class and I'm super nervous that I'll disappoint him. Just know it'll be okay, there will be challenges along the way but keep going because in the end it'll be worth it you'll learn from them. I love you!!!!
it’s so fascinating how we are still young, but yet we can hide our emotions and nobody, not a single soul can tell we’re hurting. i love you to whoever reads this. which i’m pretty sure no one is. but if you are, i love you and you are so beautiful. stay strong for me, for us. you deserve the world
Looking through the comments is such a beautiful thing. Everyone is coming together, sharing their struggles and being supportive because we are all in this together. I love that this song directly speaks to whoever is listening and for me, it’s probably what I would say to my younger self when I went through so much trauma. 💜 I love you all, I may not know you but I don’t want to lose you. ✨
tw: mentions of suicidal thoughts and thoughts of self harm. hearing this song made me just feel warm and welcome. it did make me cry and i don’t know why. the tears just flowed. next thing i know, i’m thinking about how much i’ve improved over years. i may be young and have made mistakes, but they were mistakes i made while in a bad place. my mind was so jumbled yet i felt empty. i looked at myself in the mirror and i just thought of myself as something bad on this earth that shouldn’t be here. i got all the people i thought i didn’t need and thought would be better off without me out of my life, so why do i feel so upset at myself? my grades are plummeting right before my eyes and my parents are concerned about why. why didn’t i fix my grades? did i just give up? i think i did. i thought of ways in which i could just make it stop, maybe i could fill myself on food but that would make me feel so much guilt. what if i tried cutting or biting? no that’s too much. what about just ending it? no, what if i’m still here after? if i vented i would be bothering people that don’t care and don’t want to know, right? why am i so useless? luckily those thoughts stopped after i took some time for myself. i went off of social media and let my friends know i was taking a break. i focused on myself, why am i thinking like this? i figured that maybe writing it or something would help, so i did. i did help a lot. my grades are much better now and i take time on my art. it turns out that someone was basically making me feel so drained so i had to cut off my ties with them. i felt truly relieved and i’m glad about how much i’ve improved. sometimes i do still think of this stuff but i just try to tune it out. thanks for reading this ❤️ have a nice day! i hope you get good rest because tomorrow is going to be a good day.
Hi.. I know this was 11 months ago But today I was really not feeling it And I was trying the whole day to listen to music to make it up for me, nothing helped.. till it was 2 am and I came to bed and saw this on my recommendation on RU-vid, and as soon as I open it I cried so hard.. and now it’s almost 4 and still I’m tearing from a moment to another.. then I saw ur comment, and u don’t know how much I feel u now, don’t know why I wrote all of this. Maybe cuz I need to speak and say something before I blow, or maybe cuz I just felt like u when I heard this song. Anyway how ever u r.. thank u for this comment, hope ur life now is much better and greater. Love, S.
my cat is extremely sick and this song is such a comfort to me right now:( especially the part when it says “but it’s time to rest now let it all melt now” It’s amazing that music can be interpreted in so many ways 😭😭
@@yanitsaveleva You're right. I'm gonna ask her out (different person, I just saw this and you inspired me to ask out this person I've literally been in love with for two years)
I need to vent.. TW: I am gonna talk about disordered eating habits. I’m going through a really rough time right now and i try to restrict my eating as much as possible and recently my parents and my teacher has been trying to help me get better by making me eat and i just feel so guilty now that i’ve been eating normally again and i purged my dinner today because i couldn’t take it anymore. I’m currently eating ice cream right now and i feel so guilty because i’ve consumed more than 800 calories.. i’m thinking of not eating tomorrow and maybe the day after as a punishment. I’m going to a psychiatrist on Tuesday next week, but i don’t want help and i wanna get worse so that i can be skinny. I hate my body so much and i hate myself. I’m scared that this will affect my grades and i’m scared for my future because i’m in 8th grade (i live in norway and here we graduate when we’re 16..) and if my grades are affected then i’m scared of what will happen once i turn 16. Thank you for reading this far. If you have anything negative to say then please just don’t say it because i will ignore your comment. Edit: thanks so so much for all the support. I am currently doing so much better since I eat regularly and I don’t try to starve myself anymore. I do still feel kind of guilty after/while I eat and I do feel kind of disappointed when I see my body in the mirror since I feel like I don’t have a desirable body since my butt is super small and almost flat, but I’m still learning to accept myself and I never realised that if I continued this toxic behavior against myself then I would be underweight and it would be super dangerous for me. Again thanks for all of the support.
Honestly, it might not get better but being negative will not help you. All I can say to you is try to get a journal are write 3 things you love about yourself every day. Slowly just start trying to accept yourself instead of fixing it.
Hi. Your comment broke heart...but I'm going to try offer you some hope. You're amazing, your body does so much for you and fights for you on a daily basis. I can't imagine what you're going through and want you to know that that sucks, it really does. I don't want you to guilt yourself for feeling negative about your body. I want you to know that you're loved and so so so SO worth the compassion that you deserve. You deserve the universe. I would like to encourage you to be honest with the psychiatrist, tell them exactly how you're feeling. I will also encourage you to continue to drink a whole lot of water (hydration helps in so many areas!) and eat really small snacks to keep your brain going! If you ever need someone to talk to or vent to or to send you daily virtual hugs, send me a message @everything.is.fine.deceptidork on Instagram. Sending love. A whole lot of it.
Hello! I am in no way a therapist or anything but I would like to help. I just want to say how beautiful you are, and how valid you are. I dont care how skinny you are, or how large you may be. You are so extremely beautiful, and I lysm. I dont really have any advice on the eating thing, but I can say how valid and amazing you are.
hei.. jeg er så lei for at du går igjennom dette. du er sterk, ikke glem det. du prøver ditt beste hver dag, men husk at *du* er den viktigste personen i livet ditt. til slutt, har du bare deg selv igjen. så ta godt vare på deg selv. kroppen din tar vare på deg, den holder deg i live. det er kanskje ikke lett å innse, men mitt beste råd er å se det beste av deg selv og drite i hva andre tenker om deg. jeg er glad i deg, selv om du er en fremmed person. og jeg håper det beste for deg.
@@jqean Hi sorry for the late response! I have been starting to slowly accept myself and I do feel like my body is kind of cute from time to time. I don’t fully love my body, but I’m getting there!
the pain i felt when she said: “remember my dear, you’re strong, you’re loved, you’re beautiful, so beautiful & you belong here on earth, i love you” i really needed that
@@Ztar3 you can try scripting that you can't shift accidentally and that you can only do it when you have the intention to 💜 or say your safe word each time
@@marison2479 hello, sorry i thought i’d already replied. It still hurts and i miss her like crazy but looking back at our memories makes it a little bit better. Thank you for your kindness and consideration :)
This song reminds me of when my mom was in rehab, for addiction. I used to pretend that she was right there next to me at night, I would cry then fall asleep, when I would wake up and it was just my pillow I was grasping on too, I pretended so hard I thought my pillow was her... She told me she would never leave me... Now I only see her 2 days a week and am 13, and I miss my mom so much. Am so lonely...
I’m sorry that your going through this at such a young age all I can really say is to keep going and you’ll find something or someone to help you go through this tough situation 💕
This song brings me so much comfort every time I need to cry but don't want to I listen to this and cry its so pretty and it reminds me of something my mom might have sung to me before she passed....this song is beautiful and I am so sorry to anyone who has lost someone you all deserve love I hope it gets better to anyone reading this you have a beautiful life ahead of you look forward to it
i'm so proud of you, even if irl you feel that no one is, i am. it might not mean much coming from an internet stranger but i understand how hard it can be.. im so proud of you for trying your best. sending hugs ur way if ur okay with it ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ💜
this song reminds me so much of sokka and yue. the lyrics and vibe, it’s just so beautiful. and the fact that sokka loved her so much i’m just- it hurts. they’re both such comfort characters and this song just matches perfectly for their relationship.
I slept 2 days in a row with this amazing song . Thank u for making this amazing slowed song I would really like it if u Made it 1 hours or 30 min thank u 🥺💕💕
"The sun's already set, now won't you go to sleep, now?" I feel like this isn't talked about a lot with depression staying up so, so late because you feel as though the day's been wasted sulking, feeling bad, not being productive, isolating yourself, not doing the things that actually make you feel happy, the list goes on It's just nice to hear that someone understands
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