Zach Paradis - not ready (Lyric Visualizer) 

"not ready" was written and produced by Zach Paradis with additional production by Curiocide. Performed by Zach Paradis.
Filmed and edited by Jordee Arvin, Journey Home Media.
Lyrics:
I’m not ready for your love
No, I’m not ready for your love, no
I just need more time, I’m sorry
Never thought I’d be that guy but
I’m not ready for your love, no
Staring at a stranger in my mirror
Never seen this side of myself
The choice between a title or an ending
Is messing with my mental health
And I know I’m the reason
You need constant healing
But we both know that something’s wrong
You know
I’m not ready for your love
No, I’m not ready for your love, no
I just need more time, I’m sorry
Never thought I’d be that guy but
I’m not ready for your love, ay
Since I was thirteen, I’ve been dreaming ‘bout the girl who’d be my wife
Assuming she’d be perfect and she’d fit me oh just right
And we’d be so in love and happy, even when we’d fight
But my parents are unhappy and have been for most my life
So I’m conflicted and I’m scared
‘Cause I know i could f*** it up, don’t know how deep I can feel
My defense is that I’m numb and I’ve
Been down this road and I’ve fallen in love
Yeah, I dated my crush just to crush her later on
Undecided, is the pain you bring too much?
I’m a cynic in sheep’s clothing always writing ‘bout a love
That I don’t believe in
Or at least I don’t just yet
But until that’s figured out, won’t let you board this sinking ship
I’m not ready for your love
No, I’m not ready for your love, no
I just need more time, I’m sorry
Never thought I’d be that guy but
I’m not ready for your love, no