Weak up to reality zayn,that's just how unfair world is,you just need to put God first in any situation you've been struggle,own forgiveness that comes from a heart to heart,you know something you are the reason why 1d build in without you ,the band will probably disband. You give a sparkles highnotes to our hearts,you will live until your memory alive forever.God blessed Zayn be always good guy love yourself♥️