im not depressed or anything. I just like watching sad content. It sort of soothes me inside. I'm not surprised I replayed this audio while staring at the wall for 30 minutes. I know i shouldnt say this but sometimes, videos like this give more comfort than a hug from my own dad (which i dont get often). I dont mean to sound unappreciative of my parents and I know some people dont even have parents but showing affection isnt hard. Im not one of gangster and cool kids but those are the type of people I hang around with. Im not open about my feelings when talking to them so youtube comments are the only way i express my true self.
