Mac you saved me from killing myself one more time tonight. I deal with depression so bad I’m never happy anymore. I’m alone. I have people but no one. Fuck it once I get my bike going I’m riding all over the country till it takes me out. The hope of having a Harley a riding the only space a thing that make me feel okay. That an your music. Miss you Mac. Fuuuuucccckkkkk
The life obstacles can be overwhelming some things can be to big we all be in our own head that by biggest flaw the same things that your afraid of yu get courage from them too love you Mac 💜
I found out about his passing while I was in the psych ward for SI (ideation), checked myself in rather than another route. It was pretty weird for my cousin to tell me the news over the phone during the stay, he knew I was a fan and thought it would help. Maybe it did. I'm still here and I've felt a strange bond with Mac's music ever since that I cant even articulate.
