I’m just a girl who loves music that makes me feel something. I post what I like, if you don’t like it that’s okay. And if you ever need a place to escape and chill, That’s what this channel is for.
I don’t make any money from this channel nor do I care to. I wanted a place to hide away in with music I actually listen to so I made it myself.
Honestly I don’t know, I found them online when I was looking up the artist that made this song. I noticed the art style was the same. I thought it belonged to some anime or manga.
Im going to make it this year. I know it. Everyone has been saying i have very big dreams, I´m only a kid (im 13) my mom always tells me im never going to make it, because she also dreamt about alot hwen she was a kid and she never made it, she says that im too young, she says that you need money to make money and that school is the best option for me. I use that stuff as fuel everyday, yes my mom doesnt believe in me, but i love that because it motivates me evryday to keep going, to do 1 more step on that 5 mile run before taking a break, and then 1 more, and 1 more, and 1 more just like an endless loop. I use that as fuel to fulfill my dreams and become someone no one ever thought of me. I´m going to make it, I know it. I. just. know it.
@@liminalandrei It’s good that at your young age you are already learning that sometimes family will be one of your road blocks in life when you have a passion for something. If something that benefits you makes you happy, follow it.
Edgy ahh comments but it's a good rythm regardless. Instead of a despair-esque struggle, the rhythm seems to represent a hopeful struggle for me and i don't know why.
Things are going to get better, even if it doesnt seem so. You just have to wait. I dont know if youre religious or not but remember youre never alone, God is always with you and He loves you. But even if you dont believe in God, you always got urself and thats what matters you dont need her or anyone that believes what she is saying because there will come someone that‘ll help you and be on your side. I pray for you. 🫶
@@armyguy8808 since a child I’ve always questioned everything, now that I’m older I feel even more like this planet ain’t for me. But following what makes me happy makes being here a lot better.
I wish I responded right away. I’m sorry for your loss. Even though your fur buddy isn’t here physically his love for you isn’t gone so keep yours for him. ❤
For most of my life I felt trapped in a cage of human flesh. I feel dysphoric about beeing human. I hope this will be over soon. Tired of acting as if I gave a shit about this existence.
Find your higher purpose. Jesus Christ is the Way, the Truth and the Life. He is the meaning. You already feel as though your existence doesn’t matter, what harm could it do to look to Christ who being in very nature God, came as a human to suffer and sacrifice Himself out of love. Honestly try and look at Christ on the cross and be reassured that God loves you in a way that transcends meaning. It doesn’t matter if you’re sceptical and confused in life, we all are, you’re not alone. But we all have intrinsic value. YOUR existence is valued, if not by yourself or those around you then by God. “Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they?” - Matthew 6:26
Since this year has started I’ve been drowning in depression left over from college. Currently I like to make a hot cup of tea and watch a bunch of movies or go outside to calm me down. When I catch myself thinking about how I haven’t completed anything each day I block it with the fact that I showered or ate more than usual that day as an accomplishment. Just let life drive you for now. If there are things you want to do but feel like other things get in the way of that then wait and keep your head up you won’t be stuck forever ❤
This is the song that played in your head in 2006 when your pa swung his belt onto your back and left the marks both physically temporary, and remains intact to your heart, embedded for the rest of your life
"It's all about the quitting mind, let's say it's day 1 of a job interview, we all know what that shit fucking feels like, you have your clothes layed out, you got your food ready to go in the morning, you've been preparing for weeks and weeks and weeks. You show up and you bring your best self. You get the fucking job merry fucking christmas. After couple of months you start showing up to work a little latter, you don't look as good, your clothes aren't layed out, your breakfast isn't ready, your mind's getting softer. With new years coming up don't have a quitting mind, repperition every day." -David Goggins
