I’m sorry for people that hurt you in you life, beautiful person reading this you are so well deserving of love, just because what they did does not define you as a person, just because they treated you that way, doesn’t mean you are suppose to be treated that way. I’m proud of you for staying strong, I love you🫂
I don’t know why I feel the need to share this with strangers, maybe to seek others who relate, or an answer to my query, but… I think I found my problem. I get easily attached because I’m delusional. I imagine a fake relationship in my head and get attached to that idea so much that I begin to like people for who they aren’t which is why I can’t figure out why I like them so much. Then when it comes time to make a move I either can’t find it in myself to talk to them like a normal person or I find out that they aren’t the person who I thought they were. So then when it’s hard to talk to them I end up thinking “whats wrong with me? What am I doing wrong? Why can I never talk to this person” when all around me there are other people I have no problem talking to naturally. But I’m never able to develop feelings for them for some God forsaken reason. I’m constantly falling for people who are out of my reach and I constantly punish myself for not being able to get anywhere with them. That’s my problem.
You seek love and admiration from yourself. Our minds are just a tool, our body a vessel, our soul is our identity. Our souls speak too us in many ways outside our comprehension. Your soul is using your mind as a tool displaying feelings and bonds with these people too show you not to be afraid too love yourself. They want the same thing as you, and if and when they do not reciprocate. It's all good they are just as afraid as you of being hurt. The key is too feel peace, and love from the warmth of your soul when no one is around. When you do this, you will radiate when in the presence of others and bring out the best in them. Be cautious of the dark souls, for when you do this, they will seek too extinguish your flame. God bless you❤
I suffer with this… exact.. same…thing… I never thought I’d see someone 100% completely relate to my problem. I have the same exact problem bro. I’ll admit I’m delusional
Things are going to get better, even if it doesnt seem so. You just have to wait. I dont know if youre religious or not but remember youre never alone, God is always with you and He loves you. But even if you dont believe in God, you always got urself and thats what matters you dont need her or anyone that believes what she is saying because there will come someone that‘ll help you and be on your side. I pray for you. 🫶
They won’t remember me. If I died, few people outside of my family would attend my funeral. Nobody knows who I am or why I’m here, and I’ve never been more alone.
I wish I responded right away. I’m sorry for your loss. Even though your fur buddy isn’t here physically his love for you isn’t gone so keep yours for him. ❤
@@i2ottenBannana find YOUR meaning in life. that becomes the meaning of life. everyone's is different. you must find your reason to stay alive, to live, to strive. it is easy to think there is no purpose when you do not allow yourself to have one. try to find one it may bring you the peace you seek
As a freshman in college I think about death a lot but I keep pushing because of the imagery of what my life will be like afterwards. Create your future happy place and let it be the extra push in your life. Please, death is not the answer I promise you. If you think nobody will care think of me. I'm taking the time to reach out to you because I care for you and love you. I don't need to know who you are, please stay.
