Only Jesus saves from hell. Jesus Christ died for our sins, was buried and rose again the third day (1 Corinthians 15:1-4 KJV). Water baptism DOESN'T save us (1 Corinthians 1:17 KJV). Jesus Christ shed His blood for our sins (Ephesians 1:7 KJV). We are saved by grace through faith, not our works (Ephesians 2:8-9 KJV).
My situation was just like this: back to school, I never cared about that relationship stuff, I saw that as a possibility. All I cared then were video games, superhero movies and exams. Everything changed when I got into a college… I had no friends, I just talk with my classmates few times, but I was in a major parties, hoping I’ll get attention. My parents and other adults told me the college years are the best, but as for me - my college years suck. I patiently waited some girl will fall in love with me, but that didn’t happen. I think some of girls in school liked me, but I was too dumb to understand that or too lazy to do anything. Now, I continued studying in that college, I got into a new group, we started meeting at weekends, some people seemed to like me, but I’m not so sure… From that time I started thinking that if you never had a relationship, you’re a weirdo and a pervert nobody likes. I tried to get some girls in dating apps, but it didn’t work. I decided in real life my efforts would be more effective, but usually I get extremely shy, nervous or just got dumped by some chick. I still playing video games, watching superhero movies and surfing the web, but I get less and less joy from that. Not long ago I started to realise that now I’m trying to escape reality. Actually, my life is kinda good - I live with my family who loves me, I graduated from school and university, helping my dad with his working stuff what means I’m a trustworthy person, however… …without a girlfriend or a single experience in relationships, I think my life is empty and pointless. My parents and some other people told me I have good looks, but I consider myself as an ugly pathetic loser who is too nice to be someone’s boyfriend, who will always be “just a friend” and who will get a cheating wife. The glasses make the situation worse because wearing them I look like a typical nerd. Some people like my beard but I feel I don’t deserve it because I don’t feel like a grown man. Geez, I even began to think about male-to-female transition and about my “rebirth” as a woman, just to feel some love, at least from men. What’s the point of having sausage when you can’t even use it properly?! I’m still struggling. I’m still fighting my anxiety, desperately searching for a girl who will like me. I’m still waking up, trying to find the reason to move forward. In worst case scenario I’ll end up with an imaginary girlfriend or a some giant love doll.
Long story short, my ex whom we were high school sweethearts killed me. She flew north to my state for a week to be with me again as she was kinda doing that behind her husband back while at the same time trying to divorce him after a bad fight. We got together and went out and watched Hunter X Hunter and stuff. There was little intimacy which was strange as she randomly texted me months before after years and talking about getting in bed together when we got together. …didn’t happen. When the time for her to fly back to her state down south, I was slowly becoming ghosted. Used to face time and text and call but slowly dwindled to short talks. Next thing you know, she completely stopped. Radio silence. I was broken. For months I felt almost used and hurt. Just last week of October 2024, come to find that she’s back with her husband. Noticed she changed her pfp on Instagram and i felt like I got stabbed in the soul. It’s her and her husband together in front of her grandmas house. It confirmed that I was only used for her entertainment and out of need for attention. I was angry and depressed. That point onward, I dared never again to be with someone. It left me broken and used. She ever bothers talking to me again I swear I will cuss her out and degrade her into a s**mbag. I’d rather die alone than to be with someone again.
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