My name is Ryan. I'm an actor, filmmaker and photographer in California. This channel will feature documentation of my transition as a transgender man, short films, music videos, and vlogging. Thanks for watching and stay tuned!
when I done t shots there were two needle bits one larger needle bit for getting the t out of the vile and a second SMALLER needle bit that you switch to for injection, it looks like he used the larger needle to inject! Looks scary ngl
I hope it's OK to say this, I just wanted to say that you look 100% male to me. If I met you, or even talked with you, just randomly - I would just assume you were a man, nothing about your voice or appearance looks feminine at all! I hope that this makes you smile.
Why are you taking testosterone replacement at your age? Have you had a PSA test to see if you even need it? at YOUR age! You are playing with fire that is a controlled substance? It has side effects. Unbelievable !
Okay, so I'm a transguy. I'm also an older guy (over 30). I transitioned in my 40's and while I was working as a health care professional (not a nurse, btw) for the federal gov't in the VA system. Since I had worked in the hospital setting for a number of years, I had gotten to know quite a few patients. Most of these Vets had mostly "conservative" leanings and viewpoints. They had also known me in my female-presenting personna. When these same Vets came back to the hospital after some period of time since seeing me as "female", they'd come back to see me with my hair buzzed (I am a former female Marine), a much deeper voice, a full beard and a name badge with a male name on it. At first, I was given a few quizzical looks, but then, after a while, it didn't seem to be a big deal to them. I asked my father about my situation with these Vets, and what follows here is what he told me. He said, "What you don't realize is just how little most other people regard your circumstances. They are, at the end of the day, most concerned with what's going on within their own bubble. They're not worried about you, unless you give them something to worry about, and you're not doing that, so stop worrying about what they think. It's really none of their business, anyway." So there you have it. My father was a smart, educated man with a PhD and had "been around the block" more than a few times. He knew a lot about human nature, so what he told me has really eased my uneasiness about a lot of my life's challenges, so to speak. The older I get, too, the more I understand how my dear father was right about so much, and how what he taught me has really eased my way in life. You young transguys out there...please understand, too, that all in all, most people are about as comfortable with you as they perceive that you are comfortable with yourself. That comes with time, I think. Don't ever feel that you have to explain to someone else about what you may or may not have in your pants. It's really no one else's business but your own, and your partner's.
Didn’t use anything for mine actually, just did my best to not lift my arms or stretch in the beginning stages of healing. Wishing you a quick recovery!
Thank you so much for this video, I'm a trans guy and want to start DIY HRT(it's illegal in my country to "change sex", so this is the only option), this helped me very much, because I don't have anyone to cosult me on how to do my shots
I've just got my first shot and I have a 5 days snow school trip in 2 days Hope it's gonna help bypass the hot flashes lmao, that for sure will be something
Hey there I hope this isn't offensive but you were born female then transitioned? Reason I'm asking is because I'd like to know if the gel is the only testosterone treatment your used in your transition.
Not offended at all. Yeah, I’m pretty public about my transition. I used IM injections initially when I first started hormones and then switched to gel after a few years
My gel prescription has instructions for each number of pumps per day. It states that with 4 pumps a day, you should put two on one shoulder and two on the other.
I've been out as a trans man for the last 3 years and 4 months of my life. I'm 20, and I look like I'm 15. BUT I have my last gender clinic meeting in 16 days! I am gonna get an official diagnosis in 16 fucking days. And I just HOPE that I'll be able to start testosterone soon after... :)
*So this person is a she, as I understand it, she kinda does ''pass'' lol, although she can never be a he. I do not understand why someone want to waste so much time trying to mimic the opposite, to emulate what is impossible to be, very sad how much time they waste instead of fixing their insecurities which is what they need. Afterall there is nothing wrong in being a male or a female, be what you are since the womb bcz it is permanent and impossible to change anyhow, the mind is what need a fix and not the body.*
I go to a conservative bigot school and the one person who came out got expelled. The only teacher that is downright terrifying is retiring next year so ima come out then but I don’t know what to do
Hey, Ryan….just ran across your channel. Love it! I was in a band with a FTM guy years ago….quite an interesting experience. I think you and I may be geographically proximate. Don’t hesitate to get in touch.
