I feel heavy, I feel weighted And I feel hungry, I feel wasted, oh I can't put my finger on my feelings Put my ear to the ceiling, where is that coming from? Where are you coming from? I'm just waiting for the walls of my insides to come clean I've been praying for the day that my spirit is finally free Some days it feels like the ocean lies inside of me Lies inside of me And I feel paralysed, been cut down to size I hardly have the strength to open up my eyes 'Cause I am swollen, and this has stolen my sanity Well, it's hard to see beyond this when it's fighting against me Yeah I'm just waiting for the walls of my insides to come clean I've been praying for the day that my spirit is finally free Some days it feels like the ocean lies inside of me Lies inside of me The waves crash in, the tide rolls out I stand before my weakness now You took my faith and cut me down The ocean it lies, it lies inside me now The ocean The ocean I'm just waiting for the walls of my insides to come clean I've been praying for the day that my spirit I'm just waiting for the walls of my insides to come clean I've been praying for the day that my spirit is finally free Some days it feels like the ocean lies inside of me Lies inside of me
Having been dealing with an auto inflammatory skin condition called HS, this song has always hit so hard. Thank you Tonight Alive for putting my pain into words.
