I appriciate both of you it is great example to learn from such relationships. but, both relationship have a communication problem. if you can't communicate with each other you can't fix it. so, you have to push forward and be honest about your feeling too each other. and communicate about your feelings even what you worry about. wish you the best
Just decide to live with this your first lover. you can get rich person but you can't get real lover like this guy sacrifice don't loss him! Even you can continue your education