Been listening to $uicideboy$ since "I will celebrate for stepping on broken glass and slipping on stomach soaked floors" was recommended to me in 2015 by a mate who was also struggling with multiple addictions and contemplating suicide every single day. I've been clean since 7th of August 2019. The mate who recommended it to me overdosed last year in 22nd of February. I miss the hard times and the fun times with him but it had to be one of us and he didn't get the help he needed. $uicideboy$ has helped me tremendously by giving me someone I don't know to also have the same struggles R.I.P Matt, miss you buddy